My Master Jinyiwei

Chapter 53

Under the moonlight, the two sides of the waterway were full of dark fires, the river was glowing with black light, and the river lights that were far or near hit the side of the boat, and after careful consideration with a bang, they gradually went away.They float in the water like shadows, drifting in unknown directions.

Liu Ling stood at the bow of the boat, holding that humble lamp with great care.Its light had been extinguished in the wind, but Liu Ling remembered every word written on the light.

I wish you well.

Thousands of times, but these few words.

The young girl has black hair in brocade clothes, and in the lamplight, her face is quiet, and the skirts of her clothes are curled up by the wind.

At this moment, she thought a lot, but her heart was extremely peaceful.

When she was in the worst state of mind, countless doctors came and went to help her stabilize her emotions.She is not sick physically, what is sick is her heart.She didn't say anything to anyone, and when she had a sudden attack, everyone thought she was crazy.

The elder of the Tai Hospital who treated her for the longest time said to her, "Princess, you can tell the old man what you see. How can a five-year-old child be responsible for the death of an adult? Princess , You have to learn to forgive yourself."

Liu Ling said, "No." She refused to tell anyone, she would rather be treated as a lunatic.

"If you do this, you will drive yourself crazy!" The old doctor said sternly to her, but the little girl had a pale face and did not respond.

"Do you want to cure your illness? If you want to go on like this, even if the old man Hua Tuo is alive, I'm afraid he can't do anything about the princess's symptoms." The old doctor spoke to Liu Ling in a softer tone.

Liu Ling was silent for a long time before softly saying, "I think so."

She thinks about it.

Get well soon.

Although she was dragged into the mud, she was also actively saving herself.

Try not to conflict with others, try to replace the emptiness in your heart with love.Try to live in peace with the people of Quang Binh Palace, try to get married, have children, and live a life that everyone has.

Her mother's phantom followed her for years and years, and she was so scared, so flustered, and so bewildered at first.

She grew up from five to 15 years old, and no one knew her pain.After the imperial doctor noticed it, she thought that she had a mental problem, and what she needed was to lock her up and not contact anyone. When her relatives heard about it, their first thought was "You must have a guilty conscience"; when the grandfather who loved her knew it, he would feel She is so pitiful, I feel sorry for her even more.

Those are not what she wants, they are all what she hates.

She used another way to treat her illness.

Go to sea, go to the northwest, go beyond the Great Wall.She rode a camel through the desert at night, participated in the Muda Conference in the endless prairie, and kneeled down [-] steps, shaking the prayer wheel, and whispered her wishes to the Bodhisattva.

May I be well.

May I live long.

I wish my life well.

She has such trust in fate.

And one day, a person who didn't believe in these things made such a wish.

I want someone who will never leave me no matter what I do.I walked alone in the rainy and windy lonely forest, but my heart was full of enthusiasm, because I knew that he was waiting for me.

Life is like a river, and old hopes come true again and again.

Liu Ling turned her head and looked into the dark night mist, as if she could see Shen Yan's figure.

Many emotions welled up in her heart, rushing in her heart like a river.Her eyes were moist, and she hugged the river lantern, never wanting to let it go.

"Princess, when are we going back to the mansion?" The attendant behind him asked cautiously, since he has found what he wanted, why don't we go back?Don't make old master Hou worry too much.

"Send someone back to the mansion. When Grandpa asked about it, he said, I'm sleeping in my own mansion, and I won't go back today."

"Yes...but where is the sheriff going?"

Liu Ling didn't answer. After getting off the boat, she put down the river lamp along the water again, and walked along the waterway after she got ashore.At first, Yang Ye and the others didn't know where she was going, but when the destination became clearer, Yang Ye couldn't help coughing, "Princess, Master Shen was called away, he must be very busy, don't you have time to see the princess?" See Liu Ling Unmoved, he continued, "It's so late, Mr. Shen may not still be in Beizhen Fusi."

"I know." Liu Ling replied.

She knew, but she still had to go and see.

Mr. Shen must be in Beizhen Fusi, otherwise he would go back to find her.He didn't go back, which means he was not free.Of course, it is also possible that Master Shen thought she had gone back long ago, so he didn't bother her...

Although there are so many possibilities, Liu Ling still stubbornly insists that Shen Yan must be in Beizhen Fusi.

"I don't bother him, I don't bother him, I just look at him from a distance." Liu Ling said to herself.

She walked from night to dawn and traveled through most of Yejing, but she only wanted to see him in her heart.

Her soul seemed to be standing high in the air, looking down at her body, recalling the experiences of so many years.

She has a lot to say to Shen Yan, thousands of words.Her heart was agitated, but she felt that any poor speechlessness could hardly express the joy Mr. Shen brought her.

She walked such a long way, like a process from darkness to light.

But I know I'm not good enough for him.

People are always like this, the person who attracts you, he is so good, you are always not worthy of him.

Although it is not good enough, it is always extravagant.Extravagance is really something that people can't control themselves.

After spending the whole night here, Liu Ling was obviously tired.The exhaustion made her heart beat abnormally, and she walked very hard.But compared to the joy of being able to see Shen Yan, all of those seemed insignificant.

After walking a long way, when Liu Ling saw Beizhen Fusi from a distance, she felt so kind.She stood at the entrance of the alley, the moonlight melted, and she looked in that direction in a daze.

I want to stand in front of his door every night, and under his window every night, just to wait for him to smile at her.

The Fusi gate tower in Beizhen is towering, with two majestic stone lions at the gate, the gate is closed tightly, and the side door is open, with red lanterns fluttering in the wind.

Yang Ye stepped forward and wanted to call for the princess, but was stopped by Liu Ling.Liu Ling said, "I just want to see him, I don't want to disturb him."

She stood under the big locust tree by the alley, leaned against the tree, slid down slowly, and sat down.The honorable princess of Changle always tries to maintain a perfect appearance wherever she goes.I'm afraid this is the first time for her to sit in such a casual posture.

In the darkness, a girl with beautiful features was sitting under a green tree, with her knees together, her arms around her legs, her chin resting on her knees, her black grape-like eyes staring at the gate of Beizhen Fusi.

Liu Ling was very calm in her heart, she just wanted to watch him come out and leave like this.

The attendants and maids who had been following the princess looked at each other, feeling rather helpless in their hearts.Who can stop the princess?nobody.They had to stand not far away, waiting for the princess.

The sky is changing little by little, the light of the moon is gradually fading, and there is another white light in the east, blocking the clear brilliance of the moon.The sky turned from dark to bright, and every moment, I could feel that change.

In front of the 72 Que tower, lotus flower buds are blooming layer by layer.This poem is about the early morning scene in Yejing.The big bronze bell came from the bell room of the imperial palace. The sound was loud and wave-like. Centered on the imperial city, it swayed around in circles. The sound of the bell spread throughout Yejing.

At the same time, the red sun rises, the morning breeze blows away the night mist, and Yejing wakes up from sleep. Before the hawkers in the market enter the city, the officials wear official uniforms and carry lanterns according to the changes of the four phenomena. Waiting for the time to go to the Hajj.

The main entrance of Beizhen Fusi opened under Liu Ling's unblinking eyes.Several brocade guards came out from the door, neatly dressed, in the posture of going to court.

They were going in another direction, and Liu Ling and his party did not block their way.Soon, the person she had been looking forward to appeared in Liu Ling's eyes.Walking out with all his colleagues, Mr. Shen took his time and walked behind them.But his appearance is the most beautiful.

When you look at a person from a distance, you can't even see his face clearly, the feeling he gives people, the charm of his gestures, is the most eye-catching.

Mr. Shen is the kind of person who can shine, wherever he goes, everyone will see him.

Liu Ling stood up, her eyes were bright, and she watched the young man's every move with nostalgia and obsession.She waited all night, as if just to see it.

When there was no sign at all, Shen Yan suddenly looked up and looked straight at the direction where Liu Ling was standing.

Liu Ling was taken aback for a moment, and her eyes met Shen Yan's.

His eyes were dark and calm, nothing superfluous.

Liu Ling remembered how kind he was to her.

The two looked at each other from a distance, and there were too many emotions in their eyes.

Shen Yan left his colleagues and strode towards Liu Ling.Liu Ling's heartbeat, which had already calmed down, jumped violently again as he walked.

She is very happy with this man!
So happy with this man!
She wanted to say a lot to him...

Shen Yan stood in front of her, he was so tall and straight, Liu Ling had to look up to see him.He stared at her for a long time, his plain eyes gradually changed and became a little complicated.

He reached out and put his hand on top of her head, gently brushing the dew on her eyebrows between her hair.

Shen Yan's voice was hoarse, "You waited for me all night?"

As long as there is a little clue, don't even think about escaping Master Shen's eyes.

As far as he could see, Liu Ling was standing in the halo under the tree, looking at him intently.He felt the wetness in her hair, saw her slightly pale face, and calm eyebrows, and he had already guessed the general idea.

Shen Yan's heart feels like being grabbed by two hands, and it hurts uncomfortably.There was another sharp awl, and the flesh and blood were continuously cut.As long as he thought that he had a short rest in Beizhen Fusi, but Liu Ling waited for him all night, Shen Yan felt that his internal organs were burning from his throat, and his heart became not his own.

Liu Ling's palms were sweating, and she smiled nervously at him.She said, "Master Shen, I have something to ask you... um!"

Her almond eyes widened.

Because Shen Yan moved forward, pushed her against the tree, leaned over and kissed her.

boom!
Seeing this scene, Yang Ye and the others felt embarrassed, turned around quickly, and dutifully helped the princess and Mr. Shen to block the eyes of Jin Yiwei who was looking from a distance.

Liu Ling's back was pressed against the rough tree trunk, and Shen Yan's shoulders and waist were pressed against.Her chin was lifted, her lips forced to meet his.

She stared blankly at Shen Yan who was looking down at her with her foggy eyes.His face was also red, and his eyes were too bright for her to bear.

Something cold was stuffed into her hand.

The ear was kissed by Shen Yan for the last time, "I'll talk about it later, you go to my house and wait for me."

He backed away, took another look at the foolishly kissed girl, and finally turned around and left.It's such a pity, how much he wants to keep kissing, how much he wants to have more time, how much he wants to rub Liu Ling into his body...but he can't.

No time.

For the first time, Shen Yan felt irritated and resistant to the matter of going to court.

After Shen Yan left, Liu Ling slid down weakly and sat under the tree.After a while, realizing that those people had gone far away, she took a deep breath, and took out the objects that Mr. Shen had stuffed in her hand to look at.

This is the waist badge that can prove Shen Yan's status as Jin Yiwei.

That day in Jiangzhou, the waist card that Liu Ling got was this one.On the same day, she also used this waist card to threaten Mr. Shen, asking Mr. Shen to do something.On the way back to Yejing from Jiangzhou, Liu Ling returned the badge to Shen Yan.Unexpectedly, now, Shen Yan delivered the waist badge to her again.

The corners of Liu Ling's mouth raised, and his smile stretched.

Shen Yan's mansion... She has never been there.

Yang Ye mentioned to her that after Shen Yan joined Jinyiwei when he was young, he moved out of the Shen family and lived alone.For so many years, he has been living alone, that mansion belongs to Shen Yan alone, even his parents do not welcome him.

Such a person is willing to let her go and let her wait for him.

She will definitely go.

After waiting for a while, Liu Ling adjusted her ceremonial attire, got up, and went to Shen Yan's mansion with her subordinates.Shen Yan's mansion is also in the northwest direction where the nobleman lives, but it is still three streets away from the Shen family, and the distance is not close at all.When Liu Ling came here, she knew that if nothing happened on weekdays, Shen Yan would not go back to Shen's house.

His identity is quite clean, one look to the end.

At the door, he handed over the badge, and the two guards were very surprised, but they still opened the door and let Princess Changle go in and wait.This is a common structure of a large house. There are no surprises, and the layout is simple and capable.The garden is not as clean as the training ground.

And the two maids who lead the way have beautiful features and clear faces, but they can't be called beauties.

Liu Ling was relieved: I am used to Master Shen's own face, and then I am used to seeing a beauty like her. An ordinary girl will definitely not be able to attract Master Shen's attention.She can rest assured that these maids will serve Shen Yan.

The maid led the way, whispering in a soft voice, you can't go here, you can't go there, it's a forbidden place everywhere.

Liu Ling raised her eyelids, she wanted to get angry, but she thought that this was a place for Shen Yan, so she held back her anger.She looked at the mansion with trepidation in her heart.

Can she marry Shen Yan?

Can she become the hostess of this mansion, replace Shen Yan, and arrange here arbitrarily?

Liu Ling's heart sank again.

The Shen family is a well-known family, and it has retreated very cleanly in recent years, with little involvement in government affairs, His Majesty is extremely satisfied.With such a clear background, Shen Yan doesn't live with the big family, it can be seen that he is deliberately controlling the personnel and affairs around him... How could he marry her?

The people around her are the most complicated and troublesome.

Liu Ling thought of Shen Yan's ex-fiancee Qin Ning again.She used to think that the marriage was Qin Ning's will, after all, Qin Ning's personality is quite selfish.But thinking about it now, the Shen family was extremely satisfied with that marriage.

Although Qin Ning is the princess of Changning, her parents are not on the team and do not express opinions on government affairs.Her mother is the eldest princess, and the Shen family's friendship with her has indeed brought great benefits.Shen Yan's marriage to Qin Ning will bring no harm to Shen Yan's career.

Qin Ning is more suitable for Shen Yan than Liu Ling.

Looking at Yejing, who is more suitable than Qin Ning?
Liu Ling somewhat understood why Shen Yan's parents wanted Qin Ning and Shen Yan to reconcile.

She stood by the window, staring blankly at the scene outside.More or less, messy, relevant and irrelevant, all went around in her mind.She pinched her palm, her face was cold, and she gradually had the idea of ​​ignoring it.

If Shen Yan wanted to marry her, she would sacrifice everything, and she would definitely marry him too!
She would sacrifice anything for this marriage!
As long as he nods.

Besides, Shen Yan was absent-minded in the early morning, he kept thinking about Liu Ling.For a while, it was Liu Ling who was thrown by him on the street last night, standing in the dim light; He wanted to go back immediately and meet her.

Shen Yan has always been strict with himself. During his several years on duty in Jinyiwei, this is the first time he asked for leave, which surprised Shangfeng.But thinking that Shen Yan has been busy for a long time, his Shangfeng waved his hand, ready to leave.

After the court was over, Shen Yan hurried back all the way.

He felt like a young man who had just begun to fall in love, his eyes were full of his lover's angry smile, which made him feel embarrassed, but the fire in his chest burned even more intensely.

For a moment he was afraid that he would miss out, Liu Ling had already left, and for a moment he was afraid that he would be sentimental, Liu Ling didn't come at all... This is not the usual him!

After arriving at the mansion, after seeing Yang Ye and the others, Shen Yan settled down and confirmed that Liu Ling was there.

He stabilized his mood before heading towards the side hall.Walking through the meandering pool, he walked through the veranda, and first saw Liu Ling standing in the window among the green leaves, staring at the center of the lake.

The look in her eyes gave him a pause.

Thinking again of her unconscious suicide actions several times.

Liu Ling looked up and saw Shen Yan standing on the corridor.Her expression was a little sluggish, and it took a while for her to relax, her brows and eyes opened, revealing a faint smile, blooming towards him.

Shen Yan walked towards her.

Through a window, the two stared at each other.

Liu Ling said, "Do you think I can love you?"

Not just liking, but loving.

She asked him earnestly, deeply perplexed by it.She feels unworthy, but she likes it.

So she asked him.

She didn't know if he understood her... Liuling pursed her lips, a little annoyed.

Master Shen who was standing under the window leaned forward and brushed the hair off her cheeks.He kissed her lightly on the forehead, speaking calmly, with an unknown tenderness in his tone——

"You're so young, you can love whoever you want."

(End of this chapter)