My Master Jinyiwei

Chapter 64

Misunderstood love?
Shen Yan stared at her, it was not bad to look at her wrongly, as if poisoned.His cheek muscles were tense, and the veins on his forehead trembled. He clenched his fists and walked towards her step by step, until he was in front of Liu Ling.He didn't believe that Liu Ling would say such a thing.They used to be good friends like that, they used to talk about the world, they used to make promises all over the world... But now she said, those are nothing!
Even the day he left Beijing, they clearly talked very well...

"Is it hard to understand?" Liu Ling turned her head to look at him, her eyes were light, and there was a taste of self-deprecation in it, "Anyone who meets you, Mr. Shen, will think so. I may make you feel that you are a maverick." , but it’s not like that…”

"Shut up." Shen Yan interrupted.

Liu Ling was stunned and looked at him.

His eyes were dark, "Don't say it. It's hard to get over the water, and it's irreparable damage if you say something. Liu Ling, don't let yourself regret it."

Liu Ling's heart seemed to be hit hard.

She looked at him, he was still the same, the wind, the light, all the beautiful words were for him.Up to this moment, her lover, or former lover, still makes her heart tremble like that.

But at the same time, she thought of everyone's persuasion and disapproval of her in those days.

Their worlds are completely different... It's so hateful and ridiculous, but Liu Ling sees it more and more clearly day by day.

They said, Princess Changle, please don't delay Lord Shen.

You can't be so selfish, they say.

But that's not all...

Liu Ling lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "... Anyway, soon, I decided to leave Yejing, return to Jiangzhou with my father, return to Guangping Palace, and prepare to marry. I really won't marry you."

Her chin was lifted abruptly, and the strength of the man pinched her sorely.But she didn't feel it at all, she looked at Shen Yan's lowered eyes, she saw so many emotions in his eyes.In a calm sea, the white sails were destroyed, and the ships were smashed to pieces. Looking at each other, there was only the flood in front of us.

His eyelashes trembled, as if there was mist, but Liu Ling's eyes blinked, but he couldn't see clearly.She only heard him say, "What do you think of me? A tool to play with you? If you have played enough, don't you want it? Do you remember what I told you?"

He told her at that time, Liu Ling, I am not something you can provoke.

But she has provoked.

He pinched her chin, and her body was in his hands.As long as he touches it lightly, Liu Ling's life will be his.But Shen Yan didn't move, Liu Ling waited for his decision.

She knew that she had offended someone she shouldn't have offended, but she had actually thought about it back then.If one day she can't go on with Shen Yan, or if she loses interest in Shen Yan, she can die in Shen Yan's hands.After all, everyone said that he was not someone who would play with her.In fact, that is also good.

After a long time, maybe not too long, her person was pushed back.The force of the push back was a bit strong, and she was thrown back several steps, staggering, but she didn't fall down.She stood there blankly, looking up at Shen Yan.At this moment, he still didn't hurt her.

Shen Yan said, "Liu Ling, don't mess with me—I won't give you a second chance."

In fact, he shouldn't have given her the first chance.

Liu Ling's face was cold, watching him turn around silently and leap onto the wall.She stood alone in the courtyard, the wind blowing the leaves, it was already autumn.Looking around, I just feel that this place is so empty and so cold.

She knelt down and hugged her cold and trembling body.

"Princess...Princess." The maids who had been waiting in the corridor came over, some put on clothes for her, and some helped her to stand up, all of them couldn't afford to worry.

Liu Ling asked, "Is Grandpa awake?"

"...No news yet." Lingxi Lingbi's voice was low, and some dared not speak.But looking at the absent-minded expression of the princess, he plucked up his courage and said, "Princess, the doctors said that the old Hou Ye fell ill because of his health, and it has nothing to do with the princess. The princess doesn't have to blame himself like this. Besides, Shen My lord is back, as long as the princess makes it clear to Lord Shen, he will..."

"No need," Liu Ling said in a low voice, "I won't involve anyone else in the life lawsuit I provoked."

The maids looked at each other, worried.Old Hou Ye is still alive, although he hasn't woken up, the princess doesn't have to be so pessimistic...

"It's so cold here," Liu Ling said calmly, "Go to the Hou Mansion and see Grandpa."

"But the Hou Mansion doesn't welcome us..."

"Let's go." Liu Ling interrupted.

They were silent, and drove to Dingbei Hou Mansion overnight in a carriage.When I got outside the gate of the mansion, I knocked on the door. The gatekeeper couldn't be the master, so I invited the housekeeper, but the housekeeper also couldn't be the master, so I went in to ask the master.After a while, Mrs. Hou came out, followed by other elders, "Princess, you are not welcome in our Hou Mansion. The imperial physician has been hired to guard the place overnight, and you are not a doctor. It is useless to stay here, so please invite me." Come back."

Liu Ling's expression was flat, "I'll wait here for Grandpa to wake up."

"Grandpa?" Mrs. Hou laughed angrily, "How dare you yell! Which junior in the world would make his grandfather bedridden with anger, or even put his life in danger? Which junior would...why pull me on?" She turned her head, angrily Staring at the little girl who was gently tugging at her sleeve, the little girl took a step back in shock, "I knew she was not a good person! I killed my mother back then, and now I am going to piss off my grandfather... Our Hou Mansion, really Don't dare to welcome such a person!"

The followers behind Liu Ling all held their breath, but because of the princess's order, none of them dared to contradict and cause trouble for the princess.The girls of Lingxi Lingbi are thin-skinned. Although the princess was scolded, their eye circles turned red quietly, feeling sorry for the princess.

But Liu Ling didn't show any extra emotions, she just repeated calmly, "I'm here waiting for Grandpa to wake up."

How could there be such a shameless person in the world? !
She wanted to say more, but the last person begged, "Sister-in-law, don't talk, Ah Ling didn't do it on purpose... Besides, we are here too..."

Mrs. Hou looked back, and it was Princess Quang Binh who was pulling her, and the one with a stiff face, embarrassment and anger, was King Quang Binh.After that, is their second daughter.In front of these two people, cursing Liu Ling angrily, even if Liu Ling didn't get along with them, he still had a father-daughter relationship, King Guangping was naturally extremely embarrassed.

Madam Hou didn't want to talk to Liu Ling anymore, so she snorted, turned and left.Seeing Mrs. Hou leave, the others also looked bored and turned to follow.The two children of Guangping Palace, Liu Runyang and Liu Xiang gloated.Princess Guangping looked back at Liu Ling worriedly, opened her mouth, and wanted to say something, but was stopped by her husband. She and her husband looked at each other, and then led the two children in.

Only King Quang Binh stood there, looking at his daughter.

King Quang Binh looked at her—good looking, slender figure, fair complexion.Her eyes were dark and bottomless, making it impossible to see through her emotions.

King Guangping was in a complicated mood: How long had it been since he had a good talk with Liu Ling?Seeing Liu Ling's extremely calm appearance now, he couldn't even guess what she was thinking.

Have you ever regretted it?

When the people left, Liu Ling ignored King Guangping, turned around directly, and sat on the stone steps in the eyes of everyone. As she said, the people in the Dingbeihou Mansion did not allow her to enter, so she just sat down. Waiting for news here.It's late at night now, and she looks like she doesn't intend to go back to sleep.

King Guangping looked down at this strange daughter for a long time, instead of getting angry with her, he walked over and squatted beside her.He raised his head, staring at the starless night sky, and said in a cold voice, "A Ling, you don't have to be too sad. If you get the treatment in time, at least the old Hou Ye will not go away quietly like your mother did back then. No one noticed."

Liu Ling sneered.

King Guangping regretted it when he said it.But his daughter's attitude still stimulated him, making him stand up, angrily, "What are you sneering at? What's so ridiculous?! Am I wrong? If it wasn't for you insisting on having a feast with... how could your grandfather Getting dizzy by you? I kindly comfort you, is that your attitude? Do you see me as a father in your eyes? Am I hurting you? You don’t know what to do..."

"Don't yell at me, I have a headache," Liu Ling tilted her head, her tone was light, "This will only reveal your guilty conscience."

"Why am I guilty?! Why am I guilty? Liu Ling, do you doubt your father like this? You..."

"Everything is as you wished, what are you dissatisfied with?!" Liu Ling's emotions exploded all of a sudden, she stood up too powerfully, her voice was as cold as ice, and her hatred-like eyes captured King Guangping's heart. She backed away in shock, unable to catch her words for a long time, "Without the marriage contract with the Lu family, I can't marry Shen Yan, isn't it promised to the ancient country of Yi now? The relationship between you and the Hou family that has been frozen for many years has finally broken the ice , the wife can return to the Hou Mansion, and you can be a filial son-in-law, isn’t that great? What else are you talking to me? What are you talking to me?! Want me to support you, want me to understand you? Dreaming! Never possible!”

"Shut up!" He slapped Liu Ling hard.

Yang Ye and the others had no time to stop them, and crisp applause rang out in the silent night.Liu Ling stood on the stone steps, her long hair was hanging down, covering her snow-white face, her head was slightly tilted, and she said nothing.

King Guangping was also very angry by her, his whole body was shaking, "You are the one who is so angry, old master! But you still shirk, I am really disappointed in you... If I knew you were such a person, I shouldn't have done it back then." Let you survive! An unfaithful and unfilial person like you does not deserve to live at all!"

Those who heard such cruel words turned pale.The servants staying behind in Dingbeihou's Mansion were all uncomfortable. They only knew that the relationship between King Guangping and Princess Changle was bad, but they never knew that the relationship between the two was so bad.The daughter disobeyed her father, questioned her father, and slapped her father in the face, and the father cursed her daughter to die!What kind of unacceptable father-daughter relationship is this?
Liu Ling's black hair touched her snow-covered skin, and her black eyes were raised slightly, looking at King Guangping without emotion.Others couldn't stand the words, but she only turned pale, and the rest had no effect.She had no expression on her face, "It wasn't you who kept me alive, you didn't want me to live."

"you……"

"My mother is standing behind you and looking at you, you dare to hit me again." Liu Ling's voice was cold.

In the middle of the night, there was a gust of cold wind, King Guangping shivered, followed her gaze unconsciously, and looked behind him.But there was nothing there, he murmured, "Crazy... you crazy..."

"You don't want me to live, and so do I," Liu Ling said in a low voice, matching her eyes, like a demon crawling out of hell, "Back then, why didn't I kill you?!"

kill? !
All the people in Dingbeihou's Mansion trembled, and some old people remembered that scene back then.

A seven or eight-year-old girl, covered in blood, was held in the arms of the old Hou Ye crying.Her eyes were expressionless and empty.But I heard that she was going to kill King Quang Binh and Queen Quang Binh.

It was just a child of seven or eight years old, a child who knew nothing.

But she can prepare for a whole year, pretend to be obedient, and calmly arrange the killing steps. If it is not discovered that the health of the Quang Binh and his wife is deteriorating, maybe in a few months, everyone will hear the reality of the innocent death of the Quang Binh and his wife. And the young Princess Changle has since become an orphan.

That year, King Quang Binh was going crazy!

There is no such daughter in the world!
He wants to kill Liu Ling!
But Liu Ling was taken away by the people of the Dingbei Hou Mansion and brought to the side of the old Dingbei Hou Ye, who forbade King Guangping to touch Liu Ling.From then on, the king didn't see the king, and the king of Guangping seemed to have forgotten about this daughter. He didn't ask anymore, and the custody of Liu Ling came to the old master.

King Guangping regarded her as dead.

But Liu Ling did not die after all.

The scene of her holding a knife with great difficulty, trying to kill King Quang Binh and his wife with blood all over her body, King Quang Binh still remembers clearly.

Those are eyes from hell, those eyes don't belong to a child!

He always felt that Liu Ling seemed to know everything... But how could it be, she was just a child.

Hate, fear, pity, and pain, so many complicated emotions, made King Guangping always have a feeling of fear towards Liu Ling.

He was afraid of Liu Ling.

Everyone thought he was afraid that Liu Ling would go crazy.

But he knew... there was another reason.A reason he wanted to hide forever, a reason Liu Ling might know.

For so many years, King Guangping always felt that she should not know, and she had no reason to know.But Liu Ling's hatred for him...could not be without reason.

King Guangping was a little afraid of Liu Ling's eyes, and didn't want to discuss this issue. He tilted his head and said softly, "A Ling, I'm doing it for your own good. You will always know. You are really not suitable for Shen Yan, and you will understand in the future. "

Liu Ling didn't say a word.

She watched her father dare not meet her eyes, turned around and hurried into the house.She sat down slowly, folded her arms, and hung her head.

Shen Yan...she didn't want to.

She doesn't care about King Guangping, what His Majesty said about her devotion to the country, what the Shen family said about her being unworthy of Shen Yan, or even about Liu Runping's safety... There are solutions to all of these.But if the old marquis was bedridden with anger because of her marriage, what else could she do?
She hugged herself, trembling slightly.

There were footsteps beside her, but she didn't look up.

Someone sat down, "Cousin."

Liu Ling lowered her head and didn't respond.

Zhang Xiu said softly, "I can't let you go, so I came back to take a look, and then accidentally heard you and uncle quarreling, I'm sorry."

Liu Ling continued without speaking.

Her arm was put on by Zhang Xiu, "Cousin, grandfather will be fine, don't be sad. When grandfather wakes up, please beg again. He loves you so much, and he will soften his heart. In fact, you and Mr. Shen are very close." Compatible, don't listen to their nonsense..."

Liu Ling's eyelashes trembled, her head was raised from her arms, her eyes were moist, she looked at Zhang Xiu, without speaking.

She said softly and indifferently, "It is impossible for me to marry Mrs. Shen. But thank you for your concern."

"cousin……"

"It's impossible for me to marry him." Liu Ling murmured, "My greatest wish now is for Grandpa to wake up. I have nothing else to ask for."

Zhang Xiu gently pulled Liu Ling's hand, but Liu Ling buried her head in her arms and said nothing.She was at a loss, not knowing what to do.She is young, she doesn't know why everyone doesn't support her cousin and Mr. Shen to be together.Originally, Mrs. Shen came to the door, and grandfather was a little moved, but when King Guangping came, everything was disrupted... Grandfather was indeed fainted by his cousin, but, but...

Zhang Xiu bit her lip and said softly, "Cousin, don't be sad. If grandfather wakes up, he will definitely not want you to be bullied like this. Don't relax, don't agree to marry that prince from the ancient kingdom of Yi. Nothing can be undone..."

Liu Ling listened as if she didn't listen.

She just feels so cold.

Her life... her life... She felt that she had no hope at all.

It was not easy to meet Mrs. Shen, but he also left, and she was still rejected by herself.

However, this may be the most unselfish thing she has done, right?
He left her, not to be burdened by her complicated family, not to walk hard, not to endure gossip, not to... She wished him well.

She wishes him well!
Another day later, Zhang Xiu sneaked out of the house and told Liu Ling that the old Hou Ye was out of danger. Although his consciousness was cloudy, he had woken up.Zhang Xiu hesitated to speak, she hoped that her cousin would ask again, but she was also worried about her grandfather's current situation...

Liu Ling stood up, "Then I'm leaving."

Zhang Xiu didn't call to stop her, actually it was useless to call, the people in the Hou Mansion would not let her cousin in.

The servants knew that the princess was in a bad mood, so they followed her from a distance, and Liu Ling walked to the street alone.She is thin and thin, with loose clothes, walking on the road, looking so desolate.

She looked around, and there were people everywhere, but she couldn't see the person she wanted to see.

She just walked like that, aimlessly, not knowing where she was going.

It was a bit cold, and the number of people on the street gradually decreased. Ren Liuling went from dawn to dusk.In the evening, it began to rain heavily, and everyone took shelter from the rain, only Liu Ling did not hide or dodge, walked into the rain curtain, and the people behind her couldn't shout.

The sound of rain is like a note, and Liu Ling walks in the rain.

There was water in front of her eyes, and she couldn't see anything clearly.

She stopped suddenly and stood there dumbfounded.Then squatted down and burst into tears.

Such a tragic cry, mixed with the sound of rain.

Make the hearts of those behind tremble.

Liu Ling had never cried like this before.

She had never cried like this when her mother died.She didn't cry when her grandfather fell.But at this moment, when everything turned around, she squatted down and cried.

Kneeling on a strange street, howling and crying in the eyes of those weird and curious strangers.

So miserable, pitiful, and sad.

Lingxi Lingbi and the others felt their noses sore inexplicably, and wanted to step forward, but were stopped by Yang Ye and the others.Guard Yang shook his head, "The princess is too restrained, she should cry and vent..."

Liu Ling couldn't stop crying, like a child who lost candy, her whole body was shaking from crying.But she knew that she lost the candy, but no one would give it to her again.

The more this is the case, the more pathetic it is.

A plain carriage with two dangling lamps in front.It shuttles slowly in the wind and rain, and the bells jingle.But when passing by Liu Ling, the carriage stopped, and a beautiful woman lifted the curtain, "A Ling?"

After a while, the smoky blue purple bamboo umbrella opened, and the spotless shoes and socks fell to the ground. The woman stood in front of the carriage with the umbrella, bent over and stretched out her hand, and said softly, "A Ling, what's wrong?"

Her hand fell on Liu Ling's shoulder.

Liu Ling raised her teary eyes and saw a familiar figure.The beauty has graceful eyebrows, standing in the mist and rain, like a landscape painting, ethereal and leisurely.

Xu Shijin.

"Xiao Jin..." The relationship between Liu Ling and Xu Shijin was not good. They often quarreled and made each other angry.Some time ago, because of Shen Yan's matter, they were swearing at each other and ignoring each other.But at this moment, when she was very sad, when she was abandoned by everyone, Xu Shijin stood in front of her, and Liu Ling cried and held her hand.

She threw herself into Xu Shijin's arms, holding her legs, crying even more uncontrollably, "Xiao Jin, you don't know... I want Shen Yan! I want to marry him! I want to marry him so much! I like him... …he……"

Xu Shijin was stunned, she had never seen Liu Ling lose control of her emotions like this.

Her Ah Ling was crying in her arms, helpless like a pitiful creature.

Her Ah Ling, even though her status is noble, but there are some things that she can't do anything about.

Her... A Ling.

Xu Shijin held her hand and smiled softly, "A Ling, I will let you marry Shen Yan."

"They don't help you, I help you."

"So Ah Ling...don't cry."

Xu Shijin knew everything.

She is sitting at home, but everything in the world is in her plans.She remained calm, and helped His Highness move his whole body, and helped His Highness connect all the threads together.

Liu Ling was also in her calculations.

But she changed her mind.

Her A Ling is so sad... Those who hurt A Ling deserve to die.

Xu Shijin smiled, and gently wiped away the tears from Liu Ling's face.

(End of this chapter)