My Master Jinyiwei

Chapter 82

In the dark night, Xu Shijin recalled her and Shen Yu's childhood.

The first time she saw Shen Yu, she felt that this boy had a pair of attractive eyes.Clear, pure, shiny black, deep and shallow.Such beautiful eyes, on a boy, are too wasteful.

Shen Yu was picked up by her on the side of the road.

Xu Shijin was only seven years old at that time, but he already knew a lot.She was unhappy with her family, so she went out by herself.

When Xu Shijin went outside a prosperous restaurant, he saw a boy of twelve or thirteen sitting in a corner, dozing off groggyly.Xu Shijin has been a girl with a lot of eyes since she was a child. She looked at him one by one, sometimes lamenting that he must have a good background, and sometimes worrying about such a young child sitting here without adult company, what if she is kidnapped?
The seven-year-old girl never felt that she was a child too.

When Mr. Shen woke up, he was surprised to find a delicate little girl squatting opposite him, staring at him curiously.

The little girl's voice was sweet and curious, "Why are you here alone? Are you not afraid? Let me tell you, there are a lot of bad guys here, and they only eat children!"

Little Mr. Shen didn't seem to have heard of it, even if the little girl across the street frightened him, he didn't blink his eyes. After getting enough sleep, he propped his head on his hands and started to be in a daze.He didn't seem to hear the noise next to him.During this period, Miss Xu went into the restaurant for a while, and when she came out, she handed him the steamed stuffed bun and smiled at him.

The child hesitated for a moment, then reached out to take it, "Thank you." But after he finished eating a bun, he became even hungrier.He looked at Miss Xu eagerly.

Miss Xu handed over her half-bitten bun again.

The little boy shook his head, "I want to eat roast duck."

The little girl yelled at him, "There is no roast duck! Only buns! Do you want to eat it?"

Young Master Shen was startled by her, hesitated for a moment, and reached out to take it.

The little girl from the Xu family sighed like an adult, and sat next to him, feeling as if she had found a confidant, "I see, you must be like me, you ran away from home, right? Did you quarrel with your family? We are really the same pitiful."

In fact, Young Master Shen didn't quarrel with his family. He was sitting here, and his father took him out to play. Unfortunately, his father was called away on business, so he was thrown at the restaurant under his name, and let the proprietress watch him, and waited. Come back and take the child home.

But seeing Miss Xu's expression begging for approval, and the fact that this kind girl invited him to dinner, Young Master Shen nodded and accepted his "run away from home" setting, "Yes."

It was rare to meet a playmate of the same age. Miss Xu held back her words for a long time, and then she spoke to this strange little boy all at once.Talk about the death of her parents, talk about the Xu family's hesitation towards her, and talk about my loathing for the Xu family.Young Master Shen was very surprised. For the first time, he knew that for children as old as him, some were still crying for their parents to hug, and some could already express their thoughts so clearly, with mature words like an adult.

At that time, young master Shen admired the little girl from the Xu family very much.

So she said to herself sadly, "You said, if I don't want to be angry at my house, what should I do? Who can help me solve this problem?"

Shen Xiaoyu replied, "I can."

"Can you?" The little girl from the Xu family's eyes lit up, "Can you change my situation in my house?"

Xu Shijin has been said to be smart since she was a child, and she has been said a lot. She is also pretentious, and feels that no one is as smart as herself.She has been worrying about her situation for so long, and she has not thought of a proper solution. Who knows that if she meets a little friend on the street, she will be able to help her solve the problem.

The outlook on life of the little girl from the Xu family was hit.

Not only is it shocking that any friend is smarter than her, but it is also shocking that there are such good people in this world?
She asked again, "Can you really help me?"

"Yes." Young Master Shen nodded affirmatively.

Miss Xu looked at the young master next to her with loving eyes—you said, how can there be such a good person in the world?Not to mention being pretty, I casually gave him steamed buns that were so unpalatable that I didn't even want to eat them, and he also accepted.Although he seemed a little silly and unguarded, he was willing to help me solve any matter that I, a stranger, casually raised. This person is so helpful!

Miss Xu couldn't wait to introduce herself, "My surname is Xu, and I'm from Yejing. How about you?"

Young Master Shen smiled, and his eyes would glow, "My name is Shen Yu, and my family is from Pingzhou, but I also grew up in Yejing, so am I also from Yejing?"

"Of course you count." Xu Shijin reached out to touch his head, extremely gentle, "Shen Xiaoyu, you are really a good person."

Later, when Shen Xiaoyu came up with a solution, Miss Xu died—after Shen Yu's father came back, the little boy suggested that Xu Shijin live with them.

ok, ok.Going to live in someone else's house for a while is also a way to solve the conflict between her and her family.It's just a little far away from the complete solution she imagined...

After Xu Shijin's identity was found out, she went to live in Shen's house for a while.

She has been a duplicity person since she was a child, and she has been thoughtful since she was a child.In the Shen family, everyone liked her, praised her for being sensible, praised her for being smart, and sympathized with her experience.But turning to Shen Xiaoyu, Xu Shijin smiled a bit reluctantly, she still remembered how he tricked her.

Xu Shijin's character is like this, and he can never change it.What she experienced in Xu's family made her develop a character that always smiles and never loses her temper.This temperament is very deceptive, no one knows what she really thinks in her heart, because every time you see this little girl, this little girl can smile at you warmly like a spring breeze, and speak softly so that you can feel her heart. Kind and gentle heart.

Xu Shijin had a little prejudice against Shen Xiaoyu, but she never showed it.

After her parents passed away, she realized that she was the only one left in this world.No emotions should be shown to outsiders.

Don't look at the young son of the Shen family who grew up to be suave and suave, but when he was young, he was a very kind child, at least he was kinder than Xu Shijin.Xu Shijin's embarrassing status in Xu's family made her very unhappy when everyone looked at her with prejudice when getting along with her peers.

One evening when she went back to Shen's house, Shen Xiaoyu said to her, "Xiao Jin, if you don't like them, don't play with them."

"Who said I don't like it?" Xu Shijin gave him a strange look.

Shen Xiaoyu walked around in front of her, pointed at her face and said, "It's very simple. Your eyes are looking straight ahead, and the corner of your mouth is smiling, which means that you despise the other party in your heart, and look down on the other party; if you lower your head and smile slightly, it means that you are You are in a daze; your pupils dilate and your smile deepens, which means you are thinking badly; your eyes are straight and the corners of your mouth are stiff, which means you are unhappy... Look, you are unhappy now! Ah!"

Xu Shijin stomped on his foot heavily, "Shen Xiaoyu! You're too meddlesome!"

Miss Xu had two good playmates when she was a child.A Ling was found by her family. The family hoped that someone in the same situation could help her find a sense of identity and come out of the shadows. Shen Xiaoyu was found by herself. After finding it, she found that this person is useless at all. , too useless.But in fact, Miss Xu prefers to stay with Shen Xiaoyu.

She doesn't like Ah Ling, who reminds her of her past.Every time I see Ah Ling, the past resurfaces.Her wounds never healed, and the dark past haunts her.

She likes Shen Xiaoyu.Shen Xiaoyu didn't know anything about her past, he only played with her, and he made her feel at ease.

As Miss Xu grew up, the eldest son of the Shen family was her favorite.

But liking doesn't mean she is willing to marry him.

When Xu Shijin was 14 years old, he chose to divorce Shen Yu.She wants to enter the palace to be a female official to realize her desire for power and status.

She asked Shen Yu at that time, "Why do you want to marry me? What do you want from me? Or, do you want any compensation from me? I don't want to marry you."

At that time, Ms. Xu was still immature, a girl who had just grown up, with her initial cognition and curiosity about the world, as well as her vigorous ambition.Her words and actions hurt Shen Yu.But at that time, Miss Xu didn't realize it.If she is two years older, no, even one year old, she can find a better way to solve this matter, so as not to hurt Shen Yu.

But there is no such opportunity.

Xu Shijinyong remembered that when she asked him "what do you want", he opened the door and stood at the entrance of the dark corridor.He turned his head to look at her, his face was blurred in the scattered shadows, only his eyes were as solid as ice, and his voice hit her with frost, clear and cold, "I don't want anything!"

——Shen Yu, you don't want anything, what do you want me to do?

——Shen Yu, in this world, there is always one thing you want, right?I really want to give you back all the things I missed, but I don't know what to do anymore.

14 years old, 14 years old...

it's wired.

The things that make her remember clearly all happened before the age of 14.It seemed like after 14, she was dead.No matter how many things happened, it was just a self-deceiving dream.

Xu Shijin woke up from his sleep, touched the corners of his eyes, and found that the water had dried up.She has been in a dream for more than ten years, looking back on her childhood together.I didn't feel so sad in the dream, but when I woke up, I found that I had shed tears unintentionally.

How many years have passed, and how many years will come.It would be great if I could keep sleeping in my dream.

Xu Shijin sat on the bed blankly for a long time before realizing that this scene was wrong.She glanced at the bed, no one was there.

Looking up again, it was already dawn, Mr. Shen was standing in front of the window, standing in the sunlight, looking outside, wondering what he was thinking.

He is still in the same outfit as last night, the hair crown has been removed, the long hair is hanging down, and there are some creases on the corners of the clothes.The dim light floated on him, he stood under the window, his back was slender and elegant, and he was still cool.This is Xu Shijin's back that has been recalled countless times in the long time. He is as glamorous as ever, and he is the only existence.

Xu Shijin lowered his head to see that his clothes were not messed up, no different from yesterday.I don't know when Shen Yu woke up and how long he stood under the window.She was annoyed, thinking that she just fell asleep like that, even if she didn't need to be wary of Shen Yu, she should cherish the last chance to be with him... It's all because Shen Xiaoyu's bed was too comfortable, and his room was too well furnished. Good for sleeping.

Shen Yu raised his hand suddenly, and said with a smile, "Come and see, Xiaojin, the sun is out, and there is still a moon in the sky!"

Xu Shijin was startled by him, he didn't expect him to know that she woke up without turning his head or moving.Of course Miss Xu has seen people with high martial arts skills, but she just never thought of Shen Yu in that direction.Just like now, the Shen Yu who smiled and asked her to see the "Moon" was the one she was familiar with.

Xu Shijin walked over and stood behind Shen Yu. Looking from the direction of his back shoulder, there was indeed a crooked moon in the blue sky.In the blue sky and white clouds, it is really not easy to find without looking carefully.Everyone is busy every morning, only Mr. Shen has such leisure and elegance to go to see the moon.

His leisurely and elegant attitude made her heart skip a beat, and her heart ached.

"Yeah, so there was a moon in the morning." Xu Shijin murmured, smiling slightly.

She lowered her eyes and asked Shen Yu, "I've never seen you learn martial arts seriously. Why are you so good at martial arts now?" Ms. Xu has always spoken in a tactful manner. What she really wanted to say was, is the harm I caused you back then? It's so big that you, a person who has always been lazy, have worked hard?

Shen Yu didn't know if he didn't understand, or pretended not to understand.He stroked his chin and pondered, "I blame my talent for being too good."

"..." Miss Xu gave him a sharp look, and lightly tapped him on the shoulder.

"It's really a talent, so there's nothing I can do about it," Mr. Shen chuckled, "Shen Yan has practiced martial arts since he was a child, but I have never worked hard. When he came to Jinyiwei, he had practiced martial arts for ten years. I procrastinated, Only in his early five years. His talent is far inferior to mine."

But the person that the Shen family focused on cultivating was Shen Yan, not Shen Yu.Maybe the Shen family wanted to train Shen Yu, but unfortunately after trying various methods, the Shen family found that Shen Yu's personality was really not suitable, and there was a replacement in the family with a far better personality, so Shen Yu was easily given up.Although Shen Yan's talent is not as good as Shen Yu's, she is still very good compared to ordinary people. Coupled with her fortitude and restrained temperament, she has won the favor of the Shen family.It was precisely because of Shen Yan's existence that Shen Yu was able to stay so leisurely in the Shen family without anyone caring about her.

If a person wants to be successful, he only depends on talent, which is far from enough.Character also matters.If both are 150 points, Shen Yu's talent is 180 points, character is [-] points, the total is only [-] points; Shen Yan's talent is only [-] points, but personality is [-] points, the total is [-] points .

For multiple choice questions, the Shen family chose well.

"But Mr. Shen's current martial arts must be higher than yours, right?" Xu Shijin said behind him, sighing, "You."

They acted so relaxed and reckless, smiling and chatting in the breeze.It seems that those years I missed before did not exist at all.It seemed that the drunkenness last night was also a big dream.

Xu Shijin laughed while dazed.It's been a long time since she talked to Mr. Shen so freely. Before, they had their own concerns, either he didn't want to or she didn't want to.But now, at the last moment, those are nothing.

They are willing to act as if nothing happened.

The maid knocked on the door and asked tentatively, "My lord?"

"Ok?"

"You have a banquet today, do you want to go?" the maid outside the door asked.

Shen Yu was silent for a moment, then smiled, "Of course."

He finally turned around and looked at Xu Shijin.Mr. Shen who turned around had a noble and lazy look, and he regained his previous casual look.He smiled at Miss Xu in a provocative way.Miss Xu's face was slightly hot, she lowered her eyes uncomfortably, stepped back, and he walked past Shi Shiran.

Shen Yu said lazily, "Xiao Jin, I have to leave first. You stay here for a while, and you can go out when I'm far away."

"Okay." Xu Shijin raised his head and looked straight at him as he pushed open the door. The sun came in from the outside, dazzling the eyes.The water and the sky meet in the distance, and the promenade in the vicinity is circuitous.He stood in the sun as if melting into it.

It was as if the darkness of that year had returned.

Just before the same door, the same corridor—

After a long time, Xu Shijin heard Shen Yu's thin frost-like voice, "I don't want anything!"

Xu Shijin staggered back with a pale face.

At the same time as the voice in memory reached her ears, it was Shen Yu's warm voice fading away outside the door, "Xiao Jin, goodbye."

This is his last farewell to her.

He doesn't blame her anymore, and he doesn't blame her anymore.He has forgiven her, he has blessed her.

Xu Shijin followed unconsciously, "Shen Xiaoyu, you...you have to take care." Something flickered in her eyes, making her continue, "Maybe, we will have a chance to meet again."

Shen Yu smiled and didn't look back.He narrowed his eyes and looked at the fainter moon in the sky.

Regarding him and Xu Shijin, meeting again... Yes, he also thinks that they will have a chance to meet again.But when will we meet again?Between him and Xu Shijin, apart from the fact that she abandoned him, there was no touching story.Her every frown and smile made him remember, but because he liked her.

But like it, it is as heavy as a burden.

"Your Master, if you like Ms. Xu, you can tell Ms. Xu. Even if you don't tell Ms. Xu, you will follow her wherever Ms. Xu goes. The iron rod is ground into a needle, and one day, Ms. Xu will understand Mr. Xu's mind." The maid suggested.

Shen Yu knocked on the maid's head and scolded with a smile, "Do you think she doesn't understand now?"

How could Xu Shijin not understand?

If she didn't understand, how could she say "a chance to see you again"?

She is sympathizing with him.

Shen Yu didn't need her sympathy.

Forget it, so be it.

She will always be beautiful and he will always love her.Even if time is tampered with, the beauty will only be better.

He only wished her sincerely, and hoped that one day, Xiao Jin would find someone who truly loves her.Not like him, nor like the prince.

As for the chaos in Yejing, Miss Xu should stop participating.

Behind him, Xu Shijin stood by the door, staring at his back from afar.Every habit of his walking, his sideways smile, his yawning gesture... Xu Shijin watched him walk away.

When he could no longer see his back, her tears flowed down quickly.

She lowered her head and covered her eyes with her hands, but the sadness in her heart could not be stopped no matter what.Her young man, from now on, there will be no date in the world.

There are sad people in the world.

When Xu Shijin was so sad, Yue Ling was lying on the hospital bed in the Lu family's other hospital, his face was pale.The doctors came in and out, and the maids poured out basins of blood.

The door was pushed open abruptly, and a man in white staggered in. He took a few steps to the bed and held Yue Ling's cold hand, "Sister Ling! Sister Ling, take a look at me...it's okay, I'll pass..."

Yue Ling turned her head and looked at Lu Mingshan with a strange look.Lu Mingshan's face was pale and thin, extremely haggard, and his eyes were full of sadness.His voice choked up, and he hardly dared to meet her eyes.This made Yue Ling feel ridiculous.

He is sad?But what's so sad about him now?
When she was talking to him alone, he was taken away by his future wife and went to the wedding banquet of Ann and Princess together.

When she was calculated to have a miscarriage by the woman in his backyard, he was with his future wife in love.

He always said that he cared about her the most and hated her the most, but where was he when she needed him the most? !
Yue Ling asked, "Those two women, what did you do to them?"

"I've locked them up in the firewood room, and I'll ask the maid in the palace to teach them the rules. Sister Ling, don't worry, they won't dare to bully you anymore!" Lu Mingshan promised.

Yue Ling sat up abruptly, grabbed his hand, and couldn't believe it, "That's it?! They caused me to have a miscarriage, and that's all you did?!"

"...they..." Lu Mingshan's voice was difficult.

A female voice came from the door, softly, "I asked, those two aunts didn't mean it, and they didn't expect you to be pregnant. You, really, are pregnant, why don't you be more careful?" ? What you have in your stomach is the flesh and blood of the Lu family, so you have to be careful."

Yue Ling looked, and there was a pretty girl at the door.She only knew that her surname was Chen, and she was the fiancee chosen by the Lu family for Lu Mingshan.

From the beginning to the end, Miss Chen regarded Yue Ling as an enemy, and she wore a lot of small shoes for Yue Ling both openly and secretly.

But Lu Mingshan couldn't make decisions for Yue Ling, he told her: The Lu family's situation is not good, and his situation is even worse.In the Lu family, he has almost no right to speak.This Miss Chen may be his last chance, and he cannot give up.

At that time, Lu Mingshan held Yue Ling's shoulders and asked in a low voice, "Sister Ling, will you stay with me all the time and walk with me?"

Yue Ling replied, "Of course."

But making small troubles is not enough for someone from a family like Miss Chen.Perhaps Yue Ling was more scheming, but in the face of absolute power, Miss Chen didn't have to do anything at all, and the servants would all look at her.

Not long ago, for her sake, Lu Mingshan even divorced Princess Anhe.He was amazing then!But time has passed, and now, a girl Chen makes Lu Mingshan feel unconfident.

Maybe he already regretted it in his heart?
His biggest mistake was to give up the princess.Everything after that is the sequelae of giving up the princess.The princess also didn't do anything, but someone watched her words and decided to help the princess deal with the Lu family.Now that the Lu family is finally coming to an end, Yue Ling feels... She thinks, what a joy it is!
It's just that the Lu family is finished, what's the use?
She had a miscarriage, but Lu Mingshan would only say "I'm sorry" to her.She hated him as much as she loved him.I hate it, I wish I could kill him!

But Yue Ling lowered his eyes and said tolerantly with tears in his eyes, "Brother Ming, I don't blame you, and you don't know about it. I know, you are also looking forward to our child."

"Sister Ling, you are so kind..."

Yue Ling saw that Miss Chen had a livid face and left in anger.Yue Ling was held in Lu Mingshan's arms, but her eyes were cold, unprecedentedly cold.

Besides, Liu Ling's married life is really comfortable.On the second day of their marriage, she and Shen Yan moved to Shen Yan's mansion.When Mr. Shen got married, he took a long vacation and stayed at home with his new wife every day. He only had to go to the office to order a job, and he didn't have to do anything at all.It's not easy for Liu Ling to usher in such a day!

She discussed with Shen Yan to rearrange their new home.

Master Shen's mansion is all monotonously furnished and unpopular.This is easy to understand, Mr. Shen has been nesting in the Jinyi Guard Division all year round, and rarely returns home.In addition, he lives alone in the house, so there is no need to arrange it.After Liu Ling got married, she had to send people to open up the rockery, do a lot of construction work, and change the mansion to her liking.

Shen Yan didn't care, he didn't care about these things.As long as Liu Ling is happy.

Shen Yan is very satisfied with her current life.Since marrying Liu Ling, he feels that his quality of life has taken a big leap forward.Whether it is clothing or eating, it is much more refined.It was mainly because Lingxi Lingbi and other women took over the internal affairs of Shen's residence and found that Mr. Shen had a rough life in the past.Living with the princess, how can you live so restrainedly?
As soon as I mentioned it to the princess, the princess swiped the pen, and the money was distributed. "We must improve the quality of life of Mr. Shen."

Liu Ling said, "Look, I'm still very good at being a good wife."

Shen Yan patted her head appreciatively.He doesn't care about these, but a more comfortable living environment, no one doesn't like it.Liu Ling can still accept the difficult days, but she is not usually the one who drinks porridge every day.

At the same time, Shen Yan encouraged her to go to the social circles in the Yejing circle as long as she had nothing to do, and not to live so hard on herself.

Liu Ling said, "I don't like to hear those intrigue stories, I'm tired of those."

Shen Yan said, "Maybe I can make you laugh?"

So Liu Ling went.

After Liu Ling participated several times, she ran into Yue Ling.It was Yue Ling who took the initiative to find her and greet her.Liu Ling herself is living happily now, and has long forgotten about Lu Mingshan.But this does not mean that she likes Yue Ling. Liu Ling was surprised by Yue Ling's weight loss, but the maids stopped her, not allowing Yue Ling to disturb the princess.

Yue Ling knelt at Liu Ling's feet, keeping her posture very low, "I have nowhere to go, and I want to ask the princess for help. I asked Miss Xu before, but Miss Xu didn't reply. I can only ask the princess."

Of course Xu Shijin would not pay attention to Yue Ling, Xu Shijin himself was in a state of desperation and was in no mood to set up an army for the prince.Xu Shijin had already planned to give up on Yue Ling's pawn.Xu Shijin naturally didn't care about Yue Ling's troubles.

But when Yue Ling mentioned "Miss Xu", Liu Ling stopped in her tracks of leaving.Thinking of Xiaojin's current situation, Liu Ling felt complicated and asked, "Why do you think I will help you?"

"Because I want to kill Lu Mingshan."

Yue Ling raised his head.

Liu Ling narrowed her eyes and looked at Yue Ling for a long time.

This woman, as cool and white as moonlight, raised her head, her eyes were dark like ghosts, and she repeated clearly, "I want to kill Lu Mingshan, please help the princess."

When Liu Ling returned to her mansion, she still didn't let go of Yue Ling's appearance.How cold Yue Ling's eyes were, how disappointed and sad she should be, would make her want to kill her lover.That person is her most unforgettable memory.

She is also the white moonlight that will never be forgotten in that person's heart.

This Bai Yueguang had had enough of this man and chose to kill him!

No matter how deep the relationship is, it turns out that it is nothing more than that.

Walking into the gate of the mansion, Liu Ling was still thinking about Yue Ling.But on the opposite side, wearing an official uniform, walking towards her.No, it's walking towards the door.

Shen Yan's wedding leave was not over yet, before Liu Ling left, he took the drawing paper she forcibly threw to him and was rewriting the drawing, leisurely and contented.But when Liu Ling came back, she saw Shen Yan's expression was serious and meticulous.Seeing her, Shen Yan's eyes moved slightly and stopped in front of her, "Have you heard that something happened to Miss Xu?"

"You're talking about Xiao Jin?" Liu Ling was familiar with such a girl, "Isn't she going to leave Beijing? Haven't we discussed it? What can happen to her?"

"I received the news that she murdered the prince. The evidence is convincing, and she has been imprisoned in the prison." Shen Yan said expressionlessly, "Your Majesty summoned Jin Yiwei to enter the palace immediately to investigate and deal with the matter. But I think there is no room for it."

(End of this chapter)