My Master Jinyiwei

Chapter 89

Shen Yan is an asshole!
Liu Ling originally wanted to take the small and fresh route, but was dragged into the grass by Shen Yan, and he was forcibly raped by him.Maybe she has a reason for wanting to refuse, but Shen Yan is more like doing it on purpose.The next morning, when Liu Ling woke up on the cold, hard carpet, facing the empty tent, she covered her nose and sneezed continuously.

The sound of army drills outside in the early morning made her even more bored.

And Luo Fan whispered outside the door with embarrassment, "Princess, Master Shen has prepared new clothes for you, you come with us..."

Before he could finish his sentence, the door curtain was lifted, and a soldier holding his nose came out with his head sullen, and cast a glance at him with lowered eyes, the chill seeped through his face.

"Princess, Lord Shen..."

"..." Liu Ling pushed away the person blocking the way.

"Princess……"

"..." Liu Ling pushed away the person blocking the way again.

"..."

Luo Fan found that he couldn't deal with the princess, so he could only watch helplessly as the princess continued to wear her previous soldier costume and returned to her previous post.Helplessly, Mr. Shen was invited away by the general before dawn. After dawn, he had no time to deal with the princess.So, the princess still goes to the kitchen and cooks for them?

Being able to taste the princess's handicraft, Luo Fan was very frightened.

So for the whole day, it was as if nothing happened last night.Even when lunch was served, Shen Yan's meals were still as rich as before.The generals discussed military affairs, and Shen Yan listened in. While eating, Luo Fan leaned over and told Mr. Shen about the princess's lack of cooperation.

Mr. Shen remained calm, showing no emotion, "Understood."

And Liu Ling sneezed all day and had a runny nose all day.In order to prevent infection, the old cook Yao was frightened and dared not let Liu Ling get close to the cauldron.Liu Ling doesn't care about other people's food, but Shen Yan's, she insists on doing it herself.For the rest of the time, Liu Ling followed the team, silently at the back, dizzy, and the wind chill seemed to be getting worse.

When camping at night, hiding in the warm kitchen, Liu Ling squatted next to the stove, holding a piece of paper to block her nose, but couldn't stop sneezing.

so cold.

This is really the most difficult period that Liu Ling has experienced.When she was out of the fortress before, it was very windy there, and she would get sick, but at least there were maids serving her.When she is willful, everyone listens to her.Unlike now, even if they are not feeling well, the army will not stop and wait for her for a day.

The thick curtain was lifted, and a gust of cold wind poured in.Footsteps approached her from behind until they stopped behind her.Liu Ling sneezed, and a clear nose flowed out, but she had used up all the paper, and she was covering her red nose from wiping, and was in a hurry.The people behind pulled her up and covered her nose with a veil.Her head was forced to be raised, trapped in Shen Yan's arms, and the young man wiped her nose clean.

There was no extra expression on Shen Yan's face.

Liu Ling's face turned red, she was such a beautiful woman, yet she asked Shen Yan to wipe her nose... Shen Yan really disliked her.

His strength wasn't too strong, and he didn't hurt Liu Ling.Liu Ling kept her face blank all the time, even if she was so ashamed, she still stared at her feet with lowered eyelids, ignoring Shen Yan.

Shen Yan threw the handkerchief to her, Liu Ling consciously stepped aside and squatted down again.Shen Yan stood aside to watch her reaction, and said, "Still angry?"

Liu Ling nodded slightly, but neither looked at him nor made a sound.

Shen Yan said, "Sorry."

Liu Ling scoffed.

Shen Yan walked past her, Liu Ling listened to the ding ding ding bang bang above, but she didn't pay attention.The fire started to burn, and slowly there was a fragrance.Liu Ling was only sullen, wondering when Shen Yan would leave?After a long time, her forehead hair was pressed down by a hand, and Shen Yan's slender hand held a bowl of soup, which came under her eyelids.

Liu Ling raised her head, "Stay away from me, I hate you now."

"..."

Shen Yan's eyes were light, she looked down at her, and looked at her calmly.Liu Ling didn't move for a long time, he smiled helplessly.The wilderness here is barren and the climate is dry. Liu Ling is very tired of this terrible environment.But Shen Yan smiled slightly, as if the boundless grassland and glaciers were spreading in front of his eyes.In this wide open world, cool wind blows from all directions, Liu Ling took a breath, and felt relieved for no reason.

Liu Ling's heart skipped a beat, Shen Yan's face was really pretty.He looks good when he's not smiling, and he shines when he smiles.She likes him when he smiles, and she doesn't blame him at all.But it's not strange, I still hope to get some benefits.

Shen Yan pulled her up, sat down by himself, put Liu Ling in his arms, and fed her soup.He said, "The chicken soup I boiled for you is sprinkled with sliced ​​ginger. It's very fragrant."

Liu Ling was fed by him, heat flowed up her throat, and the cold air all over her body was instantly dispelled.She sniffed it and said, "It doesn't smell good. My nose is blocked, so I can't smell it."

"..." Shen Yan put his hand on his forehead, "Take it and drink."

Liu Ling hugged the bowl, took a sip of the hot chicken soup, and asked, "Have you only cooked soup for me?"

Shen Yan rubbed her hair, and answered irrelevant questions, "Get up, follow me."

"No." Liu Ling insisted, "Don't think that I'm such an easy person to dismiss."

"I'll give you compensation, don't you want it?" Shen Yan asked.

Liu Ling quickly raised her head to look at him, "What kind of compensation? Can I let me do my best?"

Shen Yan looked down at her, what a beautiful girl, she insisted on torturing herself like this.She followed her for thousands of miles, without complaint or regret, and even fell ill.It's ridiculous, but it's also pathetic.Shen Yan felt that his hard-hearted heart couldn't bear to tease her anymore.

Shen Yan said pitifully, "Okay, let you do what you want."

Liu Ling got up happily and went back with Shen Yan.

With Shen Yan here, he would absolutely not allow his wife to mess around in a place like the kitchen.Everywhere in the military camp is full of tall and thick men, and it's not safe anywhere.Liu Ling has no psychological barriers, and can adapt to throwing it anywhere.She can adapt, but Shen Yan can't give her a chance to adapt.Since she came, Shen Yan simply took her with him.

He is in charge of Jin Yiwei's side.From the current point of view, Jin Yiwei can leave as long as this team connects with the people on the front line.On the surface, Jin Yiwei's mission did not have any technical content at all.As a result, Jin Yiwei felt extremely relaxed all the way.Liu Ling secretly hid in Jinyiwei, and her life was much more comfortable than that in the barracks.

The lights in the camp were brightly lit, Shen Yan was only wearing his middle coat, and he was sitting in front of the desk looking through documents with a solemn and dignified expression.Liu Ling came out from behind the screen, her long hair still stained with water.She is white and delicate, wearing a loose flying fish suit, it looks awkward no matter how you look at it.

Shen Yan looked at her with his chin propped up, his eyes flickered, "Come here."

Liu Ling walked over, straightened her clothes with her head down, raised her sleeves and grabbed her belt, and complained to Shen Yan, "Your clothes are too big, I can't fit them... look how long these sleeves are, I haven't worn them yet The boots are so big...Master Shen, it's all your fault!"

Shen Yan nodded, "That's right, I'm actually a mortal, and I couldn't have predicted your coming."

"..." Liu Ling chuckled, gave him a reproachful look, and continued to straighten her sleeves, but suddenly there was a light in her eyes and an idea, "I think Xiao Luo is still a young man, and he has not grown into a man. I should wear his clothes." Can you wear it? How about I ask him to borrow one?"

Shen Yan said, "Go. Be bold and do what you want."

"...Why did you add the word 'bold'?" Liu Ling bit her lower lip, then felt something was wrong, she coughed, "Shen Yan, didn't you say you want to compensate me? Is your attitude wrong?"

"So I let you come here."

But Liu Ling stopped halfway, staring at the young man in front of the case for a long time, she looked down at what she was wearing, then at Shen Yan's, and suddenly felt something, and stepped back, "It is said that women wear men's clothes, It will make that man feel like a beast. You don't want to compensate me in this way, do you?"

Shen Yan's face froze, he looked at Liu Ling with incredible eyes, and said softly, "If you are so hungry, it's okay."

Liu Ling covered her embarrassment with a calm expression, and walked towards him.When she came to him, she was pulled into his arms by Shen Yan, who took a white towel and wiped her hair.Only then did Liu Ling know his intentions.

For the convenience of Liu Ling's grooming, Yang Ye and others sent all the princess's belongings over.At this time, there was a bronze mirror on the table.Liu Ling's eyes fell on the mirror from time to time, and Shen Yan wiped her hair. She looked at it for a long time, then pulled Shen Yan's head down, and approached the mirror with her.

Liu Ling said, "People say that after being a husband and wife for a long time, the two will grow more and more alike. Look, Mr. Shen, we look alike."

"..."

Liu Ling poked him with her finger, "Why don't you talk?"

Shen Yan said, "What did you say? Say you're blind?"

Liu Ling took a deep breath, and said bitterly, "I thought about how to make you compensate me. I just want this husband and wife picture. Lord Shen, you can figure it out."

A quarter of an hour later, Shen Yan and Liu Ling faced each other, both holding pens in their hands, painting on each other's faces.Liu Ling smiled brightly, holding Shen Yan's face in her hands, carefully modifying the outline.It takes skill to change a handsome face into a feminine one.

Seeing Shen Yan's face change little by little under her hands, Liu Ling couldn't help laughing.While laughing, he glanced at Shen Yan one after another.Shen Yan is quite natural, if she says let her play, then let her play, she doesn't look unnatural at all.

In comparison, it was much easier for Shen Yan to paint her more heroic.

Liu Ling thought that her level would be better, after all, she is a woman, and she has to do her makeup in front of the mirror every day.In fact, it was Shen Yan who changed faster.

"Master Shen, have you cheated?" Liu Ling couldn't believe it.

"Disguise is also a compulsory course for me." Shen Yan wiped away the powder applied by Liu Ling on the scar under his eyes. Liu Ling grabbed him and refused to allow him to wipe it, and kept saying, "How beautiful! Don't wipe it!"

"Master Shen, you don't know how good-looking you are! If you were a girl...you would definitely not marry me."

Liu Ling's original intention was that if Shen Yan was a girl, she would definitely be prettier than her.

Shen Yan didn't know if she didn't understand what she meant, or it was on purpose.He said, "Of course. If I were a woman, I'd marry myself. Of course not your turn."

"..." Liu Ling was stunned for a moment, then laughed even harder, leaning on his shoulder, looking at the beautiful face in the mirror, with tears in her eyes.She thumped him on the shoulder and raised her lips, "If I were a man, I would only marry myself. It's not your turn!"

They were chatting and laughing when suddenly Jin Yiwei rushed in, "Master Shen, there is a secret letter... Uh!" Because they were too anxious, some forgot about the princess's arrival and didn't even knock on the door.

Shen Yan and Liu Ling looked together.

Luo Fan was so embarrassed that he couldn't find things, he apologized with a strange expression, threw the secret letter on the table far away, and went out.He couldn't help but be surprised: the faces of Mr. Shen and the princess... Oh my god, the princess is sick, has it already infected Mr. Shen?
As soon as Luo Fan went out, Liu Ling couldn't stop laughing, "Master Shen, you've lost face with your subordinates!"

Shen Yan ignored her excitement, opened the barrel and took the letter, read it and burned it, but it didn't show much difference.Obviously, the contents of the secret letter are within his control, and there is no rush.

The room fell silent for a moment.

Liu Ling knocked her chin on Shen Yan's shoulder, and suddenly said quietly, "Actually, if there is a next life, even if there is a male version of me, I will still marry you. I like you the most."

"What if I'm a pig?"

"Then marry." Liu Ling firmly expressed her determination.

Shen Yan smiled, and hugged her back into her arms, "Go to sleep."

Liu Ling was already ill, but as soon as Shen Yan said it, she closed her eyes in his arms in a sleepy state.

In the next few days, Liu Ling's illness gradually improved.Jin Yiwei's side is indeed more comfortable than that of the barracks.Moreover, all Jin Yiwei knew the identity of the princess and took care of her consciously or unconsciously.Along the way, the army did not discover the identity of Liu Ling's daughter.After many days, Liu Ling gradually got used to the life in the military camp here.But as soon as she got used to it, when she reached a pass, Shen Yan told her that the two armies had joined up, the food and grass had been delivered safely, and Jin Yiwei didn't need to stay here anymore.

At this time, the Chinese New Year is only a few days away.

Liu Ling said, "Then leave after the Chinese New Year?"

Shen Yan does as she pleases.

On the night when the two armies met, in order to thank Jin Yiwei for escorting the food and troops, and to establish a good relationship with Jin Yiwei, a small banquet was held and Jin Yiwei and his party were invited in.The army hadn't left yet, it had already been concealed all the way, and Liu Ling didn't want to be exposed at the last moment, so she simply continued to wear the flying fish suit that was changed from Shen Yan's clothes, and sat with a group of Jinyi guards, eating and drinking, and finishing the banquet.

The banquet opened her eyes.

These girls are the daughters of sinners, or they have made some mistakes, and they are extremely pitiful when they come here to suffer.

Liu Ling just twitched her eyelids, and didn't express anything else.She stared at Shen Yan's profile: Mr. Shen looked calm, enjoying the singing and dancing while drinking.

The general who had just met saw that the girl danced charmingly, and the expression of Master Shen Yan who was beside him did not change much from the beginning to the end. He said loudly, "Don't you wink? Go and accompany Master Shen! Haha, you don't know, Master Shen is The leader of Jingzhong Jinyiwei, if you enter his house, the crimes on your body may be erased haha!"

Several girls with outstanding looks, with bright eyes, danced and approached Jin Yiwei.

The general who knew the inside story had a face like a pig's liver, he kept coughing and winking: Mr. Shen's wife is sitting next to Mr. Shen!You still let the beauty pass by...

Liu Ling's face is really ugly now: everyone is surrounded...

"Master Shen, I'm waiting for you to drink..." A delicate beauty knelt down.

The cup in her hand was snatched by the person next to her, and she drank it all in one gulp.The beauty stared, seeing the young Jin Yiwei turned his head and said to Shen Yan, "I'm thirsty, I used your wine glass, Master Shen, don't you mind?"

Shen Yan glanced at his wife with a stiff face, "I don't mind."

Liu Ling's face looked better.

The beauty refused, "Master Shen, that servant will bring you food..."

There was no need for Liu Ling to make a move this time, Shen Yan stretched out his arms to block it, and said, "No need."

"Hey, why don't you, Mr. Shen, you're welcome..." The general was still being polite, but suddenly he felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere. Those girls who were walking towards Shen Yan seemed to be pushing away with force, and the five who did not walk into Shen Yan within steps.

The general who knew about it finally had a chance to speak, "Master Shen has a lovely wife, which is different from us, old Xu, don't make jokes hahaha..."

Liu Ling bit her lip and looked at Shen Yan's back: Hey, the man she found was so coquettish.Any girl likes...

Back that night, Liu Ling and Shen Yan walked together in the moonlight, she was still thinking about the evening banquet.Unconsciously, Master Shen met so many beauties in his life, how could he fall in love with her?In order to tie Master Shen's heart, shouldn't she work hard?
The wind whistled in the open sky.

Shen Yan pulled her and said, "Let's find something to eat."

Liu Ling recalled the sumptuous banquet at night and said, "Aren't you full?"

Shen Yan said naturally, "You are not full."

Liu Ling was stunned for a moment, "How do you know?"

It was windy under the moon, Shen Yan hugged her in his arms.A branch broke off, was blown by the wind, and was swung away by Shen Yan.He said, "During dinner at night, you just stared at me. You drank a lot, but didn't eat anything, and you ate slowly. I'm not food, how can you be full?"

His tone was so flat, Liu Ling raised her face and stared at him strangely.She was watching him at night, but he was enjoying the song and dance performance the whole time, drinking with the generals, and he had no communication with her at all.But he knew what she was doing all night.

Liu Ling stared at his handsome face for a while, then snorted, "Mensao."

Shen Yan pretended not to hear.

Liu Ling stood on tiptoe and kissed his Adam's apple, but he avoided it.She followed the direction he avoided, jumped onto his back, hung on his body, put her arms around his neck, and kissed him again.She said seriously, "Why are you not food? As long as I eat you, I will be full."

Shen Yan was harassed by her for a long time, and smiled lightly, "Don't make trouble." He hugged her into his arms, and restrained her hands and feet.

Liu Ling was in his arms, and she raised her head. In the frost, she saw the vast galaxy in the sky, competing to reflect each other, majestic and magnificent.Everyone stays warm at home in winter, and watching the stars in the wild like she and Shen Yan is also a unique experience.

She leaned against Shen Yan's chest, tremblingly staring at the starry sky, the night wind blew her broken hair, brushed across her cheeks, and fell onto Shen Yan's hand against her cheeks.He was afraid that she would be cold, so he kept holding her face in his hands.

Liu Ling didn't feel cold at all.

Liu Ling said, "Shen Yan, do you have any requirements for me?"

Shen Yan paused, and a chuckle came from his throat, "I don't have any request."

"How can I make you like me more?"

"You don't have to do anything."

"I don't believe it," Liu Ling said calmly, "You are an extremely hard-to-talk person, and you must have a lot of demands. Otherwise, you wouldn't have been married for so many years."

Shen Yan pondered for a long time, then smiled, "Yes. But I really have nothing to ask of you."

"Do I have to ask you to say one?"

"...Well, probably, since you're a woman, that's fine, right?"

Liu Ling turned her head to look at him, but Shen Yan hugged her tightly, preventing him from seeing his expression.

The wild winds blow towards them as if they were the center of the world.Shen Yan was silent and did not speak for a long time.The two just hugged quietly.When Liu Ling thought he would never speak, he whispered, "The more you like, the less you can say." He paused slightly, "Do you understand?"

"Yeah." Liu Ling closed her eyes.

Behind them is a sky full of stars.

The stars are shining brightly, and the sky is bright.The wind is blowing and the grass is growing.This love is as grand as a feast.

He said that if you like someone too much, you don't need to ask for anything.Even if I thought a lot before, after meeting this person, it didn't count.The greater the joy, the more there is no language to replace it.

Liu Ling always knew that she was being redeemed by Shen Yan.

He pulled her up from the darkness, held her hand, and walked on the cusp of the storm.When he raised his hand, he could point out to her the silver snow, the summer wind, the sound of rain falling like pearls, and the starlight.

In his company, her condition became more and more stable, and her condition was getting better and better.How gloomy it was before, but now she hasn't thought about it for a long time.She was deeply immersed in the enrichment he brought her, and she was absolutely reluctant to leave.

But now, at this moment, Liu Ling thought, her life was completely saved by Shen Yan.

Later, when it was time for the new year, the army pulled out of camp and left, and Jin Yiwei entered the pass and went to the town to stay temporarily, not planning to leave.Liu Ling was somewhat confused about the mission of Shen Yan's trip to Beijing.If it was just to deliver food and grass, there was really no need for him to leave Yejing.But Shen Yan really didn't seem to be busy, and he wandered around the town with her all day long, eating, drinking, and playing around.Although Liu Ling didn't mind Shen Yan's leaving, she was of course happy that Shen Yan could accompany her, so she didn't care what he was up to.

Only once, when Liu Ling Guishui came and felt unwell, when Shen Yan was helping her wash her underwear, Liu Ling was in the room and found the drawings that Shen Yan hadn't had time to clean up.She picked it up and looked at it for a long time, only to find that it was a map of Jiangzhou.This made her very puzzled, why Jiangzhou?
They are now in the north, and Jiangzhou is in the south.

If Shen Yan went out of Beijing to deliver food and grass, why did he need to look at the map of Jiangzhou?Could it be that after the Chinese New Year, he won't be returning to Beijing, but is he still planning to go to Jiangzhou?

Knowing that Shen Yan didn't like her asking about his official affairs, Liu Ling didn't want to embarrass him, so she just pretended not to know.But he was thinking in his heart: Shen Yan's mission this time seems really not urgent.Then she can follow him.If possible, she certainly doesn't want to be separated from her husband all the time.If he goes to Jiangzhou, Liu Ling also wants to follow.Jiangzhou... After all, it is her birthplace, Liu Ling can still find an excuse to follow her.

With an idea in her mind, Liu Ling remained calm, pretending not to know, and continued to ask Shen Yan to play with her.With this play, it's really time for the Chinese New Year.

This year's Chinese New Year is a novel experience for Liu Ling.In the past, every New Year's Eve, she either attended the banquet in the palace or at her own home in Jiangzhou.During the royal festival, members of the royal family would have gathered in Yejing Palace.While it's not a requirement, most people will.Every year during Chinese New Year, no matter what you think in your heart, on the surface, it looks like a harmonious family.Even in the Guangping Palace in Jiangzhou, it was very lively during the Chinese New Year.

This was the first time that Liu Ling and Shen Yan celebrated the New Year together.Moreover, no relatives are here, only the two of them.Master Shen, from her lover, has become her relative.

On the night of New Year's Eve, every family stays up all night and the lights are brightly lit.In the evening, Shen Yan and Liu Ling had a New Year's Eve dinner with all the Jin Yiwei.After returning, the firecrackers rang all night.Liu Ling lay in Shen Yan's arms, pillowing his bent knees.He was still reading the file, and Liu Ling was also receiving his own letters.

She asked Shen Yan, "Can I write to Jingzhong?" She was afraid of exposing Shen Yan's whereabouts.

"Yes." Shen Yan nodded.

Liu Ling is relieved: It seems that Mr. Shen's mission is really simple when he goes out of Beijing this time.Even the traces can be told.

She began to write letters to Jingzhong Renshi.Mainly with the old Hou Ye.

Liu Ling opened a letter from Pingzhou, and after reading it, sat up happily, "Master Shen, it's Shen Yu's letter! He told me that Xiao Jin woke up!"

Seeing Liu Ling's excitement, Shen Yan couldn't hide it, stroked her silky long hair, and nodded cooperatively.He thought in his heart: Xu Shijin woke up?Seems like good news.

There are fireworks flying into the sky outside the window, colorful and shining on the world.

Liu Ling turned her head and said seriously to Shen Yan, "Xiao Jin is also awake, which is a good sign. In the new year, all of us will be better."

"Ah."

Xu Shijin woke up.

She opened her eyes on the eve of the New Year in Pingzhou, and when she woke up, she heard the sound of firecrackers all over the sky.Abandoning the old and ushering in the new, the faith of the new year is planted in everyone's heart.

"Xiao Jin." Her hand was held.

Xu Shijin turned his head and saw Shen Yu standing with the doctors.

He looked at her nervously, "Do you have any discomfort? Are you tired or dizzy?" After a pause, facing Xu Shijin's blank eyes, he asked, "Do you know who I am?"

Xu Shijin looked at him for a long time, and asked suspiciously, "Where am I? Who are you?"

"..." Shen Yu's face turned pale, and he let go of her hand.

The face of the doctor behind him also darkened: the worst result has come.Miss Xu has lost her memory!Before, I only took medicine for birds and beasts, but I didn't know that this medicine had the effect of amnesia.This is really...

Xu Shijin's beautiful eyes stared fixedly at Shen Yu.

Shen Yu forced a smile, "You have a good rest, maybe tomorrow..."

Xu Shijin interrupted and asked softly, "The first person I saw when I opened my eyes was you, and you cared about me so much. It was such a shock to hear that I don't remember you. Excuse me, are you my lover, or my Husband?"

The expression on Shen Yu's face changed several times. For a moment, he struggled: Lover?Husband?He is neither.But he wants to be.If Xiaojin doesn't remember the past, does he... no.He also has precious memories with Xiao Jin, and he is not mean enough to steal her memories.

He whispered, "No, I'm not. I'll talk about this later, you should have a good rest today. You must be hungry after waking up. I'll bring you a bowl of porridge..."

He turned around and pulled away the doctor beside him.

Xu Shijin was behind him, smiled, and said softly, "Shen Xiaoyu."

"...!"

Shen Yu turned around stiffly.

Xu Shijin supported the bed with her hands, turned her head to look at him, and said gently, "Just kidding with you, I don't have amnesia. I remember you, I remember everything, Shen Xiaoyu." Just kidding, I hope I didn't scare you."

"...You really..." Shen Yu didn't know what to say, forced a smile, and slightly dodged his eyes.

He went out again to serve her porridge.

Xu Shijin sat on the head of the bed and sighed.She thought that Shen Yu could be a little meaner.If he was a little despicable and took her love directly, she wouldn't have to carry the previous memories.

If she died that day, she would be Shen Yu's favorite person, and in Shen Yu's heart, she would also be Shen Yu's favorite person.

But she didn't die.

Her life goes on.

So that day, Shen Yu's confession to her and his affection for her made him feel embarrassed.He loved her with the heart of death, but in fact he knew that Xu Shijin didn't love him.

So when she woke up, the problem was complicated, awkward and embarrassing.

However, Xu Shijin did not regret it.She said that she doesn't ask for death easily.If there is a chance, she will fight for it.Now, did she... win?

"Girl, you are really lucky, you don't know, you wake up late, and that young master is with you every day. Even the old man can't fully guarantee things, but he believes in them very much." The old doctor smiled. Said, "When you meet someone who treats you so well, why are you hesitating, girl, just marry?"

With a smile on the corner of Xu Shijin's mouth, he looked down at his pale and thin hands.When she moved her fingers, she felt a little stiff.

The old doctor noticed her expression, and his expression suddenly became solemn, "Is there something wrong with the girl? After all, the old man said that there is no guarantee of the efficacy of this medicine." He gritted his teeth and whispered the results of his experiment , "None of the animals that were fed the medicine really survived. Although animals are different from people, but girl... If you feel any discomfort, girl, you must tell the old man, and we will find a solution as soon as possible."

"It's a little uncomfortable," Xu Shijin chuckled, and asked softly, "I may not be really resurrected because of the unstable effect of the medicine. Did you tell Shen Xiaoyu?"

The old doctor shook his head, "The princess told me not to let the old man talk nonsense. I don't know the relationship between you and the young man, so of course I dare not say more. What do you think, young lady?"

Xu Shijin heaved a sigh of relief, "That's good, don't tell Shen Xiaoyu. I don't want him to worry about me, and fall from hope to disappointment again."

"But girl, your body..."

Xu Shijin pondered slightly, "Let's talk about it. I have more important things to do."

Her gaze, from the window, has been looking in the direction of Yejing.The smile on his lips was light and straight.

Many things have changed, and she doesn't know what kind of changes have taken place in Beijing after her "death".What is Shen Yu's situation now?Things got messed up again, but none of that mattered.Even the grievances between her and Shen Yu are not that important.

What matters is one thing, one person.

Prince, Liu Wang.

She had never confronted Liu Wang, never tripped Liu Wang.She treated Liu Wang with sincerity, but Liu Wang harmed her to this extent.She had already planned to quit, but Liu Wang still wanted to kill her.She couldn't forget that snowy night, she hid in Shen Yu's arms and looked at Liu Wang, how sad she was.

She has nothing now.

Homeless and without identity.

Not only that, but also made Shen Yu wander with her.

She will never let Liu Wang go.

As for Shen Yu, she had told Shen Yu a long time ago - when she solved Liu Wang, when she cleared up the traces of the past, she and Shen Yu could talk about the future.

Letting go of one person is the only way to accept a new person.Forget about someone before you can embrace someone new.Only by cutting off the panic and worry in the past can we go to a person.

Xu Shijin felt that her life was ridiculous. When she had no power, she thought about power; when she didn't want power, the betrayal she suffered made her return.

Between her and the power, one ebbs and another, maybe they are destined to be inseparable.

But this is just Xu Shijin's thoughts now.

The fate is ridiculous and sad, she must live up to her ambition after all.

(End of this chapter)