My Master Jinyiwei

Chapter 91

After the new year, it is still a bit cold.It has snowed for a few more days, and it is numerous and vast. The small village behind the mountain is just a small silhouette in the ever-changing nature.It was so cold that many people were reluctant to go out, but Xu Shijin was very interested and invited Shen Yu to go out to see the snow scene.Shen Yu readily agreed.

Wearing heavy cloaks, they walked in the boundless white sky, like walking in the depths of white clouds, and like two spots of ink on a white proclamation.Walking leisurely all the way, chatting some gossip, in the cold wind, the footprints behind me were buried by a new layer of falling snowflakes.

When you are tired from walking, rest your feet and drink a cup of warm wine provided by the country people.The little dust on my heart seems to have been brushed away, and my whole body feels warm and harmonious.

Xu Shijin said, "It's really nice here."

Shen Yu stood beside her, watching the snow between heaven and earth with her, "Yes, I know you will like it."

Xu Shijin was slightly surprised, and glanced at him, "I thought in your eyes, I should be a greedy person, and I wouldn't like this kind of rural life." In the eyes of everyone, Ms. Xu should always like to be colorful and to control everything. All kinds of circles in Yejing are like ducks in water, and Xu Shijin probably has no interest in this kind of pure scenery appreciation.

Shen Yu put his hands on her shoulders unconsciously again, using his strength to support himself.He smiled proudly and confidently, "Your appearance in the eyes of others is different from that in my eyes. If you calculate it with others, you probably won't calculate it with me. What do you mean by me?" Relationship? We grew up together, we have a good heart. No matter how much time passes, I will stand by your side."

The world is ever-changing, but he is different in her heart.

Just because of knowing this, Shen Yu bowed his head unconditionally for her thousands of times.

The smile on Xu Shijin's face, hidden by the snow light, was so faint, revealing both joy and sadness.She has known him for so long, but her reluctance never disappeared.Mountains and rivers are turning, and they still have time to stand together and watch the heavy snowfall.After all, this kind of fate is much deeper than what she insisted on.

She didn't want him to be sad.

Xu Shijin asked, "That's right, you are on my side. Not only to enjoy the snow, but we can do many things together."

Shen Yu still put his hands on her shoulders. Hearing this, he squinted his eyes, looked at the snow rolls spreading outside, and said slowly, "When you finish what you want to do. We can continue to walk outside. You For so many years, I have been staying in Yejing and never came out. I don’t know how big the world is. I can’t go back to Shen’s house in a short period of time, and you have no identity, so why not just take this opportunity and go for a while.”

He even used the matter of Liu Ling to explain Xu Shijin, "Look at your good friend, her life experience is much more difficult than yours. But she persisted. I think it's because she often hangs out outside. She used to see me I don’t like answering, but now I still know how to nod, the change is really big.”

Xu Shijin smiled softly, "I thought Ah Ling's condition improved now because of the man."

Shen Yu stroked his chin, leaned over, breathed on Xu Shijin's side face, and asked with a smile, "What do you mean? What are you implying to me? What do you want me to do?"

"Si Wuxie, Shen Xiaoyu!" Xu Shijin was teased by him, and the man's heat on his cheeks and neck made it itchy and hot, making her ears also burn red.She tilted her head to avoid his intimacy, but her cheeks flushed.Miss Xu's eyelashes were like flying feathers, her eyes were clear, and she hid for a while.There was a flash of other emotions in the smile in those eyes, obviously a bit embarrassed.

Xu Shijin was uncomfortable, turned his lower body, and complained with a smile, "You're dead, don't always rely on me, I'm not your crutch."

"I have a sense of proportion, and I won't crush you." Shen Yu still put his hand on her shoulder, and didn't let her go at all.Hearing her complain, he answered with a casual smile.

Xu Shijin was helpless, and the long-lost kindness was eroding her little by little.When she was a child, Shen Yu always leaned on her, as if she was dragging a big toy, Shen Yu's parents didn't know how many times they taught Shen Yu.In the end, he still couldn't change it.

Xu Shijin said about him, and he said consciously and reasonably, "You talk so much, I don't stop, how tired I am." Xu Shijin was so angry that he didn't go to Shen's house for a long time.But meeting Shen Yu again, he didn't improve at all.

Thinking of those years, Xu Shijin felt warm.

Recently, she often thinks about things in her childhood and thinks back from time to time.How strange, as if she died after the age of 14.The days that followed were like a dream.Otherwise, why when I think about the past, I always think about before the age of 14?It was as if she had done nothing since the age of 14.

She heard the old man say that when the end of life is approaching, people will always think of the past.

In fact, it is more than that.When the present is unsatisfactory, it seems to escape, trying to find comfort in good memories.Like those years when she called the wind and rain in Yejing, she never thought about her childhood.

But now... the reality can't support how unsatisfactory it is. She probably thinks about it over and over again because she really thinks that she will not live long.

Xu Shijin heard the top of his head, and Shen Yuman said, "I will watch the snow with you now. In the future, we can also drink tea in the thatched pavilion that is ventilated on all sides, watch the ants move on rainy days, and take shelter when the wind blows. God, look at the clouds, mountains, and water...Xiao Jin, life is so long. I will accompany you until you find someone you want to love."

He wants to drink tea with Xiaojin in a thatched pavilion that is ventilated on all sides, watch the ants move in rainy days, take shelter when the wind blows, watch the sky, clouds, mountains, and water.He also wanted to see Xiao Jin's quiet and joyful smile, to see her wake up after sleeping and see him for the first time.

Xu Shijin was stunned for a moment, and tightly grasped Shen Yu's sleeve which was beside her.He put his hand on her shoulder, he didn't know that she was holding his sleeve as if holding his hand.

Shen Yu said, "I'll talk about that later, it's getting late now, you should go to bed."

"No, I'm not sleepy, I don't want to sleep," Xu Shijin refused, turned around, and looked at him with a smile, "Let's talk about my plan again."

"..." Shen Yu looked at Xu Shijin with unbelievable eyes. He didn't know that years of court life had made Xu Shijin so careful and meticulous in all his calculations. She calculated every night without sleep.Sometimes alone, sometimes with him.Sometimes Shen Yu couldn't bear it by himself, Xu Shijin looked exhausted and pale, but he insisted on persevering.

He didn't understand what she was trying to make herself so tired.

But Shen Yu also knew that Xu Shijin had changed a lot, she was no longer the girl he knew when he was young.She used to like to plot and calculate, but it was just a small calculation, unlike now, Miss Xu can't wait to use the world as a chess game, and everyone will accompany her into the game.

Some time ago, there was some estrangement between Shen Yu and Xu Shijin.He didn't know her now, and his impression of Xu Shijin was still that of a teenager.But he soon understood that Xiao Jin had grown up, and he couldn't force Xiao Jin with his childhood memories.

Xiao Jin who is pure and smiling is very good, and Xiao Jin who is smiling and calculating is also very good.

When Shen Yu likes someone, he always likes her. No matter what she becomes, he likes her.

Shen Yu said, "Is there any omission in your plan? You almost dug out the thoughts of everyone in Yejing, Xiao Jin. I think you have such a good plan. If the prince is not dead, I am sorry for your thoughts."

When he said the prince, he noticed that Xu Shijin's eyes flickered for a moment.He knew that she hadn't completely let go.

Shen Yu was silent for a moment.

Xu Shijin said softly, "I wish I could figure out the thoughts of all the people in the world and make my plan perfect. But you know, the world is changing, and not everyone and everything are under my control. Interest in playing chess The reason is that there are always unexpected things happening. For example, before the war with the Yigu Kingdom that day, I never thought that they would be so lucky that they would meet their own troops whenever they walked on the road. If it wasn’t for the Demon Cult , the imperial court must have suffered heavy losses that day. They were defeated in World War I and cowardly in World War II. Maybe the war between Wei and Ancient Yi could not be fought at all.”

Shen Yu said, "The world is a game of chaotic chess, each with its own name, isn't it interesting?"

Xu Shijin was amused by him, "Your idea is very interesting, and I agree with you." But she paused, "It's just that this matter is of great importance, and it is related to the Xu family and the Shen family. I died alone, and I abducted you away , is already a sinner of the two families. I don’t want your parents to hate me too much, so let’s make a good plan.”

When Shen Yu's parents were mentioned, Shen Yu's face froze, and his expression became pale.

His parents would never accept Xiao Jin.

When they were young, when the Xu family married the Shen family, his parents also liked Xiao Jin very much and regarded Xiao Jin as their future daughter-in-law.Xiaojin is smart and capable, beautiful and sweet, and the most important thing is that she can be cured.In the eyes of his parents, Xiao Jin at that time was the most suitable daughter-in-law.

Everyone knows what happened afterwards.The Shen family and the Xu family are still on good terms, but Shen Yu's parents are extremely disgusted with Xu Shijin, and ordered people, "Don't mention this person in front of us again, and treat her as dead! Yu'er, don't be sad, this kind of woman, quit the marriage!" It's the right time to retire. I really can't think of it, how can our Shen family not be worthy of her? Would rather enter the palace than marry? Then she won't even think about marrying into the Shen family! Our Shen family doesn't welcome her!"

Immediately afterwards, Xu Shijin insisted on gaining his position in the Xu family by himself.After she left the palace, she often attended various banquets.Xu Shijin, whom I haven't seen for many years, is as gentle as a piece of beautiful jade. She is very cunning and everyone loves her.Shen Yu's parents mentioned Xu Shijin again, and their mood became complicated, "She is also quite capable... But our Shen family still doesn't welcome her. And Yu'er, do you want to get married? If she is married, do you still want to marry her?" Why are you messing around, we...you are mad at us!"

"Are you still thinking about her? Shen Yu, let me tell you, you're dead. People don't care about our family, and we don't care about her. You marry a prostitute better than... No no no! You can't marry Whore! Our family can't afford to lose this person!"

In those years when Shen Yu was a fool and a suave, his parents had a complicated mood from the initial hatred and annoyance.Later, they no longer mentioned their marriage.Facing Shen Yu, they could only sigh.Shen's mother suspected that Shen Yu wanted to become a monk wholeheartedly, and his current indulgence was actually too pure and ascetic.Shen Yu's parents slowly shifted their hearts to Shen Yu's younger siblings, cousins.

When everyone thought it was going on like this, Shen Yu suddenly robbed the prison, pushing himself and Xu Shijin to the opposite side of the family, which shocked the Shen family.

Xu Shijin "died" at that time, and Shen Yu hugged her body and knelt at the gate of Shen's house, at the feet of his parents, unable to kneel for long.He was devastated and had no idea at the time.Xu Shijin was gone, and so was his heart.

Shen Yu thought his parents would be angry, hate him, and beat him.

But in fact, standing in front of the gate of the Shen family, his parents just sighed and looked at him, "Go out and hide for a few years, don't come back."

Shen's mother's eyes were slightly red, she looked at the sleeping girl he was hugging tightly, and said softly, "Xiao Jin is also pitiful, she was abandoned and killed, and she is not even allowed to have a funeral. Just you fool, remember to save her. You Take her away and bury her properly. It's not in vain for you to get to know each other."

It was the first time after many years that his mother called Xu Shijin "Xiaojin" again.In the previous few years, Shen's mother refused to mention Xu Shijin's name.Death blurred all the grievances, and made Shen's father and Shen's mother remember the pity of this girl, remembering that this poor girl lived in their house when she was a child, and was taken care of by them.

Shen's father and Shen's mother hoped that Shen Yu would go out and hide for a few years, and after returning, he could lead a normal life.

How could they accept Xu Shijin?A "dead man" without identity.

Shen Yu laughed suddenly, feeling that he was thinking too far.It will be a long time before he can return to the Shen family.At that time, I didn't know what would happen to him and Xiaojin.He really thought too much.

Snow drifts outside, open fire indoors.

Shen Yu stood in front of the desk, adding incense and grinding, watching Miss Xu sitting in front of the desk, holding a purple pen in her hand, sketching out some complicated lines.Xu Shijin is the one who takes care of the overall situation, and Shen Yu has long been used to cheering her on.Under Xu Shijin's hands, the complicated structural diagram was slowly unfolded.

"I wrote a letter to Lu Mingan and Lu Mingshan each. I sent the letter to Lu Mingshan to Jiangzhou. It doesn't mean that he must be in Jiangzhou, but if he is in Jiangzhou, he will definitely receive the letter. If he is not there , when the letter was intercepted and passed into the hands of Lu Mingshan, the best time has passed, he will be suspicious, but it is useless. Because I will write to him in the tone of a prince, asking him to cooperate more with King Guangping , it is best to let people catch evidence of their 'rebellion'. I can completely imitate the prince's tone and wording habits, including notes, and some of his code words, I have already guessed. But he has a seal, which can prove that it is him handwriting, I don’t have one.”

Shen Yu nodded slightly, "I can have someone quickly make a fake one for this square seal. Lu Mingshan doesn't know the crown prince well, and he's also conceited. He is eager to cooperate with the crown prince. He only has a general understanding of the crown prince's seal. Just take a look, and he will probably get away with it. After he realizes that the seal is fake, either the crown prince has fallen, or the time has passed, and it is completely useless."

"The Guangping Prince's Mansion secretly manufactures weapons and sells them. In recent years, he has conscripted troops and rented them out for sale, earning a lot of money. I don't know what he's thinking. Maybe he just doesn't like the corruption of the generals and wants to reform carefully, but His Majesty doesn't want to. Allowed, he can only do it secretly. Maybe he just lives too leisurely, wants to find something to do for himself, has a strong patriotism, and can have a large amount of money in the account by the way, so why not do it. But I can also think that , he is hiding evil intentions, secretly conscripting soldiers and weapons, and deliberately rebelling. He cooperates with the prince, and the prince also has the intention of rebellion. I think Jin Yiwei's investigation of the Guangping Palace is to investigate his private weapons. No matter what his intentions are , It is always a crime of treason, there is no way to run away. Now, I just want to pull the prince into this boat." Xu Shijin said.

"Do you know why Jin Yiwei has not done anything for so many years? Because although King Guangping made weapons privately, we really can't figure it out. He is a prince, a relative of the emperor, and he has a high status. Why should he rebel and in what name? ? We think there may be a line behind him, and someone is secretly operating, otherwise he would not be like this." Shen Yu said.

Xu Shijin nodded, "This is His Majesty's way of thinking, I understand. Your Majesty sits firmly on the throne, and when he knows that someone has privately manufactured weapons, he is not shocked and shocked, but curious and wants to know why. Because he is confident, King Guangping It’s not going to be a big deal at all.”

Shen Yu smiled, "This is the reason why the Guangping Palace has been stable for so many years. In fact, we all guess that the King of Guangping did not dare to rebel. He probably just wanted to make a little money. Do it secretly, you know that our Majesty has always been extremely tolerant towards his family. His Majesty turned a blind eye and closed his eyes, and had no intention of caring about King Guangping's small schemes. But last year, Shen Yan investigated the truth about the death of Princess Guangping. It was also secretly found out that he started recruiting troops. Maybe King Guangping still wanted to make money, but His Majesty was annoyed. During the war between the Great Wei and the Yigu Kingdom, Jin Yiwei found out that there was a private transaction between the Guangping Palace and the Yigu Kingdom businessmen. His Majesty ordered a thorough investigation. "

"...It's true that idiots have the blessings of idiots, but they shouldn't be too rampant after all." Xu Shijin pondered, "Your Majesty has this attitude towards King Guangping, and even more so towards the prince. He hates the prince's petty tricks, but he treats himself The people in the family are too tolerant, he reminded and warned again and again, although he asked you to check and check, but he just didn't want to abolish the crown prince. His Majesty has always been like this, and he rarely does anything unless it is absolutely necessary."

Shen Yu nodded in agreement.

"So I can only misfortune, let the prince make a big mistake, and make His Majesty unbearable." Xu Shijin said, "The Guangping Palace in Jiangzhou is a trivial matter, so don't worry too much. Our focus should be in Yejing. It has been his wish for many years to achieve great things. I have cooperated with the Xu family to make the prince's affairs in Yejing smoother, and even smoother, it will become extremely smooth."

"One side is Jiangzhou Great Change, and the other side is Yejing Dacheng. If you want to get rid of a person, you have to make him crazy first. And I just know where his critical point is. I can probably control Yejing. How can I bring him a sense of crisis?"

Xu Shijin thought for a moment, then asked Shen Yu, "I can guess that Shen Yan and the others will investigate King Guangping soon, but I don't know how soon. You said that Shen Yan met you a few years ago. Did he reveal his identity? I have a mission, do I want to leave Beijing, or go to Jiangzhou?"

Shen Yu shook his head, "After I left Yejing, I didn't know anything about Jin Yiwei's next actions. You also know about Shen Yan. Even though we met, he was too tight-lipped, so I didn't find out anything. " He paused, "If you need to know Shen Yan's whereabouts, I can't find out from the Jinyiwei side, but the court side... Generally speaking, there should be traces? Do you need it?"

Xu Shijin nodded.

Shen Yu planned to make arrangements tomorrow.

Xu Shijin was in a daze for a while, and said, "Forget it, I'd better write a letter to Lu Mingshan and ask him to bring back the most novel weapons researched by King Guangping back to Yejing. In this way, they can install a man who colluded with the barbarians. He can even criticize the prince in terms of loyalty, filial piety and righteousness."

Shen Yu looked at her in amazement: Ms. Xu framed people with one idea after another.I was afraid that the prince would not go crazy, so I had to give him a nail to bury him, and give him another nail.

"The prince wants to be overjoyed, but also to be sad. He doesn't have too many flaws, the flaw is that he loves power too much. But it's okay, the royal family is like this." Xu Shijin pushed the pen and paper away, and said lightly, "His biggest mistake , It just made me understand him too well. I still need to count on others, but I can completely step on him."

Shen Yu saw her lazily resting her forehead, her face paler than before.He frowned, "Are you really not going to sleep?"

Xu Shijin paused for a moment and said, "Well, although I'm not sleepy, I will sleep."

When Shen Yu went out, Xu Shijin said softly, "I want to go to Yejing and watch his death, or see him die in front of me with my own eyes. Can you help me?"

She has no identity, she can't go anywhere.Especially in a place as dangerous as Yejing.If someone finds out, it will be a crime of deceiving the king, and he will have to die again.Shen Yu couldn't escape either.

Shen Yu thought about it for a while, then smiled indifferently, "Then we can only change our identities and return to Yejing again. We shouldn't be so unlucky that we will meet old people when we enter Yejing, right?"

Xu Shijin turned his head sideways and saw Shen Yu's nonchalant smile under the light in front of the door.He doesn't care about anything, as long as she wants, he will try his best to help her.If you can't help her, at worst we all die together.Shen Xiaoyu's thoughts are so simple.Simple enough to make her happy and moved.

Xu Shijin smiled at him, watching him close the door and leave.

In order to avoid Shen Yu's suspicion, she sat for a while before going to wash up and put out the candles in the room.Just sitting in the darkness, she leaned against the window and opened her eyes to see the snow shining brightly in the room.Xiao Xiao squinted, then opened her eyes again, staring at the snow reflected on the paper window in a daze.

she can't sleep...

The old doctor tried many medicines, but nothing seemed to work.The last time I slept for a long time, Shen Yu was already suspicious.She slept again, really afraid that something unexpected would happen, and Shen Yu would know about her condition.

She pushed the plan so hard, and pushed the prince so hard, maybe she wanted to end it quickly.She was afraid that she would not be able to hold on, she was afraid that she would not be able to make it in time.She told Shen Yu to focus on Yejing and not to worry about Jiangzhou's affairs.Don't care about the success or failure of the Guangping Palace, and focus on Yejing.It seems that her plans are light and heavy, but in fact she has no energy.

If she had time, she would of course test Lu Mingshan, King Guangping, and Shen Yan a little bit.But she didn't, so she could only make the plan simpler and rougher.After all, His Majesty is too lenient, he forgives the Prince almost unconditionally, after so many years of investigation, he still forgives, Xu Shijin can guess His Majesty's thoughts.It's one thing to investigate, it's another thing to be dissatisfied, it's another thing to want to do something, but to actually act... According to His Majesty's mind, I don't know how many years will have to be postponed.

Xu Shijin could only think of a way to make this time come as soon as possible.The quickest way she could think of to bring down the prince was to "rebel".

A rough plan has a rough charm, and I hope everyone will enter the game together as she wishes.

"Master Shen, I want to go back to Jiangzhou to have a look, can I?" The snow fell heavily, the doors and windows were left open, and the thick curtains were rolled up.Beside the fire, Shen Yan was reading a book while holding a book, while Liu Ling lay on his lap, looking at the peacefully falling night snow.In the confusion of Qinghui, she opened her mouth slowly.

Shen Yan paused, and looked down at the girl lying on his lap.He wondered if Liu Ling guessed that he would go to Jiangzhou?

He asked, "Why do you want to go to Jiangzhou?"

"It will be my mother's birthday in two days. Although she is gone, my aunt, the current princess of Guangping, will pay her respects every year, not only on her death day, but also on her birthday." Liu Ling's dark eyes, in the In the snow and fire, it is so calm, "I am in Jiangzhou at this time every year. This year, I also want to visit. She built a small pavilion for my mother on Linshan to commemorate my mother. I went up the mountain to have a look.”

"It sounds like your aunt misses your mother very much? How about she treats you?"

"Okay. She tried her best to treat me well. The stepmother next to her had a bad relationship with her ex-wife's daughter, but my stepmother has been trying to improve her relationship with me. She wants to be my mother from an aunt. She wants me I know Niangquan, and I can see that she takes good care of me. We get along warmly, and we are a happy family." There was irony in the words, but Liu Ling's tone was light, neither praising nor criticizing, she seemed to be saying Other people's housework is the same," but it's impossible. She doesn't know what her current husband did to my mother. She doesn't know that she, my father, and me killed my mother together. We are both sinner."

"Did you go with them when worshiping your mother?" Shen Yan didn't want to mention Liuling's mother's death, so she changed the subject and asked.

"...Well." Liuling said in an emotionless voice, "I think my mother may wish to see me get along with them in harmony. She is so weak, she will have no other ideas except to compromise."

Shen Yan's hand rested on her hair.

For a long time, he didn't speak again.Liu Ling was like a kitten, and she didn't speak again.

The snow outside the door is floating between the sky and the earth, empty and sparse, it is really cold.

"Liu Ling," Shen Yan asked, "Do you still want to kill them like you did back then?"

The expression on Liu Ling's face was blank for a long time.

She lowered her eyes and said lightly, "I have been learning to accept myself these years. I blame myself and them in my heart. But I think I should live. I didn't die with them before. I just looked at each other all my life. Tortured, what else do you need to do?"

"My father was in a bad mood when he saw me, and my aunt was tortured to the point of being nervous. A few days ago, I heard Zhang Xiu say that her mother told her that Princess Guangping had nightmares every day and was depressed. My aunt said that it was me talking nonsense that made Princess Quang Binh like this. My father hates me, my aunt is afraid of me, and my younger brothers and sisters hate and fear me. Such a family is already a nightmare I don’t want to kill them anymore, and die with them.”

"I have my life. They have theirs. I didn't kill them back then. If I tried to kill them, it would be too late. If I killed them, how would I explain to you and my brothers and sisters? What? Our family is already like this, let’s continue like this.”

The wind and snow drifted in, Liu Ling felt a little cold, and hid in Shen Yan's arms.

Shen Yan hugged her tightly.

He asked in a low voice, "Then do you still hate them?"

"..." Liu Ling pursed her lips.

"Hate it, but not completely," Liu Ling said, "My aunt is always trying to make it up to me, and she always makes it up to me with a smile. It's not because of her, I don't know how many times I have to be beaten by my father. But my father He also claimed that it was for my own good. He used his little thought to forcefully try to make up for me. I have never been able to figure out whether he was making up for me or pushing me into the fire pit. But he himself seemed to really feel that It's good for me. He really thinks it's good for me to marry the Lu family, and he really thinks it's good for me to go and get married... But his compensation is always calculated. It makes me hate him even more. Maybe he is just that person. "

Liu Ling lay on Shen Yan's lap, with her head resting on his thigh, and buried there, her voice was muffled, "The night I got married with you, when you went to toast, Liu Runping secretly told me that seeing me marry , My father was in tears. They made me feel complicated, hated and a little powerless. Simply like two parallel lines, never to meet again. "

Shen Yan's eyes fell on the snowy light in the night, and he turned his head so that Liu Ling couldn't see his expression when he raised his head.

Liu Ling whispered, "I want to go back to Jiangzhou. After paying respects to my mother, I will pack up my old things in Guangping Palace so that I can move back to Yejing. I don't like it and don't want to stay there. I just want to Be with you and live our lives. I don’t want to participate in my father’s and their lives, and they don’t welcome me to participate. Everyone can take a look at it from a distance and know what it means. We can’t live together, no The way is to be harmonious like other families."

"Liu Ling, I'm very happy," Shen Yan said, "You are slowly, bit by bit, forgiving yourself."

She was letting go, coming out of her unspeakable weakness.It was a good thing, he was happy for her.

Liu Ling hugged his waist tightly and rubbed against him.She didn't speak, but she knew that it was all thanks to Mr. Shen.She is letting go of the past, she is walking towards Shen Yan.

Shen Yan said quietly, "Go to Jiangzhou."

"...?" Liu Ling looked up in astonishment, looking at his calm face, "Aren't you going with me?"

She guessed that Shen Yan was going to Jiangzhou, did she guess wrong?

If Shen Yan doesn't go, she, she, she doesn't really want to go...

Shen Yan lowered her eyes and looked at her hands, indifferent to her doubts.He said in a cold voice, "Take them away, and never look back!"

"...!" Liu Ling stood up abruptly, staring at the young man who was sitting with his eyes wide open.His expression was indifferent, his eyes fell on his hands, and he didn't look up from beginning to end.

Liu Ling's face turned pale, and she gradually understood something.Her heart beat faster, and she stepped back in a daze.My mind was in a mess, and it was a mess for a while, but I felt that I understood everything.

Why Shen Yanming was looking at the map of Jiangzhou when he was assigned the task of escorting food and grass, why did he ask her what she thought of the Guangping Palace, why was he so indifferent...

Jin Yiwei is going to attack the Guangping Palace!
Not only that, maybe her whole family would not be able to survive.

Otherwise, Shen Yan wouldn't say let them go...

Liu Ling stepped back, she was a little dazed.She thought about making the Guangping palace disappear, but she calmed down year by year, and she no longer thinks that way... Although they are parallel lines, although they hate each other, it is too big to say "death".

She almost had the urge to turn her head and rush out the door.

But she looked at the young man sitting peacefully by the fire.He sat upright, but with just a few words, there was already a difference.But as soon as Liu Ling saw him, her heart found her fix again.She threw herself in front of him, knelt down and grabbed his hand, letting his downcast eyes meet her.

She held his hand tightly, "I'm leaving, what do you do?"

"I have my own way." Shen Yan said flatly.

Liu Ling didn't believe it.

She said, "I'm not leaving."

Shen Yan raised his gaze slightly.

He looked at her firm and straight eyes, cold to the bottom, lonely to the bottom, and ruthless.She grabbed his hand hard and looked into his eyes, which were extremely moist.Like crying, but there will be no tears.

Unconsciously, Shen Yan smiled slightly.He reached out and stroked her cheek, "Think about it, if you don't leave, your husband will be the murderer of your whole family."

He sits, she kneels.He warns her, and she shakes his hand back.

Sometimes cold, sometimes warm.

Liu Ling's complexion became much paler in his words.

But she held his hand, and his dry and warm hand made her calm again.

"There's nothing to think about," Liu Ling said coldly, "Tell me, there are very few multiple-choice questions in the world. It seems that there are solutions. I believe what you say, and I want to believe it."

Shen Yan smiled, not paying attention.

It was pitch black outside, and the snow was falling quietly, like an elegy.

The room was extremely quiet, and the clean snow reflected Liu Ling's eyes, "But in fact, if I had to choose between the two, I would only choose you. Shen Yan, you are the most important. You are more important than my life and my life." Everything is important."

"Everything can be accommodated, and you can find a way. But I will definitely stand with you."

The world has its own difficulties, and the years have never been gentle to her.She just needs Shen Yan to accompany her.

They can face it together.

(End of this chapter)