Lengao husband, I will not marry you

Chapter 142 Wang Binghan is Jealous (4)
Because the next topic is not suitable for Wang Binghan to hear.

This is a matter between her and Ling Xiaoyu, even her favorite Wang Binghan cannot hear it.

"I won't leave, I want to watch, I..." Wang Binghan stopped here because Xiao Susu was staring at him weakly.

"Forget it, I'll go shopping, but I'll be right back!" Wang Binghan rushed out after saying this.

And with Wang Binghan's departure, the atmosphere in the ward fell into a strange state.

As if thousands of years had passed, and as if a moment had passed, Ling Xiaoyu said slowly, "Actually, I hope that Wang Binghan can stay."

Xiao Susu looked at the man in front of her, listened to the words in her ear, without any expression, she looked so seriously, as if she wanted to write down everything about the man in front of her.

Because she knew that in the future... she would never have this chance again.

"Ling Xiaoyu, Brother Xiao Yu..." There was a weak voice, but there was a strong firmness in it.

"Susu... I... What happened back then, actually I also had my own difficulties, I..."

"Brother Xiao Yu, I always thought that I loved you very much. I love you forever! Because I love you so much, I would rather choose to forget, and I would rather never remember!" Xiao Susu said slowly, the infatuated voice It made Ling Xiaoyu feel distressed.

"But... until today, I didn't know that I don't love you anymore! I can't even remember your appearance. Time has diluted my love for you. The reason why my heart still hurts is because Because...it used to be too beautiful, so I don't want to let go!" Xiao Susu once again carefully looked at the bright man in front of him.

Even though she still feels heartache when she mentions Ling Xiaoyu's name now, it's just because she was willing to do so.

But looking at Ling Xiaoyu, she didn't feel any heartache.

Because Ling Xiaoyu has already lived in her memory, in the beautiful memories of her youth.

"Susu...are we really unable to go back? I still love you, you...really don't love me anymore?" For the first time, panic appeared in the eyes of the bright man.

He has clearly made a decision to never leave this woman he loves so much, but...but why did she choose to leave at this time, their past was so beautiful, wouldn't she miss it?Doesn't she want to go back to the past?
If she wants, I can give it to her!

but……

"From the moment I knelt down and you didn't turn around, I started to give up until so many years..." Xiao Susu didn't say the following words, because she knew that the man in front of her was so smart, she must know the meaning of her words .

Ling Xiaoyu just looked straight at Xiao Susu. If Xiao Susu's eyes were a little loose, he would definitely court again, but...Xiao Susu's eyes were always so pure, which made him feel how special he was. filthy!
"I knew it, you just wanted to make it clear to me by letting him go." Ling Xiaoyu smiled a little helplessly.

His heart began to ache uncontrollably. He had never felt such pain in his heart when he left nine years ago, because he thought he still had a chance, as long as he loved him, he would have it!
but……

He never thought that Xiao Susu would not love him, he thought that their love could last forever, but...how can there be eternal love in this world!
Time will dilute everything, and the reason why Xiao Susu still remembers herself is because everything in the past was too good, so good that she didn't want to give it up at all.

"We used to be... Our past was so beautiful. If I say, we can go back to the past, the good old days when we were young and frivolous, can you give me a chance?" Ling Xiaoyu lowered her head, He didn't dare to look into Xiao Susu's eyes, because he already knew the answer.

But he is really not reconciled!

So even though he felt that his behavior was very shameful, he still spoke out the temptation.

Because he clearly knew that Xiao Susu was still nostalgic for the past.And because he cared too much, he spurted blood!

Then he will use everything that was once good to fight for it once, just once!If he is not successful, then he will turn around and leave. If he succeeds, then he will be happy for a lifetime.

"Brother Xiao Yu, this is very unlike you. I remember that you used to never force anything. I remember you used to say to me that everything in the world is destined. '!" Xiao Susu didn't directly explain what she meant.

Because many times she knows that it is too hurtful to speak out directly.

After Ling Xiaoyu listened to Xiao Susu's words, he just stood there straight. If you look carefully, you can find that his calf is shaking right now.

'When fate gathers, it gathers, and when fate disperses, it disperses! '

The former him had already brought this sentence to his mouth, it was because he thought that the fate between himself and Xiao Susu would always gather together, but he didn't expect it!

It turns out that fate waits for no one.

"If Brother Xiao Yu wants to come to my wedding, just come, I will definitely treat Brother Xiao Yu as a distinguished guest!" Xiao Susu looked at Ling Xiaoyu's unwillingness, and knew that there was still fantasy in his heart. , then I will be a little more cruel.

Annihilate all his last fantasies!

It is only because there is no illusion that there will be no pain, just like the years when Ling Xiaoyu left, because he no longer had illusions, so there will be no pain at all.

"Susu, why do you have to speak so clearly, can't you leave me with some fantasy!" Ling Xiaoyu raised his head slowly, looking straight at the beautiful woman in front of him, he didn't know what she meant.

But it hurts even more because I know it.

When I was young, it was so sweet, but... why did it become like this when I grew up, why can't we go back together!
"Brother Xiao Yu, you know it's impossible, why do you still fantasize about it?" Xiao Susu said dully again, she really didn't want Ling Xiaoyu to still hold onto that hope.

Because that is simply impossible to exist!

That being the case, why bother to take a step back?
(End of this chapter)