Miracle doctor mother pharmacist baby

Chapter 53 The unexpected truth, how to accept it
Speaking of this, the emperor's voice trembled slightly, that period was the most painful time in his life.

"This is also the reason why I have been unwilling to establish a prince now, and I am also afraid that your brothers will kill each other. These are the last things I want to see, because I have had enough pain back then."

He went on to explain that when he said these words, he tried his best to calm himself down. After all, it has passed, and how many people can know his bitterness.

"Later, your mother, she saved me and possessed martial arts skills. When I saw her, I was deeply attracted by her!"

Speaking of this, the emperor's eyes seemed to have some light. He will never forget that woman's beautiful face and her heroic fighting with a gun on her horse.

When Zhan Lingze heard her mother's story, she was extremely serious, opened her eyes wide, and listened carefully, fearing that she would miss a single detail.

It turns out that this is a story about heroes saving the beauty!What is different from the past is that the hero in this story is the beauty!
"Later, Qinglan took good care of me when I was injured. We gradually became acquainted and fell in love with each other. Those three months were undoubtedly the happiest moments in my life. I rode horses, hunted together, and lay down together with her. Looking at the stars on the grass. I have lived in the palace since I was a child, how could I have such a peaceful life!"

The emperor has obviously been silent in his good memories, happiness is so unforgettable, and the beautiful and pure love makes him can't help recalling it.

It's just that the past has passed away like the wind.

"Later, my father sent people to find me. Only then did Qinglan know my real identity. I was just afraid that she would distance me if she knew my identity, but she blamed me for lying to her. It's funny, she ignored me because of this matter at the time, but just when I was going back to Beijing, she showed her heart, she didn't care who I was, she only cared about my heart, so I took her back to Beijing Beijing..."

The story seems to have a happy ending here, but Zhan Lingze's later ending and encounters made him understand that it didn't end there, and there must have been more twists and turns.

"We used to be able to stay together forever, but the first thing she faced when she went back was the embarrassment of the crown princess. A woman's jealousy is terrible. When I brought Qinglan back, the crown prince and concubines in the house rejected her. She also endured silently for me..."

Speaking of this, the emperor was heartbroken.She knew how much that woman had paid for her. She used to live carefree all day outside the Great Wall, but after she came back, her temper became melancholy.But these are not problems, because they still love each other.

Zhan Lingze also understood that it was no wonder the emperor had always had a grudge against the empress, and it probably had something to do with his mother.How easy can a woman who can be a queen be.

The emperor sighed deeply and continued,
"She followed me wholeheartedly. At that time, the late emperor was seriously ill, and my third and fifth elder brothers fought with me for the throne even more brazenly. My life was getting worse day by day. I was in fear all day long and was framed by others. All my subordinates were killed. It can be said that Life is worse than death! At this time, she was already pregnant with Liujia, she just waited by my side silently, seeing how haggard I was, she advised me to give up the throne and go back to the outside of the Great Wall with her to live a life like a fairy couple... ..."

The emperor's eyes dimmed when he said this, and he seemed a little regretful. Yes, if he had gone back with Qinglan back then, then he must have been the happiest man in the world.

But now he seems to have the whole world, but he is actually the most pitiful man in the whole world. Everyone respects him on the surface, pretends to be false to himself, and worries all day long that the throne will be coveted by others, and there is no one who treats him sincerely. .

"But I didn't listen to her. I have been a prince for many years, and I am not willing to give up like this. Only cowardly people will shrink back! Qinglan asked me to make a choice. If I choose the throne, she will leave me, but I still choose Even though I knew that the road to the throne would be full of hardships and even break my bones, I still chose it. Qinglan was heartbroken, and felt that all the vows made before were fake and could not be worth a dragon chair, but But she still respects my choice... And what I never imagined was that she begged her father hard and used his power to finally help me eradicate the power of the third prince and the fifth prince, and stabilize my life Your seat is on the throne!"

It turned out that if there was no mother, the emperor might not have obtained the throne. This woman turned out to be so great, she had been silently giving behind this man, and even got bruised all over by the man.

"After I became the emperor, I wanted to accept her as my concubine, but I didn't know that my queen and other concubines still refused to let her go, and prevented her from entering the palace to become my concubine on the grounds that she is from the great family of Mulin Kingdom. , and the leader is the current queen!

In fact, it was only then that I realized that Qinglan was originally from the Mulin Kingdom's family.

At that time, there was some conflict between Mulin Kingdom and Lieyan Kingdom, but Qinglan knelt in front of her father's door for two days and two nights. Her father knew that she was pregnant and felt sorry for his daughter's body, so he reluctantly agreed.Of course, his father's power came to help the emperor, all of which were done in secret, and the people of Mulin Kingdom must not know about it.

I couldn't think so much, I just wanted to marry Qinglan to enter the family, but I never expected... Qinglan still rejected me for the sake of the overall situation, and never entered the palace.But she told me that she didn't like the life of being bound in the palace, and she yearned for a life outside the Great Wall.So after giving birth to you, I left a letter and left alone, never heard from again!

I have inquired about her for so many years, but there is no news about her. I even thought that she is no longer alive, but I can vaguely feel her breath, her existence. I believe that he must still be somewhere in this world. Will continue to look for it! "

Hearing this, Zhan Lingze was moved by the love story between the emperor and his mother. Although he looked cold on the outside, he always yearned for a beautiful relationship.

But love and family affection seem to have always been so out of reach for him.

I didn't expect my mother to be a great woman. Her whole life was just for what she loved, she gave without expecting anything in return, and endured infinite pain alone. On the one hand, she didn't want her father and family to fall into a situation of infidelity, and on the other hand, she also didn't want the emperor Difficult because of myself.

Therefore, leaving is the best way, but she doesn't know that the one who hurts the most when she leaves is her own child!
"Then how did I become the son of Prince Chang'an?"

Zhan Lingze was still puzzled and doubtful.

The emperor shook his head helplessly, and looked at Zhan Lingze with guilt.

He is indeed full of guilt for his son. He used to love his mother so much, but after his mother left, he still failed to take good care of this son. After so many years, watching his child helplessly, the father and son Can't recognize each other, this kind of pain is also incomprehensible to others.

"I have lost my most beloved woman, and you are the only thing she left for me, and the harem is very dangerous. If such a child without a mother is taken into the palace by me, he will be regarded as a prince." , I am afraid you will be persecuted by those women too. Your mother has suffered so much. I am really afraid that you will continue to suffer after entering the palace... and King Chang'an is my closest brother. I swear to follow you to the death, and my affection is very deep. He promised me to treat you as his own flesh and blood! I think your mother will also think that this is the best way for you, so..."

After hearing this, Zhan Lingze suddenly realized that the emperor fostered him in the Chang'an Palace to protect himself, and only in this way could he live in peace.

Although he has not lived happily these years, why is this not happier than being in the palace?

"Ze'er...you have to know, I'm actually full of helplessness...Although I'm a Ninth Five-Year Honorable, I can't protect my beloved and my son...And above the court, there are even more helplessness!"

When he said this, the emperor sighed again and again, he had never told others so much what was in his heart, and now he was telling Zhan Lingze these things to let him understand his painstaking efforts.

Zhan Lingze just listened quietly, and only then did he realize that being an emperor is not so simple. To be able to afford the throne, one must be able to bear greater pain.

"I know that many people harbor evil intentions, but I can't get rid of them. If you want to stabilize the throne, you must balance the forces of all parties! You must remember!"

The emperor warned Zhan Lingze earnestly and earnestly, this is the way to govern the country, and it is also something that an emperor must understand.

At this moment, Zhan Lingze felt admiration in her heart. It turns out that the emperor knows everything in his heart, no wonder he even has insight into the power of reproduction and self-friendship with ministers!

The emperor suddenly held Zhan Lingze's hand, but Zhan Lingze was a little at a loss.

Even though he now understands him in his heart, he still has some grievances. After all, it will take some time for him to accept this fact.

But the emperor's eyes are full of tenderness, looking forward to the son in front of him.

"Ze'er, do you know that I have been cultivating you for so many years, in fact, I want you to inherit my throne..."

Zhan Lingze was in a daze for a moment.

What... actually...

I want him to inherit the throne!
The news that shocked him made his mind messed up. He is the emperor's own son, and the emperor has been working hard to train him to inherit the throne for so many years. Is this... a dream?

But I have really been working hard all these years, and I also want to get the throne one day!

The reality is so funny!
The emperor had already seen Zhan Lingze's panic, patted him on the shoulder, and smiled kindly.

"Ze'er, you don't have to worry too much. In fact, I don't want you to be the throne because I feel guilty for your mother. None of my princes have the talent and character like you. I have thought carefully about letting you be the throne." , if not, I would not have told you today! However, after you, you must not show your heart in a big way. I will leave power for you and announce it to the outside when the time is right, but now it is Wan You must not establish a crown prince, otherwise the world will be in chaos! You must remember that you must not disappoint my intentions!"

(End of this chapter)