Yin Yang Antique Shop

Chapter 182 Falling out with Xu Wen

I never thought that Xu Wen, who is usually so close to me, would gradually become estranged from me because of a man, and now she still talks about me like this. I asked myself that I didn’t feel sorry for her. If Ruan Tianhua doesn’t like you and doesn’t blame me, is it possible that I can still control him? Can't make up your mind?Normally, I try to avoid him as much as possible, what else do I need?
Maybe it was the grievances in my heart that I had nowhere to tell, or maybe I cared too much about Xu Wen's words, I couldn't help but my nose was sore, tears blurred my vision, I tried not to wipe it, since she didn't even consider me a friend, then What is it that I cry because of her?It's just a little sad in my heart, yes, just a little sad.

Finally endured until the end of get out of class, I packed up my things in a hurry and left the classroom, Li Yuyue saw that my expression was not right and quickly chased after me, "Yao, what's wrong with you...why are you crying?" She chased me, and she was also scared when she saw my tears. jumped.

"It's okay, maybe I'm a little sleepy." I found a random reason, but tears fell down my face.

"Okay, okay, don't cry, this matter is indeed Xu Wen's fault, don't be as knowledgeable as her, you know how much she likes Ruan Tianhua, that person is like a demon, she is also unscrupulous today Yan, don't you know her yet?" Li Yuyue pulled me to the side bench and sat down, gently wiped my tears.

"I just feel a little uncomfortable. You know my character. Ever since I knew she liked Ruan Tianhua, do you think I have been avoiding Ruan Tianhua? I really didn't expect her to think of me like this. It’s best with her, I thought that nothing would shake our friendship, it seems I was too naive!” I cried and said, there was never anything that made me cry, except Jun Siyan’s refusal of me when.

"I don't know how to persuade you. I can only say that people are selfish. Xu Wen has a childish personality. It will be fine when she figures it out. You are a little more tolerant of her. We are not always the same. Is this so?" Li Yuyue sighed and said slowly.

I couldn't help but smile bitterly when I thought about it. She was right. Xu Wen's temper is something we are used to. We always think that she is younger than us. If we do something wrong, we won't care about it. It was my own sister who indulged me, but I didn't expect that it would be me who reaped the consequences in the end.

"Okay, don't worry about it, let's go back to the dormitory? Maybe Xu Wen has already figured it out? The relationship between the few of us is so rare, you don't want to just fall out with her like this?" Li Yuyue's words made me Shaken, I am a very soft-hearted person, no matter how hurtful Xu Wen's words are, as long as I have a chance to reconcile with her, I will still choose to reconcile with her.

I went back to the dormitory with Li Yuyue, my eyes were still red, this was the first time I cried at school, I didn’t feel anything just now, but now I feel so ashamed, so many people saw it just now, maybe it spread .

When we arrived at the dormitory, Guan Yilian and Xu Wen were there. When they saw us coming in, Xu Wen turned her head away in embarrassment. Guan Yilian saw that my face was not good, so she hurried over and asked me what was wrong.Li Yuyue pulled her aside and whispered the whole story, Guan Yilian sighed and couldn't say anything.

I sat on the bed and stared straight at Xu Wen. If she apologizes to me or talks to me now, I will go down the steps and make up with her. I will pretend that what happened just now never happened. But time passed slowly, and my heart cooled down, "Xu Wen, don't you have anything to say to me?"

After hearing what I said, Xu Wen turned to look at me, "Do you want to hear what I have to say?"

"Don't you think there is something wrong with what you just said?" Tears rolled in my eyes, I didn't expect that Xu Wen really didn't think her words hurt others.

"Is there something wrong with what I said? What did I say wrong? Didn't you go on a date with Ruan Tianhua? Otherwise, what else could you do in his car? Aren't you two talking and laughing in the cafeteria? Yao Yi, I have always regarded you as my best friend before, so I believe everything you say, you say you don't like Ruan Tianhua, you say you will gradually alienate him, I believe everything, but have you done it?" Xu Wen almost screamed at me.

"So? Just because you like him, and then I can't even be friends with him, right? Did you ask me what happened today? Did you just say that? Xu Wen, don't you think you're going too far Is it? I regard you as my best friend, but what about you? You suspect me and mock me because of a man, you are amazing!" My tears slid down my cheeks and fell into my collar, a little cold like I have the same heart now.

"Then have you ever thought about my feelings? Ruan Tianhua likes you, you said you don't like him, I think I still have a chance, but why did you get married with him again today? What kind of mentality do you want me to use?" Facing reality? I regard you as my best friend, but what about you? You clearly know how much I like him, but you still don't avoid suspicion!" Xu Wen couldn't help but choked up.

"Okay, it's all my fault. It's my fault. It's because I don't know how to avoid suspicion. It's because I value my relationship with you too much!" I never thought that Xu Wen would think so. Is it because you like a girl? Man can't all of us get close to him?Keep your distance from him?
Li Yuyue and the others saw that both of us were angry and didn't know who to persuade. The two of us stood aside and looked at each other in a dilemma.

"Okay, why don't you take a step back? You're all sisters who have lived in the same dormitory for so long. Is it possible that you two will have a falling out at the last moment?" Guan Yilian finally couldn't help but speak out.

"Yes, it's because I'm ignorant, okay? I know you can't understand me, you all think I'm capricious and prone to lose my temper, the person you have the best relationship with in this dormitory is not me but Meng Yaoyi! You can't understand me I'll just say it, I'll move out by myself!" Xu Wen seemed to be going crazy now, anyone who said anything could make her explode.

"Xu Wen, what do you mean by saying this? How do we usually treat you? Isn't it unreasonable for you to say this?" Guan Yilian couldn't sit still anymore, it was the first time I saw her so angry.

"Could it be that I'm wrong? You all like Meng Yaoy a little more. Don't think I don't know, otherwise why do you keep it from me? You obviously know who Ruan Tianhua likes, why didn't you tell me? You didn't tell me. I'm a friend, so I deliberately read my jokes!" Xu Wen cried.

The few of us looked at each other, "I really didn't expect you to have such an idea, so what would you do if we told you? Would you believe us or continue to go our own way? You know how embarrassing it is for us to be caught in the middle Is it?" Guan Yilian is probably a little sad, she is no longer speaking as forcefully as before, but with a little disappointment.

"Anyway, you are all right, I am the only one who is wrong, I am not here to obstruct your eyes, that's all right!" Xu Wen glanced at us with red eyes, and rushed out angrily.

The three of us wanted to stop her, but thinking of her appearance just now, everyone stopped at the same time. Xu Wen can't listen to any of us now. She just thinks that we are sorry for her and we are hiding her from her. First, I lied to her again, and now she must feel full of grievances, but who can I tell my grievances?

She is my best friend, I think I have paid enough for her, but I didn't expect to end up in such an ending, I felt even more uncomfortable in my heart, I couldn't help crying, Li Yuyue and the others were too busy Come to comfort me, but I understand those words, but I feel uncomfortable in my heart.

After crying for about half an hour, I stopped. The main reason is that it’s time to go to the next class. Otherwise, I can cry for a while. I don’t know what to say when I’m sad, so I can only cry, Mr. Si Yan has not spoken, but I can feel his distress. This is probably my last bit of comfort.

Sitting in the classroom, I was absent-minded. Suddenly, I received a message from Shen Yanfei on my mobile phone. He asked me what was wrong and if I was not feeling well. I remembered that I usually have the best relationship with him and Xu Wen. Feeling sour, why did things turn out like this?
I replied perfunctorily to his message, and I put the phone away. I really don't want to talk about it, and I can't get in touch with Shen Yanfei any more. I don't want to make him misunderstand anything again. If you can alienate him, just alienate him. It's better to be sad now than to be miserable later. Although I don't want all my friends to leave one by one, there's nothing I can do about it.I'm not a god, and I don't have the ability to prevent what is about to happen. I can only stop the loss in time to make the damage smaller.

Shen Yanfei saw my perfunctory, and wisely didn't bother me anymore, but I always felt a fiery gaze sticking tightly to my body, which made me feel uncomfortable.I know it's Shen Yanfei, but the more he cares about me now, the sadder I feel, is it really my fault?Is it because I am not thorough enough to make things like this?

After absent-mindedly finishing this class, I can’t wait to go home. Only by going home can I calm down a little. I feel like I’m going to collapse if I stay at school any longer. I’ve changed so much in one day. A little incapable of accepting, maybe I was too smooth before, but now the difficulty is coming.

"Shall I take you back? I don't feel at ease when you're like this." Shen Yanfei didn't know when he came after him, looked at me worriedly and said.

I thanked him, but I still refused. I wanted to draw a line with you, how could I ask you to send me home, unless I was crazy, and besides, Jun Siyan was watching, I didn’t want to make him angry .

(End of this chapter)