uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 104

There are always a few days every month that make me feel miserable. He sits next to me and looks at me lying on the bed with a dead body, and smiles slightly.

I feel ashamed of myself, and it's a kind of luck to have such a sore stomach during menstruation.

His uncle, shame on grandma's house!

He sat next to me and looked at me tenderly, "Then go to work tomorrow?"

"Yeah." I blocked the glare with my hand, feeling that my life was a bit miserable, "Of course, it's not a big deal. Unless I'm lying in the hospital and can't move, otherwise, I will definitely go."

Although I know that when he is still interested in me, I don't have to work hard and he will give me enough money, but I still don't want to rely on him.

Cheng Younan sighed helplessly, stood up and said, "Luo Luo, I'm going to bed."

"Yeah." I lay on the bed, watched him leave, and didn't want to move.

When he woke up in the morning, Cheng Younan was sitting on the sofa in the living room, looking at the newly delivered newspaper, with a relaxed expression, "Morning!"

"Are you here so early?"

He smiled and glanced at me, "I slept upstairs."

"Oh." I glanced at him lightly, and ran to wash my face.

When he woke up in the morning, he prepared the breakfast. Of course he didn't make it. He called someone to deliver it. He dropped me off to school before going to work, playing the role of nanny and driver graciously.

Before getting out of the car, he looked at me worriedly, "Can you be alone? How about I find someone to take care of you? Lolo, I'm always worried about letting you live alone. I'm afraid you won't be able to eat well and sleep well. Not good, I’m afraid you will meet bad people.”

"Thank you, goodbye." He was talking about Ruan Yunfei, right?
I seem to understand why Ruan Yunfei was spoiled like that by him.He has known Sister Xinran for so many years, and he has always doted on Ruan Yunfei, so it is only natural for him to dote on her like that.

When I got out of the car, he grabbed my hand, "Girl, don't you want to be like this? It's fine in the past, but now you have promised to date me, and you still distinguish me so clearly. I know You want to keep the so-called dignity for yourself. I respect you and cooperate with you in everything, but sometimes, you also care about my face, okay? You shut me out like this, no Allow me to be close to your heart, then when will you be able to truly trust me?"

After hearing what he said, I was taken aback for a moment. In fact, I felt that I had done a good job. Although I didn't accept his money, I accepted his heart and his kindness.

Looking at him with some grievances, "Does it have to spend your money, eat your food, and wear your clothes to be concerned about your face?"

"At least when you are not feeling well, you can ask for leave and you don't have to work so hard, don't you think? Every time I see you like this, I feel helpless. You agreed to be with me, but I completely I can't feel that there is such a relationship between us. I, Cheng Younan's woman, have to work hard for a little salary when I'm not feeling well, and I feel uncomfortable just thinking about it." He probably said these words last night I thought about it all night.For this proud man, he seemed to take this very seriously.

However, what he said inevitably made me feel a little uncomfortable, "Although I promised to date you now, I also said that if one day I am unhappy, I will leave your side. If I accept your Money, leaving in the future is bound to be a kind of burden on my heart. What's wrong with this now, you live your life, I live mine, you don't need to change yourself for the other party, you can come to me when you are happy, and I can accompany you You talk to eat with you, and if you are sick, I can go to see you, what's the problem?"

He looked at me with wide eyes, thought for a while and said, "So what if you use my money? If one day you really plan to leave my side, do you think I will force you to pay me back my money carefully?" Is money trying to tie you up with these things? Lolo, open your eyes and see, am I that kind of person? No matter how poor I am, Cheng Younan, at least I can afford to support my own woman. "

This topic was going on very unpleasantly, we have never discussed it directly since we promised to be with him that day, he didn't push me to accept anything from him, I thought he understood my position, but now it seems That's not all.I looked out of the car window and looked at the pedestrians passing by, they were bathed in sunshine, but my mood was cloudy, "I don't need these things, my life is good now. When I need it, I will Ask you, you don't have to be so eager to give me something."

"Your life like this is very good, but with your attitude, how can we go on with each other? No matter what I do, you still have this seemingly enthusiastic but indifferent attitude. If you continue like this, it will take another three to five years , our relationship won't change in any way, right?" His expression was serious, and there seemed to be some indifference in his words.It made me feel sensitively: he seemed to be feeling this way since last night when he left my room. Although he didn't say anything when he got up in the morning, he must be desperately suppressing it in his heart.

I couldn't help but chuckled. I didn't like his attitude, and I didn't like to face the relationship and distance with him. Because of the menstruation, my patience seemed not as good as usual, so I spoke more directly: "Then wait three Let’s talk about it in five or five years. You have been waiting for Sister Xinran for five or six years, and you can’t wait for me in such a short time? Are you anxious to improve your relationship with me, or do you just want to play quickly and throw it away later? How about going to the other side?"

"Xiao Luoluo." He was angry, the deep anger was suppressed in his voice, and his eyes stared at me fiercely.

I was a little guilty, but I didn't want to compromise, "I know you are good to me, but my attitude is like this. If you are impatient, or think that what I just said is too much, you can turn around and leave. Anyway, for you, I Whether it's important or not is up to you to decide."

It is impossible for me to accept his money!
It's impossible for me to throw myself into my arms to make him happy when I don't want to!
If he wants to capture me from under the material first, and then force me to give him my body when I have nothing to say, it can only be a dream.

He took a deep breath speechlessly and waited for me to get out of the car without speaking.

He didn't come to see me for a few days after that, obviously I was pissing him off enough that day.

It's not that I haven't reflected on it, but I still can't find an excuse to make myself bow to him, and I just allow myself to be deadlocked with him.

When I had a cold war with him, my heart was empty, but I just let it be so empty, and I didn't want to try to do something to fill it. On the way back from get off work, I saw a young couple arguing there, and finally The girl took the boy's hand and cried and apologized.

It was raining in the sky, and watching this scene, I suddenly realized that my heart was so cold and hard.

When you hurt someone, you will feel guilty the first time and the second time, but gradually become numb.Just like when I quarreled with him in front of him, I still felt guilty, but now, on the way home, I kept looking for the reason why I couldn't apologize.

Thinking of the him I saw in school, thinking of him and Sister Xinran together, thinking of the unfinished love at his house...

Crouching on the side of the road, I suddenly didn't want to go any further.

The cold rain hit my face, and I remembered what he had said to me.

I suddenly wondered sentimentally, did he deliberately make excuses to get angry at me because I didn’t make it to the end with him in his house, but in fact all he wanted was my body, right?

How great would it be if I could have a pair of hearts that could see through him?You can tell how much of what he said is true and how much is false.If it is true, then maybe, I might love him desperately?

Today is Saturday and he was supposed to come to see me.

But, will he still come?

Thinking of how empty the house was these days, I suddenly felt a little afraid to go back, afraid to see him, and afraid that he would not be there.

If he never comes to me, are we going to miss it like this?

Facts have proved that this is a relationship that makes you dare not take bold steps, and you are not willing to give up easily.

It was raining heavily, and suddenly a car stopped in front of me, and he looked at me indifferently in the car, with some helplessness in his eyes, "It's raining."

"You don't need to tell me I know." I looked at him in anger.I wasn't particularly happy to see him, absolutely not!
"Still in the car?" He looked at me impatiently.

In the end, I didn't think I would just ignore him like this, so I had to open the car door and go up.

He took a towel and threw it on my head, and said contemptuously: "It's raining and I just stay by the side of the road and don't know how to go home. I don't know what to say to you like this."

The concern revealed in his words is self-evident, and it is impossible for him to bow his head so easily due to his personality. Therefore, I should do something if I don't want to see such a sarcastic attitude from him again.

My heart kept beating, I looked at him, and wanted to say sorry to him, but who knew that the moment I opened my mouth, I said, "Have you said enough? You come to me even if you don't know what to say to me."

He parked the car on the side of the road in frustration and stared straight at me. My ears started to buzz, and I always felt that he might say something like roll in the next second.

The towel was pulled by him in a not-so-gentle way, and he helped me wipe the rainwater from my head and face very vigorously.The faint smell of tobacco on his body got into his nostrils, but hot tears fell down in an instant.I don't know why I hate myself so much, I feel that my current emotional line is like a ball of wool that can't be straightened out, and the voice I talk to him is so low that it doesn't seem to be my own, "It was my fault that day, I know you It’s good intentions, I shouldn’t have said such things to you. But I just can’t control myself... I’m afraid that I’m used to everything you give me, but I’ll be abandoned by you one day in the future, and I’m even more afraid of being said to be for Money is close to you..."

Perhaps, those who are too inferior need to use such a ridiculous way to maintain their dignity.

I always thought that there was no difference between me and him, that I could be proud and disdain everything he did, but I didn't expect that when facing his tenderness, I was just such a woman.

(End of this chapter)