uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 106 Make Me Trust Him 2
With that said, she walked into the kitchen as if it were her own home.

This scene is extremely ridiculous.I stood up, looked at Cheng Younan, and asked him, "Can I go back?"

From what he said just now, doesn't it prove that he doesn't care whether I leave or not?
"No." He said indifferently.

I had no choice but to smile, lest I get angry, get a headache, and it's not good for my heart, "Sister Xinran, she doesn't know my relationship with you, does she? Does she know that the two of us are already together?"

"Do you think I should tell her?" He glanced back at Sister Xinran, who was busy with the nanny in the kitchen, and then turned to me and said, "You are afraid that if you stay with me, people will think you are doing it for money." to get close to me. I have to take care of your self-esteem, don't I?"

"Caring about my self-esteem?" Oh, I never thought he would say something like this, "Do you still want to say that you have to take care of her feelings? Do you think that as long as you love me, you can Can you continue to maintain the relationship with them? Uncle Cheng, you really make me feel that I have misjudged you!" Angrily grabbed the pillow on the sofa and threw it on him. Facing him like this, I was like crazy maddened with jealousy.

When I turned to go out, he followed me out into the yard, grabbed my hand, and forced me to look back into his eyes, "If you want her to know, I can tell her now.

Luo Luo, maybe you won't believe what I said, and think I'm lying to you, but what do you want from me?You don't want to accept everything I offer, not even a penny of my money, would you be willing to let people know that you are my Cheng Younan's woman?I don't tell others because I don't want you to be the object of others' envy.

If I stare at you every day, you will feel tired, but if I don't stare at you every day, there is no way to protect you all the time, so, you say, I just keep a low profile and let them think that I don't care You; let them think that even if I have a relationship with you, I just want to play with you. What better way can I find the best of both worlds? "

I looked into his eyes in disbelief, and when he said that, I suddenly became extremely confused.

Am I misunderstanding him?
Or is this just an excuse for him to keep me by his side and not cut off contact with other women?

Before he could come up with an answer, he had already stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms, tightening his arms, his chest was still warm, so warm that it was hard to leave, "Since I saw you again, I have been trying my best to treat you well I can also make you like Feifei and make everyone in the school envy you and envy you. I can also tell others that you are the person I care about most. None... But Luoluo, are you willing to be envied by others? Are you willing to disturb your own life because of me? I can't promise you that your sister Xinran is a woman who is generous enough not to be jealous at all. No woman can Do that, unless she doesn't care at all, otherwise, where there is love, there will be jealousy. So, even if I want to see you every day, even if I want to tie you by my side, even if I want to open my eyes every day I can see you at a glance, but I still suppress my inner thoughts, I want to give you a free life, and I don't want you to live in gossip. Isn't all this exactly what you want?"

"So, I have to tolerate her existence, right? So I have to tolerate you being together like lovers, and I have to play the role of the person you don't care about and just want to play with? Are you Are you forcing me? This is telling me: If I want to get a complete you, I have to give up my ridiculous self-esteem and accept everything you give... Otherwise, I have to tolerate you being with other women Together?"

This is a man so smart that I am ashamed of myself.He will let you know how much he loves you, so you can't bear to leave him.While hurting you, it can also make you willingly watch him with other women, and there is no reason to even care about it.

So, he captured one woman after another, so even though he had so many women, they still loved him to the bottom of their hearts, and they had to have him.

My heart hurts so much that it feels like I've been sucked out of all the oxygen around me.

It wasn't until this moment that I realized that the best way to be with him is to never set foot in his world, just sit at my home every day, waiting for him to come, waiting for his concern, and I will It makes you feel very happy, once you take a step into his world, you have to face his true colors.

Want to be the person he cares about the most, want to have no women around him, need to love him without any retreat.Then, like Sister Xinran, let people all over the world know that she belongs to him, making people jealous and enviable, with infinite beauty...

However, what you have to face is: the day he gets tired of you and abandons you, you can't even keep a little bit of self-esteem for yourself.

I definitely don't want to watch him get involved with other women, and I don't want to completely sell myself to him.Standing a little further away from him, I tried to calm my emotions, "I want to leave you, I want to end our relationship. Because being with you is really tiring."

"I'm sorry, there is no such option in this multiple-choice question." Standing in front of my eyes, he told me the hard truth in a soft voice.

I looked at him and heard my own chuckle, "Didn't you say that when I'm unhappy, I can leave?"

"I never said that, I will definitely let go!"

This man is as shameless as he wants, this fact has never changed.

When someone came in through the door, Cheng Younan and I looked at each other face to face.

It was Han Lixi who came. He walked over and smiled at me and Cheng Younan, "What are you guys doing? Arguing?"

He should be the only one who knows that Cheng Younan and I are together, because Cheng Younan knows that Lixi will not hurt me, so he is not afraid to tell him, and more importantly, in this way, it can also prevent the relationship between me and Han Lixi from developing.

He is a person who never suffers, no matter from which point of view.

I think I was really driven crazy by him, I stretched out my hand to grab Han Lixi and ran outside.

He said that there was no option to leave him in the multiple-choice question, but there was the option of Han Lixi. He said that he would not compete with Han Lixi for me, so Lixi is my only hope.

Under the street lamp, because of the running just now, both his and I's breathing was a little disordered, I lowered my head and dared not look into his eyes, and I still couldn't say that I would lend him to help me get rid of Cheng Younan.

I just lowered my head, sadly contemptuously contemptuous of myself who brought my feelings to such a point, how could I fall in love with such a man, and feel sad because of him, jealous because of him?

Under the night sky, it was like a frozen movie scene: I just stood in front of Han Lixi with my head down, as if I had lost my ability to speak, unable to utter a word.

"What's the matter, Luo Luo? Did you quarrel with Cheng Younan?" It was no longer just a joke, but a genuine concern from a friend.Han Lixi looked at me so seriously, he could see the thoughts in my eyes at a glance, "Because of my heart?"

I was poked at the center, like a child who finally found a home, and nodded to him.

"You will be jealous and jealous. It seems that you are really in love with him?"

There was a hint of disappointment in his voice, and when I raised my head to confirm, everything disappeared again.

When I finished telling him about my hesitation and Cheng Younan's excessive words, he smiled, "Lolo, have you ever thought that Younan might just want to use those words to stimulate you? Maybe he was too much I was anxious, so I used this method. No matter how powerful he is, he is just a living person. He has done so much for you. If he can’t get into your heart for a long time, he will also be restless, so when he sees you jealous And when you're jealous, why don't you just gamble in the opposite way?"

After hearing Li Xi's words, I was a little dumbfounded, "Could it be like this?"

He nodded, "Whether it is or not, if you really care about him, be brave. There is no big deal in this world. Look at Lin Qiao's matter, isn't it also in the past? If one day, Yu Nan he really hurt you, at least I'm still here, no matter how long it takes, I will stand where I am and support you. So now, don't be timid or hesitate, even if you are hurt, time will dilute everything."

I look into his eyes...

The original hesitant heart, the things that had been making him hesitant, the things that he thought he would no longer have the courage to face, were said so lightly by him, only to realize that this is not a very serious matter.

Yes, I am still young!Why are you so pessimistic?

Even if I can't go on with Cheng Younan for a long time, at least he is still treating me well now.

It is better to be brave than to be so painful now, and we will not leave any regrets if we really separate in the future.

Lixi looked at me and said: "Actually, no one knows Cheng Younan better than me. I have seen the women around him change one after another over the years, but none of them are the ones he really fell in love with. He treats every woman well. , obviously don't love them but still stubbornly create the illusion of love on them, maybe he thought that he could really fall in love with someone in this way, but found that so many years have passed, and he has not met a person who really makes him fall in love People. Maybe he really loves you to say such rogue and unmannered words. Lolo, when a man gets angry because you are out of control, it is because you are really in his heart and he gave his heart to you You, then even if you get hurt once or twice for him, why not? If you didn't pay, how can you expect happiness to come to you?"

Facts have proved that it is not without reason that a person can become friends with another person.Just like Cheng Younan said that he would not compete with Han Lixi for me, Han Lixi may not go for someone Cheng Younan really cares about.In the past, he helped me because he knew that Cheng Younan just wanted to play with me, but now, he is on Cheng Younan's side.

We walked back step by step, towards the house with Cheng Younan, I looked at his shadow and I heard him say to me: "He may be promiscuous, it's because he has a wound in his heart, that woman is hurt I have been with him for many years, and the scars are always there. It turns out that he will also love someone. It’s just that he hasn’t met the right person all these years. I’m not sure if you will be the right person, but I I hope that someone can really walk into his heart."

(End of this chapter)