uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 120 Love is hard to open in my heart
"No...no need." Although I thought so in my heart, I didn't dare to let him know that even though we were just friends, I was afraid of being looked down upon by him.

I am afraid that he will mistakenly think that Yan Jia and I are the same kind of people.

Mingming Cheng Younan didn't care much, and rushed forward with a sense of stupidity.

"Really?" His face was right in front of me, very close to me, I stepped back cautiously, but it happened to be against the car window.

"Really, really." I timidly pushed him away, and couldn't help but think of the time he kissed me in front of the hospital that day. He has the same attitude towards me, I really doubt if he likes me.

He stepped back into his place and smiled.

The car arrived at the station soon. When he got off the car, he stood on the platform with his luggage and stroked his forehead. "There is still a long way to go back here."

"Just take it as exercise." I smiled smugly, and walked briskly in front of him. I didn't need to carry anything, I just tortured him.

He lamented from behind, "Life is so hard!"

I stopped, "Okay, I'll help you get it, you've been holding it for so long. What a young master, you're still screaming for such a little thing."

"Thank you. Lolo, you are so kind." He didn't pass the things over, but directly held my hand, "Okay, it's much easier this way."

I stared at the hand held by him, and was speechless a few times, shit, "What's the use of this?"

"This is a new way of reducing stress developed by experts. It's much easier than two people holding it together, don't you know?" He looked at me seriously.

I was dumbfounded, "This is a fallacy published by some bricklayer."

"It's because you are too ignorant." He grabbed my hand tightly, holding it tightly like a prank.

The light in the living room was on, and when we walked in, the person sitting on the sofa was none other than Cheng Younan.Seeing him, I almost instinctively took my hand out of Lixi's.

Although I'm used to fighting with Li Xi like this, I'm still afraid of being misunderstood by him.

Especially when eating, I feel so guilty when I think of the misunderstanding that might cause him.

However, the scene just now failed to escape his eyes.

He stood up and looked at Lixi and me. At this moment, Lixi was still carrying my luggage in his hand.

He raised his eyebrows, "What do you mean?"

Li Xi said: "Luo Luo will move here for a while."

"Really?" He glanced at me meaningfully, I bit my lip and dared not look at him.In fact, it's also a good time for him to come here, let him know that I'm here with Lixi, so he won't have to wait for me downstairs every day, right?

Li Xi put the luggage aside, walked to the sofa and sat down, "I came here specially, what's the matter?"

"I had something to do, but now it's gone. I still have something to do, so don't bother me." After speaking, he walked towards the door, and when he passed me, he didn't even look at me.

From the moment he left, my heart was pressed against my chest by something, and I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't say a word.

My room is opposite to Li Xi's room. After chatting with him for a while, I went into my own room, took a shower, turned on the computer, logged on to QQ, and found that Cheng Younan was actually there.

Seeing his frequency on Q is as difficult as sparks hitting the earth. Since the last time, this is the first time seeing him appear.His screen name is still, someone calls me Uncle Cheng, this name makes me feel sad for a while, thinking of the days when I was with him, I feel a little ashamed of him.

Now, facing this name, what is he thinking?

After hesitating for a while, I decided to explain to him, although he has a very good relationship with Lixi's father, but if I ask him, he probably won't tell about me pretending to be Lixi's girlfriend, right?

Carefully typed a word: Hi.

There is also an emoticon attached.

something? ——He returned two words coldly.

I want to tell you something about me and Lixi

Even through the computer, thinking of him makes me dare not breathe vigorously.

I think I must have done a lot of things that made him sad. Although it is not all my fault, I still feel sorry for him.

What do you want to say?
he asks.

I started to explain, but who knows, just typed the word "I", and his message came again: Xinran just made some supper, do you want to eat?

My hands immediately froze.

It took a while to come back to my senses:
Are you with her?
He said: Well.

Without even a moment's hesitation, he admitted it, and added when I didn't speak for a long time: You have Lixi, I have her, do you think there is any problem?It's already over between us.

He said very indifferently, but I couldn't laugh anymore, even if it was just a forced smile, I couldn't do it.

The overhead light made people feel a little trance, the computer screen seemed to be far away from me, and my fingers typed a few words: I admit that I may have done something to make you sad, but, I didn’t expect You will go to Ruan Xinran.

How is this different from before?
It's inevitable that two people will bump into each other. As long as I make him sad, he can immediately find someone else. What's the point?I don't think there are any couples in the world like this, right?
However, there is never a shortage of women who care about him by his side, let alone such a gentle woman as Ruan Xinran?
He said: Sorry to disappoint you.

Obviously disappointed to the point of death, I still couldn't help asking the last question: If I'm with Lixi, are you planning to give up on me from now on?

The word 'typing' next to the avatar seems to have passed several worlds before I saw his answer. He said:

Since it is your choice, I will fulfill you.

At this moment, a feeling of wanting to cry welled up in my heart, my eyes were a little red, and there was a knock on the door suddenly, I quickly closed the dialog box, turned off QQ, and tried my best before Han Lixi pushed open the door. He wiped away the traces of sadness in his eyes.

He put the bowl containing supper in front of me, and said with a smile, "Will you look at me?"

"Thank you, but are you too kind to me?" Even though he didn't have the habit of eating late at night, he still ate everything in the end.

He sat on the chair, looked at me, and said, "I'm not doing this to show off that I'm a considerate employer. You've helped me so much and I should do my best."

Obviously he was just joking, but I couldn't help but shed tears.

He looked at me in a panic, "What's wrong, Lolo? What did I say wrong?"

It's a bit hypocritical for me to be like this, I wiped away my tears silently, just bowed my head.

Originally, I tried my best not to be seen by him, but when I thought of Cheng Younan's words, I still couldn't hold back.

This made the man in front of him very anxious, "Hey, don't cry, okay? Tell me anything, and I will help you."

I desperately wiped away my tears, for fear that I would cry too hard in front of him, "Cheng Younan is with Sister Xinran again, and every time I have something to do with him, he immediately goes to Sister Xinran. You Say, how could he do this?"

After hearing my words, Han Lixi froze his hands and eyes, and just looked at me very deeply.

I looked at him helplessly, and smiled sadly, "I know it's not good for me to be like this. He's already like this, and I still miss him... He thought I was with you, so he was going to give me up to you." ... I don't know what relationship you have with him that makes him treat you so well, but he said he likes me, so that's all it takes. I know you don't like me like this, but, sometimes, I You really can’t lie to yourself.”

"What can I tell you?" Han Lixi finally opened his mouth after a while. He really couldn't help me with this matter. He just raised his head and looked at my computer screen, "Go to sleep! Just sleep and you'll be fine." .All unhappy things will pass.”

Woke up in the morning and it snowed, the whole world was a piece of silvery white.I opened the window and stretched my body. Han Lixi was in the yard, and his camera was facing me.

"What are you doing?" Candid shot!This is a naked candid shot!

Before I could close the window, he shamelessly took me in.

I changed my clothes and went downstairs, he was sitting in the living room, he felt my presence, but he didn't look back at me, but said: "Luo Luo, I want to go to the countryside to see Luo Luo."

"Then go!" I sat on the sofa opposite him and looked at him, "You wake up really early."

He smiled and looked up, "Did you sleep well last night?"

"is acceptable."

The newly recruited nanny was cooking, and Han Lixi and I were sitting on the sofa chatting, which made me a little guilty. I was used to serving others when I was part-time, and it was uncomfortable to ask others to serve.

I wanted to help, but Han Lixi held me back and whispered in my ear: "Do you know where she came from? My dad invited her to keep an eye on me and you to see what we are doing every day." what."

I blushed, "No way?"

"Why don't you ask?" He raised his eyebrows and looked at the aunt who was busy in the kitchen.

Of course I wouldn't ask stupidly, and sat back obediently, feeling a little uncomfortable all of a sudden.

With someone staring at him, I believe that no one will feel comfortable.

Living here with Han Lixi for a period of time, I feel that I will become a delicate young lady who doesn't need to work or do things. If I get used to this kind of life, I think I will have some headaches when I go back again, right?
However, many things, also from this time to get used to.

Destined, he is the man who changed my life, from the very beginning when I met him to all the things after that, if there is no Lixi, there will be no future me.

My arm was still held by Li Xi, and he slowly moved from the arm to my hand. His hand was a little cold, and he held my hand tightly, as if he couldn't say anything, and he was suppressed all the time. heart.

On this snowy morning, he looked at me with such gentle eyes that he could squeeze out water.

(End of this chapter)