uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 133 Final Chapter 3
I stopped my fingers and heard him ask me coldly: "Did you really go to Xiaojiu's place?"

"If you don't believe me, just call and ask." I said indifferently, but I was sure that he would not really call and ask.

In fact, I didn't really want to lie to him, but I just felt that if I told him that Lixi and I spent the night together, then even if we had nothing to do, it must be full of adultery in his eyes .

He is always jealous and jealous, especially when he is extremely sensitive to Han Lixi. In his opinion, the reason why I keep rejecting him is because I refuse to forget Lixi.

It's not that I don't want to forget, and it's not that I don't want to forget, but I can't forget, and I can't forget why I came back to him.I met him for three full years, except for the first few times when he didn't like me and wanted to tease me, after that he took away my freedom domineeringly and completely occupied my life.

No matter how much I try to resist, I can't push him away.

It's not that I haven't loved him before, but that feeling makes people feel tired at most-it's really tiring to be with him.

With a sound of "Pa-ta--", a stack of photos was thrown in front of my eyes. The photos recorded the scene where I met Li Xi in front of the restaurant last night. Cheng Younan's face was already showing anger. I know her whereabouts better than myself, "After you sent Xiao Jiu away, you were with Li Xi, but you told me that you were at Xiao Jiu's house? Lolo, I don't want to doubt you, so just now I thought you would follow me Admit it, but you lied."

After I glanced at those photos indifferently, I looked up at him, "Are you following me?"

"I'm not that boring yet." He mocked, "But you make me feel that the freedom I gave you is to make myself a joke."

I lowered my head again and looked at those photos, "Ruan Xinran gave it to you?"

Besides her, I can't think of anyone else for the time being.

"Don't change the subject with me." Cheng Younan stared at me, angry at my intentionally blurring the focus, and his voice became as if he had just packed it from the North Pole.

I bit my lip and nodded, "Yes, I was with Lixi last night."

"Then why did you lie to me just now?"

"Because I don't want to cause trouble for myself, and I don't want you to misunderstand." I raised my head, already impatient, but thinking of the consequences of angering him, I decided to forget it.

"You mean I'm causing you trouble?" He looked at me speechlessly.

I don't deny it, "Yes! You don't know, the way you are jealous is really annoying."

"But you spent the night with him!" His voice raised two decibels.

I lowered my head and stopped confronting him, "Just treat it as my fault, okay? If something happened to me with him, it happened as early as when we were dating, how can it be your turn to take advantage of the loopholes in the end?"

Li Xi wanted to leave, which made me feel very bad. As soon as he came back, he got angry because of the photos that tried to destroy my relationship with him, which made me even more annoyed.I am a human being, not a toy, and I also have thoughts and dignity, but I found that since I met him, I was easy to lose myself in front of this domineering and powerful man, including falling in love with him passively.

When I came out of the shower, he was not in my room. The previous sentence seemed to hurt him. When I packed up and went downstairs to have dinner with him, he ignored me at all.

After that period of time, we have been fighting coldly. He didn't restrict my freedom, but he just didn't talk to me.

When I calmed down, I reflected on what I said that day, and it seemed that it was really too much.I tried to apologize to him, but every time I saw his indifference, I gave up.

I took those photos to the Four Seasons Pavilion, and when I smashed them on Ruan Xinran's face, I felt like a shrew. My impression is similar, after all, three years have passed, Ruan Xinran is still the perfect woman in the eyes of others.

But I know that her so-called self-confidence and self-esteem have already been incomplete.A confident woman would not resort to such despicable methods, secretly filming, in order to protect her love, she is shameless enough.

Cheng Younan suddenly appeared and grabbed my hand, "Xiao Luoluo."

Those photos were just scattered in his eyes, and he looked at me angrily, "You don't feel ashamed, do you?"

He came on time, almost neither early nor late, just arrived, do you know why?

Because from the time I entered this store, I asked the clerk if Ruan Xinran was there until I saw her, I had been waiting for her for 10 minutes, and she didn't show up until 10 minutes later.

She will not let herself lose her composure easily, even when she is being bullied, she will make good use of this opportunity, maybe, from the moment I entered here, she called Cheng Younan, so, It's never her that I'm waiting here, but Cheng Younan.

I have to admit that she is really smart and scheming enough.

I raised my head and looked at Cheng Younan who was angry with me, I'm not afraid of him, not at all, as long as I'm not afraid of losing him, I don't care what he thinks of me?
The more I went down, I found that I was more and more like Yan Jia, and I was really a little scared.So, either he leaves Ruan Xinran, or I leave him.

Thinking of this, I didn't pay any attention to him, just looked at Ruan Xinran who picked up the photos one by one, she acted very calmly, which made my anger look ridiculous.Without saying anything, she handed the photo to Cheng Younan, then smiled indifferently, turned and left.

"Go back." Cheng Younan's anger didn't subside in the slightest. He held my wrist and walked out indifferently, and threw me into the car. This happened before my eyes. At that time, Yan Jia was the protagonist, but now Cheng is me.

In the car he lit himself a cigarette, trying desperately to calm down.

I didn't speak to him, but tears flowed down my face.I couldn't help but imagine Yan Jia at that time, was she also like this, she shed tears so that Cheng Younan didn't choose to break up with her?

I think we are so much alike, so much alike, that I'm afraid I'll end up being another her—that poor, pathetic woman.

"She didn't take the photo." After a while, when he felt that he was no longer so angry, Cheng Younan explained to me.

"Who is that?" If it wasn't her, who could it be?Do you want to be so ridiculous?
"It's Feifei." He grabbed my hand helplessly, looked into my tearful eyes, and his voice was involuntarily softer than before, "She gave it to me, she told me to watch you carefully, don't grab me Her Lixi... She has done such a thing before, I believe you will not find it strange."

"Don't try to defend her, they are sisters, Cheng Younan, you should know what kind of person Ruan Xinran is!" I shook off his hand irritably, and couldn't help thinking about the last time, until now he still hasn't dealt with it, until now……

He hugged me domineeringly, "Yes, I know what kind of person she is, but Lolo, I'm really not with her... I admit that I feel ashamed of her, so I forgive her for some things I don't have any expectations or requirements for her, so I don't expect her to be someone I am satisfied with. I have already let Lawyer Lin transfer the ownership, and the Four Seasons Pavilion is transferred to her. I will have nothing to do with her in the future. But the Four Seasons Pavilion is run by herself, and if I really want to bring it over, I'm not that shameless."

He slowly withdrew from his embrace, put his forehead on mine, and looked at me earnestly and helplessly, "I am too strict with you on Lixi's matter, but that's because I really treat you I have great expectations, because I care too much about your relationship, you are the only woman I want to marry, I have never thought of giving this honor to anyone until now, as for the things in my heart, I hope you will be more generous, Don't become more and more like Yan Jia, or I will hate you, Lolo, your strengths are not in competing with other women, although I know it's because you care about my relationship."

"Do you want me to be like Xinran?" I smiled, and even I didn't know what the meaning of this smile was.

Cheng Younan nodded, "If I really want to say it, I hope you can learn her advantages. There is no harm in turning you into a likable girl."

I froze for a moment, his words made me very unhappy, because it proved that he still has nostalgia for that woman: she has a generosity that I can never learn!Has a gentleness that I can't cultivate!But I, Xiao Luoluo, am such a vulgar person!
However, since he wants to, I will work hard to learn!I can't learn Ruan Xinran's good qualities, but I can learn to love him less.

I want to get out of this city—this is just a thought that came to me when I was riding the bus home one day, looking at the scenery outside the window.This idea was just a seed in my heart at first, and gradually began to sprout until it grew into a towering tree.

I was afraid that I would be trapped in the cage Cheng Younan built for me for the rest of my life. Although it seemed that I didn't lack anything, I was in so much pain.Especially Lixi's departure took away my last courage...

At that time, he was the one who sent me to Cheng Younan's side, and made me have the courage to approach Cheng Younan, but now all the people who backed me have left, and I suddenly felt that I had nothing to rely on.

In the following days, I often woke up from the dream of being abandoned by Cheng Younan. In the dream, I often couldn't tell whether the person who killed the child because Cheng Younan was pregnant was me or Yan Jia. After waking up in the middle of the night, my whole body was full of sweat.Panting, she went downstairs to pour some water, only to find that Cheng Younan had just returned from outside.

He came up to me and asked with concern: "Why, you look so ugly?"

I gulped down the water, avoiding his gaze, "I'm fine."

Since the idea of ​​leaving sprouted in my heart and I gradually tried to implement it, I was less and less afraid to look him in the eye.

In fact, I was a little hesitant. Cheng Younan was very kind and gentle to me. Even if we quarreled sometimes, he would try his best to let me go.

When I have a cold and get sick, he will take care of me all the time until I get better, even when the menstruation comes, he will accompany me, although I don’t know what will happen to him when I can’t see him But for so long, I haven't seen him have any contact with the Ruan family sisters.

After Lixi left, Tang Zhen seemed to have left the city as well.

(End of this chapter)