uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 135 Final Chapter 5
I smiled at him, "When you marry Xiaojiu, remember to call me, although I may not come back."

"The girl is outside alone, be careful." He began to tell me, and said a lot of advice to me. I listened, and I felt warm. When I leave here, I will be alone. From now on, no matter what happens , have to be faced alone.

Maybe it's because she really relied on Cheng Younan for too long, and when she thought of being alone, she felt so sad.

But in the end, I still have to go. The moment I stepped on the train, it was the time that Cheng Younan made an appointment with me. I couldn't help but think of his reaction when he knew that I missed the appointment. I still remember the first time he wanted to spend time with me. On my birthday, I was with Lixi...

It seems that I will always let him down, but I have no choice, I dare not appear in front of him.

For this day, he has been preparing for a long time. He has been waiting for this day since the night when he was intimate with him but he took the initiative to let me go. It's just that he didn't expect that when this day really came, the protagonist would run away. .

It's not that I didn't struggle before getting in the car, and I didn't really want to disappoint him. I even thought about calling him or going back to him, but I knew that if I appeared there, I would face him. A marriage proposal must be impossible to refuse, so in the future, what reason and excuse do I have to leave him?Now that I have become his fiancée, how can I find my own freedom?
At eight o'clock in the evening, in a restaurant that was decorated like a fairy tale world, that lonely man was sitting at the dining table with a calm expression on his face. If it wasn't for the exquisite little box in his hand that kept turning, no one would have been able to see his identity. Nervous and restless.

Although, he has thought about it more than once, the expression she might show after seeing such a scene, although, every time he thinks of this, he can't help raising the corners of his mouth, but this girl, from the acquaintance From that moment on, it has been out of his control.

At nine o'clock in the evening, she didn't appear in front of the restaurant for a long time. His hands were already stiff, but he still suppressed himself from calling her.He thought, maybe, she was nervous?He didn't want to rush her, especially on a day like this.

He was expecting her to appear here carelessly, and after seeing all this, she regretted the expression of self-blame, and after so long of patience and waiting, she would not fail to understand his intentions.

Even, the self who never wanted to get married was already preparing to propose to her.And all this is because he really wants her to be happy, to promise her, to give her the sense of security that she has never been able to find in him.

His expectation lasted until the man named Xue Hao called. On the phone, he heard the other party say: "Luo Luo is gone, you don't have to wait any longer."

At that time, he was just stunned for a moment. He thought about any possibility of her being late, but he didn't expect that she would disappoint him again.Until he returned home with doubts and looked at the words on the computer at the desk: Sorry, I'm leaving.Goodbye, Uncle Cheng.

He couldn't hold back anymore, and uncontrollably swung the computer on the table to the ground.With a bang, the screen of the computer went black, as he wished, erasing the line of words that made him almost collapse.

After that, he has been sitting on the chair in front of the table, sitting in the place where she wrote that sentence for him. At this age, this man, for the first time, has the urge to cry.

Two and a half years, since she returned to him, it has been two and a half years, but she still hasn't forgiven him?Till the best, to punish him in such a way!

Only then did he think of her abnormal behavior these days, such as her restlessness, or a sudden apology...

So, she planned to leave him early in the morning - when he was preparing all this for her, she was always preparing to leave him.

The same time, the same place, what a ridiculous coincidence, just like that night, after receiving the call, although he hesitated, he still desperately wanted to rush to the restaurant where she and Lixi had dinner, but he got out of the restaurant on the way. car accident...

Only then did he realize that fate had never favored him.No matter how hard he tried, she would not belong to him after all.He was 15 years older than her, and they were wrong for 15 years, but he never felt that all of this was a problem. A man who was used to controlling everything by himself never believed in fate.Since he was born, God gave him everything, but in the end, he refused to give him love alone. The two people he fell in love with were only missed.

When I woke up in the middle of the night, I was on the train. It was pitch black outside the window, reflecting my lonely shadow. I leaned against the window, stretched out my hand, and gently wiped the tear from the corner of my eye.

Those memories related to him have been overturned before my eyes, but I clearly know that this time, I don't even have an excuse to ask him to forgive me.

There is no misunderstanding between us, no quarrel, no reason to have to leave, it's just that I selfishly chose to give up our long-term relationship for my freedom, although, I don't know if this is considered a relationship .Maybe, from the day I returned to Lixi, we never went back to the past, the night when Yan Jia was pregnant and we couldn't bear to part.

Closing his eyes again, he couldn't help but say something in his heart: I'm sorry, Uncle Cheng.

I don't know if we have a chance to meet again, and I don't know if one day, when I want to come back, will you still want me, but, no matter what the result is, I will accept it and Had to accept.

In the half-dream and half-awake state, some new tears flowed out, covering the old tears again...

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