uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 150 He Loved Me Too

"Yeah." He responded softly, without denying my words.

Ignoring the surrounding guards, I reached out and hugged him, my voice stuck in my throat, extremely difficult, "Younan...Cheng Younan...Uncle Cheng...I know I might not be that good, not good enough to be a Wife who pleases your family, I know they may not like me, but I'm really working hard, for you, no matter how hard it is, I will work hard, I just beg you, don't do this, don't let go, don't let me go, okay? ?”

He has the familiar smell of shower gel. After listening to my words, I felt the stiffness of his body, but he was silent for a while, then grabbed my arms and pulled me out of his arms. He looked at me My eyes, deep pupils hide his thoughts, "Since you're here, I'll just tell you clearly.... At this point, I can't do anything. I can't do it for you, even mine. I don’t care about my relatives, just like you love your father and your mother, they are also my most important relatives, so... I am really sorry.”

His words made me feel like I fell into the water and was about to drown.His eyes are so firm, this is definitely not a decision made lightly, he has waited for seven years, if he had no choice, he would not give up.

but……

After these three years, how much time do we have to wait?

A 40-year-old man, even he himself knows that he is not young.At this time, he said that he would give up. Does it mean that he no longer has any hope for me and his future?Does this mean that you are preparing to give up on me completely?
"Have you ever loved me?" My palm was empty, without anything to grasp, I could only use this silly question to divert my attention.

After hearing what I said, he couldn't help turning his head away and laughing, "I love you, there is no need to question it. But this question has no meaning now. In fact, there is nothing wrong with breaking up, you don't have to hurt Lixi anymore heart, and I can go back to my previous life. My wife, Cheng Younan, only needs a decoration. As long as she can make my family happy, she doesn't care what woman I am with. When I think about it this way , I found out, Luoluo, you are really not suitable to be my wife Cheng Younan. What you want is a single-minded love. You need me to treat you as the whole of your life, and you will not tolerate me having any relationship with other women... ...More importantly, my family will not be happy with you." He paused for a moment before completing the next sentence, "So, let's separate!"

After he finished speaking, he looked at the time on his watch, "It's time, I'll ask Uncle Lin to see you off."

Uncle Lin came out after a while, handed me over to Uncle Lin and turned to leave.

Uncle Lin said to me, "Miss Luo Luo, I'll take you home."

I didn't move, just looked at the figure that was about to disappear, my heart was so painful that I couldn't breathe.

"Luoluo." When Uncle Lin was in trouble, Lixi came out from inside, and after he sent Uncle Lin away, he said to me: "Don't blame Younan, he has no other choice."

"Is there a last resort?" Yes!How can I blame him?If you want to blame, you can only blame myself. Knowing that it is impossible, I still naively want to get close to him and his world, thinking that as long as I have the courage, I can do anything.

He tightened his coat and turned around. At this moment, he didn't know where to go.That so-called home doesn't want to go back, because there are his shadows everywhere.

But no matter what, I still have to go back. After all, I still have to pack my things. Fortunately, I only brought a small part of it. Now that I think about it, it’s ridiculous. At that time, I was counting on him to help me move when he came back. Fortunately, he didn’t. Foolishly move everything over.

Seeing me leave, Li Xi drove up to follow, "Luo Luo, I'll see you off."

Because I couldn't get a taxi here, I had to ask him to take me back.When he packed up his things and came downstairs, he was in the living room. The flowers left last night were still in the living room, and there were traces of sweetness and warmth everywhere.

Our home is here, if one day I get lost, you remember to come here and wait for me, no matter how far away I am, I will come back here.

Perhaps, when he said this, he had made a decision, right?

When he came out from his grandfather, he already showed signs of leaving, but I was stupid and didn't notice it.

"Okay?" Li Xi turned her head and looked at me tenderly.

I went downstairs and stood in front of him, without looking him in the eye, just nodded.

After I came out, he sent me to the hotel and gave me a room. There is Cheng Yixuan in Ye Xuan's place, I can't go back, if I want to stay, I have to find another house, but I can't see what will happen tomorrow what hope.Obviously, I have been alone for three years, but after I met him again, my hopes were suddenly shattered, and I realized that I could never go back to the time when I met him before I met him.

The next day I lay alone in the hotel for a whole day, Li Xi came to me in the evening, pulled me to accompany him to dinner, sat in the restaurant and looked at me, "I heard you haven't eaten anything all day? "

"I'm not hungry." I always wanted to lose weight and go on a diet, but I couldn't control what I was eating, but I didn't eat anything all day, and I was miraculously not hungry.

I even happily thought, how about I take this opportunity and try my best to be thinner than that woman Ruan Yunfei.

But Lixi didn't understand the calculations in my heart at all, and stubbornly forced me to eat. He always seemed very strong when it came to things that were good for me. I had no choice but to compromise. I didn't want him to feel that , I lost Cheng Younan, and I completely lost myself.

After dinner, we went for a walk by the lake. In the dark, I followed him, and the two of us were quiet and did not speak.

Finally, I asked him, "Is your grandfather okay?"

Li Xi looked at me, with some guilt in his eyes, "I'm sorry, if it wasn't for me, maybe things wouldn't have turned out like this."

When he said this, I remembered what Old Master Cheng said. The reason why he forced Cheng Younan to give up on me seemed to be partly because Lixi liked me. As he loves his grandson, he couldn't bear to let Lixi see me with Cheng Younan Together, that's why they beat mandarin ducks over there.

In fact, no one can blame this matter, right?

It can only be blamed for the distance between me and Cheng Younan, and Cheng Younan is willing to sacrifice me for his family.In fact, what right do I have to make him disregard his family's feelings for me?From the moment I left him three years ago, I had already lost the qualification to fight for him.

He had found so many reasons, but the day and night passed, but the pain in his heart didn't seem to get better.

"Let's go back!" I didn't look into his eyes, for fear that I might cry.

Fortunately, I hid in the quilt alone and cried too much last night, and I didn't shed tears in front of him before returning to the hotel.

When I went to work in the morning, my eyes were red, and I bumped into Ruan Yunfei as soon as I entered the elevator, I was thinking about embarrassing myself, who knew that someone's eyes were redder than mine.

"What's wrong with you?" She asked me proactively.

It seems that when she is sad, deliberately provoking others can improve her mood.

"When I washed my hair this morning, I got shampoo in my eyes." I'm not lying.

Then she said back to me, "Me too."

I was speechless for a long time, despising her, "I didn't ask you."

She squinted at me, "Have you broken up with Cheng Younan?"

I don't know how she knew, I can only sigh how quickly her news came.

She walked up to me with a sullen face, as if she thought I wasn't miserable enough, and hit me specially, "You deserve it! Brother Lixi treats you so well, yet you choose to be with Cheng Younan."

Her words made me want to laugh all of a sudden, and I couldn't help but wonder if she wasn't awake.

But it turns out that she woke up, and she woke up a little too much, "I really don't feel worthy for him, why does he like a woman like you? How can a person like Cheng Younan be better than him? You are doing it for Cheng Younan Abandon him?"

I used to think that her love was only capricious and domineering, but I never thought that one day she would say such words for Lixi.

It really made me have to look at this woman with admiration.

Just after the meeting in the afternoon, Ruan Xiwei came and stood refreshed in the hall downstairs. Since I separated from Cheng Younan, it proves that she doesn't have to worry about being taken off her fiancée status for the time being.

When she saw me, she smiled at me. Although it was a polite and elegant smile in the eyes of others, the provocation hidden in the smile was conveyed so undisguisedly.

She held the Hermes tightly in her hand, stood in front of me and asked innocently: "It's not bad to be kicked out from Cheng's house, isn't it?"

"Thank you for your 'concern'." Feeling uncomfortable, I don't want to talk to her.But she came to the door, and I couldn't avoid her like a mouse seeing a cat.

"When I get married to Younan, I will definitely invite you to a wedding banquet, of course, if you still want to." Many people who know her in the company greet her proactively when they see her. Speak while politely responding to those greetings.

Usually, she would not bother to do such a thing, because few people would be noticed by her. Therefore, through her abnormal behavior, it can be seen that she is in a good mood today.

When I was saddest, the most hated person came before me to provoke and show off. There is probably nothing more sad than this in this world, right?
Fortunately, I suddenly remembered Cheng Younan's words, which can be used to fight back against her, "Do you know why I separated from Cheng Younan?"

"Of course he's tired of you, a woman who wants to climb high." She said proudly.

I looked directly into her eyes and said calmly: "Because he said that I am not suitable to be his wife. He said that his wife, Cheng Younan, only needs a decoration. There is no one more suitable for this position than you."

Her smug face slowly darkened.

I looked at her expression and said mockingly: "Are you angry? You want to hit me, do you dare? In front of so many people. Don't you worry about what others will think of you?"

(End of this chapter)