uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 154 How Deep is His Love 1
This question made my heart ache so much, I didn't look into his eyes, and deliberately smiled indifferently, "Happy. Isn't it every woman's expectation to marry such a good man as Li Xi?"

"Really? Then congratulations!" He raised his mouth and strode away.The dry wind lifted his bulging windbreaker, making his back look more decisive.

When I was in a daze, a pair of warm hands embraced me from behind, Lixi hugged me, and sat beside me, "Is it cold?"

I turned around and saw his warm smiling face in front of me, "It's not very cold."

He put his hand into my coat pocket and held my hand, "I thought you wouldn't be used to the climate here."

"It's nothing, it's been three years, and I'm used to it."

He leaned his head on my shoulder and murmured: "I was wondering, during those days when I was not by your side, would you cry when you were alone?"

"Who will cry?" I was speechless.

He smiled and stood up, followed me and walked outside together, "Okay! No crying, let's go eat."

It happened that Tang Zhen opened a new restaurant and asked us to join in. When we went, we saw Ruan Yunfei standing alone at the door.

"Why are you standing here alone?" Li Xi held my hand and walked over, looking at her, "Did you quarrel with Tang Zhen?"

Her eyes were red, and she hummed lightly.

"Don't cry, let me tell you about him." To Ruan Yunfei, he was like a reliable elder brother.

After entering the door, when he found Tang Zhen, the guy was sitting on the sofa by himself, smoking continuously.

"What's going on? You bastard." Lixi extinguished the cigarette in Tang Zhen's hand, sat next to him, and then the two chatted.I went out to eat alone, buffet, by the time Lixi came out, I had almost eaten.

He stood in front of me, laughed, and spat out a word viciously: "pig."

I elbowed him, "Don't call me that, you call anyone who is not fat fat."

"What are you afraid of? It feels good to be fat! I won't dislike you." When he was speaking, he stretched out his hand and moved it twice.

I stared at him, speechless for a while, then looked away, when did he start making such jokes again?

I haven't felt this kind of feeling for many years. After such a long time, because I was with Cheng Younan and worried about my identity with Cheng Younan, he seldom joked with me like this. Some are not used to it.

But I believe it will be fine in the future.

In less than two months, we will get married, I am his wife, and we will live like other couples for the rest of our lives.I always thought that Lixi would be my lifelong friend, and I would be a little uncomfortable without him in my life, but I never thought that he would become the person I would hold hands with for the rest of my life.

After going around like this, it seems to be walking back again.

On the car back, I couldn't help asking him: "Why is Cheng Younan in charge of our wedding?"

Wouldn't he feel embarrassed in such a situation?
In fact, I was quite worried, whether the old man in their family was deliberately forcing him to do such a thing, in order to show that he didn't care about me.

"Is it making you unhappy?" Lixi looked at me tenderly, and explained to me: "In fact, I also objected, but grandpa always worried that I would not make things right, so he wanted to do his best, and Younan then I took the initiative to do it for you, you know that grandpa is not in good health at all, we all rely on him. Luo Luo, I'm sorry..."

This guilty look made me feel like a sinner, I smiled at him, "It's okay, I just think this kind of feeling is weird."

Who would be used to having her ex-boyfriend in charge of her wedding?
Lixi parked the car at the door of the bridal dress shop, took me in, and made an appointment to pick out the wedding dress tonight. I have been busy with department store projects for the past two days and I forgot.

Walking into the store is like walking into another dream world that does not belong to you.

Looking at the holy wedding dress under the light, I can't help but think back to my past. I have loved others deeply, and I have been loved deeply. Finally, at the age of 25, I am getting married. Although I am a little regretful, but look Seeing Li Xi's happy smile, I am still very happy.

His hands were tightly held together, as if he was afraid that I would run away, he turned his head and looked at me, and said with a smile: "It feels like a dream to be able to come here with you, Lolo , am I dreaming?"

I was very cooperative and pinched him lightly, "Does it hurt?"

He held the hand that I pinched him dotingly, his smile didn't fade at all, he asked the waiter to take me to try on the wedding dress, and when he came out, he stood in front of him, staring at me for a long time, making me feel a little nervous. I'm sorry, "Hey, why don't you give me some advice!"

Although it is said that the moment when a woman puts on her wedding dress is the most beautiful, does he need such a big reaction?
He slightly retracted his greedy gaze, walked up to me, ignored the clerk's gaze, and directly took me into his arms, kissed my forehead in full view, and said almost condescendingly: "I really want to , I will never let you go in this life!"

Surprised by his words, I held his hand, "Aren't you going to spend the rest of your life with me?"

He froze for a moment, then laughed, "Lolo, I'm just too happy. Because I'm happy, I'm always afraid of us..."

I can understand his worries, but I think, as his future wife, at least he should no longer have such worries, right?

I looked at him slightly angrily, "Since I have agreed to marry you, I am naturally ready to spend the rest of my life with you."

His warm fingertips brushed across my cheeks, "Then what if one day he asks you to come back to him? Will you stay with me unswervingly?" At this point he suddenly felt a little lost, "Lolo, I'm really afraid...I'll always be just a backup between you and him."

Although he said that he just hoped that I would stay by his side and that he would have a chance to take care of me, but he also had a heart, and when he thought about me and Cheng Younan, he would feel sad and sad.While trying to make me happy and worrying about my feelings, his happiness is often ignored by himself.

Li Xi like this made my heart ache, and when I thought of his suffering, hot tears were about to come out of my eyes.

He looked at me in bewilderment, "Why are you crying?"

"Can't you not be so nice to me?" I lowered my head, gently covered my eyes, and held back my tears.

He was silent, as if after careful research, he said to me with great regret: "This is really impossible."

This serious look made me laugh. I guess other people would think I was crazy when they saw it. I stopped thinking about those unfounded things and drew my attention back to my eyes.

In front of other people, I'm here to stage a lingering drama with him. I didn't notice it at first, but when I realized it, my face was so hot.Han Lixi was extremely calm, he didn't feel shy or embarrassed at all.

That's right, a person like him who is used to being noticed wherever he goes, why would he think so much?

After picking out the wedding dress, we planned to go to Ye Xuan's place to see Ziqi before going home. When we got to Ye Xuan's place, we found that Cheng Younan was there.It's like that sometimes, the more you don't want to see someone, the more you see them all the time.

I know that he has reasons for our separation, but now, I not only plan to marry Li Xi, but also plan to stay with him for the rest of my life.Thinking of waiting with him for so many years, I felt a little sorry for him, so when I stood in front of him, I didn't dare to look into his eyes.It happened that Cheng Yixuan was the one he was looking for, and Ye Xuan was greeting Ziqi in the bedroom, so I walked in.

The little guy had a cold and was lying on the bed blushing. When he saw me, he called me softly, "Aunt Luo Luo."

I sat next to him, coaxed him softly for a while, and put him to sleep, before Ye Xuan looked at me, "I'm getting married, congratulations."

I smiled and nodded, "Thank you."

She held my hand, "Lolo, I just want to say thank you. If I hadn't had you all these years, I really don't know how I would have survived. At that time, in order to give birth to Qi, I was afraid of being found by their family. Dare to go to work, and dare not contact friends and relatives, but luckily I met you."

"Haven't you said these words many times? I will be embarrassed if you continue to be so hypocritical." But she is such a person.

She stretched out her hand, covered the quilt that had been kicked off, frowned and complained, and then turned around and continued to tell me: "I know everything about you and Younan. In fact, this matter is more or less You have something to do with me and Yixuan, we are selfish and only care about ourselves, leaving the mess to you, that's why you and Cheng Younan will separate..."

"What are you talking about?" I interrupted her with a smile.Even if she is my best friend, I don't want to hear her mention Cheng Younan's past, "I and Lixi are getting married, so don't mention the past."

I have already thought clearly that sometimes two people get together not by love, but by fate.

There is no fate, so what if we meet again after three years.

"I'm sorry Luo Luo, I have no other meaning, I just don't want to see you wronging yourself. Do you know about Ruan Xiwei? I heard that Cheng Younan canceled his engagement with the Ruan family because Ruan Xiwei went to the company to find you and called you I slapped you just in time for him to see you. It can be seen that he loves you, even if there is only a little chance between you, I hope you will not give up. "

I listened to her words and smiled gratefully, "Thank you for telling me this."

But, how could there be a chance between us?In two months I will marry Lixi and become Lixi's wife.And he will be placed in the deepest part of my heart, and then slowly forgotten.As Lin Qiao said, how can everyone marry their favorite in this lifetime?Isn't it enough to have someone who is good to you and who you are willing to spend your whole life with?
When leaving Ye Xuan's place, Cheng Younan had already left before us.

After winter, the city is getting colder and the nights are getting longer and longer.

Because I received a project from HK Department Store, I have to go to bed very late every night recently.

(End of this chapter)