uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 71 It's just eye pain 1
She giggled and said, "Cheng Younan booked the Four Seasons Pavilion today and said it was to celebrate his friend's birthday. I was so envious of the ostentation. I lay in bed envious for a long time before I remembered that today is your birthday , hey, he didn't do it for you, did he?"

I raised the corners of my mouth bitterly, and kept wiping away the tears that had flowed down my cheeks, not knowing whether I was crying or laughing, "Why?"

"No! It's fine if it's not you, hehe, I was afraid to tell you that you would mind, Cheng You Nana will kill me by then. I don't know where he found a new love, let me tell you, I think Sister Xinran is like this, she probably looks like she is about to fall out of favor, she took the initiative to find Cheng Younan today, dragged him out to chat for a while, and then kissed him, you also know how proud our sister Xinran is, she actually So many people took the initiative to kiss him, who knows... Guess what happened in the end?"

"What's wrong?" I asked in a hoarse voice, and I couldn't help seeing his injured eyes just now.

Xiao Jiu covered her mouth and smiled for a while on the other side of the phone, and then said: "Cheng Younan acted like a normal person, pushed her away, said 'I have something to do today, you go back first', and didn't say anything to her. I've never seen Sister Xinran's expression like that, tell me, is she about to fall out of favor?"

I didn't answer her, but remembered the cruel words I said to Cheng Younan, and went out with my mobile phone.Xiao Jiu was still gossiping on the phone: "Hey, why don't you talk? Are you scared?"

Suddenly she remembered the ambiguous relationship between me and Cheng Younan, "Yes, if he has a new love, then you will also fall out of favor, right?"

The moment I hung up the phone, I was standing outside the yard and saw Cheng Younan's car disappear into the alley.

He must be very angry, very angry after hearing my excessive words, right?Even his arrogant self-esteem would never allow him to stay...

However, that was also because I misunderstood him.

Walking out of the alley, there happened to be a red light intersection. When I arrived, Cheng Younan's car had just passed there.

I didn't know what I was doing, I just followed my instinct, stopped a taxi on the side of the road, and tried to catch up with the man who was driven away by me.

Hurting others is never something I'm good at, whether he wants to believe it or not, I just want him to know that I said those words just because I misunderstood him.

I couldn't remember the scenery along the way, and I only saw his body that was fading away. I kept urging the driver to hurry up. Fortunately, I finally caught up with him.When I paid the fare and came down, he had already stood in front of the delicate blue building and knocked on the door. The woman who came to open the door saw him with surprise and joy on her face, because she really didn't know what to do. Thinking of myself, who was rejected only in the evening, at this moment, I actually welcomed his pity.

And I, froze on the side of the road, didn't know what to do...

He came back to his senses and took a look at himself, still wearing slippers on his feet. After returning home, he changed his shoes. He couldn't stand his threats and went to him. Thinking she had figured out the truth, she hurried over to explain it to him, but what she saw was that he was looking for her.

After all, it was a woman who had cared about her for five years, and she finally let go of her posture in front of him. How could he keep himself indifferent?

I am not gentle and willful. When I am angry with him, he can go to a gentle and decent woman for comfort. A smart woman like Sister Xinran will not let him get angry even when she is angry with him. Feel embarrassed, let alone ignore his dignity.In comparison, I am more like a smelly and hard stone, right?

Seeing Cheng Younan walk in and the door closed, I walked back a little sadly, even if I hurt him, there was someone to soothe his hurt heart, why did I rush over in such a hurry just to explain to him?
The surrounding environment of Sister Xinran's house is very clean. At this time, the road is almost so quiet that only my footsteps are left alone. I walked along the road for a long time, but the more I walked, the more unwilling I was.Anyway, I even made a trip, at least I should tell him what I want to say before going back, right?

When I was young, my father told me that if you do something wrong, you have to be brave enough to admit it, so that there is room for redemption. Therefore, after this idea sprouted in my heart, I couldn't control myself anymore, and walked back to the exquisite small building in a few strides. In front of the building, he reached out and rang the doorbell.

Even if I want to meet Sister Xinran, it doesn't matter, I didn't come to snatch Cheng Younan from her, I just want to explain to Cheng Younan, lest he misunderstand that I am a woman with a heart of snakes and scorpions.

It wasn't Cheng Younan or Xinran who came to open the door, but Ruan Yunfei, who was wearing pajamas that were more beautiful than a dress. After opening the door, when she saw me, she immediately showed impatience in her eyes, "It's late at night, come here What are you doing?"

I felt guilty, and immediately calmed down again, "I'm here to find Cheng Younan, I have something to tell him, you let him come out to see me."

After Ruan Yunfei heard what I said, the corner of her mouth immediately seduced a mocking smile, "Xiao Luoluo, what do you think of this place? Even if you want to see Cheng Younan, he must be willing to see you. You are the only one who wants to fight with my sister." man?"

"I just have something to say to him."

It was hard to muster up the courage, but now seeing Ruan Yunfei, he suddenly regretted the irrational decision he made.

Want to explain to him, when can't you?Why do you have to hurry up when he is busy spending the spring night with the woman he likes?
Spend the Spring Festival together!Just thinking about these words in my heart makes me feel very uncomfortable. He stays comfortably inside with the woman he likes, and it's fine for me to blow the cold wind outside, and I have to accept Ruan Yunfei's cynicism.

Ever since Cheng Younan got angry with Ruan Yunfei last time and got angry with Miss Ran, Ruan Yunfei hated me to death. Now, seeing how Cheng Younan left me in the cold, she was naturally extremely proud. She smiled and said: "Xiao Luoluo, at any rate, we are classmates. I would like to remind you that Cheng Younan is not someone you should provoke. You'd better go back to Lin Qiao who likes you obediently and continue to provoke him. You are just asking for trouble. You think he Will he really like you? Don’t dream! The women he has played with can’t pretend to be playful with a train. Most of them are stupid women like you who give people a face like a pug. Since they are sparrows, don’t even think about it. Fly up the branch to be a phoenix."

While I was blowing the cold wind, I accepted Ruan Yunfei's contemptuous eyes. After she finished speaking, I immediately lost all my patience, and I didn't care about being polite. Anyway, I have never been polite to her. Pushing her away, I strode upstairs. I knew where Sister Xinran's room was, so I rushed up without Ruan Yunfei leading the way.

Ruan Yunfei angrily followed behind me, roaring in a low voice, trying to stop me, "Xiao Luoluo, I warn you, don't be ignorant of the heights of the heavens and the earth, brother Younan hates a self-righteous woman like you the most. If you rush in like this, don't even think about him talking to you in the future."

"Isn't that what you want?" I replied impatiently when I went up to the second floor.

Hmph, should I believe that she is doing this for my own good?

Ruan Yunfei became even angrier, "Are you not afraid that I will call the police?"

"Whatever!" Even if she reported it, wouldn't Cheng Younan still be there?I can't believe that he would really watch the police take me away and leave me alone.

After all, I'm sure I still have a little bit of status in his heart, right?

Pushing the door of Sister Xinran's room, there is no one inside, only the sound of rushing water from the bathroom, forgive my poor imagination, I can't imagine the situation of two people in the bathroom, the whole person froze at the door side.

Seeing this, Ruan Yunfei no longer had the nervousness just now. She raised her eyebrows, looked at me who was frozen at the door, and asked with a smile, "Why don't you go?"

Why not go?
I asked myself in my heart.

In what capacity?

What kind of scene will you see when you go there?
Who am I to him?
Not even a lover?

Although he said he liked me, I pushed him away indifferently.

And if, if possible, he listens to my explanation, forgives me, and is willing to follow me out of here, who am I to him?

Like Sister Xinran and Yan Jia, become one of his many lovers?

Waiting foolishly for his pity every day, waiting for his arrival, waiting for him to be stimulated by other women, and then come back to let you heal his wounds?
That wouldn't be me, and it shouldn't be me. I didn't love him so much that I was willing to be with him in such a lowly capacity. Besides, I didn't like him, just because he did such a gentle job for me. After the incident, I still said those sad things to him and felt sorry for him.

Sister Xinran's voice sounded from the bathroom, "Feifei, who is it?"

Ruan Yunfei looked at my eyes, not wanting her sister to hear anything, and said calmly: "No, just a friend. Sister, don't worry about me."

As Ruan Yunfei said, she closed the door immediately, and then looked at me with a repulsive look in her eyes. I glanced at her, and I didn't know what kind of mentality it was, so I smiled at her, "Sorry, excuse me."

She is right, I should go back and continue to like my Lin Qiao, even if I get hurt, even if I feel distressed, at least I am happy, I don’t need to stick to Cheng Younan helplessly, in my heart, he has never been anything, Why should I humble myself in front of him like Yan Jia?
He has so many good lovers who will make him satisfied and happy, and I am not missing.

After coming out of Sister Xinran, I looked at the mobile phone that I had been holding in my hand all the time, and then I realized how stupid I was. I could just make a phone call and follow him for a while.Being blown by the cold wind and being insulted, why bother?
As if to prove myself to others, I don't care which woman he sleeps with. On the desolate and deserted road, while I made excuses for myself, I also called his phone with a glimmer of expectation in my heart. But after a few rings, it was hung up.

When I called again, it was turned off.

I hummed to myself indifferently, since he was angry, forget it!People who don't belong in my life, why disturb my mood because of him?

However, when I was dreaming at night, I still dreamed of him, and the scene of arguing with him reappeared, and the frustration and scars in his eyes that I ignored at that time were all magnified in the dream.

When I woke up, the corners of my eyes were a little wet, but there was sunlight coming in from outside the window. Even without him, my sky was still clear.

(End of this chapter)