uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 91
I leaned on him, wanting to laugh and cry.

I knew it was impossible for him not to be in pain, but I was enduring it silently.

Coming out of his arms, I took a towel and gently wiped off the sweat on his face, remembering what Sister Xinran said that they might get married, "Are you going to get married?"

"With whom?" He was a little confused and his voice was weak.

I could see that he wasn't lying, I smiled and shook my head, "I just said it casually."

I know she likes this man, so I don't want to break her disguise in front of him.

When I was distracted, he grabbed my hand holding the towel and pulled me into his arms, and asked with some displeasure, "What are you thinking?"

I looked at him solemnly and seriously, and I didn't want him to mistakenly think that I was here to throw myself in my arms, "But for the sake of your illness, I'm here to talk with you, but tomorrow morning, we have nothing to do with each other! "

Cheng Younan stared straight at me with his beautiful eyes, and put on a helpless expression, "I've been with you for almost half a year, but in exchange for you to stay with me for half a night?"

I took a deep breath, looked at this rogue, and desperately convinced myself that he was a patient, he was a patient, and I must not mind with him, "You still dare to say half a year? Do you want me to help you recall what you said? From the beginning, you came here with the purpose of playing with me, dare I thank you?"

He knew he was in the wrong, looked at me apologetically, held my hand, and placed it on his chest, where his strong and powerful heart beat, he was no longer as domineering and arrogant as usual, and compromised: "You Whatever you say is fine. But Luo Luo, give me a chance to love you, okay? I want to forget you these days when I’m away from you, but I don’t know why, when I close my eyes, the more I force myself to forget, I find you The clearer it is. I think I'm still not willing to lose to you, so I'm back."

He finally confessed his thoughts and said why he came back.To hear him say such words, I don't know if I am lucky or unlucky.

What is love?
And will his love like this fade away immediately after he gets me?

I looked into his eyes, remembered that he didn't bother me because of Lixi, and tentatively said: "Then what should you do if I fall in love with Lixi and date him?"

His beautiful eyes sank, and he said after a long time, "I don't know. If I could, I would never want to see that day."

His answer made me raise the corners of my mouth unconsciously. Sure enough, he is still not suitable for me.

"Is Han Lixi so important to you?" Sister Xinran asked this question just now, and now I'm asking it.

Although a bit ridiculous, this question seems to be too important to anyone.

"Lolo, I don't want to compete with him for you. If the person you like is him, I will let you go with him. But, before that, I will try my best to make you fall in love with me first." He finished , raised his head and kissed me, the warm breath made it hard for me to breathe.

His fingers brushed against my lips, "You know what? During the days when I left, I often dreamed of you."

"What do I dream of?" In comparison, he is more disgusting than me and Han Lixi.

He smiled, "Of course I took advantage of you."

"Pervert!" I looked at the smile on his face speechlessly, "You can still laugh, you can't be pretending to be sick, right?"

I'm going to be in pain, and I'm sure I won't be able to laugh.

"Looking at you, I forget the pain. Hey, if you take the initiative to kiss me, it might be more effective than painkillers." He stared straight into my eyes.

I was fascinated by ghosts for a while, and I really kissed him. Anyway, I have kissed him so many times, and I am not afraid of doing it one more time.

He lay back on the bed with peace of mind, allowing himself to be violated by me. The way he closed his eyes and enjoyed it made me pinch him, "Shameless you!"

"Why am I shameless?" He opened his eyes and looked at me in pain, "You pinch me, all the hard work just now was in vain."

I glared at him and ignored him.

He lay beside him and began to hum, "Lolo, I really hurt. It hurts more than the day I wrote you the farewell letter. If it wasn't because I couldn't bear you, I would rather die than suffer any more."

I was speechless, "What silly things are you talking about, you're not a child anymore." I stretched out my hand, "Why does it hurt, let me rub it for you?"

He led my hand to the painful place on his abdomen, and I gently rubbed it for him, "Is it here? Is this better?"

He didn't answer, so it should be fine.

There was not a trace of excess fat on his lean body. I rubbed him with one hand and propped myself against the bed with the other. Outside the window was the endless night. Everything was peaceful and quiet.

But after a while, the problem came out. I rubbed him gently, but his eyes became more and more weird.

"You, what are you doing?" The naked eyes made me a little uncomfortable, and I withdrew my hand.

He took the quilt and covered himself well, then sighed, "I feel that I was hurt by you."

I was too lazy to argue with him, I was really sleepy, I closed my eyes and dozed off, "Why don't you stay alone, I'll go back first."

"No."

"You're unreasonable!" If it wasn't because he harassed me every day, making me baffled, I wouldn't be able to sleep well these days.

He lifted the quilt and looked like a big bad wolf, "Come on, come up and lie down for a while."

I frowned, not wanting to cause trouble for myself, "I'm afraid that I will sleep until dawn when I sleep, and I will play when I am hit by someone. I will go back to sleep after staying for another hour. You see, it is rare in this world to have such a good person." People! You are still here with you after being so sleepy."

"So what if people find out? Anyway, you and Li Xi are not together." He has never been a person who likes to hide, it seems that this man has never cared much about what others think of him.

But he doesn't mind, I do.After finally getting rid of him in the past six months, how could I get involved with him so vaguely again?
I looked at the ceiling, supported my head that was as heavy as a jack because of sleepiness, and muffled: "I don't want to say too much to you. I don't want you to be angry and call me cold-blooded."

He pulled me into his arms and rubbed his chin against my head, "Are you telling me that I still need to work harder? Lolo, believe me, this time, I'm serious."

His voice, warm and charming, touched the tip of my heart, so warm that I wanted to cry.I leaned in his arms and raised my head to look into his eyes. For a moment, I really wanted to reach out to him and try to love him bravely. Anyway, I am still young and have so much youth that can be squandered. Failure, but it's just a relationship,
However, this man is Cheng Younan... With so many women defeated by him, the odds of winning are really small.I have already been fooled once because of Lin Qiao, do I have to be fooled again because of him?
I leaned in his arms without speaking, my heart was like a needle falling into the sea.

When I learned to carefully avoid harm, I have to admit, it seems that I have grown up a bit.

It is a very sad thing to grow up. When you become rational, you will lose some drive to go crazy and stupid. When doing something, from the beginning, you will carefully calculate the gains and losses.

I was a little sad, for the impulse I lost.

Cheng Younan didn't force me anymore, he is a smart man, he knew what I was thinking, he just held my hand gently, "Lolo, I won't force you. Before this, I have done too many things to hurt you, Let you see too much of my bad side. I have always regretted that I showed you the worst side when I didn't know that I would fall in love with you. But, I have reached this point, and I have no way to erase it Losing your own past, there is no way to make you forget what happened... I don’t know what else I can do except to be nice to you.”

No matter how many women he has experienced before, no matter how much experience he has in conquering women, but when he really falls in love with someone, he realizes that all the previous things are useless.

I looked at his chin, the beard was cleanly shaved, but I could still see the faint marks. I stretched out my hand and put it gently on it, and asked him curiously, "Apart from me, have you ever really liked anyone else?"

I don't believe that I will be the only one.

After all, he is so much older than me, and no one who has truly loved others would believe anything.

In this regard, Cheng Younan did not deny it, he nodded and looked at the distant past, "Yes."

"Can you tell me about her?" He just wanted to know the story about him.

He looked down at me, hesitated for a moment, and then said slowly, "Do you remember when I came back from BJ during Chinese New Year?"

"Hmm." I nodded.

He smiled, and there was some sadness in his eyes, "It's because I saw her....She is two years older than me. She went to Japan to study early and achieved her goal. But when she came back, she already had a Her fiancé - a Japanese man, for this matter, she did not hesitate to break up with her family and married him... For so many years, I have been to many countries, but I have never been there again. For me, That's a sad place. So, when I see her again and see the gift you gave me, I can't help but be careful."

After he finished speaking, he smiled and didn't want to talk any more, "Lolo, I'm tired."

I got out of his arms and put on my shoes, "Go to sleep! I'm going back too."

Cheng Younan didn't ask to stay either.

A man came out of his room, and suddenly found Han Lixi standing up at the door to smoke.I walked towards him with some embarrassment, and stood in front of him anxiously, "Why aren't you asleep yet?"

"Aren't you too?" He smiled, stubbed out his cigarette, and looked at me, "What are you doing in the middle of the night?"

It was impossible for him not to see me coming out of Cheng Younan's room, so I had no choice but to tell him frankly: "I couldn't sleep, so I went to talk to Cheng Younan for a while. Isn't he sick!"

"It seems that your relationship with him is better than I imagined." He smiled and looked at the door of Cheng Younan's room.

"I'm sorry to make you worry." I held the hem of my clothes uneasily, feeling ashamed of Han Lixi.

For the matter between me and Cheng Younan, how much trouble did he waste in vain?
He leaned against the door and looked at me leisurely, and smiled heartily, "I said that he is not a bad person, right? You are all my friends, and it would be great if you can get along well. Go to bed, Lolo." Having said that, he stretched out his hand and gently stroked my hair habitually, "Good night, young lady."

(End of this chapter)