uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 95 Overbearing Love 1
Opening the door, I looked at my mother who was uneasy at the door because of my silence, and wiped away my tears, not knowing what to say to her.

She looked at me and put her hand on my shoulder, "Lolo..."

She seemed to have a lot to say, but she didn't know where to start. Many things, all the reasons she had prepared, were not reasons when the time came.

I have never seen her look so aggrieved and guilty in front of me. I also know that it has been difficult for her these years. Since her father's illness, she has been suffering. She sold the house to pay off the debt and stayed with her grandmother. After suffering from Ma Yixue's anger, she still endured it. Now, she wants to find a man to live with, and someone to help her hold on to the sky.

She has never been a female diamond, but a weak little woman. She works overtime every day and night, and has very few rest days every day and every month. I know that she is very hard, and I want to share something for her. ability is still too small.

She looked at me, and she didn't know what to think, tears fell, she said: "I have already told your grandma about this matter. Now I am worried that you will be unhappy. Lolo, wait a few days, I will move to Uncle Liu's house, if you don't want to, you can live in the school when school starts..."

I can't face her like this, and I can't say to her indifferently: "It's okay, don't worry about me, marry if you want! I'm not sad at all."

I lowered my head not daring to look into her eyes, and said, "I want to go out for a walk."

She looked at me, not quite understanding what I was thinking, I opened the door and walked out without explaining anything.

Walking alone under the night, the oncoming wind blows bangs, and the city that has just been looted by heavy rain is not too hot.I sit alone on the swing in the park, and when I feel uncomfortable, I like to come here and be alone.

When I thought that the only mother I depended on would soon marry someone else, and when I thought that there would be a stranger who could no longer be a stranger between me and her, tears fell down again.

"Little girl." Cheng Younan came, he seemed to know that I was here every time, sat next to me, stretched out his hand to hold my hand, "Why is this?"

"You don't care about me." I didn't dare to raise my head and let him see me crying. People are ugly, and if he sees me like this again, it's tantamount to scaring him back to Sister Xinran.

He held my hand domineeringly and firmly, and asked me softly: "What happened? I just went to your house and saw your mother crying too. What's wrong with you?"

I do not speak.

Thinking that I will be the only one left in this family soon, I feel so depressed that I don't want to say a word.

He came over, squatted in front of me, and held my hand tightly, "You really don't want to say anything to me? Did you quarrel with your mother?"

I shook my head, "I never cry when I quarrel with my mother, and I will let her and won't quarrel too much with her."

He smiled and thought about the words 'I'll let her', "Then what happened today? You see, I haven't seen you for a few days, it's rare to see you, and you're crying like pear blossoms with rain. "

I helplessly let my head hang on his shoulders, as if I wanted to grab something from him to fill my empty heart, "My mother is getting married, and I will be alone from now on."

"Just because of this?" He said disapprovingly, "You are crying like this because of this?"

"Do you think this is a trivial matter? Do you think this is a trivial matter?" I looked up at him displeased, feeling that he really couldn't understand my thoughts, and he seldom understood other people's thoughts.

He put his arms around me and stood up, "It's not a trivial matter, but Luo Luo, it's a happy thing. She's going to get married! You can't let her be alone for the rest of her life, can you?"

I frowned, "I know! But... From now on, I will be left alone."

He pressed against my forehead and wiped away the tears on my face, "Silly girl, don't you still have me?"

"Then what if you abandon me?" After saying this, I realized that I never expected myself and him to go on for a long time.

"I won't, Lolo, I won't. Don't be so sensitive, have some confidence in me, okay? I won't abandon you, we'll keep walking." He stared into my eyes and said solemnly.

I looked into his eyes, as affectionate as the sea, and held back my tears and stopped crying.Although he is not sure if what he said is true or not, but sometimes false words can be very pleasant.

He held my hand and walked straight forward, looking back at me while walking, the dim street lights made him look tall, he looked at me, couldn't help but smiled at me, "I like to see you The way it is now."

I glared at him, "You're sick."

This statement is false as hell.

I lowered my head not to look at his face, but to see him holding my hand. The cuffs of the black suit revealed the white shirt inside. His clothes, even the details like the cuffs, were exquisitely crafted.

Cheng Younan's car stopped at the intersection, he opened the door and smiled at me, "Get in the car."

"Where are you going?" I looked at the time.

"It's still early! I'll send you back later." He smiled at my suspicious eyes, "Don't you mistrust me, okay?"

I curled my lips and got into his car with a look of death.He sighed while looking at me, "Lolo, I won't eat you. Even though I want to eat you, I have to wait for you to do so, right?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" I turned my face out of the window instead of looking at him.

The car soon arrived at the Yun Club. When I entered, I hesitated, but I still couldn't bear the temptation of Cheng Younan. This is the first time I have come to this place. The hall is golden, and the magnificent scene makes people unable to open their eyes.

I have only seen such a scene on TV in my life. After entering, I was quickly confused and could only follow behind Cheng Younan foolishly.

He led me to a strange room, the roof of the room was transparent, and I could directly see the starry sky above my head.I couldn't help thinking that the bedroom of Cheng Younan's house was also on the ceiling of the starry sky, but here you can directly see the starry sky...

"How is it here? Lolo." He looked at the room with satisfaction, "I think you should like it here."

The theme of this room is green. Walking here is like walking into a big forest, as if the whole person is integrated into the nature.

I looked at the way he poured me wine, and felt that I didn't know him like this.This man had bad intentions, he poured red wine and handed the glass to me, "You have a taste."

I only took a sip and didn't continue.

Sitting opposite me, Cheng Younan smiled helplessly.He knew that I was full of defense against him, but he didn't say anything about it.

I leaned on his lap and looked at the starry sky. I was not drunk, but my heart was a little drunk.

He lowered his head to look at me, and gently slid his fingertips across my cheek, "Lolo, forget about those unhappy things."

I felt like I was hypnotized by him, and I looked into his eyes and nodded silly.

He put the wine glass on the table, and he lowered his head to kiss me, with the lingering aroma of red wine still remaining between his lips and teeth.It was a deep kiss, and at first he could face it calmly, but gradually his body seemed to fall into the abyss, and he had to reach out and hold his clothes tightly.

When I close my eyes, I can no longer see the whole world, and only the man in front of me remains in my eyes and mind.

When he and I were still in each other's world, that call was inappropriate.He only glanced at it, then turned off the phone.

"Is this okay?" I got out of his arms and looked at him in front of me.Although he didn't answer, I still saw that the call was from Ruan Xinran.

He domineeringly pressed me on the sofa, "Lolo, I only have you in my heart."

I watched him for a long time, looked up at the sky, not knowing how to deal with such a scene.

He took me into his arms and asked in my ear, "shall we continue?"

I blushed and pushed him away, the thing in my heart seemed to be jumping out of my chest, "No, I'm going back."

I always feel that staying with him too late is a little inappropriate. The more this kind of time, the more when you are with him, the more dangerous it is to stay with him. Unlike a long time ago, even if you were with him, There is no reason and no excuses, but now, there is a reason and a name, what is missing is the atmosphere.

No matter what, I don't want to be wiped out by him.

When I walked out of the clubhouse, I couldn't help but took a deep breath. Although it was beautiful inside, it didn't feel real at all.

Before I came out, he took me to other places for a walk. I only felt that it was too extravagant and wasteful.

I can't help but think of how he spent money to make me lose my job, and I always feel that I am too far from this man's outlook on life.

Although I'm with him now, even I don't know when I can really trust this man.

On the way home, he only sent me to the intersection, because he didn't go back to live upstairs for several days, and it's impossible to go back to live now.I glanced at him, smiled, and said goodbye.

He stopped me, "Lolo." Then he quickly got out of the car.

He was so much taller than me that I had to look up to see him.Regardless of height or social status, I always feel that I can only look up to him in my life.

Standing in front of me, he seemed a little helpless and reluctant to say to me: "I don't have much time, I can't come to you every day, remember to call me when you miss me, don't always wait for me to call you , little girl, I am not happy with you like this."

"What are you busy with?" I remember that he was very busy. When he lived upstairs from my house, he was often invisible. Now that he doesn't live here, it is even more impossible to see him easily.However, I never seem to be able to take the initiative to find him, because I don’t know where to look for him. He has a home, but there are more than one. Who can guarantee where he will live someday?
Seeing Cheng Younan in front of me, seeing his gentleness when he spoke to me, I couldn't help but smile, "Then what are you busy with every day? Are you busy dealing with your girlfriend?"

He froze for a moment, feeling extremely helpless, "My girlfriend, you are the only one now. Don't always think about it, okay?"

I lowered my head and looked at the ground, "I'm just talking casually, don't act like a guilty conscience."

He was left speechless by me, so he could only sigh, "Forget me, you have been paranoid all day long. I'm really busy! I will come to see you every weekend from now on. If you really don't want to For me, you move to live with me? However, I am not responsible for what happens. "

(End of this chapter)