uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 97 Overbearing Love 3
I looked at the back of Zhe Yanjia, who had gone a long way, and smiled wryly at him, "Is this okay? If you choose her, you will make her sad. Teacher Lin, I liked you so much in the past, so you can't let me go." Are you a little disappointed?"

He turned his head and glanced at me, with deep loneliness in his eyes, "Are you really with Cheng Younan?"

"Actually, you want to ask me this?" I looked at him in surprise, the bitterness in my heart was deeper and stronger, "Do you want to blame me? Or do you want to blame me like Yan Jia for you Excuse me?"

He lightly pursed the corners of his lips, "I didn't." He lowered his eyelids, looking sad, as if remembering something, "No matter how you look at me, I just want to tell you that I never thought of hurting you. You. I broke my promise. It was my fault. I always wanted to let go of Yan Jia, but I always wanted to do it but couldn’t do it decisively. I know I failed. But Lolo, I really wanted to be with you at that time Let's walk together. I thought that as long as you are here, I will be firmer when I see her again, but love is really helpless. I have tried my best, Lolo."

"Why are you telling me this?" I chuckled.

This seems like the explanation I've been wanting.

But when I really hear it in my ears, I feel uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

"I don't know either." He smiled and raised his head to look at the night sky above his head. Behind those layers of clouds and mist, there was an unstoppable starlight.

He said, "Luo Luo, take care of yourself. I've heard about Mrs. Shi, I hope you can think about it. After all, your father has been gone for so long..."

I smiled at him, and said angrily: "Thank you for telling me this, but Cheng Younan has already told me, I have figured everything out now, and it's okay."

This sentence made his expression complicated. Whoever heard this would not be happy in his heart, but he should also know that he is not a person who has no right to be jealous here, so in the end, there is only a sigh, "Lolo, I'm not a good man, but Cheng Younan won't be either."

I pretended to be strong and raised the corner of my mouth at him, "I'm sad because I care too much. I don't care about him like I used to care about you, so what happens to him has nothing to do with me."

"Are you worthy of being angry with me and treating yourself like this? You are a good girl, but don't have such dangerous thoughts, okay? Lolo, even if it's my fault, you can be angry with me, but there is no need to use me Punish yourself for your mistakes. Cheng Younan is not someone you can provoke, have you seen Yan Jia? She is the best example. Cheng Younan will not give you happiness, but if you get involved with him, he will not be so Let you go easily, do you understand?"

It seems that he really cares about me, that's why he said such words earnestly.

However, when he said, "There is no need to punish you with my mistakes", I couldn't help thinking about my relationship with Cheng Younan. Am I really using him to get angry with Lin Qiao?I accepted him for such a ridiculous reason?
In the end, the conversation with Lin Qiao ended with the sentence: "You don't have to deal with my affairs!".The question he said has been bothering me for several days.

When Han Lixi came to the coffee shop, the old man went out, leaving me alone to look after the shop.

He walked in, saw me, and showed a warm smile, "Lolo."

"Why are you here?" I was feeling bored by myself, and I was inexplicably happier seeing him.

"I just came to see you! How is it, is it okay here?" He looked around for the next four weeks, and finally said, "Bring me a cup of coffee."

"What do you want?" I asked for his opinion.

He smiled at me and said, "You decide for yourself."

After a while, when I passed the coffee to him, I found that his eyes had been staring at me.

"What's the matter, is there something on my face?" I wiped my face, because I didn't know how long I was stared at by him, so my face blushed unconsciously.

He turned his gaze away and teased, "It's funny how you look shy."

Note, he said it was funny, not pretty, not pretty.

I stared at him speechlessly, "Why are you staring at me? Are you playing me like a monkey?"

"Don't you just happen to be a monkey?" He didn't mean to know his mistake, and said it more exaggeratedly.

I was a little upset, "How do you know I'm a monkey?"

"Luo Luo, are you okay?" Suddenly, he said so abruptly.

Although I am such a thinking person, I can't keep up with his rhythm, "What's the matter? Don't scare me like this, okay? You make fun of people for a while, and act like you care about people for a while."

"I heard Younan talk about your mother, and I was afraid you would be unhappy, so I came here to take a look." He casually added some sugar to the coffee, his voice was as warm as the most beautiful music in the world, "I don't think anyone would I understand your feelings better than I do. But Luo Luo, don't worry... no matter what time, I will be by your side... I am your friend and your family."

His two words brought tears to my eyes.

I am your friend and your family.

Only my Lixi, he would say such things to me.Only my Lixi knows how important friends and family are to me.

Even Cheng Younan couldn't understand how I felt when I knew my mother was going to remarry.

Some pain needs resonance. People who have not experienced it will only say the same words of comfort when you are sad.

I smiled at him, afraid that the tears would really flow out.

In fact, I almost forgot about this matter. Compared with this, what troubles me more is the relationship between me and Cheng Younan.

In fact, there are times when I hate myself for hesitating.Since you have chosen to be with him, you should be braver, right?

But I don't know when, I can't find the self who rushes forward no matter what.

Lixi is free today, waiting in the store until I get off work.

We went to eat together, the food stall where I ate with him for the first time, since that time, I haven’t been here for a long time, when I came back here, there were many, many familiar smells.

He sat beside me, listening to what Lin Qiao said to me, just smiled softly.

I pushed him, "Don't be bored! What do you think? Tell me, okay?"

In front of him, I have almost no secrets.When you always feel depressed or confused, it is best to listen to his opinions.

Seeing that I was eager to know the answer, he turned his head to look at me, pursed his pretty lips, "Lolo, how do you feel when you are with me?"

I was dumbfounded by his question, and sat opposite him and looked at him stupidly, "It seems... I think you are a good person. I am very happy and at ease..."

"What about being with Cheng Younan?" He looked at me calmly, without any reaction to my answer just now.

I closed my eyes and thought dizzily, "I always feel that being with him will cause pressure and heartbeat, and sometimes I am afraid to see him...but I am even more afraid of seeing him with other women .”

"...Lolo." His voice whispered in his ear.

I opened my eyes and found that his face was close in front of me, and I couldn't help but hold my breath for a moment.

It was a face that couldn't be more beautiful to see.When I look at him, I feel a little jealous, and I can't help but think of Luoluo.Alas, if the person Han Lixi likes is me, then, for him, I will quickly forget whether it is Lin Qiao or Cheng Younan.After all, he is a rare good man in 20 years.

However, there is nothing in this world that does not leave regrets, and there is no perfect person who still belongs to you.

I kept a distance from him defensively, knowing that he was just joking with me, "Don't make trouble with Han Lixi."

No matter how determined I am, I can't stand his temptation!

While cursing, when I turned around, I found Cheng Younan sitting beside me.This scene was so sudden that I fell off the chair in fright.

"My God, do you want to appear so suddenly?" I sat on the ground and wailed, feeling my heart was still shaking.His appearance was gloomy like a ghost. Fortunately, I pushed Han Lixi away just now, otherwise I really couldn't imagine what happened next.

Han Lixi was calm. After all, he just wanted to joke with me and didn't do anything wrong. With a clear conscience, he stretched out his hand and tried to pull me up from the ground, "Lolo."

I wondered if he saw Cheng Younan and deliberately made fun of me like this.

But a pair of hands had already wrapped my waist from behind and carried me back to the chair again.

Cheng Younan poured himself a glass of wine, looked at Han Lixi, laughed and scolded, "Soaking my woman in front of me, you are amazing!"

"You are not married, so what does it matter if I fight for it? The important thing is to make you feel a little bit dangerous, so you will care about her more." In front of Cheng Younan, Li Xi has always been so calm, picked up the wine glass and touched Cheng Younan Cup after cup, down the drain.

I sat on the sidelines and watched them drinking like brothers. The relationship between the two of them was so good that there was nothing to say.

In the end, Cheng Younan called the driver and took Han Lixi back, and he was responsible for taking me home.

I couldn't figure out what was going on in his heart, but if he didn't see the scene where Han Lixi and I were almost face to face, I wouldn't believe it.But his reaction was really too calm.

Under the street lamp, his shadow was stretched out, and I followed him, stepping on his head with every step.When he stopped and looked back at me, he saw that I was stepping on him with great strides.

"You hate me that much, Luoluo?" He said helplessly, with a trace of helplessness in his voice.

I walked up to him, looked at his face, there was no trace of anger on it, "Who said I hate you?"

"No?" He raised his eyebrows in disbelief.

I reached out and patted my face, which was hot from the alcohol, trying to wake myself up, "You are lying! Today is not the weekend, why are you here?"

"I can't come to you if it's not the weekend?" He stretched out his arms to wrap around my waist, and pulled me into his arms. When he was talking, I could clearly smell the faint smell of alcohol on his body, "Are you Isn't it the idea of ​​fooling around with other men while I'm not around?"

I stare at him.I didn't speak, I was going to kill him in a hurry.

(End of this chapter)