Doting on the Supreme Mad Concubine

Chapter 230: Cold Li (3)
It's just that he suffered more pain than me when he got the poison, but from the beginning to the end, I didn't hear a cry from him. Unlike me, every time he gets sick, he always screams heart-piercingly to relieve the pain.

I don't understand how he endured it. Before I came to Dayi, I had always been accompanied by my mother and queen, and I knew from others that he was always himself, and he did not have the love of his father and king like me, but he even loved his mother. nor.

Sure enough, he is stronger than me.

I don't know if he knew that I was not really Leng Li, but as the years went by, I found that I had unknowingly regarded him as my own brother, as my confidant, as the most respected and most respected person. love big brother.

Facing him, sometimes I even forget that I am Ye Xizhi, the prince of Yan Kingdom, and think that I am the real Leng Li.

Facing him, I even hope that I can always be the second prince of the Yi Kingdom and be his confidant for the rest of my life.

However, everything is all my imagination, and what I have to do is enough to make him hate me for the rest of his life.

Although I respect him and love him, I am happy to see King Qing trample him like dirt, because by doing so, King Qing will be closer to my purpose of coming to Dayi.

Sometimes, I feel that I am a person who even hates myself, and I am happy to see the people I love and respect suffer from inhuman eyes.

Sometimes, I would smile and cry myself, because I hated myself, hated my helplessness, hated my powerlessness, I wanted to change too much, but I was always just an ant.

Leng Che married a wife, and that so-called wife was only imposed on him by King Qing.

I know that Leng Che is tolerant, even though he has the ability to get rid of King Qing and not be bullied by him, but when he is on the same line with Dayi, he must choose Dayi first.

So, on a whim, I went to see that woman who was despised by the world. I hoped that she would not achieve nothing like the three women that King Qing threw to Leng Che before. I hoped that she could really influence Leng Che, then I Then there will be someone who can handle Leng Che.

But when I saw that woman for the first time, I was a little concerned that the person she married was not me.

I laughed at myself, I didn't understand my inexplicable feeling, but I was just a woman, not worthy of my concern.

But when I saw her for the second time, I couldn't laugh at myself anymore. Even though I only saw her once, even though she was dressed as a man, I still recognized her in the crowd without any mistakes, and, Heart pounding.

There is no reason, and I can't tell where she attracted me, I just think I just want to look at her, but she is already Leng Che's wife, what a ridiculous thing this is.

I have never regretted anything I have done, only I regret not preventing King Qing from marrying her to Leng Che.

Is this love, I asked myself, the sudden feeling made me a little unacceptable, because it was an emotion that had to be buried deeply.

So, by coincidence, I actually poured a medicine that can induce the six souls in his body to return to toxins into the cold tea, just because of the jealousy that arose in my heart.

Heh... yes, it's jealousy, I'm jealous that he is the one by her side, and when I see her standing up for Leng Che, I feel that the jealousy in my heart is expanding infinitely.

I think I'm crazy. For a woman, I can actually poison my most respected and beloved elder brother.

I was crazy, because I also longed to be loved, seeing that she would do everything for Leng Che, I longed for her to do the same for me, so I had a terrible idea to snatch her over.

I have been in Dayi for 15 years. Except for the first five years, I had almost no contact with the outside world. In the next ten years, I had a secret connection with my mother. With my power in Yan Kingdom, my father is ruthless to me, so why should I be righteous to him? I want to protect the people I want to protect, so I must have my own power.

Leng Che got rid of King Qing, which means that he and Leng Hao no longer forbear, their next target must be the Queen Mother Jiang Furong, so what happens after Jiang Furong is removed?
I think it's time for me to leave. I don't want to ruin my life on Dayi. I don't believe that Leng Che would be so stupid. He didn't know my true identity from the beginning to the end. Leave Dayi before killing the killer.

Although Leng Che and I are bosom friends, I regard him as my true elder brother, and I know he regards me as a true relative, but as long as everything is related to the country, I can draw a sword at me, and he can also swing a sword at me.

But before I leave, I want to bring her back to Yan Kingdom, even though I know it's impossible, because I know that my elder brother loves her, and my elder brother is a person who swears to protect everything I believe in. My thoughts, But it is whimsical.

In the end, I ignited a big fire with my own hands, burned "Leng Li", and then left Dayi alone, the Dayi where I lived for 15 years, and the Dayi who left me with the best memories. I think Turn back, but I am destined not to turn back.

And Dayi, Leng Che and I will eventually become enemies, and we are destined to become enemies.

When I returned to Yan Country, I seemed to be a different person, cold-blooded, and ruthless. Even the way my mother looked at me, I could see a little fear in it.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I feel that there is a fierce anger burning in my chest, as if I want to lick everything clean before I give up. It's not that I have always coveted the position of the crown prince, but that I am the only one who has become the master of Yan Kingdom. Only then can I truly protect the queen mother and Zhi'er, so I don't hesitate to sacrifice everything.

I won the position of crown prince, but also caused the entire imperial capital to bleed like rivers, but I didn't feel any joy at all, or in other words, I would never be happy during my days in Yan Kingdom.

The queen mother said that I had changed and was no longer the Xi'er she knew. I didn't speak, but turned and left.

In fact, I want to tell her that Ye Xizhi, the great prince of Yan Kingdom, died when he left Yan Kingdom 15 years ago. The one standing in front of her is her son, but his name is Leng Li.

How ridiculous, everything is only cherished until it is lost. I can only pursue Leng Li and the woman who can capture my heart and soul in my memory.

However, I didn't expect that in order to understand the poison of Liuhungui in my body, my mother would betray the Three Kingdoms Alliance at all costs, push Yan Country into the abyss, and also bring tenderness to Yan Country.

There is no such thing as an innocent woman born in a cloudy year and a cloudy moon, using her own blood and body as a medicine, so if the world wants to cure the poison of Liuhungui, they can only use another person who is also poisoned by Liuhungui. Human blood is used as medicine, and before that, Gu has to nourish the blood for three years, once the blood is taken, the other party will not have much time to live.

(End of this chapter)