Famous family scandal: Leng Shao's pillow wife

246 The Finale 6
"Haitao, don't say that, it's not your fault. I don't hate anyone, I can only say that everything is fate."

Trying to make herself look calmer, Luo Ya took a sip of hot coffee, and the sweet smell spread around her, feeling very at ease.

"This time, I won't let go!"

The sudden words startled Luo Ya, and the mood that had been calmed down suddenly became a little messy.

Yu Haitao stared directly at her with bright eyes, everything expressed in it was too rich, which made her at a loss what to do.

Although he understands his intentions, but in his impression, he is reserved and restrained, never showing his feelings.Perhaps, the heart is still used to him like that.

The big hand suddenly grabbed her slender little hand, surrounded by the warm feeling, she was a little short of breath.

"Luo Ya, as I said, I will take care of you in the years to come!" There was an obvious certainty in her tone.

"Haitao, listen to me..." Withdrawing his hand slowly, Luo Ya was a little afraid to look at him: "I don't want to talk about relationships anymore, I am already very satisfied with Beibei, and there will be someone who is worthy of you Someone appeared, but that person was not me."

Yu Haitao looked at her in surprise, thinking that this time, he would have a chance, but she refused.

"Could it be that you still can't forget him?"

"No, I have nothing to do with him. It's my own fault. I don't want to..." Luo Ya quickly denied that she didn't want to have anything to do with Ling Juefeng.

"Is that because of He Li?" Besides that, he couldn't think of any other reason.Luo Ya used to have a crush on him, he could feel it, but for some reason, it changed overnight.

If it is explained that she is still married, this reason can still be said in the past, but now, what is it for?
Luo Ya looked at him with some hurt. Do all her decisions have to be linked to men?
"Haitao, is it wrong for me to want to live a peaceful life?" Turning his eyes outside, he muttered to himself.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, I was too eager for your answer!" Yu Haitao was full of apologies, he was a little tight.

Luo Ya solemnly looked at this man who had experienced the purest youth together, and said sincerely: "Haitao, don't... waste any more time, if the happiness around you is not firmly grasped, it will fly too. Qing really loves you, can't you feel it?"

The fleeting pain in Yu Haitao's eyes was still keenly grasped by Luo Ya.

"Haitao, maybe because you have been by my side all the time, you never cared about it. Can you say that you have no feelings for Wan Qing? I don't believe it. Humans are emotional animals. I believe that love grows over time. In your heart, There is a shadow of Wan Qing, maybe you have never faced up to this feeling and just ignored it on purpose."

Watching Yu Haitao's expression carefully, none of those subtle changes escaped her eyes.With a score in mind, things may be much more optimistic.

"But, if I accept Wan Qing, what will you do? I swore that I will take good care of you in this life..." Yu Haitao was in some pain. He didn't understand that under Luo Ya's guidance, he felt guilty towards Wan Qing. Heart.

Luo Ya smiled, and his mood gradually cleared up. Maybe he just wanted to fulfill one of his wishes. In fact, he fell in love with He Wanqing unconsciously, but he didn't know it.

"Haitao, face up to your true feelings. If you think about me, I hope to see you happy." After her mood improved, she slowly sipped her coffee, and her narration became more relaxed: "Haitao, I know you found me. I have been with you for a long time. During this period, you have alienated Wan Qing, and you have been tolerant and indifferent to her sacrifices. In fact, it is because you attribute all my misfortunes to yourself. You have put a shackle on your heart, not only imprisoned I also let Wanqing exile herself in despair, this kind of ending is the tragedy of the three of us."

Yu Haitao looked into her eyes, something was peeling off and broken little by little, how sad after being dazed on his handsome face!
Unconsciously, Wan Qing had entered the depths of his heart, occupying a small corner, which was often neglected and forgotten by him, so barren that it became a desert.

"Luoya, have you ever hated me? I lost you once, and it was my fault that caused you to suffer misfortune."

Yu Haitao's expression became embarrassed, he never knew that he was such a person.Luo Ya sighed in her heart, why is she not, it's just that when the relationship changes, the manpower is so small!
Luo Ya smiled brightly: "Where did you go, this is what I want to see the most, you and Wan Qing, how nice. When Wan Qing comes back, you two will come to my house as guests."

Yu Haitao's complexion has slowly returned to normal. It turns out that the one who knows him best is never himself.

"But, will you consider He Li?" She still needs to worry about her future.

"I don't know. He is Beibei's father now, just like my family members. Let things take their course in the future." She was telling the truth, she couldn't predict everything in the future.

"To tell you the truth, I feel more at ease handing you over to him. He... is better than Ling Juefeng." Sipping coffee, there was still some sourness in his tone.

"Understood, Haitao, you are so long-winded!" Luo Ya looked at him amusedly, her mood, for the first time since she came back, finally turned from cloudy to sunny.

At the door of the house, Luo Ya Yu Haitao waved goodbye.

Entering the courtyard with brisk steps, little Beibei must have been anxious, so she couldn't help speeding up her pace, almost trotting, and rushed into the house.

Since she had a child, she really puts her whole body and mind on her, and wants to finish things quickly no matter where she is, so that she can see her little Beibei when she returns home.

Raising his head suddenly, a pair of eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling lingered on her body, his handsome face was triumphant.Luo Ya suddenly became angry.

Luo Ya glanced at him impolitely, her tone was blunt, yesterday's feeling was too bad, so naturally she didn't have a good face.

"How did you come?"

Ling Juefeng hugged Beibei happily, and didn't care about her indifference, as if he had expected her attitude, he was still smiling, seemingly extremely sincere and humble.

"Didn't you say that I can come and see the baby at any time? I bought a gift for the baby. "

Luo Ya took a closer look, and on the sofa at home, there were Barbie dolls, Princess and the Pea, McDull, beaming... Cars, tanks, airplanes, and even Transformers were among them, all kinds of sofas were piled up, and they could open a toy store .

Beibei stretched out her chubby little hands, pointing at a pile of toys, and muttering something from time to time.

"What are you doing?" Luo Ya looked at him displeasedly, could it be possible to buy people's hearts in this way, can the torn wound heal and nothing will happen?

"As a father, isn't it normal for me to give my daughter a gift?" By the way, he kissed Beibei's face, his eyes were filled with love and doting.

He really likes this daughter. He said before that he hoped to have a daughter with a temperament like her. Although the baby is still young, she is delicate and smart. Everyone loves her, let alone him as a father.

It's a pity that he didn't watch her birth, and didn't accompany her to babble, and he didn't want to miss it again.

"Baby has everything, she doesn't need these!" Luo Ya still had a cold face, and she didn't appreciate his flattery. When she looked at Beibei, she relaxed a little: "Beibei, come to Mommy!"

The little person seemed to understand the thoughts of adults. She looked at Ling Juefeng, then stretched out her small arms, and threw herself at Luo Ya.

"Good baby, do you miss your mother?" He whispered softly, completely different from the coldness just now.

Ling Juefeng looked at their mother and daughter enviously, the kind of pity and regret made people feel soft, Luo Ya tried his best to ignore it.

Everything is his own choice, he missed the critical period of the baby's growth, this regret may never be able to make up.If possible, she hopes that every stage of the baby's growth will be without his participation.

"I want to-mum-mum" Beibei licked Luo Ya's cheeks, making her drool.

"Luo Ya, Dad and Grandpa, they want to see you and Beibei." The mother and daughter, who looked like no one else in front of them, laughed and seemed to have forgotten that there was a big living person, so they had no choice but to remind them.

What Ling Juefeng said was the truth. Although the family members strongly wanted to see the child, they knew that Ling Juefeng was sorry for her, and they had to wait for Luo Ya to make a decision.

Luo Ya glanced at him, still expressionless: "Now I have no position to meet them, so I don't want to. If they want to see Beibei, they should make an appointment in advance, and I will hand her over to you."

"Luoya, I sincerely beg you, for Beibei's sake, give me another chance, please? I don't want to be separated from you like this. It was my fault before. I promise nothing will happen again. It's all over." Ling Juefeng said pitifully, he had lowered his posture repeatedly and begged for mercy in a low voice, he didn't believe that she would really refuse cruelly.

"It's not that I don't forgive you, it's that it's unnecessary. My life is good now. I'm used to it and I don't want to change it." Luo Ya didn't appreciate his kindness at all. She really didn't want to live like that before. Live with mutual suspicion.

His love and hurt made her afraid. She was really afraid that those suspicious days would come back again. He Li took in their mother and son when she was at her worst.

It was time for Beibei to drink milk, and the nurse carried Beibei to the stroller. Beibei held the railing with one hand and held the feeding bottle in the other. He looked at them from time to time, as if he was very interested in their conversation.

Ling Juefeng followed Luo Ya and walked to the kitchen: "Luo Luo, I know you still love me, but I made you sad too much. I promise not to make the same mistake again in the future."

Hearing this, Luo Ya was a little emotional: "Even love, if you don't take care of it, it will disappear! Maybe I once loved you, but that has passed and will never come back!"

"Is it so easy to forget someone? Can you really let me go? Was our life in France a drama?"

"Whoever doesn't know how to cherish, whoever lets go first, don't forget what you did to me, you can forget it, but I won't forget it."

She was right, she didn't know how to cherish it, and he let it go first, what a jerk she was at that time, the reason why he let go was because she thought she gave up on him, in order to let her go.

Ling Juefeng tried to hold her hand: "Lolo, what do you want me to do to believe me? No matter what you ask, I will promise you."

Luo Ya shook off his hand and said coldly: "No need, if you don't have hope for you, you won't be disappointed. We don't care anymore."

Ling Juefeng didn't expect that he would not be able to get her forgiveness after exhausting all means, but he was really unwilling to let go like this. He excitedly went up to embrace her desperate and helpless frantic kiss. He didn't believe that everything was over , he does not end.

Luo Ya wanted to push her away, but he was helpless. He hugged her tightly, and the long-lost breath greeted his heart.

She cried all of a sudden, crying very sadly: "What are you doing? Are you showing respect to me? You only care about yourself, you have always been, have you considered my feelings?"

Her tears made Ling Juefeng terrified, his hands loosened all of a sudden, his whole body lacked strength, maybe he was too impatient.

"Sorry, I can't control myself."

"You are always like this. Can you shirk all responsibility if you can't control yourself? You love me in the craziest way when you want to love, and torture me when you don't love. Who do you think you are? I can also take you Get out of my life."

"Lolo, is it really immutable? Everyone can make mistakes, even saints can make mistakes, let alone us ordinary people, why don't you believe me so much? It turns out that I really failed as a human being."

Luo Ya's mind was in a mess. He was the catastrophe of her life. No matter how time passed, she would never completely forget him, but she didn't want to look back.

(End of this chapter)