wife don't run

Chapter 156 Still Protecting the Little Wife 2
When he confessed his thoughts, Jiang Yinxue stared at him with a pale face, speechless for a long time.She admitted that his words disappointed her, even despaired. What he said meant that if Xin Chang made a mistake, he would take it on Xin Chang's behalf, but if she, Jiang Yinxue, made a mistake, he would not take it on her behalf. He will only ask his little wife to forgive him.Now, he can stand by Xin Chang's side instead of her. He can represent Xin Chang, Xin Chang can represent him, but neither he nor Jiang Yinxue can represent the other...

"Yinxue..." Her pale face made him unbearable, and she called out softly, without thinking clearly which sentence he said wrong, which shocked her so much.

"You think too much, no one's fault, really... If there is a mistake, it's probably because I shouldn't give up so easily... Even if I was for you... No, I remembered wrongly, no... ...I left because I didn't love him anymore..." Jiang Yinxue hesitated, seemed to blurt out something, and quickly covered it up, insisting that she left because she didn't love him anymore.

Lu Yuchen was a little confused. What happened gave him the feeling that she left her because she loved him, and she seemed to be refusing to say anything, as if she was deliberately hiding something, and even protecting some people, such as his mother.

"Yinxue, please tell me what happened back then, what was the reason for you to leave me... Is it my mother? Is it really her? If yes, then what is the reason why she let you leave ?” Even though it was no longer the deep love of the past, after all, she was once one of the most important women in his life, and he still couldn't speak to her in a fierce and cold tone.With a cold face and a warm heart, he is not such a heartless person after all.

"Don't ask, please..." Jiang Yinxue shook her head desperately, covering her cheeks with her hands, as if she was about to cry: "Can we all forget the past? No matter whether we love now or not, we are all It's over, you're married...you have a wife, you have a new family, I can't disturb you, otherwise, my painstaking efforts will be in vain...No, otherwise your happiness will be affected..."

"Yinxue, do you know? After you left, I was devastated, and even once... Forget it, as you said, it's over, and we really can't turn back. But, tell me the truth! I waited six years and searched for six years just for an answer. Although we are no longer in love, if it is me and my family who did wrong, I will definitely make it up to you until your wounds can heal " Lu Yuchen said sincerely.

"But... what if I still love you? What if the only compensation for me is that we are together again?" Jiang Yinxue let go of his hand, looked at him with tears streaming down his face, and asked tremblingly.

Lu Yuchen froze for a moment, avoided her scorching gaze, looked at the blank wall, and said softly: "Yinxue, if it's really my fault, just open your mouth, no matter how difficult the conditions are, I will satisfy you, Except...continue to love...because...we missed it, this is fate, now, I only love...my wife! She is the only woman I love now. But Yinxue, I will remember you Well, we can be good friends forever..."

"Yuchen, am I a child?" Jiang Yinxue looked back and said softly: "The road from friendship to love is very short, maybe someone just needs to take a small step, or even just open your mouth or move Once you start, the road from love to friendship is very long and never ends. The proportion of being friends after separation is too small. I am not such a simple age. I don’t believe in this, and I don’t expect it. Language Chen, I just want you to be happy, that's enough, even if you hate me instead of being a friend, I don't regret it."

Her attitude made Lu Yuchen feel more guilty. He already felt that there was indeed another secret back then, otherwise she wouldn't have said that.

"Yuchen, do you still remember that year when you were admitted to the hospital with appendicitis?" Jiang Yinxue said softly, her hands trembling slightly, as if she was enduring some pain.

"Well, I remember." At that time, she went to Hainan, and she had been there for nearly a week. He called her after he was admitted to the hospital, and she said she would be back in two or three days, but she only came back a week later. At that time, her parents were very upset, and he also A little disappointed, but later she said that she was also sick in Hainan and was undergoing transfusions, so she couldn't come back, so he was relieved, and regardless of the pain of his admission to the hospital, he felt more and more distressed about her loneliness alone in a different place.

"Actually, that time, I didn't catch a cold." Jiang Yinxue lowered her head and said softly, "I had a miscarriage, it was an accident..."

Lu Yuchen looked at her in shock, as if there was a thunder in his mind.abortion?Whose, his?They have been together for four years, and there has never been an accident...

"Don't doubt it, it's yours!" Jiang Yinxue wept silently, and after thinking for a while, she said, "We didn't know at first, but the fatigue of the journey made me suddenly have bleeding and abdominal pain. I didn't know it was until I got to the hospital...I'm sorry for you, How I want to keep that child! I love him. But it’s too late, and I don’t want you to know and worry, so I have been recuperating... I heard that you were admitted to the hospital. I am very anxious, so I want to go back, But the doctor refused, she said that my body couldn't help shaking, and I must rest for a few more days, I barely rested for a few days, but I went back, but I didn't pay attention, and then I suffered sequelae, which led to..."

Lu Yuchen's face changed, this news really shocked him.Six years is too long, he can't remember clearly what happened before she went to Hainan, now let him think about it, he doesn't have many details to remember.He only vaguely remembered that after she came back, she seemed to have something wrong with her expression and attitude, as if something was on her mind. As for why, he thought it was because her parents complained that she didn't come back immediately after he was admitted to the hospital, but he didn't expect...
"Later, we discussed marriage and had a gynecological examination, and then suddenly discovered that I had lost... the qualifications to be a mother..." Jiang Yinxue cried bitterly, her shoulders trembling, and she was extremely sad.

Lu Yuchen became more and more shocked, his face turned pale, and he couldn't say a word. This news was too difficult for him to digest.

"I...I don't want to drag you down. You are the only son. How can I stay by your side selfishly and miss the incense of your Lu family? I can't do that, because I love you so much...so, when When my mother asked me to leave with a check of 200 million, I agreed, but I didn't move a cent of the money. I was afraid that if I didn't accept it, my mother would be worried, so I pretended to accept it, knowing you After finally getting married and having a happy family, I came back and returned the check to her." Jiang Yinxue said while crying, trembling as she hugged her shoulders, as if she was trembling from body to heart. cold.

In the past, Lu Yuchen might have taken off his coat and put it on her shoulders, or hugged her in his arms, but this time, she was trembling for a long time, and he just looked at her in shock, and didn't want to give her anything. Consolation and warmth.

Jiang Yinxue became more and more disappointed and hated.However, her explanation like this can deal with Lu's mother's accusation against her, because Lu's mother has no evidence, and her two ex-boyfriends, one has gone abroad a long time ago and hasn't come back for many years, and the other... She secretly laughed in her heart , she is already ready!
Lu Yuchen withdrew his gaze, trembling all over, and took out a cigarette tremblingly, trying to light it, but it couldn't be lit no matter what.Jiang Yinxue wiped away the tears on her face, grabbed his hand, and asked softly: "Yuchen, it's all over, don't think about it, and don't worry about me... Mom forced me to leave you for your own good." You must not blame her, you know, she loves you! If she knows that I told you the truth, she will hate me... Please, please don't be angry with her."

Lu Yuchen's chest kept rising and falling, and all kinds of indescribable emotions rushed left and right in his heart, which seemed to crush his heart.

Mother, she is a well-educated person, how could she do this?She lied to him for six years, six full years. It turned out that it was not because this woman didn't love him that she left, but because she loved him so much that she had to leave. He actually hated her for six years!His mother clearly knew the truth, but she refused to tell him anything...

Lu Yuchen's mind was in a mess, he couldn't distinguish east from west, north from south, and tried to sort out the messy context, but found that it was impossible in such a shocked state.His only remaining reason and instinct was to withdraw the hand held by Jiang Yinxue. Although she held it tightly, he still pulled it back forcefully, and continued to light the cigarette, but continued to fail.

Jiang Yinxue stared blankly at her empty hand, and her breathing became short of breath.

Lu Yuchen, I suddenly realized that I hate you more than I love you!How can you be so heartless?Can I not get you a little bit of comfort by telling me like this?You actually resisted me instinctively at such a moment, even shaking hands?

Jiang Yinxue suddenly realized that after doing so much, in the end, maybe, even very likely, she still won't be able to return to the beginning, and she won't be able to get the result she wanted.Despair slowly spread in her heart.

She is a strong woman. When she wants something, she will try her best to get it. It is not a problem to pretend to be weak, gentle, or pitiful. When she is sure that she can't get it, the " "Love" will turn into hate, and it will rapidly ferment and expand, becoming bigger and bigger until it can't bear it and bursts.

Lu Yuchen, don't force me to hate you!Don't force me to go to the strange road of love, there is a cliff!

Jiang Yinxue's gaze became colder and colder. She clenched her fist tightly, retracted her gaze, and sat silently without saying a word.She wanted to hear what he would say.

(End of this chapter)