wife don't run

Chapter 36 You Are Watching Me

He deliberately created many opportunities, such as going to the cafeteria with her to eat. She didn't know that before that, he was from a good family, and he was never willing to eat in the cafeteria. He had enough money in his family, and he mostly ate outside the school.However, since meeting him, his eating habits have changed.

He found that she liked to go to the library, so he waited there early, even though she regarded him as air, he still sat beside her cheeky, hoping that she would turn her head to look at him, but she treated him like a stranger Usually, they even deliberately avoided him.

When he saw her going upstairs, he would deliberately go downstairs, and when he saw her going downstairs, he would deliberately run downstairs first, and then pretend to go upstairs, just to pretend to bump into her at the corner of the stairs, and face her openly Beautiful eyes.

However, she always avoids him, and he thought, maybe she doesn't like him, so that he, who has known her for a long time, has always been confident, and is surrounded by school beauties, dare not confess to her, even took the initiative I dare not say a word.

Those youthful and pure memories will always remain in his mind. In the loneliest, most difficult and most desperate days, he relied on these memories to summon up his courage and fighting spirit, and endure day by day with difficulty. .Her name gave him the courage to persevere, but it also made him despise and hate himself even more.

In the past, he was the one who betrayed her, no matter what the reason was, the result was the same. From the day he left, he lost the qualification to love her, but that love still lingered tightly in his heart, and he never left her. go.

Xin Chang, I still love you very much, but I lost you
Lu Yuchen saw that Xin Chang's mood had returned to calm, so he left with peace of mind. Xin Chang stood on the square and watched him walk out of the gate of the community, and then turned around and went home resentfully.

Anyway, he came here because he was worried about her, which still moved her a little.

"Smooth."

Xin Chang's footsteps stopped suddenly, and the familiar voice pierced through the painful youth and three years full of tears, carrying the wind of memory, and swept over in an instant.

The voice is still slightly magnetic, and the pain is still so clear.

But, don't look back, she told herself over and over again, it was an illusion, an absolute illusion!
Xin Chang stepped forward again, but the voice sounded persistently: "Chang Chang, I'm Ziming, I'm back."

Xin Chang kept walking, even though her mind was in a daze, but her reason reminded her over and over again that her self-esteem and pride did not allow her to look back, even for a glance!
Just because she doesn't want to shed tears in front of a man who once abandoned her, not even a single tear!
She has shed too many tears in the past three years, and now she has already sworn to herself that she will never shed a single tear for this man who treats her feelings like dust in this life.no way!
The footsteps quickened, and she hurriedly walked towards the corridor of her home, her arm was tightly held by him.

"Chang Chang!" He called out in a low voice, his voice trembling.

I have never forgotten your name, your face has always been in my heart, it’s not that I don’t love, it’s that I didn’t have the capital to love, if I love someone, I will bring her suffering, how can I have the heart to let you bear it with me ?
"Chang Chang, I'm back, I'm looking for you." He said in a low voice, but he knew clearly that it was too late to say anything.

Already missed it?Really miss it?
Xin Chang had no choice but to stand still and adjust his breathing quickly, but he still didn't have the courage to look back at him, even though he wanted to turn his head to see what he had become today like crazy, and wanted to tell her What, but her pride reminded her over and over again, no!

"Smooth."

"My surname is Xin. You can call me Miss Xin or Mrs. Lu."

Without looking back, Xin Chang spoke coldly.

Zhuang Ziming held one of her arms tightly just like that, and his eyes were fixed on her black hair. She couldn't see the pain in her eyes, because she didn't want to look back at him at all.

He knew that at the beginning he hurt her very deeply.

"Chang Chang, can we talk? Me."

"No."

Zhuang Ziming thought about her hatred and anger when facing her a thousand times and ten thousand times. He even thought that she might pick up a knife and kill him directly.In fact, that's fine, at least it can show that she still cares about him, because she used to love him very much, so now she hates him very much.

However, the current her, apart from indifference, has no impulse at all. The little girl who was a little bit fond of fighting injustices back then is gone forever.

The flying years of youth are really gone.

"Smooth."

"Let go!"

"Chang Chang, I had a reason for leaving back then, and I did it for your own good."

"Thank you for your greatness, but that year was the same year, not today. I have forgotten it, and you should forget it too!"

"Chang Chang, have you really forgotten? I have always kept in my heart every little bit of the two years we have known each other."

"We have known each other for more than two years, but please don't forget that the breakup is three years, longer than the time we have known each other."

"Chang Chang, for me, there is no difference between these three years and those two years, except that we are not together."

"You are wrong! For me, these three years are brand new and happy three years. I have no impression of those two years."

"If this is really the case, you have been on blind dates for three years and wanted to marry yourself off, why do you fail every time, even if the other party is chasing you very closely, you will avoid it?"

Xin Chang turned around suddenly, staring at his familiar face with red eyes, gritted his teeth and asked, "Zhuang Ziming! Are you investigating me? Are you spying on me? In the past three years, you have been in a place I can't see. place, staring at me all the time?"

Director Xin frowned suddenly, and waved to Mama Xin: "Look, he doesn't seem to be the young man just now, does he? His body is different!"

Mother Xin looked at it for a while and said, "It doesn't seem to be true, why are you holding Changchang's hand?"

Director Xin clapped his hands: "Isn't it because I met a bad guy?"

Mother Xin shook her head: "No, they are talking! The man didn't move."

Director Xin turned around and went downstairs: "No, I have to go and have a look. Our daughter can't do the same thing, it's immoral."

Zhuang Ziming suddenly fell silent, his fiery eyes fixed on Xin Chang's red eye sockets, as if he couldn't see enough, a little crazy, a little greedy, Xin Chang was familiar with such crazy eyes, even the faint mint fragrance on his body, They are all familiar to her.

That year, he kissed her for the first time and used a strong method. After the kiss, the first sentence was actually: "For this kiss, I practiced for three days and chewed three whole rolls of Green Arrow before I came here."

At that time, her shyness suddenly receded, she burst out laughing, and her resentment for his overbearing was instantly wiped out.

It was a romantic plot to make love at first kiss, but in the days that followed, it also became her biggest pain.

You are still you and I am still me, but you are no longer the boy you were before, and I am not the silly girl who simply thought that we were everything. You don’t want me anymore, why come back to disturb my peaceful life?
Staring fiercely at that familiar face, the bitterness in his throat slowly felt, and he wanted to question and shout like crazy in his heart, but when the tears welled up in his eyes, Xin Chang turned his head back stubbornly , out of his sight.

He is still as good-looking as before, but between his brows, it seems that there is no frivolity and arrogance in the past, and at a young age, he suddenly feels a little more vicissitudes.

She despises herself, her heart is still beating anxiously for him at this moment, and she feels a dull pain for him.

"Let's go! Don't be entangled anymore." Xin Chang said coldly.

She thought of his fiancée, that docile and elegant woman, so soft that water dripped out. Even if she said bad things to Lu Yuchen, she still maintained a good self-cultivation. A glass of water was splashed over.

Perhaps, such a woman with a good family background and outstanding temperament is also what he wants most, because she is a good match for him.She is just an ugly duckling, flapping her wings for many years, she did not turn into a white swan, but fluttered all over her feathers.

"Chang Chang, don't marry him, okay? I know, you can't fall in love with him so easily in such a short time"

"Smooth!" Director Xin's shout came suddenly, he heard Zhuang Ziming's words clearly, and Zhuang Ziming was forced to swallow the second half of the sentence.

He actually wanted to say, don't bet on your own happiness just to get revenge and forget me.

"Chang Chang, Xiao Lu is gone? Then why don't you go home quickly?" Director Xin actually doesn't know about Lu Yuchen's situation, but Xin's mother deliberately called him in such an intimate tone when she heard Xin Chang mention his name. .

Sure enough, a clear look of pain flashed in Zhuang Ziming's eyes, and he had to let go of Xin Chang's arm, and lowered his hand, clenched into a fist.

Who is to blame?Feelings will not wait for you where you are, and the people you hurt will not forgive you unprincipled.

"Dad, let's go!"

Xin Chang pulled Director Xin who was still staring at Zhuang Ziming, and walked forward quickly.She was not afraid of any conflict between her father and him. He knew that her father was a reasonable person, and Zhuang Ziming would not conflict with his elders. She just felt that she could not bear it anymore, and she just wanted to go back to bed and have a good time. cry.

Director Xin walked a long way, and couldn't help but turn his head to look at Zhuang Ziming who was standing silently. His figure was stretched by the street lights, which made Director Xin's mind suddenly flash, and a familiar picture jumped out .

It's been three years, but he still clearly remembers those nights.

On the first night, during a violent storm, a tall and thin boy stood quietly under the street lamp, without an umbrella, was completely soaked, silently looking up at the direction of their building.At that time, because his daughter was not at home, he never thought that the boy came for his daughter.

On the second night, the rain stopped, but because of the cold air, the weather suddenly turned cold. It was that boy again, still wearing yesterday's short sleeves, still looking up silently.

On the third night, the boy came, watched for a while, answered a phone call, and collapsed to the ground.When he saw it, he immediately ran downstairs and helped him up.He was hot all over, and he had a fever at first glance, but after saying thank you, he stubbornly refused the kind intention of taking him to the hospital, and stumbled away.

In those few days, his daughter said that she was traveling in a certain city in the south and was not at home. He naturally did not think that it was because of his daughter.

Director Xin was shocked by this discovery. He wasn't sure if his daughter knew what happened back then. Although he wanted to ask, reason still made him swallow his doubts.

Obviously, the daughter's relationship with the man named Lu Yuchen is relatively new and stable, but she has some conflicts with this man.

He is a father, and he doesn't have too many demands on his daughter. He only wants her to be happy, and that's enough.

But, who is the one who can give her happiness?
(End of this chapter)