wife don't run

Chapter 42 He's Afraid of Losing

With a buzzing sound in Xin Chang's mind, he hung up the phone hastily, and walked along the road to the gate in a daze, his heart suddenly became empty and he became sober.

It's so late, his fiancée is still with him, and he went to take a shower, it should be getting ready before going to bed, and the fiancée is still there, which means that their relationship is already very close.

Xin Chang sighed, stopped and looked up at the stars.If it wasn't for this phone call, she would have almost forgotten that he already has a fiancee, and her identity is no longer his girlfriend. If the entanglement continues, she will be the mistress who really intervenes in his relationship.Could it be that she really wants to do this?

"What's in the sky?" A low voice sounded beside her, which startled her and turned her head quickly.

"Why are you back again?" She was surprised.

"I didn't leave at all." Lu Yuchen turned his head to look at her, and replied softly.

"why?"

"Because I found that you have something on your mind today, and I don't feel relieved if I don't see you back home." He said calmly, then looked up at the sky: "What are you looking at?"

"Nothing to see."

"Chang Chang, do you know a story?"

"what story?"

"Once upon a time there was a toad that squatted at the bottom of a well"

"Get out! You are the toad! Lu Yuchen, tell me, do you want to die or not? Choose one!" Xin Chang stretched out his hand and grabbed his neck.

Lu Yuchen lowered his head, looked at her and smiled, pinched her little face, and teased: "So you are much smarter than a toad! Such a smart girl, is there anything you can't think about?"

His tone was full of deep pampering, which made Xin Chang's mood suddenly much easier.

That's right, the relationship with Zhuang Ziming has already ended, and the result now is just to maintain the past, so what's so sad about it?
"Let's go! I'm relieved to see you to the entrance of the corridor." He grabbed her hand and strode forward. It couldn't be more natural, as if they had been affectionate lovers for a long time.

His hands were warm, wrapping hers in the palm of his hand, as if blocking all her troubles, with him, everything would not be so unbearable.

There was a wry smile on the corner of Xin Chang's lips, and he said to himself in his heart: "Zhuang Ziming, the three-day deadline is up, and we are really over. I will use a new attitude to welcome my new life."

Tang Yin looked at the unfamiliar number, took out her mobile phone, dialed the customer service number, and checked the place of ownership, it turned out to be City D.

Unfamiliar phone calls, no one talking, City D. A name suddenly popped up in Tang Yin's mind, and her face changed slightly.

The sound of running water in the bathroom stopped, Zhuang Ziming seemed to have finished washing, she hurriedly deleted the call from his records, and put it back on the sofa.

She bit her lip and waited for him. His mental state was so bad that she had to watch him fall asleep to be at ease.

Zhuang Ziming came out of the bathroom, saw that she was still there, frowned and asked, "Why are you still here? Go to sleep!"

His voice was hoarse, and after taking a bath, his face still showed exhaustion and grief that couldn't be concealed.

"I'll watch you sleep, and I'll leave when you fall asleep." Tang Yin's tone was very gentle.

"No need, don't worry, I survived the blow three years ago, and I can survive it now." He sat on the edge of the bed, speaking strong words, but his eyes were a little dull.

"You..." Tang Yin persuaded hesitantly: "Don't be too sad. Auntie has suffered for several years. Now, she is relieved."

"You want to say that I can also be free, don't you?" Zhuang Ziming turned his head and looked at her for a long time, then sighed softly: "Yinyin, thank you for your comfort. But, we have known each other for so many years, You still don't understand me."

Tang Yin bit her lip tightly, tears kept rolling in her eyes, and he successfully poked her wound again.

Ziming, it's not that I don't want to understand you, but that you never open the door of your heart and give me a chance to understand you.I can understand the melancholy and lovesickness in your eyes, but those eyes are not for me.If you turn your head and look at me one more time, you will find that I have been looking at you with that look, and it has never changed since I was a child.

However, what is hidden in your eyes and heart is always her!

"Although my mother can't move and doesn't know anything, as long as I think that she is still alive, I feel that I still have a family, and I feel that my family is still complete. But now she is gone , I would have no home, or rather, no complete home. You know how happy I was, you should know how afraid I am of losing happiness, and the existence of my mother gave me hope and motivation. Even , she will never be able to say a word again."

Tang Yin's tears fell, she squatted beside his legs, held his hand, and said with a choked voice, "Zi Ming, don't do this. You still have grandma and uncle."

"Uncle? You mean my dad?" He had a sad expression on his face, but suddenly he smiled. It was a cold, wry smile.

"Yes, the existence of my dad can also give me a sense of home. But, do you think, can he give me spiritual motivation? All he can give me is shame." His tone began to change Cold and hard, so hard that he seemed to turn into that tough man like steel in an instant.

The hardships of life have never overwhelmed him, and he has proved that he is strong enough. Today, he still does not need anyone's pity.Nobody needs it!
"Ziming, I know that what I say will never reach your heart, but I want to tell you that you lost your aunt and uncle, but you didn't lose the whole world. There are many people, many friends, caring about you."

Zhuang Ziming was silent for a long time, and sighed softly: "The person who used to make me feel like I have the whole world is no longer by my side."

Tang Yin's heart skipped a beat.She wasn't sure if he was talking about his mother or about
"However, thank you, Yinyin, and thank Jianping and the others. Don't worry, I'm fine, I'll take a rest, then cheer up tomorrow and prepare for my mother's funeral!" He looked up at her, stretched out Rubbing her hair, she tried her best to smile and said, "I'm sorry Yinyin, I'm in a bad mood, don't blame me for talking nonsense."

Tang Yinhong shook her head and said, "It's okay, I understand."

After Tang Yin left, Zhuang Ziming lay quietly on the bed, his body curled up like a shrimp, hugging the quilt tightly, still shaking intermittently.

The weather in the south is so hot, why is it still so cold?From now on, who will give him the warmth he once had?
Chang Chang, did I really lose you?Can we really never go back to the past?If I hadn't let go back then, would you today be by my side and give me the warmth I want most?
The next day, as soon as Xin Chang went to work, he saw everyone actively cleaning, and asked, it turned out that he had just been notified that Director Liang of the Education Bureau would bring some leaders to inspect the work later.

Xin Chang is sweating!Are you going to face your future "mother-in-law" so soon?God!No, she hasn't considered whether to marry or not!Although she has a good impression of that guy now, it seems that getting married is still far away!
Xin Chang quickly took out his mobile phone and called Lu Yuchen. After listening to Lu Yuchen, he laughed so hard that Xin Chang's hair grew creepy.

"Does your mother know me?"

"know."

"Know? Oh, my God!"

"what happened?"

"What's the matter? Why are you here to check what kind of work? In the past, you have been notified in advance, but this time, you came as soon as you said it. Isn't it for me?"

"Are you the principal?"

"no!"

"director?"

"No."

"Then what are you afraid of? My mother is a workaholic. She must have gone because of work." How dare I tell you that maybe I will drop by her prospective daughter-in-law?

Yes, what am I afraid of?I don't need to be with me for the inspection work, I'll find an excuse to go to the bathroom!

"Okay! After your mother comes, I'll go to the bathroom!"

Xin Chang hung up the phone happily, heaved a long sigh of relief, hummed a song and went back to the office.

Lu Yuchen stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, with a sly smile in his eyes, and called his mother again: "Mom, are you going to check the work at ** Middle School today? Remember, you must check their bathroom yourself. Mom, you know."

An hour later, Deputy Director Liang stood in front of the bulletin board, staring closely at one of the photos of the staff, looking at it again and again, smiling cunningly: "The bathroom? Great place!"

(End of this chapter)