wife don't run

Chapter 55 She Worthy of Care
"I don't want to hear anything from you, you go out!" Xin Chang turned around resolutely and stopped looking at him.

Her hands were tightly gripping the back of the chair beside her. If she didn't, she was really afraid that she would fall down now and sit on the ground crying.

"Chang Chang, I'm sorry."

"No! I don't want to listen!" Xin Chang covered his ears and exclaimed in a low voice uncontrollably.

"Chang Chang!" Zhuang Ziming strode forward, grabbed her hand, and turned her around domineeringly, facing his painful eyes.

"No, don't say it!" Xin Chang cried and begged with tears rolling down his face.

She didn't dare to listen, she didn't want to suddenly find out at this moment that he and she still love each other, and the separation in the past was all because of misunderstanding.If so, she will suffer more than not knowing.Could it be that at this moment, she should leave behind Lu Yuchen, who was full of longing and trying to protect her, and turn around and leave?

No, she is not such a person!She would not be so cruel.

"Chang Chang! Three years ago, in just ten days, my father went to jail, my grandfather died of anger, my mother became a vegetative state, and the family business owed huge debts. Passed away again, just ten days ago." Zhuang Ziming's hand on her wrist kept shaking.

Before that period of time, he still couldn't get out of that great grief.That kind of despair, bone-crushing despair, will always be like a huge mountain, pressing tightly on his heart. Even if he has got out of the predicament, he still cannot shake off those shadows.

Xin Chang looked at him in shock, opened his mouth wide and couldn't utter a word.

Zhuang Ziming's whole body began to tremble. He closed his eyes tightly, and it took so much effort to tell those unbearable experiences!

"If you were with me at that time, you would be in trouble, but if you want me to break up with you, I can't bear it! I really can't bear it, I don't want to let go of your hand! I chose to be silent in the struggle. I left in a loud voice, and I even had a little fantasy: When I solved all the problems, I turned around and found that you were still waiting for me. But if I say break up, I am afraid. I am afraid that if I tell you the truth, you will be persistent Stay by my side, but I don't want you to be in any danger. If you don't know the truth, I'm afraid you will really break up with me. I can't bear it, I really can't bear it."

For him who has always been strong, thick mist formed in his eye sockets, and the familiar face in front of him gradually became blurred, but in his heart, she was still the clearest and most beautiful picture.

Xin Chang was completely stunned, his mind went blank, and his breathing almost stopped.

She thought of eleven million reasons, but she never thought of such a cruel reason.

"My classmate in the same city knew the truth, and I begged him to help me inform all my friends about it, and I will keep it from you. When you went to the south to look for me, I was at your house Downstairs, I kept watch for three days, and I didn't know you were in my city until the third day, so I gave up looking for you after all, I can't bring you any danger, I can't."

Those past wounds were too painful, even though he had reminded himself to be strong time and time again in the past three years, but at this moment in front of the woman he loved the most, he still couldn't help crying.

His tears were like a knife, cutting Xin Chang's heart into pain every time. All her grievances and resentment collapsed in an instant.She thought that she was the one who suffered the most, but she never knew what kind of suffering and tiredness this man she hated had endured alone in the past three years.

She really wanted to stretch out her arms to give him a hug, just like when she was sad before, he would hold her tightly in his arms to comfort her.But rationality told her no, today was her wedding, she and Lu Yuchen had already argued and sworn together, if she backed down at this moment, she would hurt him.How would the innocent Lu Yuchen endure such pain?

The four eyes meet, the eyes are dim with tears, although they are speechless, there is a heart-wrenching emotion entangled.

Xin Chang lowered his head, tears rolled down on the snow-white wedding dress, and said hoarsely: "Zi Ming, we missed it. No matter what the reason is, we are really over."

"No! Chang Chang, I know you still love me! The moment I saw you crying for me, I became more and more sure that you still love me, otherwise you have been on blind dates all these years, and there will be no results. Ziming hugged her tightly in his arms with excitement, his voice trembling.

Xin Chang closed his eyes tightly, pushed him away cruelly, tried to force back his tears, and said coldly with a sob: "No matter what happened in the past, no matter how much I loved you, now I have become someone else's wife , I have to be responsible to my husband, I can't hurt him, he is innocent, he also gave me warmth when I was sad, I can't turn him into me three years ago, absolutely not!"

"Chang Chang, I don't mind who you are, as long as you nod your head, I will accompany you when there is hell ahead."

"No!" Xin Chang shook his head calmly, tears rolling down again.

She stared obsessively at this face that had appeared countless times in her dreams, and said firmly word by word: "Three years of separation, how much love is gone, I don't love you anymore. I love you more Most of it is unwillingness. I have always wanted a reason more, the reason why you left back then. Now I know that no matter how cruel the reason is, if you miss it, you miss it. Feelings will not stay in place forever This is fate, like the separation between you and me, like the encounter between me and Yuchen."

"Smooth."

"I thank you for choosing to leave me in order to protect me. If I knew the truth at that time, I would have chosen to face it side by side with you. However, we really can't go back. Forcibly turning back will only hurt more people, and I can't bear such a result. Ziming, please go! Please don't make it impossible for me to face such an important occasion today, please!"

Zhuang Ziming clenched his fists tightly, pursed his thin lips, his Adam's apple slid up and down, tears welled in his eyes, and he stared at her tightly.

That is his favorite her!The one who loves her to the core, the one who appears in dreams every night!Just watch her become someone else's bride?
Lu Yuchen snuffed out the cigarette that had burned to the end, closed his eyes tightly, and leaned against the back of the sofa, breathing a bit oppressed.

He could hear the conversation in the inner lounge clearly. His heart went from clenching tightly to suddenly falling, and he couldn't describe his shock.There used to be a woman who kept saying that she loved him, but abandoned him on the eve of marriage; today, a woman who said she might not love him, but when she knew that the man she once loved still loved her deeply, she chose Stay for him, Lu Yuchen.The same men and women struggling in love and hate, but different versions of love, made him suddenly feel his heart tremble.

Xin Chang, I don't know how to express my feelings, but I suddenly found that I am so lucky, I am glad that I had the accurate feeling and my persistence when I first met you.How could I be willing to miss such a woman worthy of my care?

The lounge is divided into inner and outer rooms. The inner room where Xin Chang lives is actually a dressing room and changing room, while Lu Yuchen is just outside this room, which is the real lounge. Outside the door is the corridor of the hotel.The door was locked when he came in. At this moment, the door had been knocked several times, but he didn't open it. If he didn't open it again, he would probably be forced to open it by the waiter, because he heard his mother's voice outside the door. questioning voice.

Lu Yuchen took a deep breath, walked to the door of the inner room, and knocked lightly: "Chang Chang, open the door, everyone is back."

The two people in the room were startled, and both turned their heads to look at the closed door.

Xin Chang came to his senses and quickly raised his foot to move away. Zhuang Ziming hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to carve her into his body.

"Smooth."

"Zi Ming, please!" Xin Chang raised his face, whose makeup was washed away by tears, and begged bitterly.

Zhuang Ziming was so distressed that he couldn't breathe. He knew that today was her wedding!However, he just couldn't restrain his impulse anymore, and when he thought of losing her forever, he felt as uncomfortable as if he was about to die.

"Honey, open the door! It's just me now."

Zhuang Ziming reluctantly let go of his hand, and Xin Chang stumbled to open the door. The moment the door opened, he was met by Lu Yuchen's gentle smiling face.

"Honey, your makeup hasn't been fixed yet?" He smiled calmly, as if he didn't understand anything, let alone saw that there was a man in the room.

"Come on, make it up again." Lu Yuchen took her hand, pushed her onto the chair, picked up the cosmetic box and opened it as if no one else was there, and held it in front of her: "Honey, do it yourself, I won't."

Xin Chang wiped off his tears with a tissue, picked up a powder puff and dabbed it lightly to cover his tears, and applied light eye shadow to cover his red eye sockets.

"It's so pretty." Lu Yuchen said with a light smile.

When her mother-in-law's call came from outside, Xin Chang's heart skipped a beat.

Still smiling, Lu Yuchen patted her on the shoulder and said softly, "Chang Chang, don't be afraid, no matter what my mother asks, you can answer with one sentence: Go ask Yuchen! Also, send a text message to the bridesmaids. People who know him, let them say they don't know him, remember!"

As he spoke, he stood up and passed Zhuang Ziming without stopping, leaving a sentence: "If you don't want to make things difficult for Chang Chang, come out with me first!"

Zhuang Ziming turned his head to look at Xin Chang who also looked at him with hope. Xin Chang didn't speak, but the tense look on his face made his heart ache even more.

Lu Yuchen stood behind the first door, waiting for him silently. He gritted his teeth and walked over. Lu Yuchen opened the door, and there were already many people standing outside.

"Yuchen, what are you doing? Why did you lock the door?" Liang Ju's eyes fell on Zhuang Ziming behind him, and he asked vigilantly.

"Mom, Xin Chang was arranging her clothes just now. Ziming and I were in charge of guarding the door for her. Now that Ziming is leaving, I'll go see him off."

As he spoke, he squeezed through the crowd and walked out. Zhuang Ziming also said goodbye politely: "Auntie, goodbye."

(End of this chapter)