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Chapter 312 Shen Chaosheng's Diary Revealed!

"A man who loves you very much, you are missing, he is more anxious than anyone else, you should sleep well, don't be haggard to see him, let him worry about you, go to sleep, sister."

"..." Jiang Chunhe finally lay down.

Jing Ming just slept on the ground and stayed with her all night like this.

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The next day, Ningcheng Detention Center.

Before Jiang Chun and Jiang Jingming went, there was already someone who arrived before them.

Du, Zhen, Dong.

Through the glass, Du Zhendong stared at Shen Chaosheng with a sloppy beard, and explained to him the process of saving people.

"Your wife is fine, but she was bitten a few times by mosquitoes, nothing serious."

"En." Shen Chaosheng's voice was hoarse.

In fact, when Jiang Chunhe was rescued and returned home yesterday, Jiangbeiyuan had already sent someone to convey the news to him.

Du Zhendong stared at the black stubble around Shen Chaosheng's mouth, and tears suddenly fell. He wiped away the tears indiscriminately, patted the glass hard, and said, "Now you can shave! The Shen Chaosheng I know is the last A man who cares about his personal cleanliness."

"..." Shen Chaosheng remained indifferent.

He smiled at Du Zhendong, "Did you bring the things I asked you to bring?"

"Bring it!"

Passed the black cowhide notebook from under the partition.

Shen Chaosheng opened the book, lowered his head, and picked up the black ballpoint pen in front of him: "I'll write a few words, take them out for me, and give them to Chun'er."

"You can give it to her yourself! I heard from your second aunt that your wife is coming to see you today!"

"If she can't come, it is stipulated that only one person can visit the prison a day."

"Then, is it still my fault? Blame me for taking her place?"

"..." Shen Chaosheng didn't speak.

He kept his head down and continued writing.

After finishing writing, with moist eyes in his eyes, he suddenly took off the wedding ring on his ring finger, and handed the ring along with the book.

"I helped her, thank you."

"I think it's better for you to give it to her yourself. If she can't come today, she can come tomorrow!"

Shen Chaosheng fell into a long silence.

At the moment when the visiting time was about to end, he smiled at Du Zhendong with his lips curled up, "It's good that she's safe."

Du Zhendong felt a pain in his heart.

He seemed to understand what Shen Chaosheng meant.

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Just as Du Zhendong walked out of the police station, he happened to meet Jiang Chun and Jiang Jingming face to face.

The former grabbed Jiang Chunhe, who was about to rush in, and said to her, "I can only visit one person a day. I just came out of the prison. Shen San asked me to give this to you."

As Du Zhendong said, he handed over the ring and the notebook to Jiang Chunhe.

Jiang Chunhe held the notebook and Shen Chaosheng's wedding ring in his hand, making his knuckles hurt.

Did he find out that she left her wedding ring in the mountains, so he blamed her?

Sitting in Jiang San'er's car with the notebook in his arms, Jiang Chunhe finally lowered his head to read it.

This is the book that touched the Jiang family before.

On the first page, Mr. Shen and Mrs. Shen are written.

Vigorous and powerful fonts, majestic atmosphere, two heavy characters, written in a tender and intertwined manner.

Jiang Chunhe slowly turned to the second page, and what greeted him was the breath of time.

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The weather was fine on X, X.

Today is my 30th birthday, and I finally received my first birthday present from Mrs. Shen.My birthday wish is to be kind to my father and mother, to be respectful to my brothers and sisters, and to be with my lover forever. This third one seems to be a step forward.Mom, how are you doing in heaven? You told me before that you must find a girl with soft hair to be your wife because you have a kind heart.I found it, my Chun'er hair is very soft and soft, I touched it today.

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The weather was fine on X, X.

Today is the happiest day for me so far. My Chuner finally told me that she likes me enough to have a relationship with me.I have lived for 30 years and have never been in a relationship, but normal relationships between men and women should be there, and I hope my girls can enjoy it too.Uncle Wang asked me, why don't I just marry in, and it would take a lot of trouble, Uncle Wang really doesn't understand love.Girls, especially little girls, like romance the most. I don't want my Chun'er to marry me directly, and then I will regret it. Why not talk about a vigorous love.

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The weather was fine on XX.

Today I changed Chun'er from a girl to a woman.A woman who belongs to me, Shen Chaosheng, through and through.I will cherish that bed sheet forever, because looking at it, I will think that this woman is mine, and I will treat her well for the rest of my life.Chun’er, I’ve waited too long, but I’m really lucky. I met you at the age of 20. Otherwise, at the age of 10, I would have to wait for you for another ten years. It’s too hard.

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On XX, the weather was overcast.

Mom, is it because I haven't talked about you in the diary for a long time, so you complained, and you want Chun'er to have a car accident and make her forget me.It must be very painful for my Chun'er to bleed. I still dare not face the on-site monitoring. I am afraid that I will have nightmares in my life.Mom, do you still remember that you had a car accident that year? This nightmare has been with me for nearly 20 years, and I finally got rid of it. Starting today, another nightmare will accompany me. Is this luck or misfortune?

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On XX, the weather turned cloudy to light rain.

Chun'er, why did you forget me?It's hard for me to make you fall in love with me, it's hard for me to get you... I'm so painful, I can't tell you how painful I am, I'm afraid you will be afraid of me.I'm sorry, I hate you, not because I hate you, but because I hate myself, why didn't I protect you well, I hate, why didn't I be more cautious and focused at the wedding.You are afraid of me, and you should. Whoever lets me, this is my retribution.

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On XX, the weather was cloudy.

My father-in-law told me that if I want Chun'er to approach me, I need to think from Chun'er's point of view.I thought about it, and suddenly it was the truth, I shouldn't regret it every day, why I didn't protect you well in the past, at least you are still by my side now, I should be content.What I should do now is to make you fall in love with me again without hesitation.If the two feelings last for a long time, how can they be in the day and night, right?

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On XX, the weather turned from cloudy to sunny.

I went back to Ningcheng today because I have to deal with a person.I know, brother and friend, this wish, I will never be able to realize it in this life.People are always like this, you can't expect too much.Chun'er, I miss you very much, you are asleep, I dare not call you, I just saw a photo of you in middle school for a long time, I asked Brother Jiang San for it, I did not participate in your middle school days , But ah, my Chun'er is so beautiful, carved out of the same mold as now, thank you for appearing, making me happy for so many years, I love you, Mrs. Shen.

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The weather was fine on X, X.

It's another spring, my Chun'er, Xiao Chun'er, why haven't you fallen in love with me yet?I dare not ask you if I did something wrong. I am afraid that you will be cautious and timid towards me. The ancients said it well, even if it is beyond redemption, I will treat your eyebrows and eyes as before, and the years as before. Mrs. Shen, Mr. Shen Waiting for you, waiting for you to grow old, the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten, it's fine.

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On X, X, the weather turned from cloudy to sunny.

Mrs. Shen, you said that you really envy your parents' love. You are young and affectionate, and you never tire of seeing each other for many years. I can't match your father's level for the time being. However, I will let myself gradually tend to that level. And even beyond.May I be like a star king like a moon, with a bright and clean night and night stream, this is my biggest wish now.

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(End of this chapter)