his spring breeze

Chapter 603 Chen Bai II Chapter (15)

Not to mention, He Yao was quite relaxed just now, but after being told by Chen Bai, he couldn't relax for a while.

Put on a straight face.

"I can do whatever I like, you can control me."

Chen Bai: "..."

Mai Rui came back from the scenic area, smiled and took He Yao's arm, He Yao didn't refuse, was held by Mai Rui, and walked to another place, this was the first time Chen Bai felt that He Yao was very naive.

Several people returned to the hotel in the evening and asked for food at the hotel.

He Yao felt that it was no fun to travel, no fun to do anything, and no fun to play games.

Just lying there with legs crossed.

Looking at the ceiling, he raised his arm and rested it on his forehead.

I was in a trance.

Chen Bai stayed alone in the next room, he knew that He Yao didn't want to see him now.

Otherwise, I wouldn't have talked to him along the way.

Ding dong.

The doorbell rang, and He Yao got up to open the door, whoever had nothing to do at night was looking for trouble.

He Yao stared at Mai Rui outside indifferently, and raised his wrist to look at his watch.

"It's so late, what are you doing?"

"Can I come in?" Mai Rui was wearing a silk nightgown, and her exquisite figure was very obvious.

He Yao rubbed the aching brows, "There are people in the room, you better not come in."

"Ah... That He Yao, does he live with you? Do you share a room?"

"Yep."

"Then why don't you go to my room?" Mai Rui bent one arm and put it on the wall, with charming eyes and exquisite figure.

In such a scene, normal men would blush and have nosebleeds.

Then immediately spend the night with the beautiful woman in your arms, you and me.

He Yao is indeed abnormal.

His eyes didn't move at all, he just sighed, pointed to the room and said, "I rely on you, I can't fall asleep, I have to rely on him, so I can fall asleep."

He was telling the truth.

So far, only Chen Bai can cure his insomnia.

Mai Rui was a little taken aback, and Mai Rui is not a complete fool.

"You...you and He Yao, you two?"

"Almost, it's exactly what you think it means anyway."

"Crazy!" Mai Rui slapped He Yao's face, turned around and walked away in shame.

He Yao realized later, and cursed: "Damn it."

Close the door too.

She must be crazy, why beat him hard.

Of course, he is not a good person, he can see that Mai Rui intends to develop an affair with him, but it is a pity that he was just playing for fun at first, so he can't take it seriously.

……

Chen Bai had automatically reserved half of the bed for He Yao, but He Yao didn't come over that night.

Early the next morning, while eating breakfast, Chen Bai noticed that He Yao's cheeks were swollen.

"What's wrong with your face?" He took the initiative to break the ice and started the topic.

He Yao raised the corner of his mouth disapprovingly: "I was bitten by a mosquito."

Can you believe this lame reason?Chen Bai stopped talking.

He Yao ate with his head down, yawned from time to time, with heavy dark circles under his eyes.

"Did you not sleep well last night?"

"I didn't sleep at all, I played games all night."

"Don't be like this in the future, it's easy to die suddenly," Chen Bai was worried, "If you can't sleep, you can come to me."

Obviously he reserved a place for him last night.

"You?" He Yao smiled, and his sharp eyes flashed ridicule, "Do you think I forgive you? Can I forgive a gangster who kidnapped me? How did I get here when I was 16? Do you get it?"

Chen Bai didn't speak.

He Yao put down his chopsticks, crossed his hands under his chin, and said:

"Let me tell you this, do you know why I only receive 16 patients a month? Because I was 16 years old, and because my mother passed away at 16 minutes and 16 seconds. I don't like this number, so I use fire to fight fire. Just remember every month."

It turned out to be the case.

Chen Bai nodded: "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry, it's useless. Some problems of principle cannot be forgiven."

Chen Bai didn't speak again.

He Yao said to himself, "I still have to thank that kind man who saved me. Without him, I wouldn't be where I am now."

But who is that kind person?

A complex light flashed in Chen Bai's eyes.

fleeting.

……

Within two days, He Yao went back to Ningcheng. The main reason was that He Yao was not feeling well and didn't want to play anymore. He didn't take a plane with Chen Bai, and he didn't want to see Chen Bai.

After returning, He Yao received a call from Li Sheng.

Li Sheng told him that he was asked to stop taking the medicine for depression, which is not good for his health, so he should not take it.

He Yao didn't bother to talk to Li Sheng.

But soon, something happened to He Yao.

His physical discomfort was a precursor. Within a few days, He Yao was found to have uremia, early stage.

This incident caused a sensation in the entire psychology department of the hospital.

No one thought that He Yao, such a young person, would actually suffer from uremia.

He Yao is getting thinner and thinner now, his lips are the same color as his face.

Song Ye accompanies him, and in the corner where He Yao can't see, Song Ye will cry.

He Yao is now in the hospital. Every night in his sleep, he feels that there is someone by his side all night. That person calls him by name, He Yao, Xiao Yao, very similar to Chen Bai's voice.

But when he woke up, the person in front of him was not Chen Bai, but Shen Sheng.

"Why are you here?" He Yao's eyes became impatient, and his voice was sharp.

Shen Sheng didn't speak, but looked at the thin and invisible He Yao with complicated eyes.

"How did you get uremia?"

"Hehe," He Yao sneered, the hypocrisy of Shen Sheng disgusted him, "You should be very happy, right, I'm going to die soon, isn't it in line with your wishes?"

"Why didn't you tell us about your depression?"

"Us? What do you mean?"

"He Yao, I am your family after all."

"Wow--" He Yao was agitated, raised his hand, and swept the things on the table to the ground. The crackling sound made people panic.

He Yao's pale and bloodless face showed a thin and cold look, "Get lost."

Shen Sheng took a deep look at him.

"I'll let you get out." He pointed at the door, exerting force on his knuckles.

"..." Shen Sheng walked out.

He Yao turned his eyes away.

He has no way to face Shen Sheng now.

Not only because of family reasons, but also because of Chen Bai.

Chen Bai is Shen Sheng's man, every time he sees Shen Sheng, He Yao's heart hurts, the guy he trusted in the past turned out to be his enemy's subordinate, how can he let go of this fact.

After Song Ye still got off work, he came to accompany He Yao.

The previous He Yao was a glamorous young man in fresh clothes and angry horses.

The current He Yao said that he is lingering on his last breath, which is a bit too much, but he is not far from being skinny.

The key is that He Yao doesn't treat him.

He was obviously sick and refused to receive treatment, just waiting to die like a zombie, I don't know what he was thinking.

"Want to play games with you?" Song Ye asked He Yao when night fell.

He Yao just shook his head, his voice was very shallow: "Go out, I want to be alone."

Song Ye nodded.

went out.

……

The room was very quiet, only the smell of disinfectant floated in the air.

dong dong dong.

In a daze, he seemed to hear the sound of hitting a wall again, again and again.

dong dong dong.

This is his inner demon, the inner demon brought by the dark swamp.

He Yao numbly looked at the window beside him.

Obviously there is the moon and stars outside, but He Yao can't see it, he can only see the dark clouds, and the large black ink-like sky covered by the dark clouds, and there is no light to project in.

I remember a patient with depression once said: [I stay up late every day, just to die unexpectedly. 】

Uremia was caught off guard by He Yao.

He takes pills, lots of them, sleeping pills and meds for depression and all that stuff, he has insomnia, he stays up late.

He fantasizes every day that he may fall asleep, or die suddenly.

So much so that when he found out that he had uremia, He Yao felt nothing in his heart.

On the contrary, the people around him, one by one, felt as if the sky had fallen.

Those nympho women who followed him lost their original star eyes, and just looked at him with sympathetic eyes, as if saying, what a fresh life, it is about to disappear like this.

He's annoying.

He didn't bother to respond to those eyes, sympathetic or pity, or strange eyes like looking at an albino patient.

He didn't even want to bother.

Song Ye, on the other hand, was really kind to him and stayed with him every day.

Song Ye's brother, He Yao came to pay him sincerely.

Another brother, Chen Bai——

Chen Bai also visited He Yao several times, came once and was chased away by He Yao once.

Chen Bai was a persistent one, he was chased away by He Yao more than ten times, and then he stopped coming, and he didn't know where he went.

He Yao had nothing to do today, so he counted.

He seemed to have chased Chen Bai away a full 16 times.

Suddenly I felt that he was really a fool.

But it was such a fool who planned to stay by his side for a long time, what did he think.

……

"He Yao, let's have a kidney transplant." Li Sheng also came, with a sad face.

As He Yao's attending doctor for these years, he has seen He Yao's survival and growth, he has seen He Yao's ups and downs, and he can survive everything, but his biggest shortcoming is stubbornness.

Deadly stubbornness.

He Yao: "Is there anything on your body? I want to eat it."

"Stop taking medicine for depression. Your uremia is largely caused by the side effects of taking those medicines, do you know?"

"Oh."

He Yao indifferently raised his brows.

"When you have finished speaking, you can go now."

"Why don't you have an operation? You are in the early stage of uremia, and the chances of a successful kidney transplant are still very high."

"Get out." He Yao turned around, with his back to Li Sheng.

He Yao is like this during the day, cold and indifferent to anything.

At night, there will be some emotions similar to those of literati, lamenting the impermanence of the world, lamenting the changes of the years, lamenting that he has lived for almost 30 years, and finally wants to say goodbye to this world that relies on eggs.

Li Sheng was worthy of being He Yao's psychiatrist, with Xiaoqiang's combat effectiveness, he kept persuading He Yao in He Yao's ear.

He Yao finally got annoyed, "Aren't you going? Okay, then I'll go."

"He Yao—" Li Sheng still called him from behind, but He Yao was too lazy to answer.

He Yao stood in the corridor.

It's been a long time since he came out to see the monsters walking in the world.

Ok.

Now, these people in front of you, whether it is a doctor wearing a white coat, or a nurse running in the corridor, or those sick patients, coughing or catching a cold, falling into He Yao's eyes, they are all monsters Same.

He doesn't fit in with the world.

Until——he saw a tall and straight figure in the corridor.

He's 190 tall, wearing black overalls, and has a cropped cut.

He cut his hair?He Yao thought so.

He leaned on the wall, and looked at 190 across the group of monsters.

Then 190 disappeared in the next second, and there was darkness in front of my eyes.

He Yao smiled wryly.

He has driven Chen Bai away 16 times, can he come back?

……

Unknowingly, He Yao walked to the garden downstairs.

There are large fields of wild lilies planted here. He Yao likes wild lilies very much. It smells fresh and symbolizes vitality.

He is such a strange person, he doesn't like life, but he just can't escape life force.

On the way back, He Yao saw Shen Sheng's back.

He hid silently and followed behind Shen Sheng, wanting to see where Shen Sheng was going.

After Shen Sheng entered a room, the door was closed.

He Yao pressed his face to the door, wanting to hear what Shen Sheng said to the other party inside, but there was no way, the sound insulation effect of this door was so good that He Yao couldn't hear a sound at all.

After about half an hour, Shen Sheng came out of it.

He Yao couldn't see the expression on Shen Sheng's face clearly, because he was already hiding.

After Shen Sheng left completely, Shen Sheng walked in.

Suddenly discovered——

The person inside turned out to be the doctor in charge of his hospitalization.

"Doctor Wang, what did that man ask you for?" He Yao sat down in front of Old Wang.

Old Wang was puzzled: "That man just now? You mean Mr. Shen, isn't he your brother?"

"He's not my elder brother." He Yao said angrily and gloomily, "I have nothing to do with him, well water does not violate river water."

"It seems that you have misunderstood your brother."

Lao Wang sighed: "Mr. Shen is really kind to you. He just came to talk to me about replacing your kidney."

He Yao was stunned.

"what did you just say?"

"You don't know? Mr. Shen wants to donate a kidney to you. You should cherish such a good brother and don't say anything that makes him sad."

"Doctor Wang, are you also with Shen Sheng?"

Lao Wang didn't understand, and asked in a daze, "What do you mean?"

He Yao didn't say much, turned around and left.

Back in the ward, Li Sheng had already left. He was lying flat on the bed, his eyes were a little more turbulent.

Does Shen Sheng want to donate a kidney to him?

How could such a selfish person be possible?

He Yao turned around with a sneer, his back was facing the door, he didn't want to believe what happened today.

He didn't want to hold that so-called trust anymore and give it to someone who wasn't worth it at all.

He Yao thought so and closed his eyes.

(End of this chapter)