Back with Vengeance: Young Master Gu's Fierce Wife

Chapter 40 Memories Are Honey Mixed With Poison
The so-called self-inflicted can't live, I'm afraid it's people like Li Huan.

On the uneven concrete floor there were fine sand and stones, which hurt my back. In the huge warehouse, I could only hear my own heavy breathing and faint humming.It was as if a fire was burning in the stomach. The delicacies that I didn't care to eat before had all turned into tormenting poisons, almost giving me the illusion that life would be worse than death.

But these were not the most unbearable for Li Huan.

So dark and so quiet...

That kind of suffocating silence, that kind of loneliness and confusion, that kind of fear of being abandoned...In an instant, reality almost overlaps with memory.

Li Huan opened his eyes wide, there was something vague in front of him, an empty corridor, a lonely figure from the back, a series of lonely sounds of kicking, tapping...

Who is that?Who is that?
She opened her eyes wide to look at it, but the man suddenly turned her head back, with an expressionless face, that was... her face.

She has a lonely face written all over her face.

The mountains of memories are shaking in an instant, something is churning violently in my mind, those things that I thought I had forgotten, suddenly brighten up at this moment, the perfunctory face of the woman, the impatient tone of the man, the kindness of the old man smile, and... that person...

... Ah Yuan.

It turned out that I never forgot.

It turned out that even though she hated him for being cruel and ruthless, she still couldn't bear to forget the past.

In the childhood in my memory, my parents were always busy, so I was always taken care of by my nanny Mrs. Wang.Sister-in-law Wang is very kind and loves her extremely, but these are far from being able to make up for the loss caused by the lack of family affection.Because Mrs. Wang has her own home, she can't be with her all the time, and she has to go back every day when it gets dark.

At that time, I especially hated the dark.

I remember that I asked Mrs. Wang naively, can the sky stay on all the time and not be dark?

Mrs. Wang smiled and asked why.

How did you answer yourself?It seems that there will be many children at dawn, and there will be Mrs. Wang.At that time, I was too young, thinking that everyone left just because it was dark.

I still remember Sister-in-law Wang's pitiful and distressed face after hearing her immature answer, even my young self felt a kind of inexplicable sourness.

That poor... look...

and then?
Oh, yes, I started to become more and more quiet, more and more silent, and less and less fond of going out. For half a year, I said almost a handful of things, and finally got so serious that I fell into a coma during a sudden power outage. on the ground.

It was Mrs. Wang who came back to get things and found her and sent herself to the hospital.

Li Mi, who was sent to boarding school, was lying on her bedside, crying like a child.For the first time, there was even a fierce quarrel in the study.She didn't feel afraid, but felt inexplicably warm.

Even though she didn't quite understand what was said in the study at that time, she could only hear it intermittently, something dark and frightening.

So I knew that I was sick, and there would be many people in the family...

That was the first time in memory that there were so many people in the family, mother, father, Li Mi, and myself.

This feeling is really beautiful, very beautiful...

But they are too busy after all, so busy that even if they know their illness, they still can't spare time to accompany them.And then... and then I was sent to my grandmother's house.

She was a very kind and gentle woman, almost more like her mother than her own.She gave herself the most meticulous and caring care, and she finally made herself no longer like an orphan.

And there, I also met Gu Changyuan.

Gu Changyuan's situation is similar to hers, but he is the eldest grandson of the Gu family after all, so he must be treated differently from her.She still remembers to this day that every time Gu Changyuan went out at that time, there would be a large group of waiters behind him.

The children in the country are a little afraid of this. Only she, because she has been taken care of by the nanny all the year round, counter-instinctively feels that the other party and herself are the same.Since she fell ill, she has almost no friends, and even here she has no one to talk to. Although her grandmother is very nice, she is still just a child who longs to play with children of the same age.

So in front of the low wall made of stones, she stepped on the trembling stones every day, lying on it and looking out.Many, many children ran past my eyes like runaway colts. Their cheerful voices made people want to smile along with them, but no one stopped and called her to play together.

So just watch, watch...

But one day, a person suddenly stopped at the foot of the wall.Almost at the first sight, she recognized the child who was the same as herself.The little boy walked unhurriedly, with a tight face. Although he was about the same height as other children, he felt like a little adult.

He tried his best to lift his head up, but his eyes seemed to be condescending, "Are you from the city?"

Because she didn't believe that someone would come to talk to her, she was momentarily stunned, and then nodded.Because she was worried that the other party would turn around and walk away because she couldn't see clearly, she tapped very hard, but because of the force, her chin hit the hard rock.

The severe pain made her eyes turn red for a moment.

"What's wrong? Did you hit it?" The little boy frowned and said with disgust, "What an idiot!"

Seeing that she was about to cry or not, she added softly, "Come out and let me see."

At that moment, she was in so much pain that she almost burst into tears immediately, but she was more worried that if she couldn't see it, the boy would disappear.Resisting the urge to cry, she told the little boy intermittently: "You... you have to wait... wait for me... I, no, no... can't... go."

"Are you talking too much? I told you to come out, of course you won't leave!" The little boy looked at her with big eyes in disgust, then paused for a moment, then with a sullen face, he added solemnly One sentence, "Be careful when you go down, don't fall, otherwise people will think that I bullied you, you little brat!"

Obviously he is a half-grown child, but he still wants to call others a yellow-haired girl.It's a pity that at that time, she only thought about being able to play with him, and never thought about refuting.

It's not a long way, she ran very fast, she was too young at that time, she didn't know the feeling of burning with worry, she just knew to hurry up, hurry up, hurry up...

Grandma ran out when she heard the sound of pulling the door, muttering, "Huanhuan, where are you going? You don't know the way, don't run around, be careful not to get lost..."

I was in so much pain that I couldn't speak, so I could only cover my mouth with one hand and paw at the door with the other. Before the door was fully opened, I hurriedly squeezed out through the small gap that was opened.

Fortunately, that person is still there.

"Why are you running so fast? Didn't I already tell you that I won't go?" The little boy walked up to her with a displeased face, helped her who almost fell, and muttered thoughtfully.

She was in so much pain that she couldn't speak at all, she could only keep giggling at him.

"Stop laughing, you're so ugly!" The little boy gave her an annoyed look, then roughly pinched her cheeks with his short fingers, "Open your mouth, let me see."

Her cheeks were very painful from being pinched, but she didn't resist, instead she opened her mouth obediently.

"Well...it's okay, the tongue is not broken!" The little boy checked like an adult.

Seeing how she was holding back tears, he suddenly leaned over with a sullen face.

"Hey, it doesn't hurt, I'll give you Huhu, Huhu, it won't hurt anymore!" A hard voice, accompanied by a warm and soft breath, brushed towards his face, caressing his chin, itchy, with With the unique fragrance of some children.

"Huanhuan..." The grandma, who was a step behind, opened the door anxiously and followed out. After seeing the little boy, she immediately laughed again, "Ah, it's Ah Yuan."

"Grandma Li." The boy named A Yuan called out like a grown-up with a sullen face.

"Oh, so good!" Grandma seemed to like this child named A Yuan very much, she stretched out her hand and stroked his head, the smile on her face became more and more kind, "Are you here to play with our Huan Huan?"

"En." Ayuan nodded sullenly, and asked, "Grandma Li, can I take her out to play?"

"Yes, yes!" Grandma nodded again and again, "If it's Ah Yuan, grandma, I can rest assured. Ah Yuan will help grandma take good care of Huanhuan, she is quite shy."

"En." Nodding solemnly, as if accepting some great task, Ah Yuan said seriously: "I will take good care of sister Huanhuan."

An old and a young couple, as if they are handing over some important items, the picture is serious and funny.

At that time, she was stunned and did not respond, only echoing in her mind, can she finally go out to play?
"Let's go." The young master A Yuan usually stretched out his hand first.

It was a very small and soft hand, which did not match at all with his face as tense as ice.She didn't know if it was good-looking to grow up like a boy.She only knew that even though his expression was stinky from beginning to end, she still had an inexplicable warm feeling.

The hand stretched out involuntarily.

Ah Yuan led her all the way to the middle of the children, and said proudly: "From now on, she is the one I want to protect, no one can bully her, otherwise don't blame me for being rude!"

After a brief silence, there were sparse welcome sounds.

They were reluctant to bring a little girl to play, but they were really afraid of that little boy, so they could only reluctantly agree.

She was so nervous that her palms were sweating, but Ah Yuan didn't seem to notice it at all, just stared at the group of children reluctantly, and the welcome finally became warmer.

Since then, her childhood has finally been complete.

So she began to hope that she could stay here forever, and never have to go back to that cold, lifeless home.

But hope was dashed so quickly.

Mother felt that she could no longer be allowed to go wild in the countryside, so she specially sent someone to pick her up.Even though she was crying hoarsely, she was still forced to carry her into the car.She crawled out of the window while no one was prepared, and her nose was bruised and her face was swollen. Grandma panicked and burst into tears.But she ignored it and just ran towards the boy standing in the distance.

"Ah Yuan, Ah Yuan" is such a heart-piercing voice, every time she thinks about it in the future, she will feel very sad.

Ah Yuan ran over with a look of disgust, but there was an unconcealable distress on his face, "Are you an idiot? How could such a short window fall like this!"

He taught her a lesson of hating iron and steel, but his little soft hand touched her face carelessly, the movements were very gentle...

"Poppy, poppy..." Li Huan was lost in memory, almost unable to extricate himself, but suddenly a real call came from his ear.

The slack eyes gathered and scattered, scattered and gathered again, a blurred face, indistinct in the faint light, before she could see it clearly, she was the first to call out, "Ah Yuan"

(End of this chapter)