There are spirits in the rebirth space

Chapter 372 Responsibility and guilt

"So, can you give up your responsibilities openly now?" Li Zhiheng just looked at Li Zeming flatly, at his relaxation, and at his expectation.Death is a terrible word, but it is the end that countless people will eventually go to.But in the eyes of Li Zeming at this moment, it is the end he finally got after so many years of begging.

"Responsibility, I gave up too much for this illusory word. Fate should always be fair to me."

The familiar sourness climbed up the nose again, and the complexity of the heart was in stark contrast to the relief of Li Zeming's sadness in front of him.The father who once cared about him and loved him suddenly disappeared in his life one day. After many years of searching for his father, he regained his father, but in getting along day by day, he suddenly discovered that nothing is against time, even a cut off The same goes for continuous blood.So he gave up the 'extravagant hope', began to recognize and then obey the reality.If he becomes cold-hearted and gives up looking forward to it, he can also get through it slowly, only keeping the husband who only belonged to his father and his mother in the corner of his heart forever, and obediently accept the real reality from then on.But at this moment, when this man is facing life and death, tell him with a relaxed and open-mindedness that he has always been his father, and has always been that husband... He has transformed so naturally, but he can also be careless. Is it bad?

Li Zhiheng turned around and looked at the green outside the window, covering up the turmoil in his heart, but his voice was a little bit more astringent, "Responsibility, you said it was something you insisted on all your life. But in the end, how much have you achieved? At least, for me and Xiaoxuan, you are not a qualified father! Then for my mother and Aunt Feng, how much can you score?" Turning around, he couldn't bear it from the bottom of his heart, Li Zhiheng still met the pair Shocked eyes, "Things that have been insisted on for a lifetime are nothing but a joke in the end. At most, you are also loyal to the motherland when you have other intentions."

The shock in Li Zeming's eyes became more and more profound with each sentence Li Zhiheng said, and when it was superimposed later, it turned out to be full of sadness.After all, this son must be extremely disappointed in him!Yes, he was right, for him and his mother, he couldn't protect his wife and children; for Xiaoxuan and her, he even failed to fulfill his responsibilities as a husband and father.Li Zeming couldn't help but shook his head with a wry smile. He thought that the responsibility that would trap him all his life turned out to be nothing more than a joke in the end!He just lived in the cage he wove, feeling sorry for himself, and at a loss for no reason.Using the excuse of responsibility, he hurt everyone around him.It turned out that he was the most selfish and irresponsible person...

Seeing his increasingly gray face, Li Zhiheng couldn't bear it, but he continued: "So, don't say anything about the so-called you can finally give up your responsibility. Because you are the least qualified to say People with this word. Don’t expect others to pay for your debts!”

Li Zeming closed his eyes dejectedly, and leaned on the hospital bed. This series of frank revelations completely destroyed his will, and he suddenly seemed to be ten years older, and his whole body smelled of desolation.The debts he owed are too many... It's ridiculous that he only now understands that at this moment, he still has the ability, does he have the time to pay it back?Thinking about it this way made him even more desperate.

There was an oppressive silence in the ward. The two of them stood and lay down without saying a word. For a while, the atmosphere dropped to freezing point.

And Xiaoxuan who broke in suddenly finally broke the cold silence and eased the atmosphere in the ward a little.

"Father!" Xiaoxuan rushed towards Li Zeming as soon as she entered the door, her round face was flushed with blush after running, her mouth was still panting slightly, but her eyes were a little red.Seeing Li Zeming sitting on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, he felt more and more uneasy.Today, my mother told her that her father was sick and hospitalized.The little girl still remembered the scene when her father was hospitalized last time, and the scene of her mother rushing to the operating room in panic was firmly engraved in her memory.It was really a nightmare experience, so now that my father was hospitalized again, the panic and uneasiness that should not have appeared on such an immature face appeared on my little face.

"Father, what's wrong with you? Why are you hospitalized again? Are you okay?!" The girl's unique slender voice called back Li Zeming, who was in a slump.He opened his eyes and looked at this little daughter, who had never seen him since she was born.They were only reunited after more than ten years, and he hadn't enjoyed much fatherly love yet, yet he wanted to abandon her again.Besides pain and panic, what else did his father bring to her?He really owes her too much!In a blink of an eye, he looked at Li Zhiheng who was standing a few steps away, and the faces of the two women in his life flashed in his mind. The debts he owed were really endless!Guilt engulfed him like a tide, making it difficult for him to even breathe.

Li Zhiheng quietly watched his face change again and again, knowing that he had dispelled the initial absurd idea.While he was relieved, he could only sigh when he thought of his lonely mother.This person owes too much debt, and he has to pay it back bit by bit from the living.As for his mother, wait until the day he really can't hold on, and then go to her to make amends!

Xiaoxuan couldn't understand why Li Zeming's face changed from dead to moving to soft eyes, and she didn't know why the always gentle and gentle brother exuded a cold aura faintly.But she knew that there was always a dark tide between them, so she was a little worried at the moment.The adult's world is too complicated and chaotic, she instinctively wants to stay away, and there is a timid look on her face unconsciously.

Seeing the increasingly timid expression on his daughter's face, Li Zeming felt pity and remorse in his heart.Li Zhiheng had already suffered a lot due to the mistakes made at the beginning.Do you still want to deprive another daughter of happiness because of your own selfish escape?
Reaching out to hold Xiaoxuan's cool little hand, the expression on her face became softer, "Xiaoxuan, dad is fine, dad is just feeling unwell, so he was hospitalized. Dad will be discharged from the hospital soon."

Xiaoxuan looked at Li Zeming's gentle and loving expression, and most of the apprehension in her heart disappeared, and she even felt a little joy. She had never met such a father, such a kind face, such a close and kind father.While feeling relieved, the expression on his face also showed some signs of flying, "I was scared to death, I thought my father was seriously ill! Dad, you must be healthy and healthy, and you have to give me a doctor's license." Yes! You have never attended my parent-teacher meeting with your mother, and my classmates all said that I am a child of a single-parent family!" As she spoke, Xiaoxuan pouted a little unhappy.

Because of these few words, the guilt in Li Zeming's heart became more and more intense.He really is a selfish and cowardly bastard!How much his wife and children suffered because of his evasion and retreat!My heart tightened slightly, and I squeezed Xiaoxuan's hand slightly, "Okay, from now on, your father will go to your parents' meeting every time!"

Xiaoxuan immediately raised her face and smiled happily. Li Zeming's gentleness made her get closer, and she even lowered her head and rubbed against his arm, like a kitten, very cute.

Li Zhiheng watched all this silently, feeling a little sour in his heart, but he was more relieved, using his responsibility and guilt to trap him, and finally let him dispel those unwanted thoughts.

Turn around and go out, leaving the space in this ward to their father and daughter.

Li Zeming looked at his resolute back with complicated eyes.It was only now that he truly realized that what was in front of him was no longer the cute and obedient little son who hugged his leg and acted like a baby, but a big man who dominated the shopping mall.For him, he missed so much, even thinking about making up for it has become an extravagant wish...

Now the expansion of Huafu Group is in full swing, such as the development project of the previously purchased land, and the expansion and management of the restaurant and its hotels. As for other joint ventures, such as the cooperative real estate with Su Lei The company is all handed over to the other party for management. It can be said that Li Zhiheng is really busy now.However, Li Zhiheng has always been well aware that what counts for an excellent manager is not how outstanding he is, but what an excellent team he has.As the Huafu Group grew bigger and bigger, he never forgot to expand his talent group, such as Sun Fei, Xu Qinghua, Lu Zeming and his wife, and even Sophie.Therefore, although Li Zeming's illness took up a lot of his energy and time, it would not be a big problem.

In addition to reporting to the hospital regularly every day, Li Zhiheng has been searching for domestic experts in this field.But the result was not optimistic, so Li Zhiheng began to think about the possibility of going abroad.It was just because of Li Zeming's special status that it was impossible to let him go abroad, so he had to find a way to invite foreign experts back.

Li Zhiheng was busy because of Li Zeming's illness, and came and went in a hurry. Ye Hui saw it and felt more and more distressed.No matter how many estrangements he has with Li Zeming, blood is thicker than water.Now that Li Zeming is like this, Li Zhiheng must be sad too.Wanting to relieve his worries, Ye Hui made a special trip to the space to ask old man Mimi if there was any medicine that could help Li Zeming.

After hearing her reason for coming, Mimi rejected her very bluntly.The reason was that it was unbelievable to her. In Mimi's words, it was the law of reincarnation, life and death.Even if she is the master of the space, she can't use the medicine of the space without authorization to break the order of the cycle of heaven and earth, and she can't disrupt it either.The so-called non-reporting time is not up, once the time comes, nothing can stop it, and she will not only fail to save Li Zeming, but in the end she will also involve herself in it because of her recklessness.Ye Hui thought about it, and was a little suspicious of Mimi who suddenly looked serious, and couldn't watch such a fresh life disappear like this, besides, he was Li Zhiheng's father.But Mimi was extremely determined, she just refused to look for her, and finally couldn't stand her torture, and simply hid in the space.

(End of this chapter)