There are spirits in the rebirth space

Chapter 454 No If
It is still the villa by the sea, a quiet and elegant place, with a slight sea breeze, but it is undoubtedly refreshing.

In fact, Xiao Rao has always known Feng Yuan's feelings for her.But knowing it is one thing, how to respond is another.In other words, Xiao Rao never thought of responding.Don't say that she has never thought about Feng Yuan like that before, even if she has such a thought, she would definitely not dare to expect such a relationship now.

However, since Feng Yuan returned to China, he has been showing kindness, thoughtfulness, indifference, or fanaticism little by little. May Day is not an expression of her emotions.She is not a rock, especially after suffering so much damage, she also looks forward to being cared for by others one day. The feeling of being held in the palm of someone's hand is so good that she can't help but want to get closer.

Therefore, when Feng Yuan ambiguously offered to take her to a place in exchange, in this villa that can be regarded as isolated from the world, she acquiesced in all Feng Yuan's behaviors that were getting closer and closer to intimacy.She even began to enjoy it unknowingly.

The salty sea breeze blows, and it feels damp and sticky.Xiao Rao rubbed her arms with some fear of the cold.In fact, the weather at this time has long been getting warmer and warmer. Even if the temperature at the seaside is slightly lower, it will not be so cold.This is Xiaorao's problem left after her last miscarriage, she is prone to chills.Suddenly, a soft dress fell on her shoulders.Looking back, I saw Feng Yuan's smiling face.

"You don't even need to put on your clothes when you come out. If you catch a cold, you should feel uncomfortable again." Her voice was gentle, with a little pampering.

Xiao Rao smiled, and obediently tightened her coat, looking at the calm sea level in the distance, with a peaceful expression, "I like to see the sea, it is so vast. Compared with him, we are all so small. A wave will drown us."

Feng Yuan hugged Xiao Rao from behind.Xiao Rao's body froze slightly, but she didn't resist. Feng Yuan was overjoyed and spoke briskly, "Why are you so literary? Then you should also say Haizi's classic sentence to this vast sea: 'face Facing the sea, wearing warm clothes and blooming flowers!'”

Xiao Rao turned her head, and it happened to be close to his side cheek. The resolute arc was so handsome that girls fell in love with him.Feng Yuan is really an outstanding man!
"Yeah, 'Facing the sea, the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming!' What a beautiful artistic conception. Haizi mentioned the paradise in many people's minds. To put it bluntly, it is just a quiet place. Relying on the vastness of the sea, it accommodates our little ones And heavy thoughts. Take a look at the vitality of the coming spring, the blooming flowers, it’s really not a luxurious environment, the luxury is just that people don’t have that quiet and leisurely heart.”

"That's because they don't have a partner who is worth staying away from the hustle and bustle and willing to be mediocre!" Feng Yuan opened his mouth as if sighing, watching Xiao Rao look over, he simply supported her shoulders and turned her to face him. It is tenderness that is almost overflowing, "If it were me, I would be willing to stay away from everything outside for my lover. What utilitarian reputation, what money status, are all empty. The only important thing is that I can be with my Mate, stay in this paradise, facing the sea, spring is warm and flowers are blooming!"

Xiao Rao looked at his handsome face close at hand, imagining the beautiful scene he had painted, substituting herself into it unconsciously.With blurred eyes, she blurted out a sentence without thinking, but she regretted it afterwards.

She asked: "If that's the case, why did you leave back then? Go abroad?" If you hadn't left, maybe I wouldn't have been so stubborn in pestering Brother Xiaoheng back then, and even lost my own money later on. For a lifetime, even happiness becomes a luxury.

Looking at the bewildered expression in her eyes, Feng Yuan's heart ached as if suddenly hit by a heavy object.That was the one thing he regretted the most in his 20 years of life.He asked himself more than once, why he didn't stick to her side at the beginning, why did he pursue the so-called academic reputation.Facts have proved that all that is empty, only the person in the arms is real.However, he seemed to have missed her most carefree time.He doesn't care, no matter what she does, he doesn't care.But she is not like that.That wrong past almost shattered all her hopes.Now that she can stand here so strong, I don't know how much effort it took her.

In the past, he could still swear to encourage himself that they had plenty of time, and he could always slowly heal her and make up for the blankness of those years.But now... Feng Yuan lowered his eyes to hide the bitterness inside.

Xiao Rao looked at the silent Feng Yuan, and finally realized what she said, her face turned red and then pale, wishing she could slap herself to death.Why did she lose her composure and ask, ask such words.

"you…"

"So I'm back! I want to make up for the emptiness of those years!" Xiao Rao just opened her mouth, but was interrupted by Feng Yuan, the affection in her eyes almost drowned her, "Perhaps, now I don't have the right to say that But believe me, Xiao Rao, the thing I regret the most in my life is letting go of your hand and flying to the other side of the ocean. If possible, what I want to do most is to be able to guard you and heal all your pain Injury, and then let you have no scruples, happiness!"

Xiao Rao looked at him, looked at him, suddenly stretched out her arms to hug his waist, leaned into his arms, felt his sudden heartbeat, but she calmed down incomparably, "I believe, I believe what you said Every sentence. Do you know that in all these years, no one has ever said such a thing to me. I can feel the emotion in your words, how intense and hot it is. "

Feng Yuan's breathing suddenly became rapid, with cautious caution and apprehension.He was nervous, he never thought that she would face his feelings positively, that's why at this moment, he was so cautious, it seemed that as long as he was louder, he would scare away Xiao Rao's courage to face it.

Xiao Rao smiled, but felt distressed in her heart.This experience was too familiar to her.In the past, when she faced Li Zhiheng, she was also like this, so humble and cautious.But behind all these emotions, there is endless sourness and pain.It turned out that when her heart was suffering like that, there was another person who was as stupid as her and suffering like that.

Reaching out to wrap his arms around his neck, facing each other, she could almost feel his rapid breathing on her face, "I've always known your feelings for me. It's just, A Yuan, do you know my past? You know Have I ever lost a child? Even, I don't know who the child's father is."

Xiao Rao spoke almost indifferently, but Feng Yuan's eyes were filled with layer after layer of distress.He knew, he knew, but hearing these words come out of her mouth, the impact far exceeded his expectations.The dense pain in his heart reminded him all the time how much hurt and wronged this girl he had planned to take care of for the rest of his life had suffered in those years when he was not around.

Xiao Rao looked at him quietly, seeing the layers of pity in his eyes, her heart suddenly felt sore, he knew, he knew everything!
Not knowing where the strength came from, Xiao Rao pushed Feng Yuan away and turned her back to him with a cold face.He knew that she didn't have the courage to face him again!
Feng Yuan was flustered, and hurriedly hugged Xiaorao again, ignoring her struggle, and locked her in his arms, "Xiaorao, I know, so I love you! When I knew that, you knew that I How much effort did it take to control myself from not showing it in front of you, not even showing any emotional fluctuations? Xiao Rao, it's my fault. Thousands of mistakes are all my fault. The night I knew this, I alone I thought about it all night, if I hadn't left back then, if I hadn't gone abroad but stayed by your side all the time, guarding silently or stalking you, wouldn't it be the case today..."

Xiao Rao suddenly gave up struggling, and let him hold her like that, but tears welled up in her eyes.If, what a beautiful word.Unfortunately, the most extravagant thing in this world is if.

Feng Yuan turned her back to face him, looking at the tear stains on her face, nothing but regret was left.

"Feng Yuan!" Xiao Rao burst out suddenly, and threw herself into his arms crying heartbreakingly, "Feng Yuan, you bastard! You big bastard! Do you know that the most extravagant thing in this world is 'if' ! Why did you give me an illusory if until now, instead of giving me a real reality back then?! Why!"

Feng Yuan's eye sockets also turned red quickly, and tears could be seen swirling in the eye sockets.He hugged the hysterically crying man tightly in his arms, his heart was sore and numb, "Yes, I am a bastard, I am a heinous bastard! If it weren't for me, everything today would not have happened. It's all me bastard!"

I don't know how long I cried, but in the end, Xiaorao's voice became hoarse, and Feng Yuan's chest was wet, so Xiaorao embarrassedly struggled to get up from his arms, but Feng Yuan still insisted. Hold on tightly, unable to move.

Pushing against his chest with a red face, her head drooped to cover her already red and swollen eyes.Today was the second time she cried so heartbreakingly, the first time was when she just had a miscarriage, and she was alone at that time, her heart was so cold that she wanted to die.But now, there is a Feng Yuan who really loves her, even if he cries, his heart is warm.She knew that it was carrying his temperature.

"Xiao Rao, give me another chance, please? This time, I will definitely give you a real reality!" Feng Yuan looked hoarsely at the person in his arms.

Xiao Rao raised her head and glanced at him, seeing the seriousness on his face, her heart became more and more anxious.If, if he really hadn't left back then, maybe everything would be different today.

Unfortunately, no if...

(End of this chapter)