Qing Palace - Biography of Concubine Wan

Chapter 284 Razo (4)

Khan, sorry, the last update, the chapter was wrong, it should be Chapter 74.Originally, I didn't plan to update it today, but now I have time, I will update a chapter first, and I will continue to update it tomorrow.

In addition, this article has entered the final stage, and it will end next Wednesday at the latest, and the new book will also be uploaded next week, so everyone must appreciate it and collect it.

I still remember when she called him, she stood holding a handkerchief, the dazzling smile on her face, the beauty, the soul-stirring beauty, made his breathing stop. Seeing her today is even more beautiful, but there is a smile in her eyes. The sadness that can't be erased, although she has tried her best to cover it up, but that sadness has been engraved into her bones, no matter how she conceals it, it can't be erased. After all these years in the palace, has she suffered?
Thinking of this, Lazhuo felt heartbroken. In the struggle between emotion and reason, emotion once again gained the upper hand. He grabbed Qingru's hand forgetfully, and said very seriously: "Ru'er, follow me, I will let you go." I will give you eternal happiness, and I will never let you suffer a little bit of pain, Ru'er, I have missed you once, and I don't want to miss you a second time!"

The sound of "Ru'er" evokes Qingru's long-lasting memory, yes, that's how he called himself six years ago, sincere and passionate, Lazhuo, have you always loved me like this?

Qingru's eyes are full of complexity, she is also a person of flesh and blood, how can she not be moved by Lazhuo treating her like this, but...but...moving is not the same as love, if she has ever loved Chufu... If there is anyone other than Lin, then Song Ling is the only one!
There was silence in the room for a while, only the sound of the copper leak dripping. Suddenly, Qingru shook off Lazhuo's hand holding her, her eyes were as indifferent as snow, and before Lazhuo recovered, she had already stood up. Get up, take a few steps forward, then suddenly turned around and stared at Lazhuo and said: "Prince, if you don't remember, I will say it again, this palace is the Concubine Wan, who was personally conferred by the Emperor Shunzhi of the Qing Dynasty. My concubine, if you let him know that you said something so disrespectful to Bengong, then you should know what the emperor will do!" For the first time, she used Bengong's self-proclaimed name in front of Lazhuo. I also feel uncomfortable, but this is the only way, only in this way can I cut off the wrong thoughts in Lazhuo's heart.

But what she didn't expect was that Lazhuo didn't retreat because of this. He stood in front of her and said urgently: "I know everything you said. Is it because your status as a noble concubine restrains you? You can't do it anymore. Come with me, right? Ru'er, don't be afraid, as long as you return to Horqin with me, my army and I will protect you and never let you suffer any harm!"

Lazhuo always thought that Qingru had no choice but to enter the palace as a concubine, thinking that she was just afraid of being chased by Fulin after leaving the palace privately, but all this was just his wishful thinking.

Qingru took a deep look at Lazhuo, she knew that what he said was serious, and she also knew that after she left with him, her life would be a hundred and one thousand times better than now, at least Lazhuo would never marry again. For other people, his princess will only have her.

Shaking his head slowly and heavily: "I can't go with you!"

"Why?" At first she thought that she had been shaken, but she was still waiting for these words. Like a wounded beast, Lazhuo asked tightly: "Why don't you, why? With me here, you don't even know what to say." Don't be afraid of Fulin, he can't hit Horqin!"

"He will!" These two words, Qingru said firmly and forcefully, this firmness did not come from her understanding of Fulin, he would never allow his concubine to go with other men, let alone in his Now is the time when I am still so attached to myself.

"But that's not the main reason. The main reason is..." Qing Ru looked over Lazhuo's figure to a certain end of the sky: "The real reason lies with me. I can't bear Fulin, I can't bear him!" When his eyes returned to Lazhuo again, there was a ray of light that he had never seen before. For a moment, Lazhuo's heart was like sinking to the bottom of a lake, so cold and icy that he almost couldn't breathe.

"You...you love him?" Lazhuo asked this sentence with difficulty, and there was still a glimmer of hope in his heart, hoping that he just misunderstood and misheard just now.

Qingru took a deep breath, met Lazhuo's eyes and said word by word: "Yes, I love him. This heart has never changed, and no one can replace his position in my heart!" Even if there is, that person is not you, he is already dead, Song Ling, how are you doing in heaven?

Yes, even after so many years and so many things, she still loves Fulin in her heart. Even if she gives up and struggles several times, she still can't get out of this emotional vortex. Being degraded is doomed to degenerate her whole life.

In fact, Qingru and Lazhuo are two very similar people. Both of them put love first, and they can do anything for their feelings. Unfortunately, the two people who are so similar are Lang Youqing, Concubine Unintentional, God's Will, what is God's Will?
Ha, haha, Lazhuo laughed suddenly, and his voice gradually became louder. He was not afraid that the laughter would startle others. While laughing, something called tears kept rolling from the corners of his eyes.

The boy doesn't cry when he has tears, but it's just not when he is sad!
Qingru looked at him silently and didn't stop her. She knew that Lazhuo needed to vent now. Only in this way would he feel a little better. After all, she hurt him, and more than once.

After a long time, Lazhuo's laughter gradually subsided, and he wiped away the bright tears from the corners of his eyes with his hands: "It's really funny, you told me before that you want to find the best man in the world, I thought it would be What a good man, but I never expected that the one you found was the emperor, the son of one dynasty, and the most philandering man in the world, is this what you call the best?"

Qingru's eyes dimmed obviously, but she didn't have any intention of escaping: "It's ridiculous, even I think it's a ridiculous thing, but I can't help it, I've fallen in love with him, and I can't escape him in this life opened."

"Lazhuo, let go, let go of your bound heart, let it fly again, you are the prince of Horqin, everyone is watching you, you have been waiting for me for so long, it is time to end, Find a woman who truly loves you, and stop wasting time on me."

However, Qingru's persuasion did not get the result she hoped for, and Lazhuo shook her head: "No, I won't give up. I had already thought about it before I came to the capital. If you really marry a good husband, then I will die." This heart, silently bless you, if the person you marry is not worthy of you, then even if I risk my life, I will take you back."

"Don't you think the Son of Heaven is not good enough for me?" Qing Ru looked at Lazhuo quietly, although the question was a little ironic, but there was no hint of irony in her tone.

"Yes, I don't deserve it!" Lazhuo said without hesitation. He didn't mean at all that what he said now was disrespectful to Fulin. He was just a prince of a tribe, but he dared to criticize the current Holy Majesty. Do not die.

"Whether you are worthy or not depends not on your status, but on each other's hearts. There are so many women in the emperor, how many shares should his heart divide, but you treat him wholeheartedly? How can you be worthy?! "After a pause, he continued: "What's more, I can see from your eyes that you are not what you said on the surface. You must have suffered a lot. Your Majesty, Your Majesty doesn't love you at all, right?"

"Enough!" Qingru suddenly reprimanded loudly, not wanting to listen to Lazhuo, she took a sharp breath and said: "Prince, you have said enough, don't go on, what you just said Pretend I didn’t hear everything, and you’d better forget it, otherwise it will only bring you unwarranted disasters, and there is another thing that I want to tell you!”

Lazhuo stared quietly for a while, and finally said in a soft tone: "If you don't say it, don't say it, what else do you want?"

Qingru glanced outside, seeing that Zijin hadn't come yet, she took this opportunity and said, "It's about Zijin."

Now it's Lazhuo's turn to not understand, why tell him this, he and Zijin are not familiar, in Lazhuo's puzzled eyes, Qingru softly said: "Don't you really feel nothing at all?" , Zijin likes you, and has liked you since six years ago!"

This really surprised him for a while, and after a pause, he said in surprise: "Miss Zijin likes me? How is this possible? Even when I came here six years ago, I didn't have much contact with her. Are you Didn't make a mistake?"

Qingru straightened the loose hairpin on her head: "No matter how confused I am, I will never make a mistake, let alone talk about such things. Since I said it, it must be true. To be honest, I don't know How could Bai Zijin fall in love with you six years ago, but love is something that cannot be discussed with common sense. If you like it, you like it. Why not you to me? Alas, Zijin has never forgotten his love for you in the past six years. After hearing the news of your arrival a few days ago, I have been waiting and looking forward to it, and what about you, do you have anything for her..."

"No!" Without waiting for Qingru to ask further, Lazhuo replied with certainty: "I don't have much contact with Miss Zijin, let alone know each other well, plus I treat you... so how could I fall in love with you?" What about her!"

She lowered her head and caressed the rose-shaped golden armor on her finger, and said calmly from her mouth: "You know it's impossible for me, so why don't you open your heart to accept others? Love parting, please No, you have experienced this kind of feeling, Zijin is also like this now, how can you bear it?"

"Love can't be given. You can't bear others to suffer like this, but you have the heart to let me suffer like this?" Lazhuo looked at her steadfastly, desperate and helpless, making people deeply feel the endless mourning in his heart !

"For you, I feel ashamed but I don't have enough strength, so it's just that I'm sorry for you, can you forgive me?"

After being silent for a while, Lazhuo said softly: "I never blamed you, so why did I forgive you? It's just Miss Zijin. I really don't have any other thoughts about her."

"I know, I know that you are a very dedicated person, but you have indeed reached the age to be a concubine. Zijin has been with me for more than ten years. I know her character very well. , and she is infatuated with you, can't you really give her a chance?"

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