I kiss you first

Chapter 62 Shen Shuo Confesses Ye Xingran (4300 words)
Lovelorn.

Time can heal, not to mention she is still young.

Such a girl doesn't cherish it, and that boy is also blind.

Shen Shuo got up, took the kettle to the bathroom to fill water, and came back to water the geraniums.

Sitting on the office chair again, he picked up a pen and marked five consecutive ticks on Ye Xingran'an's attendance.

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At the beginning of November, after another cold rain, there were almost no people wearing single clothes on the street, and the sky in Yuncheng was completely cold.

Ms. Yang Yueyi called and told her son to wear more clothes as the weather turned cold.

Shen Shuo wore earphones, and while responding in a warm voice, drove the car forward slowly.

After Ms. Yang finished speaking, Shen Shuo hung up the phone.Sighing helplessly, he shook his head again.

He is 28 years old, and he doesn't know how to add clothes when the season changes?
When I turned my head, my eyes accidentally caught a glimpse of a lively restaurant by the roadside, Xingyue Lianlian.

On his birthday last time, Ye Xingran chose this restaurant. The outside decoration is romantic and girlish. Looking in through the glass window, the interior layout is basically pink and white, and there are many cute pillow dolls for decoration. in.

Shen Shuo looked at the time, drove out from the main driveway, and parked in the parking lot in front of Xingyue Lianlian Restaurant.

Walking in, you will be greeted by heating and gentle music, which will make you feel more relaxed.

The waiter greeted him with a smile: "Who are you, sir?"

"One."

"Okay, please come inside~"

Shen Shuo was taken to the window seat in the small hall on the left, he followed the waiter there, and suddenly someone called him from the side: "Shen Shuo, come and eat!"

Shen Shuo looked over gently, it was Xu Haotong and Li Xingrong, the two had formally dated and got along very well.

"Well, take your time, I'm not a light bulb." Shen Shuo replied and smiled at them.

The waiter heard the man's name and looked up at him.

The jaw line is obvious, the nose is high, and he is cold and handsome.

"Your location, this is the menu."

Shen Shuo thanked them, and carefully looked at their dishes.

The waiter stared at the man twice more, Shen Shuo felt a little uncomfortable being stared at, and looked up at him.

"Sir, your name is Shen Shuo, Shen from Shenyang, Shuo from Pushuo?"

"Ah."

"Then do you know a lady named Ye Xingran?" The waiter tried to recall: "She is very beautiful, tall and thin, with round eyes and a small tear mole at the end of her left eye. .”

"Yes, she is my friend, what's the matter?"

"It's like this. Ms. Ye dined in our restaurant a week ago. She was supposed to come with you, but you didn't come after waiting for a long time. I passed by several times on the way, and I heard Ms. Ye chanting words, and she seemed very nervous. "

"What is she talking about?" The man was curious.

"She kept saying one thing, saying it in different tones."

"Shen Shuo, I like you."

Shen Shuo's dark eyes froze for a moment, but he didn't react.

The waiter continued: "I don't know what happened that day. Ms. Ye ordered the meal and didn't use it in the store. She asked us to help pack it, but we left in a hurry, and a gift was left in the store. After waiting for so many days, it didn't come back." Seeing that she came back to pick it up, we opened it to see if there was any contact information so that Ms. Ye could come and pick it up. This gift was given to you by Ms. Ye. Since Ms. Ye has not come, it is the same for you to take it. "

The waiter bowed: "Mr. Shen, wait a moment, I'll bring it to you now."

"..." Shen Shuo watched the waiter walk away, his mind was still blank at this moment.

"Teacher, next Saturday is your birthday, right?"

"how do you know?"

"There is your information on Baidu. I know what I should know and what I shouldn't know."

"You're going to be with your family at noon. I'll treat you to dinner that night. How about preparing a big surprise for you then?"

"........."

"Is there anything you want to tell me?"

"Teacher, happy birthday."

"What happened to Ye Xingran these few days?"

"She's broken in love. She's in a bad mood these days. She drinks and sleeps in the dormitory every day. She may not be able to go to work."

When he was in a daze, the waiter trot back, put a black gift box on the table, and thoughtfully poured him a glass of warm water: "Mr. Shen, I'm really sorry, we opened your gift, but what I didn't take it, you forgive me."

"We will serve the dishes as soon as possible, please wait a moment!" The waiter went down with the menu Shen Shuo had ordered.

The gift box was repacked by the clerk, just like the original appearance, Shen Shuo slowly opened it, there were two layers of wrapping paper, inside was a small dark black box, and a black wallet lay quietly in the middle of the box.

The man held it in his hand, with a soft and delicate texture. He opened the wallet, and there was a dark black card in the wallet, with white fluorescent fonts and beautiful handwriting.

Teacher, happy birthday, I wish you good health and success in your career.

…………

Ah Shuo, happy birthday, I love you!

Before I met you, I was just an ordinary and confused senior graduate with no dreams or thought about the future; but when I met you, I had dreams and the rest of my life.

I have never liked someone so much, can you give me a chance to like you so much for the rest of my life?
Ye Xingran (σ.σ)

If..., then you only need to remember the first line~
The waiter brings the food.

Shen Shuo asked, "What did she order that day?"

"I ordered special dishes from several restaurants, which are similar to what you ordered, and I ordered an extra serving of sweet-scented osmanthus fish and lotus root."

"You can add these two dishes for me."

"Okay, wait a moment." The waiter continued with a smile.

After dinner, there was a gust of cold wind on the street, and there was a hazy air-conditioning under the yellowed street lamps.The lights of thousands of houses are full of busy figures.

The stars and the moon are in love, and the man looks up at the dark night.

At the beginning of the month, the moon was just a crescent.

The sky is full of stars, lights and shadows flicker.

"Uncle, I'm sorry!"

"Tell you not to run, did you apologize to uncle and say sorry?"

"said!"

A mother and son walked past him.

Shen Shuo came back to his senses and exhaled a breath of cold air.

Ye Xingran hasn't replied to him since his birthday, nor has he come to work at the newspaper office.

A black Cadillac moves through the night.

When Shen Shuo returned home, he put the gift box on the coffee table in the living room, turned on the air conditioner in the living room, took his pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

When he came out of the shower, the man's hair was still wet, but he didn't feel like blowing it.

He hesitated several times holding the phone, and finally dialed Ye Xingran's number.

He had Ye Xingran's phone number, but he usually sent Ye Xingran a WeChat message, at most it was a WeChat phone number.

The phone rang for a long time, Shen Shuo frowned, wondering if Ye Xingran gave him a fake number back then.

Finally, a few seconds before he was about to give up, the phone got through, and it was a rather unfamiliar voice.

"Hi, hello, who are you looking for?"

"I'm looking for Ye Xingran."

"Editor Shen?"

Shen Shuo could tell that it was Xia Jinmian who answered the phone, the girl who spoke eccentrically that night.

"Well, I have something to ask her for. Give her your phone."

"Oh, wait, she's drinking on the balcony."

After so many days, are you still drinking?The man's face darkened slightly, showing concern.

Does she like to drink, or is she sad for so many days?

How cold the balcony is.

Shen Shuo vaguely heard Xia Jinmian calling Ye Xingran's name, and then said, Shen Shuo called.

Shen Shuo was suddenly a little nervous.

"Teacher..." came the soft and waxy voice. Although she hadn't heard her speak for several days, she felt familiar, so familiar that her pitiful little face and red circles of aggrieved eyes appeared in her mind.

"Cough...it's me." He coughed, obviously talking is a skill he is best at, but he was a little speechless at the moment.

Embarrassment brewed on the phone, so quiet that you could hear breathing and swallowing.

Shen Shuo's throat was itchy, he pressed it with his fingertips, and his voice was a bit unnatural: "What are you doing?"

Knowing that she was drinking, he still asked.

"I'm drinking."

"How much did you drink?"

"1, 2, 3, 4..." Ye Xingran counted in confusion.

The more he listened to the numbers behind, the worry in Shen Shuo's black eyes became more and more serious. Ye Xingran finally stopped counting to 12 and hiccupped, "I don't know, there are 12 empty bottles on the balcony. I drank it yesterday and today. Teacher, the wine is not good, so you should drink less."

"Have you been drinking these days?"

The other side suddenly became quiet, and the little girl's crying gradually started, from a low muffled cry to a loud cry, and she started talking to herself while crying.

Xia Jinmian shook her head in the dormitory, she had to listen to those words several times a day these days.

"I'm just a clown. I clearly know that Qin Ruocheng and the teacher are in a relationship. They have been together since college. There are several books of photos taken on dates. I didn't know how to show off, saying that the teacher likes me."

"I'm an idiot. I used all my living expenses to buy him a birthday gift. I never bought a 500 yuan gift for my dad. I bought it for him, but he didn't come for his birthday. I went to accompany Qin Ruo It's Orange's birthday."

"Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

"The teacher must know that I like him, and then he hates me, woo woo woo, I can't get my internship certificate, and I can't graduate after four years of study..."

Ye Xingran cried for nearly 10 minutes, while Shen Shuo listened silently.

Ye Xingran cried and rested for a while, and when she was about to start the conversation again, Shen Shuo finally interrupted her reincarnation world.

She was so wronged.

"Ye Xingran." Shen Shuo said in a deep voice, getting up from the sofa and opening the curtains by the window.

In the night sky, the moon is like silver, the stars are twinkling, and the light is pouring down like silk.

Ye Xingran listened quietly and sniffed.

"Ye Xingran, look up at the night sky."

"Teacher, I know you want to persuade me that if I look up at the night sky, my tears won't fall, but I've been watching it for several days, and I still feel uncomfortable. You don't like me, why don't you cry with me..."

Shen Shuo looked at the night sky, and waited until the people over there were completely quiet before he finished his words, his thin lips parted slightly, and his voice was gentle and clear.

"Ye Xingran, look at the night sky, the moon and the stars are always together."

Shen Shuo, Shuo, the name of the first month. —— "Release Name"

"..." There was no movement on the other end of the phone.

Who would have thought that his first confession would be at the age of 28, with a drunken little girl.

"I didn't reject you, it's just that there was an accident that night, so I missed the date with you. Today I went to Xingyue Lianlian restaurant, and I got the birthday gift from you. I am not willing to just look at the cards in my wallet. In the first sentence, I have read the whole content and remembered all the content.”

"........."

"Ye Xingran, are you listening?"

Shen Shuo hadn't been so nervous for a long time, so nervous that he could hear his own heartbeat.

"Pa—" the sound of the phone falling.

A few seconds later, he heard Xia Jinmian's voice: "Ye Xingran, why are you asleep...Hey, Editor Shen, Ye Xingran may be drunk and fell asleep after blowing the wind, I'll help her into the dormitory to sleep first hold head high!"

Shen Shuo: "..."

He confessed his loneliness!
"Let her come to the newspaper office tomorrow."

"Yeah, I'll tell her."

Although Xia Jinmian did not eavesdrop on the conversation between the two, it was unusual for Shen Shuo to call to care in the middle of the night.

In any case, it is not just a unit practice teacher's care for students.

Shen Shuo put down the phone, his palms were wet with sweat, and his heartbeat hadn't calmed down yet.

How did Ye Xingran know that he was with Qin Ruocheng that night, and what happened in those years...

Since the breakup, Qin Ruocheng received a call from Shen Shuo for the first time.

She held Boss Fu on her arm at the banquet where celebrities gathered, looked at the fat man next to her, and said softly: "Boss Fu, I'll answer the phone first, Lele may have something to do with me."

Fu Yicheng: "After answering the call, go directly to Box 001 on the second floor. I have to go back tonight. Madam celebrates her birthday today."

The beauty's face turned pale, and Wen Wen replied: "Yes, I see."
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November has been rainy and rainy, and those who are afraid of the cold have already wrapped them in cotton jackets.

When Ye Xingran woke up, his throat was dry and sore, and he found a bottle of warm milk under the blanket.In the past few days, every time Xia Jinmian went out, she would take Ye Xingran to soak a pack of milk powder and put it in her bed, so that she could drink it immediately after waking up.

Since the breakup, my stomach, which hadn't hurt for a long time, began to be troubled, and I would have stomach pains when I woke up early.

After half lying on the bed and drinking milk, Ye Xingran touched his phone and saw the message on WeChat.

She patted her face to cheer herself up, and brushed her teeth and washed her face in the bathroom.Looking at himself in the mirror, his face was haggard, with dark circles under his eyes, compared with the glamorous supermodel Qin Ruocheng, he was not even an ugly duckling.

Opening the balcony door, she felt the temperature today. The cold wind blew in and made her shiver. She immediately closed the balcony door and shivered and took out her heavy sweater from the closet.

After changing her clothes, Ye Xingran put on light makeup, which could barely cover the black eyes and slumped face, and looked fine.

When passing by the cafeteria, she went in and bought a vegetarian steamed stuffed bun for fifty cents.

Last month, she bought a birthday present for Shen Shuo, and she paid in advance for this month's living expenses. Although it's only the beginning of the month, the living expenses are already very tight.

Arriving at the city hall by bus, the girl found a place sheltered from the wind, and saw the man approaching from a distance, she shrank her neck and waved: "Brother Ning!"

"It's so early?" Ning Chen smiled at her. The man was dressed in Korean style, with a white long-collared sweater inside and a long black trench coat outside. The Yushu Linfeng attire attracted the attention of the young girl.

Ye Xingran smiled back: "Brother Ning, I was in a bad mood a few days ago, so I didn't send you blessings in time. Although it was several days late, I still want to say happy birthday to you!"

"Where's the gift?" Ning Chen reached out to her with a smile in his eyes.

"Gift... This is a hat I knitted myself. Do you think it's okay?" Ye Xingran took out a black woolen hat from her schoolbag. The thread was bought by Xia Jinmian online. She wanted to learn how to knit a hat from an online video. , I did it all afternoon and found that I was not taking a piece of material, so I gave up.

Ye Xingran was poor, and he promised Ning Chen to give him a gift before, so he had to borrow flowers and present Buddha to give him a hat.

"Did you weave it yourself? It's really ingenious."

"Brother Ning, as long as you don't dislike him." Ye Xingran smiled.

Ning Chen put it on her head directly, put her shoulders on her shoulders and went to the government building, while introducing: "Today I'm going to interview the deputy secretary of the Water Conservancy Bureau, about the situation in the last quarter."

Ye Xingran nodded, listening very carefully.

　Shen Shuo: Is there anyone who loves me and confessed his loneliness for the first time in his life? ?
　　Teacher Shen will continue to confess his love tomorrow hahaha!
　　Teacher Shen rushes!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)