sir, we don't know each other well

Chapter 116

After leaving the hospital, Li Xiaomo didn't take a taxi or take a bus, she didn't even know where this place was, she just walked forward silently, she couldn't see the way she came from and didn't want to look back at the way she walked.

After walking for some time, the elementary school across the road was over. The children were like birds out of the cage, laughing and making noise. The parents who came to pick up the children took the slightly heavy schoolbag behind the children, smiled and stroked the children's heads, while the children Busy saying goodbye to classmates, busy telling parents everything about myself at school today...

Tears blurred his eyes again, Lu Zhuoer likes children, Li Xiaomo has always known, on weekdays he always said with a look of disgust that the children of the four sisters' families were making trouble, but when he was with a few children, there was a deep love in his eyes. Drowning cannot deceive people.

He once said that he wanted a daughter, a beautiful daughter who had the same advantages as the two of them. He said that as his lover in his previous life, he would love her more. bed...

As for the Lu family, although Lu Zhuoer's parents did not urge them to have a child like the other in-laws, Li Xiaomo understood that Lu Zhuoer, as the only boy in the Lu family's generation, had a child only sooner or later. How can a family like the Lu family accept a barren daughter-in-law? If the Lu family knew about this matter before they got married, they might not even be able to enter the Lu family.

Thinking about my happiness for nearly a year, it turns out that I just stole it from myself.

Reality is always crueler than dreams, and happiness is not so easy to hold in your hands.

Just walking forward blindly, time and space seem to be stagnant in front of Li Xiaomo's eyes, the sun is setting, pulling Li Xiaomo's shadow very long...

It wasn't until Lu Zhuoer's unique mobile phone rang that Li Xiaomo woke up suddenly. Seeing the caller profile picture flashing on the mobile phone screen, she didn't have the courage to answer it, but she knew that if she didn't answer the phone now, he might Called to the company, but now, she was very confused and hurt, she hadn't figured out how to bear today's matter, and how the two of them would go on in the future.

Concealing her emotions, she picked up the phone: "Hello, Zall."

"Hey, daughter-in-law, I may have to work overtime tonight, so I won't be able to pick you up." Lu Zhuoer on the other end of the phone was very depressed about not being able to pick up his wife for dinner after get off work.

"Well, I just want to call you. I'm not at the company this afternoon. I went to the client's company. I'm going home now. Work hard and remember to eat. Don't be busy and make do."

"Go out to eat by yourself at night, go to bed early, don't wait for me."

After hanging up the phone, Li Xiaomo looked at the time. She had walked for three hours unknowingly, and there was pain in her feet that she couldn't ignore. She glanced at her feet in high heels, probably bleeding out , she smiled wryly, and finally hailed a taxi to go home.

Limping home, she took off her shoes, only to find that the blood blisters had burst, even dried up, and the blood stuck to the stockings. Li Xiaomo tried to pull it down, but the expected pain came as expected, and she simply Giving up, he took a change of clothes and went into the bathroom barefoot.

The wound on the foot came into contact with water, and soon began to bleed again. Li Xiaomo ruthlessly tore off the stocking, feeling numb in her heart, so she didn't realize that the skin of the wound was also torn off.

It was already dark outside, and the bright lights lit up this lonely city, but Li Xiaomo couldn't find the light in her heart, the road ahead was dark, and she didn't know where to go.

Taking Lu Zhuoer's usual cigarette from the study drawer, Li Xiaomo sat on the wide window sill of the study, lit the cigarette, took a sip, and then slowly turned her head to look at the lights of Wanjia outside the window.

She would use cigarettes to numb herself only when she was so depressed that she couldn't find an exit. When was the last time she smoked, a few years ago, for whatever reason, it seemed that she couldn't remember it for so long.

How can she let the person she loves accept the fact that she can hardly accept it, but how long can she keep the matter hidden without telling Lu Zhuoer.

There was a kind of fear that overwhelmed Li Xiaomo. Thinking of the photo she saw this afternoon, Li Xiaomo felt her heart was numb from the pain. Lu Zhuoer, I can't even make a perfect substitute. Years of happiness will eventually become a dream.

With the help of the faint moonlight, looking up at this home with the memories of the two, every corner is scattered with bits and pieces of their lives, even the small window sill where I sit is carefully designed by Lu Zhuoer, At the beginning, he specially asked someone to widen the window sill and made it a place where he could read and rest.

At that time, the renovation of the window sill had just been completed, and when he brought her to see it, she immediately fell in love with the window sill, but she blamed him for spending too much money. She whispered in her ear: "In the future, I will inevitably bring home work to do. When I am working, I want you to be by my side."

(End of this chapter)