Divine Doctor and Farmer's Girl: Buy a husband to farm

Chapter 1262 Truth and Tangle

Ah Wu thought for a while and said: "Is it because of Yan Chuan? Hong Ye told me that the relationship between Yan Chuan and her sister is better... Is it really better or is he just trying to make it look?"

"Probably better." Jiang Yanran said, "But who knows what will happen in the future?"

An important prerequisite for the easing of the relationship now is that Yan Chuan thinks that he will not be pregnant and will not become a threat to him in the future.

Once this balance is broken, what will happen to Yanchuan?

Jiang Yanran didn't know.

Seeing the complex look in her eyes, Ah Wu held her hand: "Sister, is the imperial palace really so scary?"

In Ah Wu's heart, her sister is smart, quick-witted, decisive, and there is nothing she would be afraid of. When did she ever see her so entangled?

"It's not scary, but there will always be difficulties. For example, in the future, you may be worried..."

"what?"

Jiang Yanran showed a smile on her face, and looked sideways at A Wu, "Maybe you will be worried, why is it that you are the only one in the huge palace courtyard, and no one plays with you?"

Ah Wu laughed: "There are palace maids too! And I will also find fun for myself, horseback riding, fishing, barbecue, whatever I want... If it is really boring, I can go back to my mother's house, Mu Minsheng I will play with my nephews and nieces after I have a baby. Well, maybe I will have a baby too, so I will play war games with her and bring their own children to beat them to pieces.”

Jiang Yanran looked at her with a smile, and sighed in her heart, she was still a child.

This is the liveliness and cheerfulness of a girl who grew up held in the palm of her hand and didn't need to look at anyone's face.

Speaking of the child, Awu paused: "Sister, do you want to have a child? I think it's fine, but my mother always seems to think it's necessary."

Moreover, Su Qinghuan, who never favored boys over girls, asked Jiang Yanran to adopt a few boys.

Jiang Yanran was silent for a long time without answering, and finally said: "Go to bed early."

"Ah."

Ah Wu thought, although her sister is free and easy, but now she has a sweet relationship with Yan Yunjin, and the child is also a pain in her heart.

I don't know if my sister has regretted her original choice.

Thinking about it, the hard work along the way still made her fall into a dreamland.

Listening to her well-proportioned breathing, Jiang Yanran stared at the invisible top of the bed for a long time in the dark.

She stretched out her hand to catch her own pulse, and the fingers were smooth, like pearls rolling on a jade plate.

This child came unexpectedly.

Jiang Yanran never thought that she would be pregnant, because she had used tiger wolf medicine, Yan Yunjin was poisoned, and the quality was greatly affected...so she never thought about having children.

Regarding children, Jiang Yanran really didn't have any feelings before.

Because she felt that she was cold by nature, even if she fell in love with Yan Yunjin now, it was the result of Yan Yunjin's heart and soul, almost giving her his life.

She felt that she might not fall in love with a child, even if the child was her own.

And very importantly, even if the child was born, the identity and time would be embarrassing.

His father is from Dameng, and his mother is from the Central Plains. He has no sense of belonging anywhere and will be rejected by others.

No matter how noble his status is, there will always be pain that is difficult to integrate into. This is the original sin he was born with.

Jiang Yanran thought, if he could choose, would he be willing to bear this kind of pain?
And he came just after she was taken away by Gia... Then the discussion about the biological father would be a shame that he could never wash away in his life.

Even Yan Yunjin may not believe that this child is his.

Counting the days, it should be the time they collapsed the bed...

At that time, she had just escaped from Gia.

Ji Ah deliberately said that in front of everyone, just to humiliate Yan Yunjin.

And he committed suicide so resolutely because he didn't want to give himself the opportunity to question him and confront him.

Ji Ah wanted to possess her, and she also thought that she had no chance to get away with a clean slate.

But Wan Ke'er was protecting her, and during the struggle, she somehow kicked Ji'a and injured his side.

Ji A was furious and wanted someone to arrest Wan Keer.

Jiang Yanran stuffed the last pill of poison left on her body into Wan Ke'er's mouth...

Thinking of the vivid tragedy, Jiang Yanran closed her eyes and silently recited Wan Ke'er's name.

Like Su Qinghuan, she doesn't want anyone to sacrifice for her.

But that fresh life, after all, died because of her, and she did it herself.

She didn't tell anyone about this pain.

She originally thought that when she could get out of this painful memory, she would tell Yan Yunjin about the situation at that time.

She is hypocritical.

He didn't ask because he felt sorry for her; but correspondingly, she couldn't bring it up.

She can't take the initiative to say that Gia didn't touch me at all, I'm innocent, Gia really can't, at most it's just a verbal offense to her?
As proud as she was, it was difficult for him to give such an explanation without his asking.

Even if this is the truth, there is always a feeling of trying to hide it.

She thought that one day she would be able to overcome this pride and tell Yan Yunjin the truth, maybe it was a casual chat someday, maybe someday when the love was strong, maybe it was...

Now, all possibilities are gone.

Now that she is pregnant, tell Yan Yunjin that this child is yours?
Jiang Yanran thought it was a bit ridiculous.

Ji Ah is dead, and there is no proof of death.

If she said these words, how would Yan Yunjin answer?

She now knew Yan Yunjin's answer.

"I believe you."

But what he thought might be that she really wanted to keep this child, no matter whose flesh and blood it was.

He might even grit his teeth and admit it.

Jiang Yanran never doubted Yan Yunjin's love for her.

But this matter, in fact, he does not need to endure; this is his child.

Well, take ten thousand steps back, she can explain this matter clearly with Yan Yunjin, and Yan Yunjin has announced to the world that she admits the identity of this child, so what do other people think?
Jiang Yanran herself doesn't care what other people think and has a maverick personality, but she can't ask her children to do the same.

Every child should be born amid the sound of blessings, instead of being born with original sin and living in the midst of pointing fingers.

It's so unfair to kids.

Jiang Yanran herself still doesn't know what choice she will make if she can go back to the time she was born, if she can choose to be born or not to be born.

The pain her biological mother gave her was so deep, even though Su Qinghuan and Yan Yunjin used so much love to make up for it in the next ten years, she still couldn't stop the pain when she thought of that year.

Therefore, regardless of her status or background, Jiang Yanran used reason to tell herself that this child should not be left behind!

Yes, she shouldn't have made him born hard.

(End of this chapter)