Divine Doctor and Farmer's Girl: Buy a husband to farm

Chapter 641 Suffering ([-])

Seeing her face change, Bai Zhi said, "Ma'am, what's wrong with you? Why is your face so bad?"

Su Qinghuan put down the curtain, forced a smile and said, "It's okay, just now I saw a child begging by the side of the road, and felt a little pitiful."

For some reason, her heart is empty now.sad?It seemed a little bit, but she didn't seem to feel it. She just felt that the scene that happened just now was like a dream, making her in a trance.

How could Lu Qi be so close to other women?
She saw very clearly just now that Lu Qi still wanted to support the woman after going out, but he still supported her forcefully after being rejected.

This kind of domineering and caring posture, in addition to treating himself, he also treats others.

Obviously in the past, he had no words for other women.

He didn't go home last night, did he spend the night with that woman?This kind of thought instantly split Su Qinghuan's heart apart, and the pain exploded, making her almost unable to straighten her back and having difficulty breathing.

"A beggar?" Bai Zhi said quickly, "Then servant girl, go down and give him a few copper coins, we can't walk anyway."

Bai Su was much more sensitive than her, and when he saw Su Qinghuan's appearance, he felt that something was wrong, so he immediately leaned over to lift the curtain.

Su Qinghuan held back tightly, "There's nothing, don't look at it."

She was afraid, she was hopelessly afraid.

She never thought that she would be so timid and cowardly.

But now her mind is confused and her heart is bleeding. She doesn't want them to see them again, and she doesn't want to hear any words of persuasion or indignation from them.

She needs peace, to be alone.Even if it is a wound, I want to lick it slowly by myself.

Love to the depths, humbleness to the dust, it turns out to be this kind of feeling.

Even now, he is reluctant to be someone else, even if someone close to him talks about him and is condemned by everyone.

As soon as the words were spoken, there was no sound in the carriage.

Everyone realized what had happened, and seeing Su Qinghuan's pale but persistent face, they didn't know how to speak for a while.

"Mother?" Shizi finally broke the silence first.

"It's okay." Su Qinghuan took a deep breath, "I'm tired, I'll talk about it when I get home."

Lu Qi is not such a person, there must be a reason.

Maybe he was approaching this woman on purpose?No, he is not such a person, even if he pretends, he can't pretend intimacy.

perhaps……

Su Qinghuan really couldn't find any other reason, and her headache was about to split.

The carriage was still very slow, and it took half an hour to return home.

Su Qinghuan thought a lot, anger, fear, bewilderment... all kinds of complicated emotions came to her heart.

Finally returning to the mansion, sitting on the couch for a long time, she finally faced her heart and asked a cruel question - what should she do if Lu Qi really cheated?
Thinking of this question, the pain in my heart was like a tide, surging up layer by layer.

That is the person she loves to the bone, what is she going to do?The pain of gouging out flesh and bones!
From the day she was with him, she never thought that she would face these things one day.

If she heard that this happened to others, including Xiao Yu's vague affection for Li Huijun back then, she would find it unbearable.Later, I repeatedly persuaded myself that Dou Xuan was not her, and that life required compromise before finally swallowing the fly.

The deepest voice in her heart will come out: Can this kind of man be kept for the New Year?
But when it was her turn, she felt that it was so painful, even if she just thought about it, if she had nothing to do with it from now on, the pain would be so painful that she would rather die than live.

She doesn't want to be strong now, she just wants to cry and make a fuss, she just wants to ask him why he did this, and even wants to be an ostrich with her head stuck in the sand, pretending nothing happened.

She gradually understood that for some things, without experience, she would always stand up and talk without back pain.

It's not them who face it with strength, what it means to stop losses in time, it hurts so much!

Bai Su stood quietly beside her, with anxious eyes, but restrained herself, and also held Bai Zhi to prevent her from coming forward.

She vaguely guessed that Su Qinghuan saw Lu Qi just now, and it was a bad thing.

Apart from him, she couldn't think of anyone who could make Su Qinghuan lose her composure like this.

no!If it's really Lu Qi... then he can't bear it no matter what, no matter how painful it is, he has to give up.

No, no, the most urgent thing is to ask him what's going on first, so don't get me wrong.

But thinking about such a scene makes Su Qinghuan feel like a needle is pricking her heart, what misunderstanding can there be?
She was so distraught that she couldn't think any more.

"Bai Su, Bai Zhi, you all stand back, I have a headache and want to lie down for a while."

Lying on the bed, Su Qinghuan thought about the things that happened since the two met each other, and the sweet past became a knife.

No, don't think about it, Su Qinghuan, are you crazy!

Maybe everything is just made up by your brain, did you see it clearly just now?There are so many crow-colored clothes, why is that Lu Qi?
Even if it is Lu Qi, the woman might be a relative of his family!From the Changping Hou Mansion, from the Lu Mansion, cousins, cousins, cousins, you don’t know many.

Lu Qi is so kind to you, but you still doubt him so much, you have no conscience.

Although she continued to build her heart, Su Qinghuan's head hurt more and more.

"General." She closed her eyes when she heard the salute outside.

It's not that she's not good at hiding, in front of him, she never wants to hide, and there's nothing to hide her emotions.

A warm hand was placed on her forehead, and his soft and loving voice came from beside her ear: "Yoyo, what's wrong?"

Su Qinghuan subconsciously tilted her head to avoid his touch, and exhausted all her strength to control her overflowing emotions. She opened her eyes and looked at him: "It's okay, I might have caught a cold."

Her eyes were calm and calm, and she showed more calm than the best state she could think of.

See, she can do it too.It's just that the blood in my heart is flowing like a river, and no one knows.

"Then take some medicine and have a good rest." Lu Qi's eyes were dark and black, and he didn't seem to have rested well. "I have to go out to get some things when I come back, take good care of myself."

Are you still looking for that woman?
Su Qinghuan almost blurted out, but she was timid in the end.

"Heming, are you busy recently?"

She spurned her own weakness and sympathized with herself.

Non-vegetation, ruthless Practice makes perfect?Seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, avoiding pain, it is human nature, she is indeed a very vulgar person.

"Yeah." Lu Qi seemed to hesitate for a moment, "There is indeed something that needs to be dealt with."

"Do you need my help?" Su Qinghuan felt the strength in her body being taken away bit by bit, "Did you sleep in the palace yesterday?"

Lu Qi gave a hasty "hmm", stood up and turned his head away from her, "I don't need your help, it's nothing serious, I'll be back tonight."

(End of this chapter)