Divine Doctor and Farmer's Girl: Buy a husband to farm

Chapter 849
Su Qinghuan despises herself.

But which person who has loved deeply, doesn't tie his sorrow and joy to his lover, and worry about gains and losses because of his eyes and words?

She doesn't want Lu Qi to be as gentle and considerate to her as before, but at least he can't be so cold and rude to her...

Thinking of the unbearable night that night, her eye sockets felt a little hot.

She said cruelly: "General, do you still remember what you said that night? You were the one who hurt others, and now you want to write it off with an apology? The general thinks I'm a skinny idiot. If you bow your head and say a word, I will be grateful? I'm sorry, I can't do it. I can't give you the obedient and submissive you want."

"When do I want you to be obedient and submissive?" Lu Qi said with a dark face, "I was short of breath that day, and it was also because you said about reconciliation. You, you should be angry, but you can't just leave."

He was always worried and uneasy, even though he was dizzy with his business, he still thought about the despair and sadness of her hurt eyes.

He finally couldn't wait for a few days to find her in her tent, but he heard that she had already returned to the mansion.

Forget it, after a while, the dark guard came to tell him that Su Qinghuan was going to move out of the mansion, and he was instantly angry to the tips of his hair, mixed with fear that he didn't even dare to admit.

When God teased him and asked him to come, that woman who came from nowhere was still putting eye drops on Su Qinghuan, so she was angry with herself.

But thinking of the grievances she suffered, Lu Qi still endured it.

In any case, she cannot be allowed to leave.

There is still a future if you don't leave, if you let her go, it may be even more difficult to recover in the future.

"Then what does the general want from me?" Su Qinghuan looked up at him with sarcasm, "No matter what happens, keep pinning it on me? Please let me go, ten years of company, no credit, but hard work. Look For the sake of the three children, let's get together and part ways..."

"Su Qinghuan," Lu Qi said, "Look at me, I have something to tell you."

Su Qinghuan looked at him frankly.

In love, she asks herself that she can't do better, and she has no regrets.

It's not that she didn't understand him, and she never hated him, she found all the excuses she could for him; but she is also a human being, she will be hurt, and she also wants to escape, so this time she really decided to leave, she I want to let myself go.

Lu Qi opened his mouth with some difficulty - for him, admitting the weakness and fear in his heart is a more difficult thing than death, but now, he knows that if he doesn't do this again, he may regret it for the rest of his life.

"It's my fault for forgetting your ten years of dedication, I'm sorry for you; during this time, I was also in pain and at a loss, you don't know, it seems like I just fell asleep and opened my eyes, but everything has changed Everyone is telling me, I want to treat you well, you are in pain; but you are different from all women, you take care of me, but don’t tell me what happened in the past; Our ladies are very different."

"I can only know from the few words of all of you, oh, so this thing happened." Lu Qi laughed at himself, "Unknowingly, I became an ungrateful and unlucky person. I I don't understand why you reacted so much to other women until you said later that when you were with me, I promised you; I saw your amazing skills."

"I'm embarrassed to say it, but I really tried my best. I tried to understand you and get back those memories; I don't want you to live in such pain, and I don't want you to be let down by your affection, but can't you wait for me any longer? "

Lu Qi covered his face and took a deep breath to calm himself down.

Su Qinghuan burst into tears.

"It is an indisputable fact that I lost my temper at you and wronged you. I was wrong, and I will suffer no matter how angry you are." Lu Qi said, "But don't talk about reconciliation. I will change slowly and adapt slowly, although I don't know if I can satisfy you as before, but I want to live with you. Tell me what you want; tell me how I treated you in the past; let me know what you did for me. You Don't you think, I don't know anything about the past, but you ask me to treat you with deep affection and trust, is this too much to ask?"

"I know that you do everything without complaint and without taking credit; but I ought to know."

When Lu Qi spoke, he could only continue by taking a deep breath.

And Su Qinghuan covered her mouth, her vision had long been blurred.

She was speechless.Lu Qi was right, she had no regrets in her heart, felt that she had paid a lot for him, felt considerate of him, but never asked what he wanted.

It was not she alone who was struggling in the vortex of pain, but also the person she loved deeply.

"You are proud. You are different from ordinary women. I know it all." Lu Qidao, "My memory of the lost ten years is still blank. But I want to tell you, even so, I don't want you to leave, because I I can't bear it."

Please don't know where it started, and go deeper and deeper.

He fell in love with her once, this is the second time.

This is the inevitability of fate, no matter what the situation is, she is like a clear spring in the vast desert to him, as long as he meets her, she is destined to satisfy his desire.

"Su Qinghuan, don't go."

These words made Su Qinghuan break down and cry.

He forgot his yo, but told her, don't go, I can't bear you.

Lu Qi stood up and sat beside her, leaving some distance, gritted his teeth and leaned forward after thinking about it, patted her clumsily, and said clumsily, "Don't cry, I didn't come to accuse you. I, I just think, give me some time, let me learn how to get along with you... I will only use the ones I used to, try to be your husband, the father of a few children, the ones that you want to be with you What you deserve is far from it... But, there will always be a day when you learn."

He is a proud God of War. Even when he was deeply in love, he was always domineering and strong. When was he ever so cautious?
At this moment, he is more like a lost child, unable to find his way or future.

Su Qinghuan burst into tears, crying out her grievances for such a long time.

It's not that she's suffering alone, it's not that he doesn't want to love herself, he's already working hard, and she's not fighting alone.

Bai Su Baizhi outside the house couldn't stop crying when she heard her cry like a small animal.

Even Jiang Qingluo's eyes turned red, and of course she felt more fortunate that her life was finally saved.

Lu Qi was a little panicked, he said so much, he thought he was sincere and sincere, but Su Qinghuan cried more and more, which made him at a loss what to do.

(End of this chapter)