my old life

Chapter 1010 Break Free from the Shackles
A sentence that the mute used to warn me with his life experience, I only took it as a manifestation of selfishness and self-interest, but never understood the deeper meaning!

In this impermanent world, we can always see some vexatious people, regardless of age, but most of them are old, especially for those closest to us, they always have unlimited presumptuousness!

I used to think that those people just had no conscience and kind thoughts, but I never thought of those old bastards and old fools in the eyes of others, but they just understand the truth of not being an enemy of the devil!

Those people specially select the closest and friendliest people to ask for infinitely, because they dare not fight against the devil, they are afraid that the devil will have no mercy and kind thoughts, and they are even more afraid that the devil will break their dog's head!
The Buddha said that if I don't go to hell, who will go to hell, but who will let himself go to hell for a truly kind person?The Buddha said to go to hell, but has he ever gone there?The devil is a representative of evil, but has he ever advertised his selflessness?
When all the guilt in my heart is overwhelming me, I think I will get retribution one day, because I have done too many things that are the worst in the eyes of others...

I have a conscience and kindness deep in my heart, and I am bound by all the shackles in my soul, but now I understand that I have done great kindness to myself!I understand the truth that people don't kill heaven and earth for themselves, but it has never been so clear as it is today!

"Children can be taught! The world is ever-changing, good and evil Buddhas and demons are only a thought away, knowing how to keep kindness to yourself is the most important thing! This is also a strange way!"

Old Monster Buddha stroked his beard and looked at me with a smile. Before I knew it, he taught me the subject of 'weird'.

"I understand, thank you, old gentleman, for your cultivation!"

At this moment, I finally understood why Second Uncle wanted me to study under the disciple of Old Fool, because there are some things that he is destined not to give me!There are some truths that have been said thousands of times are not as important as their own comprehension!
The essence of the subject of 'weird' lies in taking a slanted sword and interpreting what is hypocrisy and truth with behaviors that ordinary people can't understand!
Those hypocritical good thoughts will always make people feel self-interested, even if they don’t ask for anything in return, they will have peace of mind and self-comfort in their hearts, and comfort themselves to accumulate merit...

Little do they know that this hypocrisy is a great evil to themselves!If a person can't do kindness to himself, how can he do real kindness?May I ask that there are hypocrites kneeling in front of the ancient Qingdeng Buddha, why did the Buddha go to save them from sentient beings?
Now I no longer regard myself as a wicked person, let alone impose a sense of guilt on everything I do, because I already understand the true meaning of good and evil, Buddha and devil!
Instead of letting yourself become a good person in the eyes of others, it is better to go all the way to the dark!Even if one day my darkness will be tortured by the so-called light, I would rather accept the good thoughts of those hypocrites!
I don't want to be an enemy of the devil because the devil has no hypocrisy and no mercy. Instead of being a hypocrite with good thoughts, it is better to completely release all the shackles on my body and be a person who only has good thoughts for myself!

After breaking free from all shackles, I will be a devil in the eyes of others, a devil without mercy and kindness!Whoever wants to be my enemy, I will break his dog's head!

"Old man, I see firmness and determination in your eyes, and now this crow is free!" The old monster Buddha took out the crow and threw it out. This action also represented his approval of me!

If it weren't for the protection of the old monster, I'm afraid that Wu Laolai's visit to make trouble today would be enough for me to drink a pot, but everything is different now!

"It is only a crow that makes me understand all this. When it is held in the hands of people to control its life and death, the only one who can save it is myself!"

I replied politely, the free crow represents my breaking free from all cages, and it also represents the acquiescence of Buddha and monsters to everything I do!

"You can understand the essence of the strange way so quickly, I really amazed... What a pity, Qian Xiao!" The old monster Buddha sighed, and I knew there was something in his words as soon as I heard it!

"If the old man has any orders, speak up as soon as possible, and I will definitely not refuse if I can do it!" I immediately expressed my attitude, that is, I would like to be someone else's pawn.

"Qian Xiao has some roots of wisdom but has never experienced the real dangers of the world. Over the years, she has understood a lot of truths, but she has never been able to understand the true essence."

Old Monster Buddha looked regretful, I waited quietly without speaking, and kept wondering what he really meant.

To put it simply, in the heart of old monster Buddha, Buddha Qianxiao must be more important than me!Because of the principle that blood is thicker than water, could it be that he wants me to teach Buddha Qianxiao?
"Miss Buddha is very smart, please let me try if you can, maybe I can make her understand."

"Okay! Then the old man will rest assured that you will be by Buddha Qianxiao's side! Go!"

Old Monster Buddha waved me away, but in fact, he did not pretend to be selfish and selfish at all, and lived a very real life!
Leaving the old man's villa, I looked up at the sky and felt happier than ever, because I broke free from all the shackles that bound me!
"Xiong Sanming, you came out so soon? Was the crow released just now by grandpa?" Fo Qianxiao came up with a look of disbelief, and I nodded.

"The old man let me stay by your side, let me help you understand some truths, and let me help you do things."

"Could it be that you learned it so quickly?" Fo Qianxiao looked at me with a surprised expression, but this expression made me suspicious.

"You know what I learned right?"

I looked at her calmly, but actually I felt something was wrong in my heart!That is, the ideas and principles instilled in me by the old monster Buddha actually took advantage of the weakness of human nature!

It is indisputable that human nature is selfish and greedy, but the old monster Buddha magnified the selfish and greedy human nature for me, and even helped me break free from all the shackles...

I know that Old Monster Buddha will only turn me into the appearance he wants to be the most, and will also become the appearance that is most convenient for him to use. Now, he has undoubtedly succeeded!
When I broke free from all the shackles, I have changed. I am no longer afraid of what I used to be afraid of, and I no longer care about what was right or wrong...

From now on, there is only one principle in my heart, and that is to keep myself alive!Keep yourself alive no matter what!

"All the things you learned are what I have learned, of course I know what you will learn!" Fo Qianxiao looked as if it should be taken for granted, I smiled and nodded.

In fact, what she said is correct at all, the only difference lies in whether she can understand the real truth!

In other words, if Buddha Qianxiao can understand everything, why does the old Buddha accept me as a closed disciple?Wouldn't it be better to let your own people take control of everything?

I knew from the time when Old Monster Buddha accepted me as a closed disciple that he was faced with a situation where he had no successors, and it became a serious worry for him to cultivate a Ye Lingyun...

"From now on, Miss Buddha can come to me with any questions, and I will try my best to help." I sincerely expressed my attitude, and I was more respectful and humble than ever before!
Because from this moment on, I will be a man with my tail between my legs, because this is the only way to reassure the Buddha!Also the only way I can get help!

"Oh? Seriously?" Fo Qianxiao smiled, and I nodded immediately.

"How do you understand the crow in Grandpa's hand? How did you let Grandpa let it go?"

"Everything in the world is equal! If you pinch it to death, you won't have any fun, so naturally you can't pinch it to death..."

"It's that simple?" Fo Qianxiao looked in disbelief, but I'm sure she can't understand the real truth!

In other words, if she can understand what else can I do now?The old monster Buddha has not taught her for so many years. Wouldn't it be asking for trouble if I taught her?

"Yes! It's that simple!"

"It's so boring!"

I took out a cigarette and lit it, feeling an unprecedented emptiness and relaxation in my heart, the taste of breaking free from the shackles is really unstoppable!

"Miss Buddha, I still have something to take care of, I'll see you later." I have already received the money transferred from everyone, and I want to transfer the money to Cai Zi.

"No! Now you have more important things to do, and that is to clean up the mess!" Fo Qianxiao grabbed my arm, angrily looking like he was going to eat people.

"Wu Laolai's mess? Let's go!"

Since it is my own mess, I will naturally clean it up. At this moment, I will never allow anyone to step on my bottom line casually!

Whoever provokes me, I will smash the dog's head!Just being kind to yourself is enough!

In a blink of an eye, Fo Qianxiao and I came to the casino. At five o'clock in the afternoon, the casino was empty and there were not many people there, but Wu Laolai gathered a few people together.

Wu Tian immediately stood up as soon as I appeared, it seems that he still wants to settle the score with me!
(End of this chapter)