my old life

Chapter 1058 Trembling in the Heart

For a moment just now, I thought it was Dai Fei's person, because the viciousness in his eyes made me instinctively feel the danger!
But the little girl in front of her in hospital gown was at most ten years old, her face was thin and pale, but she did not hide the viciousness in her eyes at all!
I rubbed my water-stained eyes, just now I felt fatal hostility, I thought I didn't see it clearly, but I didn't expect that it really came from a little girl of such an age!
The little girl walked into the bathroom step by step with the support of the middle-aged woman. The middle-aged woman took the washbasin to fetch hot water. I looked at the little girl in front of me curiously.

"Do you know me? Why do you look at me like this?" I asked curiously, feeling that she shouldn't have such eyes at her age!
The little girl kept silent and didn't speak, but her vicious eyes never disappeared for a moment, she just looked at me... For a moment, I felt a chill all over my body!
"Why don't you talk? Why are you looking at me like this? Are you trying to kill me?"

"Because you're a bad guy!"

The little girl's answer was crisp and clear, and I was confused by the unequivocal hatred. I really don't remember seeing her before.

"Oh? I'm a bad person? Little sister, how do you know that I'm a bad person? A bad person definitely won't write it on his face!"

I laughed and joked, I think she must have admitted the wrong person, or she was sleepy!

"Because you are the same as those who bullied Aunt Fang Yu!"

"what!"

The little girl's words stunned me instantly, and before I could react, the middle-aged woman had already walked over with a washbasin in her hand.

I opened my mouth but didn't say anything. I don't know why she hates me so much, let alone how she knew that I bullied Fang Yu...

The little girl gave me a hard look before leaving, and I actually saw killing intent in her eyes!At this moment, I am sure that she really wants to kill me!

A chill spread all over my body, I felt dizzy and my feet were soft, I leaned on the edge of the sink to gasp for breath, and the headache came again...

I hurriedly took out a cigarette and lit it. When I closed my eyes, I saw the vicious eyes of that little girl. What did I do to make her hate me so much?

I leaned against the door of the bathroom and watched the little girl enter a ward not far away. I tried my best to suppress my headache by smoking a cigarette.

I used to have a splitting headache when I woke up every day, but after smoking refreshing cigarettes, I felt much better, but today my head hurts extraordinarily!

I thought I might have used my brain too much, and the dizziness might be because I didn't eat, so I staggered back to the ward.

I woke up Da Bing and asked him to buy food. I was lying on the bed alone in a daze, and suddenly I remembered the bedside card in the ward!

I immediately got up and took out the bedside card written by Fang Yu last night. It clearly recorded my name and cause of disease, but the moment I saw the cause of the disease, I fell into despair!

I thought Fang Yu was joking with me, I thought she was trying to trick me on purpose...but it clearly stated that my cause and symptom was a brain tumor!
The suspected tumor on the inspection report made me collapse instantly!The hand that never trembled trembled... The bedside card fell to the ground, and I kept telling myself that this must be a mistake!There must be a mistake!

I picked up the bedside card and wanted to tear it up, but I hesitated for a while but couldn't tear it off... When I got up, I immediately went to find the little girl just now!
I want to know why she looks at me with such vicious eyes, I want to know the reason why she wants to kill me, otherwise it will haunt me forever!
In a blink of an eye, I came to the ward where the little girl was, and the middle-aged woman was feeding her. The woman was very surprised when she saw me.

"you are?"

"Excuse me, I want to talk to you, is that okay?" I gestured sideways to the corridor outside the door, and the middle-aged woman hesitated and stood up.

The little girl looked at me with incomparably sharp eyes. At this moment, I didn't dare to look at her...

In the past, I was stared at viciously by countless people, and I was never afraid of how many people wanted my life!But today, I would be scared if I was stared at by this little girl!
Standing in the corridor of the ward, I took out the cigarette but put it back after thinking about it. I organized my words in my mind and tried to ask in a tactful way.

"May I ask what is the cause of the little girl? Is her attending doctor Fang Yu?" I wanted to make sure that the little girl didn't have a brain or eye problem, so I asked from the side first.

"Hey, speaking of it, I have to thank Dr. Fang Yu, she saved my daughter's life!" The woman became excited as soon as she opened her mouth, and her eye circles immediately turned red!
"Don't get excited, can I ask what the disease is?"

"For leukemia, Dr. Fang Yu helped us...otherwise we would not be able to afford the treatment fee at all."

As soon as these words came out, my heart skipped a beat, and I instantly felt that my inner world was about to collapse!
"How much does the treatment cost? Did Fang Yu pay for it for you?" I asked tremblingly, my heart was about to be swallowed up by a monstrous sense of guilt!

"The treatment fee of more than 50 yuan has always been paid by Dr. Fang Yu in advance for us. Before us, there was another patient with leukemia, and he has been discharged from the hospital now!"

"what!"

For a moment, I froze in place, at a loss. At this moment, I already understood why that little girl looked at me viciously. I made a big preconceived mistake!

"Boy, boy, do you have anything else to do?"

"No, it's okay, I wish you a speedy recovery."

After I finished speaking, I turned my head and left. I never dreamed that this kind of result would happen, and I never dreamed that I would do such an outrageous thing to Fang Yu!
At this moment, I feel that I must have suffered retribution!How else could I do such a bastard thing?
I made it all the way to the doctor's office, but now there is no work except for the doctor on duty, and I staggered back to the ward.

When I entered the ward, I saw Buddha Qianxiao, but now my whole brain is blank!
"Sanming, look what I bought for you, hurry up and eat!"

"it is good."

I sat down tremblingly, bowed my head and ate food, I don't know why I can't feel any taste in my mouth, and I feel uncomfortable like never before!
"Sanming, what's the matter with you? Are you crying because of the delicious food? I bought this specially for you!"

"Delicious!" I cried while eating, all the strength in my heart collapsed at this moment.

I don't know how to face myself, let alone how to face my second uncle, let alone how to face Fang Yu...

I have never eaten so hard before, I just want to fill my stomach at this moment, I dare not face everything, but what else can I do now?
"What's the matter with you? You look so ugly crying! Don't let others see it, or you'll think I'm bullying you!"

Buddha Qianxiao reached out to wipe my tears, I froze for a moment but did not refuse, I think I have no capital to refuse the gentle hand again...

Lying on the hospital bed staring blankly at the time on the watch, every minute and every second passed by like this, I didn't listen to what Fo Qianxiao said, now I just want to wait for Fang Yu to appear!
When the time on the watch pointed to eight o'clock, I immediately turned over and got out of bed and went straight to the doctor's office. No one could understand the urgency in my heart, and no one could understand the anxiety and complexity!

Fang Yu looked at me indifferently, but for a while I didn't know what to say.

"Xiao Liu, transfer the patient on bed number nine to the brain ward." Fang Yu said calmly to the little doctor next to her. I know that bed number nine that Fang Yu mentioned is me!
"Sister Fang Yu, can I talk to you? About my illness."

"can."

"Can we talk alone?" I already felt Fo Qianxiao chasing after me, Fang Yu glanced at her and nodded.

"Qian Xiao, go out first, I want to diagnose him."

"Okay! I'll leave everything to Sister Fang Yu! Remember to help me heal his love interest!" Fo Qianxiao teased and turned away, but I couldn't laugh at all.

I hurried over to close the door of the office, and locked the door behind me. At this moment, I was really about to collapse!

"Sister Fang Yu, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you last night..."

"Talk about yourself!" Fang Yu interrupted me directly. At this moment, I felt a little ashamed.

"I want to know what's in my head, how long I have..." The moment I said these words, I was extremely bitter, I have never felt such an uncomfortable feeling!
"The tumor must be surgically removed. It seems to be benign now, but further diagnosis is needed!"

"Will it affect me if I am cut off? Is it going to open my head?" I asked cautiously.

"Looking at the location of the tumor, resection may affect a certain aspect. It may be vision and language, or hearing or behavioral ability. It's hard to say... After all, the human brain is very complicated!"

(End of this chapter)