my old life

Fatal blow

I brought the soldiers out of Shencheng, how much emotion did I put into them and how many hardships did I go through?All the hard work is what makes it what it is today!
The Buddha and the old monster fascinated the soldier with only one woman. I can solve any other temptations, but the only thing that makes people helpless is the emotional thing!

Even though Fang Yu is out of the control of old monster Buddha now, but a woman took away my best helper, no matter what, I can't swallow this breath!
Holding my breath in my heart makes me feel very uncomfortable. At this moment, I really feel that there is nothing more sorrowful than heartbreak. Even though I know that Fang Yu deliberately approached Dabing with a purpose, I have nothing to do...

I took out my mobile phone and called Su Yurong. Rather than being so heartbroken, I can bear a little more... Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain!

"Hello, who is it?" Su Yurong's voice didn't change at all, I took a deep breath and cleared my throat.

"It's me, how are you doing recently?"

"Okay, are you back?"

"No, I heard that Shiliu is going to study abroad, and I couldn't go back to see her off... I wonder if you have time now?"

"If you have time, you can talk about it." Su Yurong always spoke happily, and this joy once fascinated me.

"Help me to see Shiliu, if she is still there..." I said these words pretending to be calm, but my heart was not at all calm.

Because I have never doubted anything before, and I have never tested her with complicated people in society. Today's change really makes me feel uncomfortable!
"Okay, no problem!"

"How's the business of the Taekwondo Hall recently? Is it going well?" I turned around and asked, but my second uncle said that the Taekwondo Hall was swept away, but he didn't tell me.

"Everything is fine, nothing happened."

As soon as I heard this, I knew instantly. This guy Su Yurong didn't want to bring me trouble, which made me feel a little warm in my heart!
"My phone is out of battery, I'll call you later...please!"

"You're welcome, I'll go and have a look now."

After hanging up the phone, I took out the calling card and put it on the table, then took out a cigarette and lit it. Actually, I didn't know what happened to me, but I always wanted to verify what my second uncle said to me.

I hope everything is my own conjecture, but sometimes the real facts are always unexpected, it is better to let Su Yurong take a look instead of believing in feelings!
I would rather Su Yurong make a trip tonight for nothing, and I would rather Sixteen have already left Shencheng, but no matter how good the hope is, it is no match for the cruelty of reality, and I am ready to accept everything!
At this moment, a few people walked out of the side building. I looked carefully but didn't recognize them. Seeing their dejected looks, I knew they must have lost money...

A few people walked into the parking lot and got into a car. The car left with the roar of the accelerator. I glanced at my watch and it was ten o'clock at night.

This time is usually the busiest time for the casino business, and it is also the time when the spirit of the gamblers is the best. It does not seem a good sign to lose everything early and leave.

Soon someone came out of the side building again, and I could hear the cursing voice clearly from the guest room on the second floor, and it must have been a loss...

Generally, gamblers have a very strange psychology. When they see others lose money, they always feel that they can win money, and they win what others lose into their own hands, and swallow other people's betrayal into their own pockets...

But they don’t know that the casino will not be merciful when it regulates the release of water or kill points, let alone let the other win when one loses, because the casino will not play cards according to the routine, and will never let gamblers understand the rules of the casino!

Simply put, the previous routine in the casino will never be used again next time, and the experience of winning money last time will not help people win the second time, because everything is random...

Time passed slowly, and when it was nearly twelve o'clock, Da Bing and Fang Yu left the side building. There was also a fat man who left together. He couldn't see his face clearly but he looked familiar.

Da Bing and Fang Yu stood at the entrance of the parking lot, chatting and laughing. The fat man trotted to drive in the parking lot, and the white Jaguar was driven out.

I think that fat man just now might be Ye Wuhui's driver. I met him once when I passed by the gate of Laoyang Community, and then Dabing and Fang Yu got into the car!

Seeing this, my heart is very peaceful. I saw everything with my own eyes. Being able to leave in Ye Wuhui's car has already told me everything virtually!
I watched the car leave the hotel, until the car left and I could no longer see the taillights... Before I knew it, my fist was so painful!

At this moment, I tried my best not to think about the feelings and human nature of Yili’s reunion, but those words kept drilling into my mind. Although I know that everyone has the right to choose their own life, I still feel so unhappy in my heart!

Even though I know that Da Bing is good to me and that everything he got was paid for by his sacrifices, but he got mixed up with the people from Yiye Laoqian...

It doesn't matter what happens after he and I part ways, even if he joins the Yiye Laoqian group, but now he is polite and obedient to me on the surface, but he is playing such a trick behind his back!

In fact, Da Bing was also guilty. If he wasn't guilty, why didn't he tell me about Fang Yu?If he has a clear conscience, why didn't he tell me about Yiye Laoqiantuan?
To put it bluntly, Da Bing clearly knows the pros and cons in his heart, he is an adult with his own thoughts, and he knows better how he will react when he tells me about this matter!

I have never said anything bad about Fang Yu on the surface, nor have I ever aroused his rebellious psychology, which I care about very much!
Now he's doing this behind my back, if it wasn't for my second uncle reminding me, I would really be kept in the dark, but there is no impenetrable wall in this world, and paper can never contain fire!
If Da Bing came to me with a sudden epiphany and explained everything, then I would gladly accept it and act as if nothing had happened, just like a gambler and prodigal son turning back!
As the saying goes, there is no gold and no man is perfect. People always make mistakes and go astray. It is never too late to repent.
After smoking a few cigarettes in a row, I suppressed the anger in my heart. At eleven o'clock, I put down the phone card and picked up the phone to call Su Yurong. I guess there should be a result by now.

"Hey, how's it going?" I asked patiently, and I had already made all the preparations in my heart!

"I went to see it, and everything is fine."

"What do you mean everything is going well? Have you seen her?" I asked strong and calm, everything is about to come to an end!
"I didn't see it, but Shitou said that she was already asleep, and asked me to go there tomorrow... I asked Shitou to help pass the message."

When I heard this, I was stunned for a moment, as if a thunderbolt in the clear sky made my brain go blank!All the conjectures and the second uncle's words turned out to be reality!
"Understood, thank you very much." I replied blankly, for some reason I suddenly felt out of breath, as if there was a lump in my chest.

"Is there anything else you need? When will you be back?"

"I can't go back recently. When I go back, I will definitely go to find you... This phone is about to be in arrears. I will send you a new number in a while. If you have anything to do, just send me a text message."

"OK, no problem!"

Su Yurong's tone obviously showed some hesitation. He should be able to sense that something was wrong with me, but I didn't say that Dabing is unreliable now!

In fact, if Dabing really stood on the side of Yiye Laoqian, it would be a huge blow to me!Because he knows everything around me, and even more about Su Yurong and Shiliu!
After hanging up the phone, I thought that Shiliu must have some reason for not being able to leave Shencheng, maybe the flight was delayed, maybe something happened abroad...

In fact, I don't need to think about it anymore, I'm not a fool, I can guess everything, but I don't want to accept that the feelings in my heart have changed, and I don't want to accept that all the attachments are in exchange for this kind of result!

Smoking a cigarette in the quiet darkness, time passed by every minute, the anger in my heart made my mouth dry, so I called to order some takeaway and spirits...

An hour later, I drank alone. The hot baijiu entered my throat and felt unprecedentedly smooth. The more I drank, the warmer my body became, as if it could counteract the coolness in my heart...

Accompanied by raging alcohol and tears, I have accepted everything calmly, no matter how much unwillingness I have in my heart, I have to accept the reality!

I think I can drink strong wine, and I can survive the dark night without you... Even if I can't, I still have to endure it, because people always have to learn to grow up by themselves!

(End of this chapter)