my old life

Chapter 1295 Hate Me To The Abyss

For a moment, I felt extremely uncomfortable in my heart. At this moment, I wished I could go to Ye Lingyun immediately and try my best, but I hated my incompetence even more!
If it wasn't for my lack of care, how could the soldier easily come to Ye Lingyun's side?How could it be what it is now?
At this moment, I finally understood Ye Lingyun's purpose in not killing the soldier, he just wanted to torture me, using the soldier's pain to torture me bit by bit!
I have to say that the bastard Ye Lingyun succeeded!Seeing the appearance of the soldier now is more uncomfortable than killing me, the sadness in my heart made me fall into the abyss of self-blame...

"Sanming, how did the soldier take drugs? How long has it been? Knowing the time and dosage, we can formulate a method."

What the fat man said is reasonable, I know that time can no longer be delayed, because I know very well that if you stop and stop, you will suffer from chaos!

"A few days, it's number one!"

"Hiss...number one?" The fat man gasped for a moment, I knew Ye Lingyun would have the most ruthless means to deal with the soldiers!
"No. [-]'s detoxification success rate is very small, this is going to be troublesome..." The fat man looked at me worriedly, but why didn't I feel sad?

"Even if there is only a one-ten-thousandth chance, that soldier is that one!"

I lit a cigarette and took a deep puff. I knew Ye Lingyun's purpose for doing this, but it was a dream that he wanted to defeat me in this way!

I, Xiong Sanming, have gambled so many times, I have lost, I have cried, but I have never surrendered!

Which of the big bosses who used to occupy one side is the most annoying character?Who can know the pain I have experienced?I can go today with the faith and courage!
"Use the first method to detoxify him! If you don't succeed, you will be benevolent! If a person can live, he should be a human being. If he is a dog, he would be better off dead!"

As soon as the words came out, everyone was taken aback, I stood up and hooked my fingers at the fox.

I whispered something in her ear, and the fox immediately looked at me in amazement, with disbelief written in her eyes!

"What do you want this for?"

"Don't ask, go as soon as possible!" I waved my hand to signal the fox to go buy it quickly, I knew Da Bing was about to lose his hold!

"Okay!" Fox nodded and turned to leave. I had already thought about how to help Da Bing detoxify... that is the deepest abyss to make him hate me!

If normal methods could work, there wouldn't be so many addicts in the world!If we simply rely on suffering to detoxify people, there will not be so many people taking drugs for the second time in this world!
I know the characteristics of human heart and human nature very well, and I also know how to destroy a person.

I signaled everyone to wait outside, turned around and went into the bedroom alone, and locked the door behind me.

I know that detoxification is not an easy task, and I also know that Da Bing is not a person without willpower... His last hope is the red thread in his heart!

The most important thing for a person is the principle and the bottom line. The most difficult thing for a person to abandon is his belief and persistence. Hatred is the best catalyst!
"Soldier, are you feeling better?"

"It's better, I was too uncomfortable just now... so don't mind." Da Bing's state recovered a little, it seems that he is very clear about what he said just now.

"Why would I mind? Who told us to be brothers?" After speaking, I took out a cigarette and lit it, then stuffed it directly into his mouth.

"Some people used to say that a man who smoked a cigarette with him can be regarded as a brother, and those times will be kept in his heart!"

Da Bing nodded and took two puffs of cigarettes. His eyes were bloodshot, and his pale face proved his weakness at the moment.

Seeing his hands and feet tied to the bed, I feel unspeakably sad, but I am determined to do one thing, no matter whether he will hate me in the future...

I turned my head and opened the heavy curtains, the sunlight flooded the whole room again, I could smell a fresh air immediately when I opened the window, and I could even smell some flowers faintly.

"In fact, the most precious things are often around people, even within reach, because the ordinary world is the most precious!" I said with emotion, and I had already prepared the next rhetoric in my heart.

Maybe this is the most painful round I've ever done, and the only one without any profit...

"Da Bing, I don't think it's suitable for you to stay by my side anymore, you should go back to Shencheng as soon as possible."

"me……"

"Actually, let's make it clearer. For me, you have lost the value of use. Look at yourself as a useless person!"

As soon as the words came out, the soldier was taken aback, his eyes were full of disbelief, I knew he was very sad!
"What's the matter? Is it a surprise? Even if you can quit drugs for a short time, it won't help me, and I don't have time to take care of you, so let's break up as soon as possible!"

"Sanming, what you said is true? Did you get angry with me just now? The words I scolded you..."

"Da Soldier! You should be sober! What is the most important thing when you come out to mess around? Benefits! Do you understand benefits!"

"I don't understand!" Da Bing struggled to look at me, I put one hand behind my back and pinched my flesh, I was afraid that I would be too ruthless!
"If you don't understand, I'll tell you! If I don't have money, will you stay with me? If I can't give you everything you want, will you do things for me?"

I spoke every word so clearly that Da Bing fell into silence, but why wasn't my heart bleeding?

"Everyone is a sensible person. Now you have lost your use value. Look at the way you are drooling now, you look like a pug!"

"Stop it, I beg you."

"Are you afraid that others will tell you that you have become like this? Look at your current appearance. Is this what you looked like when I first met you? Are you still a person now?"

Every word and every word of mine was full of sarcasm, and the soldiers were crying tears, I tried my best to endure the pain in my heart... I know that before saving a person, I must first destroy him!
Only by letting him fall into the abyss of eternal doom first can he inspire his desire and strength to find the light!
Once I fell into the abyss of helplessness and tasted the taste of being abandoned by the whole world!It is also the feeling of being stepped into the mud and unable to struggle!It is the taste of being reborn with all the beliefs on your back!

I fell into the dark abyss and couldn't see any light, only loneliness and pain accompanied me, and I was full of indifference and despair day and night. It was the most terrible period of darkness!
That is my determination to climb out of the darkness again!I'm not here to prove myself to others, and I'm not here for some bullshit belief... I'm just here for me to continue living!

When a person is abandoned by everything, when a person loses all confidence and hope of living...or die quietly, then rebirth vigorously!

"Da Bing, looking at you now is really pitiful! But I am not such a heartless person, I have prepared some things for you to make you happy, and it is not a bad thing to die here comfortably!"

After I finished speaking, I directly closed the curtains, and the whole bedroom was instantly plunged into darkness. The soldier lowered his head and kept crying. I knew his inner world was about to collapse!
Because I love and disregard, I love and my feet, I want him to hate me completely, I want him to hate the dark world!
"Da Bing, I will find a reason to send everyone away later, and you will die in this room!"

"No! I will never die here! Don't even think about it!"

"Haha? I can't even think about it? Look at you now, do you think anyone can believe what you say? If you don't believe me, you can call it a try now?"

I spread my hands to signal him casually, Da Bing's eyes were full of hatred, but I hope his hatred can help him overcome drug addiction!

"What's the matter? Can't you yell out? Because you still miss my drugs, right? Give up, don't struggle, it's better to die here comfortably than suffer!"

"Xiong Sanming, I really misjudged you! Why did you save me?"

"Save you? Of course I want to save you! Because you used to be my brother! I saved you to let you continue to help me, but I didn't expect that the one I rescued was an addict, shit!"

I smoked a cigarette and cursed, Dabing stared at me with red eyes, and tears rolled down, I could only tell myself desperately in my heart, I must persevere!

"You! You are really cruel!"

(End of this chapter)