my old life

Chapter 1452 Silent Waiting

All the turmoil has returned to calm, and my heart is indescribably relaxed. To be recognized by my second uncle can make me happy for a long time!

Also now my second uncle and I have a way out, even if we go back to Shencheng now, we won’t worry about Xinbailian, now Xinbailian is already a mud bodhisattva crossing the river and can’t protect himself!
Standing at the window and looking at the tall buildings opposite the community, most of the windows are turned off at this time, and the hustle and bustle of the day gradually subsided.

At this moment, my heart was extremely relaxed. After solving everything, it seemed that a heavy burden had been lifted. Both Du Mingyu and Dai Fei went to hell. I think they can still be companions under the nine springs...

Lit a cigarette to empty myself, tiredness hits like a tide, I think I should relax and relax!
If possible, I would like to go on a trip, go to a far away place to have a look, and go to a place that no one knows to calm down for a few days.

I want to go to the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau and stand in front of the Potala Palace. I want to go to the Erhai Lake in Yunnan Province for a few days of vacation. I want to go to the ancient town of Wujiang River to appreciate the charm of Jiangnan water town...

In fact, I just need to go to a place where there are no intrigues or disputes between rivers and lakes. I can relax for a few days and experience the world as much as possible, because I am afraid that I may not have the opportunity in the future.

At this moment, I close my eyes and wander in fantasy. I imagine sitting on the roof of the world and looking up at the sky full of stars.

At this moment, someone knocked on the bedroom door. The sound was very soft but could be heard very clearly on a quiet night. The bedroom door was not locked.

"Please come in."

In a blink of an eye, the bedroom door was opened, and the high heels made a crisp sound on the wooden floor, and I knew who it was without looking back.

"When did you come back, Little Shackle?"

"Just now." I turned my head and was slightly surprised, the drunken fox seemed to have drunk a lot of wine.

"How much wine did you drink? How did you drink like this?" I looked at her in surprise, because she rarely drank before.

"I met a few little sisters today, and I'm very happy." The fox threw away his bag and kicked off his high-heeled shoes, and fell down on the sofa in a daze.

"You can't drink like this if you're happy." I said helplessly, put out the cigarette in my hand and walked over.

Seeing her looking for a lighter with a cigarette in her mouth, I took out the lighter to help her light it up. At this moment, I saw a trace of loneliness in her eyes.

"What's the matter, what's on your mind?" I sat beside her and lit a cigarette, quietly watching the cigarette burn in my hand.

"It's nothing to worry about, everything is fine." She gently rolled up her long hair. At this moment, I felt an unprecedented aura, but it was also extremely lonely.

"It's not like you used to be, are you drunk?" I looked at her knowingly, but she took a puff of cigarette and didn't speak.

Her eyes, her eyelashes, her nose, her mouth, everything about her is so familiar, and she is sitting beside me at this moment.

I used to compare Shiliu and Hulizi many times in my heart. They are different from each other, and they are not of the same type at all, and they live in different circles.

But when it is time to let go, you must let go, because it is impossible for a person to possess everything in the world, let alone everything goes smoothly.

Perhaps it is precisely because of the incompleteness and regrets of the world that so many eternal love stories are created. Perhaps only the sadness of parting can set off the beauty of reunion. At this moment, I already have the answer in my heart.

Fox's eyes are bright and energetic, just like the eyes of Seventeen, bright like gems in the dark night, so beautiful and so precious, but I can't have it...

Because when I choose the old way, there is no turning back, and when I gain something, I am doomed to lose something!
I have loved Shi Qi, I remember her eyes and smile, her domineering tenderness and concern, her scared and worried eyes, and her hug that melted my heart!

It is my luck to meet Shi Qi, but I cannot choose her because of all the heavy shackles. Who can understand my helplessness and reluctance?

I have already lost a bright eye, and I can't lose it again, because I am from the same world as Hulizi, and we live together in the world of rivers and lakes!
"I want to go out for a walk, do you want to go together? Just the two of us!" I said with a smile, and she immediately turned her head to look at me.

"Where are you going? Where's Fatty and the others?" Fox looked at me suspiciously. I like to look at her eyes the most, because her eyes seem to be able to speak!
"Go to a place where no one knows us, go to the Potala Palace to see the Milky Way, go to the Erhai Lake for vacation, and go boating in Wuzhen by the way... Everyone else, let's rest!"

"When are you leaving?" She looked at me straight, and I saw a hint of excitement in her eyes.

"We're leaving in the next few days, but we can only go by car, I'm afraid the plane won't work." I spread my hands helplessly, and changed the focus of the topic without saying a word.

"Do you mean what you say?" Fox looked at me excitedly, and I nodded immediately.

"Of course it counts, just pull the hook if you don't believe me."

"Then pull the hook!" She stretched out her little finger, and there were two rings on her hand, which were also worn on the middle finger and ring finger.

"it is good!"

I stretched out my hand to hook her, her slender fingers are still so delicate, and the black nails are very beautiful, I am very glad that the loneliness in her eyes can disappear!

"If you dare to go back on your word, I'll cut you Xiaoming off!" The fox looked at me threateningly, and raised his fist at me by the way.

"How dare I, let's just say so! This matter is known by God, you know me, you know it!"

"Hmm!" The fox immediately hugged my head and kissed my face, and I smiled embarrassedly.

"I'm so tired today, but I finally got some good news, so I'll go to bed first!"

"Hey, I haven't washed my face and brushed my teeth yet, hey hey!"

No matter what I said, the fox fell directly on the bed without even taking off her clothes, but there was a sly smile on her face.

I went over to pull her immediately, but she was lying on the bed acting like a baby and refused to get up. After pulling her, she just acted like a fool and remained indifferent. I smiled helplessly.

"If you don't get up, then I'll tickle you!" I rubbed my hands together, and she immediately looked back at me vigilantly.

"How dare you! Be careful I'll cut that off of you!"

"..."

"Hmph!" The fox continued to lie on the bed with a smug look, and I got it right!

"Come on, turn over a patty!" I made her on the bed, helped her take off her coat and stockings, and covered her with a thin quilt by the way.

She winked at me and gestured to the stocking in my hand, which I shrugged and tossed aside.

"Go to sleep, lazy pig!" I muttered, and she immediately stuck out her tongue at me.

Watching her sleep in a daze, I gently stroked her hair, quietly watching her sound asleep.

"Sanming, don't go, stay with me more." The fox was talking in his sleep, half asleep and half awake, which made people feel distressed.

"Okay, I'll stay here with you without going anywhere! Go to sleep." I gently groped her little head until her breathing became calm.

After Fox fell asleep, I carefully looked at her two injured rings. The same position made me feel emotional. There are always so many coincidences in the world...

I stretched and turned off the lights in the room, and fell asleep with the smell of alcohol on the tip of my nose...

Some people say that the longest love confession is companionship. In my dream, I saw the places we walked together, and the little things we had together...

I think she will definitely like the starry river, I think she will also like to swim in the Erhai Lake, and the tranquility of sitting by the water in Wuzhen and having breakfast together...

When I woke up the next morning, I felt extremely refreshed and relaxed, and the inner relaxation was indescribable!

It's only seven o'clock, the sky outside is bright, the sun is high in the sky, and a new day has begun!
I sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette, enjoying this rare peace. I already thought about leaving, but I didn't know whether to see Shiliu for the last time.

I used to dare not tell her that I liked her, because I felt that I was not worthy of her... But now I dare not express my feelings, because I feel that I can't let the fox down!

I am destined to travel the world, but Shiliu will not leave Shencheng. I am like a bird flying non-stop, and she is like a small fish in the deep sea, looking at each other but unable to stay together.

Maybe with the passage of time and people's growth, people and things that I couldn't let go of once can be accepted slowly.

This change does not mean that the relationship has deteriorated, but that the fish and the birds will never come to fruition. I lower my head and gently kiss the Patek Philippe in my hand, let it accompany me to the end of the world!
(End of this chapter)