my old life

Chapter 1462 A word to wake up the dreamer
The car left Wuzhen overnight, and my heart was very peaceful and relaxed, and all the beautiful scenery remained in my heart!
No matter how thorny and dangerous the outside world is, it is enough to have a woman silently supporting you behind you, and to have a safe haven when you are tired!

Time flies by, and after a night of running around, arriving in Jicheng before dawn is like arriving in Wuzhen before dawn, everything is asleep...but the same time has a completely different mood!
In Wuzhen, it is easy and relaxing. There are only dangers and routines here. You must be careful at all times, and you will fall into a place of eternal doom if you are not careful!

I saw my second uncle in a hotel at dawn. His eyes were red and dark circles were heavy. It seemed that he had not slept for several days.

I asked Fox to open a room alone to rest. I came to my second uncle's room. The room was filled with the smell of cigarettes, and the air conditioner was fully turned on.

Looking at Second Uncle's appearance, we can tell that the situation here is not optimistic. I am afraid that after the death of Fifth Master Zeng, the place will become a mess, and everyone will fight desperately for profit!
"Sit down, where did you come from?" The second uncle asked while sitting on the sofa, feeling that he was very tired.

"Wuzhen!"

"It seems that you are in good spirits, are you playing well?" Second Uncle looked at me with a smile. Every time I face him, I feel very relaxed, because we have a deep relationship with each other!

"It's okay, but I'll come here as soon as I hear something is going on here."

"I heard that some of the things that happened in Shen Cheng are very one-sided intermittently, why don't you tell me yourself."

Uncle Er lit a cigarette, and I saw that the ashtray was full of cigarette butts, so I got up and dumped the ashtray into the trash can.

I told my second uncle the things bit by bit, from the beginning to the end of returning to Shencheng, the things in it were as detailed as possible, and I didn't hide any details.

This includes killing Du Mingyu and Ma Qingtian, as well as killing Dai Fei and Dai Kang, the last security company and everything...

I tried my best to let my second uncle know about those ruthless methods and changes, because I don't need to hide anything when facing him, including Su Yurong's matter as well.

"I've said that Xiao Su can only be friends, do you know why?" Second Uncle asked abruptly, and I shook my head.

"do not know."

"You idiot! It's fine if you didn't know before, but you don't know now? You've been killed and you don't know?"

The second uncle looked at me sternly, and I felt a little guilty, wondering if he knew something else.

"This... second uncle, do you know what's going on?" To be honest, I really don't know why, I just thought that second uncle is more accurate in judging people...

"Because he is not the same as you! He can only be your friend!"

"It's that simple?" I asked in surprise, feeling a little unbelievable.

"Yes, it's that simple! Think about it yourself!"

I took a puff of cigarettes and felt a little complicated. In fact, I already knew that we were not the same way, but I could understand his last resort.

"However, the way you gave Xiaosu before leaving was right, but I didn't expect you to let Ms. Chen take care of him. It seems that you are still too emotional!"

"What's wrong with this?" I asked suspiciously, for me nothing is more important than feelings, this is the principle of my life!

"Emotions are a double-edged sword, and this is also your weakness! If someone with a heart finds out, they will definitely take advantage of your weakness!"

"Can this be considered a weakness?"

"Sanming, let me ask you, if the friends around you betray you now, can you be ruthless and kill them?"

The second uncle said every word very clearly, I was speechless immediately, but I have to say that he really sees the problem thoroughly!

"This... I can't."

"For another example, Misu, if you knew she was going to harm you, would you be able to do it?" Second Uncle asked again, and I was shocked in my heart!
"I can't do it! Second Uncle, what do you mean! What happened to Missu?"

"That's it! Anything you can't do is your weakness, and Xiao Su has exposed your weakness! You shouldn't let others take care of him, separation means separation!"

What the second uncle said was very pertinent, and I already understood it after some coaching, but now it's a done deal and I can't change it.

In my heart, I have never been unfeeling towards Su Yurong, because there is a relationship between each other, and I will remember all the good things in my heart.

But since I choose to let him leave my side and let him live a peaceful life, then I shouldn't have anything to do with him, even if I entrust someone to take care of him!
"Sanming! It's right to be emotional, but you have to hide your feelings in your heart! There are some things I can't handle, but don't let people see your weaknesses, or you will find breakthroughs from your weaknesses again and again! "

The second uncle looked at me meaningfully. At this moment, I suddenly realized that I finally knew why my friends around me were always prone to problems!
"I understand!"

I used to be very troubled by this problem, that is, the friends around me knew that I was a person who attached great importance to feelings, and they knew that even if they betrayed me, they would not be able to do it...

Maybe this is the reason why I have no fear. If my second uncle hadn't pointed it out, I'm afraid I still wouldn't be able to see through it...

"Sanming, do you know what I saw in your eyes when I saw you just now?"

The second uncle changed the topic, and his tone became more relaxed.

"What did you see?"

"You only have killing in your eyes but no love, this is not acceptable!"

"Second Uncle, tell me carefully." I immediately handed over a cigarette, I knew that Second Uncle must have seen something, this will definitely help my growth!

"As you said yourself, what do you think of everything you did in Shencheng? How will it affect your friends?"

"I don't know what they will think, but it should be a little bit of an example."

"Wrong! There are countless brave and ruthless people in this world, and there are plenty of ruthless guys, but ruthlessness cannot win people's hearts! If people fear you, then you are not far from being finished!"

Second Uncle's words made me fall into confusion. Just now he said not to let me be too emotional, but now he said that I am almost finished...

"Do you think that when Fatty and the others worked with you, did they follow you because they were afraid? Haven't you thought about the changes between now and before?"

The second uncle's words fell into my heart every word, which made my face burn hot, but I know the truth that good advice is harmful to the ear and good for deeds!
"I understand."

I don't think anyone will say this to me except my second uncle, let alone remind me. At this moment, I suddenly understood the profound meaning of the fox's words!
She said that she would come to Qilu with me, and now it seems that she is thinking of leaving, and now I understand why!
It wasn't like this when I met my friends, and I didn't need to rely on cruelty and fear to do things!

The second uncle's words awakened the person in the dream. I don't know if I continue to immerse myself in this dream, what will I lose in the future...

"Thank you, Second Uncle, you are the only one who can give me such pertinent advice."

"Actually, it's not that others don't want to give you advice. It's just that who can give you advice now? This is your growth, and it's not entirely a bad thing."

"I don't quite understand. I hope my second uncle can explain it carefully."

"Everyone will grow up with time. Everyone can see your growth, but just don't forget the past."

At this moment, I feel that my second uncle didn't lie to me!Coming to Qilu this time really benefited me a lot!

He first told me not to reveal my feelings, because this is my weakness and handle, and I should avoid being taken advantage of by those who want to!

Now he tells me that I can't abandon my feelings, because this is the basis for maintaining everything, without feelings, there is nothing!
On the balance, I understand what the second uncle means, and I know that this is the golden mean, and everything should be just right!
"Silly Chazi, do you know what I liked most about you since I was a child?" The second uncle's tone became playful, and the atmosphere eased a lot.

"I don't know, you used to kick me all the time..."

"Haha! I like your humility and eagerness to learn the most. You can recognize your own shortcomings and shortcomings, so that you can grow gradually!"

"Second Uncle, does that mean stuffing a few sweet dates? Will you let me do something next?"

According to my understanding of the second uncle, every time he gives sweet dates, there must be something tricky!
"That's right! Go out and buy something and come back early. There is a steamed stuffed bun shop a few hundred meters to the right when you go out. Remember to buy steamed stuffed buns with mushroom meat!"

"..."

(End of this chapter)