my old life

Chapter 1578 Struggling in Adversity
Looking at the small speedboat going away, I can still feel the eyes of Buddha Qianxiao, and there is still a trace of bitterness in my mouth... For some reason, I feel a little sore in my heart, and I really feel what nostalgia and reluctance are!
This is the first time in my life that I feel this way, and it is also the first time that a girl has touched my heart. Little things flashed before my eyes, and finally the scene where she gritted her teeth and cut her arm...

The little drops of blood seemed to be still in front of my eyes, and only now did I understand that the blood hadn't gone away, but flowed into my heart a long time ago!

The temperature of her kissing her seems to be still there, and the eye circles are a little sore unknowingly, maybe the dumb is right, trying to accept feelings may be a way out...

The small speedboat on the sea is getting farther and farther away, and the cigarette in his hand is slowly burning out until everything disappears into the sky. It may not be a good thing for the old Buddha to leave...

It is a good thing to stay away from this rivers and lakes disputes, but returning to Wencheng may not necessarily bring you peace. Who can tell clearly the love and hatred in this troubled rivers and lakes?

"Life is short, men should not be bound by feelings, break free and accept all feelings! You still have a chance, I can't..."

The mute gave a code with emotion, I could see his lonely look, and even more the envy in his eyes!

"I admire you very much, I admire you from the bottom of my heart! It's rare to see things so thoroughly!"

"Some things you don't know how to cherish when you have them, and you will regret them after you lose them!" The mute gave a code, and his eyes looking up at the sea became blurred.

In a blink of an eye when Huben came back, I took the packaged portion into the bedroom, and Bai Xingchen immediately started to gobble it up.

"Eat slowly, no one will grab you!"

"Such a beautiful girl, why aren't you tempted?" Bai Xingchen said without raising his head. He must have seen the scene just now through the floor-to-ceiling windows...

"Eat your meal! Get ready to do something when you are full!"

"If I were you, I would definitely marry her!"

"..."

Turning my head and leaving the bedroom, I greeted Huben and Dumb to eat. For some reason, the taste of the food changed in my mouth, and my heart became empty...

I didn't feel this way when Fo Qianxiao was around. Her arrogance and unreasonableness made me a headache, and her short-sightedness and pettiness made me helpless... But after she left, I realized that my heart hurts!
I don't know why, maybe it's because my EQ is low, and I don't always treat girls in a gentle way...Maybe this is the struggle of men growing up!
Putting away all emotions and emotions, I know what I will face next, and I also know that this time the initiative is in my hands!

Struggling in adversity, let the storm come more violently!Facing those powerful opponents, let my blood and ambition boil!

After eating, I walked into the bedroom and saw Bai Xingchen smoking comfortably. He ate everything up to a point. It's time to do something when we are full!
"Bai Xingchen, I'll give you something to help you carry forward the Pirates for the Patriarch! Are you interested?"

"What?" Bai Xingchen immediately turned over and stood up from the bed, his small eyes were shining brightly!

"Human skin mask, the only human skin mask I have!"

"Really? Like the second brother?" Bai Xingchen stared at me with wide eyes, his little mouse eyes looked like bull's eyes, I nodded.

"The human skin mask can change your appearance and appearance, and can be used repeatedly. It is also safer to wear this!"

I took out the human skin mask that I carried with me, this is the only mask I have, but now Bai Xingchen needs it more than I do!

"how much is it?"

"No money, I'll give it to you!"

As soon as the words came out, Bai Xingchen was stunned. He looked at me in disbelief, and I looked at him calmly. In fact, I also felt a lot of reluctance.

"why?"

"Because you need it more than I do, the same mask can keep you safer! Nothing is more important than being alive!"

I am very firm in what I said every word. It is much more convenient to walk around the rivers and lakes with a human skin mask. I am afraid that I will not need a mask in the future...

When this time is over, I will disembark with my second uncle. There is nothing in this river and lake worthy of my nostalgia except for love... I want to do what I want to do, and I want to return to this ordinary world!

When the time comes, I will show my true colors to others. I no longer need to hide in the rivers and lakes, no longer need to be frightened, and I don’t need to worry all the time that others will kill me!

"I don't want things that don't require money, and I don't want to owe favors!"

"That's one dollar, do you want to buy it? If you don't buy it, forget it!"

"Buy! Of course I want to buy!"

"Human favors are human favors, and business is business. I think this business is worth it!" I slowly opened the human skin mask, and the long-lost emotions came to my heart.

This mask accompanies me in my battles. This mask has helped me overcome so many difficulties. I still have a lot of reluctance in my heart...

"It's fine if you don't want to, I never force others to do what is difficult for me!"

"It's not difficult, come here and let me do your makeup for you!"

I started to help Bai Xingchen put on a human skin mask to make up. His appearance needs some repairs. I hope this mask can give him a chance to be reborn like a dumb man!

Half an hour later, I finished my makeup, and Bai Xingchen had completely changed!I gave him this face according to my own aesthetic, and it looks much more comfortable now!

"I hope you like your new look, let's take a look!" I took out my phone and took a picture for him. He looked at the phone and didn't speak for a long time.

Silence, dead silence!He stroked his face repeatedly, I know he must be amazed at the power of the human skin mask, and he should also know how precious the mask is!

"Okay, don't read it, you can watch as much as you like in the future! Hurry up and do something, remember to pay me one yuan when you come back!"

"Okay!" Bai Xingchen nodded vigorously, his expression changed and his eyes did not change. For the first time, I saw a different look in his eyes!

"I didn't prepare a sack for you, go out and find it yourself! This is some cash to buy things, no matter what, ensuring your safety is the first priority!"

"Don't worry! Even if I die, I won't blame you. I finally understand why my second brother is willing to work hard with you!"

"Oh? Why?" I looked at him curiously, but this was the first time someone mentioned this question to me.

"You are a guy who can touch people's hearts, you are a guy worth following! Wait for me!"

After saying that, Bai Xingchen turned his head and left. I wished him good luck in my heart. Whether he can turn the tide depends on whether he succeeds!

I don't know if he can still use his ability to steal the moon and pick the stars here, but I hope he can succeed. In my heart, he is an omnipotent star picker!
The name Star Picker is really suitable for Bai Xingchen. If I continue to fight in the rivers and lakes in the future, I really want to win him into the old thousand regiment... What a pity!

Men all want to fight on the battlefield to make achievements, and men even want to complete revenge and build a great cause, but this place in the world has to say goodbye, once you quit, you will never look back!
When I walked out of the bedroom, I saw the mute made a gesture, and he pointed to Bai Xingchen who had just left with a surprised face.

"What is he doing? You gave him the mask?"

"The Star Picker has started to move, this name is very suitable for him!" I said with a smile, the human skin mask will definitely help him!
"Are you planning to quit the arena?" The mute immediately gave a gesture, he is always so smart!

In fact, I am nostalgic for everything in this arena, because so many experiences have made me who I am today. Even if I can't be in the arena in the future, let Bai Xingchen wear a mask and continue to fight in the arena!
"It's not necessarily a good thing to make enough money to go back to a peaceful life! It's good to drink tea and play cards if you have nothing to do, and it's good to get together for a drink... How do you plan?"

I smiled and threw a cigarette in the past, and then slowly lit the cigarette, enjoying the tranquility of this moment!

"I want to go back to open a vegetable field and raise a big dog... If possible, I hope to find someone to accompany me."

The mute gave a series of codes with a smile, his eyes were full of expectation, I knew he must be very eager!
"I believe you can! There is also a kind of spiritual love in this world, called platonic love!"

This world is a colorful composition. Anything that ordinary people can't understand may become a person's spiritual sustenance, so don't easily define anything.

There are some things that you can't understand, you can reject them but don't slander them, because the existence of things in this world is reasonable!
All wishes are good, just don't know if we will still have this chance...

(End of this chapter)