my old life

Chapter 1963
Before coming here, I thought I could deal with it calmly, I thought I could calm down, but all the lines of defense collapsed in an instant.

The second uncle is the person I care about the most, he is my biggest weakness, I want to hold back my sadness but I can't.

"Don't cry, idiot, you can go back after I finish smoking this cigarette! I thought it was Chen Longxiang who came to do this in the middle of the night, but I didn't expect it to be you."

"Second uncle, what are you talking about! I know you feel uncomfortable, but you always said that no matter what happens, men have to face it, and face it bravely, don't you?"

I looked at him anxiously. At this moment, I was sad and couldn't bear it. I just wanted him to cheer up as soon as possible.

"I said it casually before, do you still take it seriously?"

"Seriously! I take everything you say seriously!" I said every word very firmly, and I have always believed in every word he said!

Those seemingly inconsequential heresies, after experiencing social baptism and turmoil, all those impossible things have become possible, and every time I get transformation and growth.

"Silly fork, you have wasted a lot of effort here, right? Uncle might disappoint you..."

"No! My second uncle, Xiong Jiudong, is an upright man. He is a northern eagle who will never admit defeat. He is the strongest at any time!"

I looked at him very firmly. In my heart, the second uncle will always be a benchmark. He is the man I have always wanted to be!

"That's all in the past..." The second uncle said in a very lonely manner, his eyes were not bright, and it was hard to imagine how much he had suffered.

I don't know what kind of pain can break my second uncle, but now I have to cheer him up!Men must not be cowardly!
"In the past, you said that there are two things in this world that cannot be cut off. One is love, and the other is action... Unfeeling hurts others, and absolute action hurts oneself! Second uncle, do you remember?"

"I remember, but what's the use of remembering, what's the use? Can I get those brothers back? Can I get everything back?"

The second uncle took a puff of cigarette lightly, his expression was lonely and his whole person looked so weak, he would never say such a thing before!

"Second Uncle, you lied to me! You said you have nine lives, you said that no one in the world is as important as you, and you said you must protect yourself at all times!"

In my heart, the second uncle is a person who can always put himself first. He is an existence who can see through everything in the world, but why is he so depressed?
"Ten fingers have different lengths, which seem to be different. When it comes to choosing, which finger is not connected to the heart? Silly fork!" The second uncle rubbed my head with his hands. This familiar feeling has never changed.

"Second uncle, can you listen to me and leave this place first? No matter what, I will face it with you, and I can carry it all for you!"

I know that my second uncle has experienced a trough in his life and has become disheartened. He is unwilling to leave and face it, but a real man cannot escape!
The most powerful thing in this world is not success and fame, but the ability to maintain a heart that has no regrets and never flinches after experiencing the vicissitudes and tribulations of life!
"The rivers and lakes, the sky is full of wind and clouds, who can be alone?"

"Now I have a chance to leave here, second uncle, listen to me, even if you make atonement, you can't stay here, go do something more meaningful!"

"What is more meaningful? My life is over. I ruined everything with my own hands."

The second uncle smiled wryly and shook his head, I am so angry!I know he's sad, but he can't live in the shadows forever!

"Second Uncle! You still have me! When others didn't think highly of me, you were the only one who believed in me! When others thought I was a burden, only you believed me!"

Scenes of the past flashed before my eyes. My weakness once caused my second uncle a lot of trouble, but now I am full-fledged!
I'm no longer that troublemaker, and I don't need my second uncle to wipe me down anymore. At this moment, I can completely fight side by side with him!
In the past, everyone was not optimistic about me. Only my second uncle insisted on nurturing me, telling me little by little the truth of life, and little by little how to gain a foothold in this society!
No matter how many wrong things he has done, no matter how wrong decisions he has made, as long as I am still there, it is not too bad, as long as I am still there, it is not considered annihilated!

"Second Uncle, listen to me! While Chen Longxiang still has the ability to get you out, let's go out first."

"So what if I go out? I don't want to do things for anyone, and I don't want to face anyone."

The second uncle's words were obviously relaxed, and he was no longer as firm as before. I can tell that this is an opportunity!A chance to persuade him to leave!
"I'll take you to Myanmar, where there is one of my casinos, and I guarantee that no one will know you! Can you help me?"

I used a begging tone, no matter if the second uncle thinks I am using him, or thinks I am lying to him... as long as he is willing to leave, he can say anything!

"Casino? I didn't expect you to do this business anyway, maybe it's God's will!"

"Second uncle, you can find a clean place, but it's definitely not here! If Chen Longxiang is defeated by Prince Long, then you will be the first to suffer!"

"I know, so what?" Second Uncle looked at me calmly, his eyes made me feel chills uncontrollably!

"Brothers, women, feelings and blood, aren't these all important?"

"Is it important?" Second Uncle looked at me straight, with indescribable complexity in his eyes.

"Isn't it important?"

As soon as the second uncle said this, the second uncle fell silent. I understand his character, and I know he must be unwilling to be defeated by others like this!

I know that Second Uncle needs a strong helper at this moment, he needs a strong backing, and I am always ready!

"Little Ma, have you cleaned up yet?" Dr. Wang's voice suddenly came from outside the door, and I took a look at it for less than half an hour, maybe something went wrong.

"It will be ready soon!" I replied calmly, and the footsteps outside the door gradually left.

"Second Uncle, I have limited time tonight and I can't talk too much with you here, I need you to give me a clear answer!"

"Let me be alone here quietly, it's good here...don't be controlled by others for me."

"Do you still want to face Prince Long with this look? Are you willing to admit defeat like this? Do you just have the heart to see me suffer and suffer?"

I gritted my teeth and looked at him. I have never seen such a weak second uncle, but I have never felt so distressed either!
"Sanming..."

"You know I won't give up on you, you know I definitely won't! Not anyway!"

"Forget it, I'm not worth it for you..." Second Uncle gently touched my head, and I took out a cigarette and handed him one, asking him to smoke one more.

The second uncle instinctively took the cigarette with his right hand, but at this moment I suddenly grabbed his wrist, and it was too late for him to retract his hand!
I stared straight at his right hand with wide-eyed eyes, the bitterness and anger in my heart were entwined, and my tears burst uncontrollably!
"Second uncle, you, where is your little finger?" My lips were trembling, and my voice was trembling.

"I broke it accidentally, it's just a little finger that doesn't get in the way." The second uncle said indifferently, but his panicked eyes had already betrayed him!
"This is a knife wound! A sharp knife wound, you can't lie to me!" I grabbed his wrist tightly, and my teeth were almost crushed!

"It's like this when you come out to hang out, there's nothing to make a fuss about..."

"Second Uncle! You know that I will fight to the death! Drinking ice for ten years can't cool your blood, no matter what, I will avenge you! I will kill them with my own hands!"

After I finished speaking, I stood up and left, with unprecedented resentment in my heart, and the killing intent had already occupied all my heart!

"Sanming, Sanming!" The second uncle called me anxiously from behind, but I didn't dare to turn around, I was afraid that he would see my collapse!
"Second Uncle, I'll wait for you to come out! Before I die, I hope to fight side by side with you!"

After I finished speaking, I left the ward without looking back, all the tears were chasing down my heart, because I couldn't let anyone see my fragility and sadness!
In the same way, I set a hook for my second uncle, and I used myself to set the hook. I knew that he would never stand by, and he would never abandon me!

At this moment, I had an unprecedented killing intent in my heart. Chen Longxiang knew it long ago but didn't tell me, and no one told me!
If this is Chen Longxiang's scheming, then I congratulate him, he won!

(End of this chapter)