my old life

Chapter 236
There are Shi Qi's eyes and smiles in front of her eyes, and her shadow is all in her mind, her eye sockets are a little bit astringent in a trance, I don't know if it is because the autumn is too dry...

Drinking one glass of white wine after another, Miss Sixteen unambiguously drank several glasses of wine in succession. After several glasses of wine, we looked at each other and smiled in unison.

Under the catalysis of alcohol, everything becomes blurred, and the thoughts in my heart gradually disappear. Now there is only wonderful alcohol in front of me, which can easily catalyze the surging emotions...

At this moment, I just want to get myself drunk, I just want to let myself not think about those things, I would rather treat everything as a misunderstanding, but the more I care about it, the tighter I grasp it, like quicksand at my fingertips, I still can’t get over my heart This hurdle...

I don't know how many cups after drinking, Miss Sixteen's face was flushed, I looked at her stupidly, never felt that she was as beautiful as today, and I didn't feel that I was so stupid like today.

"Are you drunk?" I asked without thinking.

"Well, I'm drunk." She immediately gave an answer, with a hint of cunning flashing in her bright eyes.

"Since we're drunk, how about we go to the movies?"

"it is good."

Left the hotel with drowsy steps, the chilly autumn wind shook people's spirits, but there was an unprecedented desire in my heart, eager to be warmed at this moment.

Before getting into the car, Su Yurong gave me a meaningful look. I didn't hear what he said, and my mind went blank as I lay on the back seat of the car...

Everything is like a phantom slide flashing through my mind, the scenes of the past, all turned into endless thoughts, drowning me little by little...

The car was driving all the way and I didn't know where I was going. I felt the night breeze through the car window. Not only did it not wake me up, but it made me drowsy.

I didn't expect white wine mixed with wine to have such a strong stamina. Sixteenth sister leaned on my shoulder and said something, muttering and then fell silent.

I wanted to push her away but couldn't. I wanted to stay awake but couldn't get any energy. The hazy sleepiness made me feel so tired.

It may be because all the things in my heart have been wiped out, it may be that all the sorrows have been catalyzed and evaporated by alcohol, and my mind is empty at the moment.

At the last moment when the consciousness was blurred, I suddenly had a feeling, no wonder people in the world who are trapped by love love to buy drunk, it turns out that alcohol can really relieve people temporarily...

It seems to be trapped in a long void, where there is no thought, no nightmare, no feeling of everything around, real and illusory, everything is melted by a mass of warmth.

I was dazzled by the gorgeous crystal lamp, and I walked towards the red carpet step by step with my arms. I wanted to see everything in front of me clearly but couldn't see clearly, as if my body no longer belonged to me.

It was like a dream in the vagueness. In the dream, the feeling was vague and unreal. I felt that someone was leaning on me and acting like a baby, and I felt that someone was holding my neck tightly, which made me a little out of breath.

Confused, in the dream, there is a vague figure whispering to me, talking countless love words, I can’t see the appearance of the person in front of me clearly but I can feel her raging emotions, I try my best to see the person in front of me clearly Who it is, but it's blurry and only an outline can be seen.

Is it seventeen?She was leaning in my arms, I hugged her almost with all my strength, and whispered the feelings in my heart in her ear, I wanted to melt her with the temperature of my chest...

Everything became so warm in the haze, the raging chest seemed to be able to melt everything, the alcohol catalyzed my whole body to be hot, and I was instinctively looking for a coolness to escape the heat.

I don’t know how long it’s been since I opened my eyes, and it was already dawn, and my head exploded after a hangover, but how could I be in a hotel?
I'm sure I'm not mistaken, this place is indeed in a hotel room, I remember that I was going to watch a movie, I don't know what movie I saw last night, but I don't remember it at all.

I rubbed my temples and sat on the head of the bed and lit a cigarette to refresh myself. I didn't know how much wine I drank yesterday afternoon, which made me sleep all night, but it was a peaceful night.

It turned out that everything was a dream, I had a dream after drinking too much, a long, ethereal but warm dream, like the sky in a single thought.

Some people say that the cruelest thing is not to lose, but to have it again in a dream after losing it, and to bear the pain of leaving again after waking up from the dream.

After smoking the cigarette, I still felt dizzy, but suddenly I heard someone coughing lightly from behind, and when I looked back, I suddenly became refreshed. Who is the person on the bed!

I didn’t notice anything when I woke up just now, I’m used to sleeping alone, but now there’s clearly a person under the quilt, and there’s a pair of pure white canvas shoes on the ground in front of the bed…

My goodness!In an instant, my scalp was numb, how could it be her!
Why is she here?It doesn't make sense, where is Su Yurong?
The person on the bed hadn't woken up yet, so I immediately opened the window to let out the smell of smoke, walked quietly to the bed and took a look at the corner of the quilt, completely stunned.

Shiliu was sleeping peacefully, with wet tears still hanging on his slender eyelashes, curled up like a wounded bunny, I couldn't imagine what happened last night.

I ran to the bathroom as fast as I could. For a moment, I felt that the whole world was about to collapse. The dream last night was not a dream...

What to do, what the hell to do now?It's over, it's over, I feel like the whole world is going to collapse, what the hell is going on!
I tried my best to recall everything that happened last night, but I couldn't remember a single bit... Now I know that I have caused a catastrophe!
No matter, I have to sneak away now, otherwise I will have to endure the storm in a while!

I tiptoed out to get dressed, but when I was about to run away, I stopped, and I couldn't bear to see Shiliu curled up and asleep when I turned around.

In the past, my second uncle said that to be a man should stand upright and have a clear conscience, and one person should do things alone. If I sneak away now, what is it?What will Sixteen think when he wakes up?
Repeatedly pacing around the room but unable to make a decision, I really don't know how to deal with this situation, I have never encountered such a difficult thing before, it feels like the sky is falling.

After much deliberation, I decided to call Su Yurong first and ask what happened last night. I was drunk but he wasn't!

I walked into the bathroom to light a cigarette, and dialed his phone number with a stomach full of doubts. I was in a panic, and the moment of waiting for the call to connect felt as long as a century.

"Hey."

"Su Yurong! What happened last night, why was I in the hotel!" My heart was about to break, if I knew it was the result, I wouldn't even drink a drop! .

"What's going on?" Su Yurong obviously didn't react, I immediately explained the matter, and I wouldn't believe it if he said he didn't know how to kill him!

After being silent for a while, Su Yurong said slowly, "I don't know."

"What!? You don't know the driver? Where did you send us last night? Don't say I came here from sleepwalking!" I became anxious on the spot when I heard this.

"I really don't know. You were drunk and insisted on going to the movies last night. No matter how much we persuaded you, we refused to listen. In the end, we had no choice but to let you go to the movies."

I didn't expect that I actually watched a movie, but I couldn't remember it at all, I was completely broken!
"What happened after watching the movie? Why don't I remember anything?" I was full of doubts. This kind of feeling made people feel uncertain. You can't just mess around in the movie theater after drinking and having sex, right?

"After watching the movie, you insisted on letting me leave, you didn't listen to anything, and you held on to Shiliu without letting go, and you insisted on letting her accompany you..." Su Yurong said meaningfully, and I was completely dumbfounded.

"You mean, I had to drag Shiliu to accompany me last night?" I asked in disbelief.

"Yes, I will not let you go, and I will sing and dance on the street. In the end, I have no choice but to leave first." When I heard this, I became anxious on the spot, and I can't believe what a drunk person said ?

"Damn it! If I tell you to leave, I will really leave! Don't you know that I'm drunk? You're not afraid that something will happen to us!"

"I didn't really leave. I just followed you and saw you holding someone's hand and heading to the hotel. What can I say?"

"Fuck! How could this be!"

I was completely speechless for a while, I felt like I was listening to someone else's story, I couldn't remember what happened to me at all, could it be that I dragged Shiliu to the hotel after I was drunk?

(End of this chapter)