my old life

Chapter 247 The World in the Darkness
Seventeen came out of the door and looked around, looking at the BMW car from a distance but didn't dare to approach it, but Su Yurong opened the car window and said hello, he seemed to be able to think of everything about me.

Many times I admire him very much. He can think of things that I can't think of, and he can also do things that I can't do in advance. I feel that this may be a tacit understanding.

"Sanming, why do you look so bad today?" Qi Qi noticed something was wrong as soon as he got in the car.

"It's okay, I just came back from a trip outside, and I haven't had a good rest yet." I signaled Su Yurong to drive away, because there are people I don't want to meet here.

But I still saw Sixteen, she was standing in front of a black Mercedes at the door, I don't know if she saw me but I don't want to see her now.

As soon as I saw her, I couldn't help but think of that contemptuous look in her eyes, and those indifferent words, like a sharp knife piercing my heart, leaving me ironic all over my body!

I suddenly understood a truth, everyone is different, and the feelings in the past are also different from the present. I once saw a fable.

At first, the two eggs were good friends, they played together every day, but after the two eggs were cracked, one was a bird flying on the branch, the other was a duckling soaking in the pond, they could see each other To get each other, one is on the tree and the other is in the water.

The former feelings will gradually fade away, and it is impossible to become friends without the same field of life. Only in an incubator like martial arts, all talents are like an egg, and they have a pure and flawless friendship with each other.

Leaving the sect to eat, Shiqi was very excited along the way, looking at everything outside the window, it was exactly the same as when I was in the car for the first time.

But now the second uncle went out to do errands and left the car to Su Yurong, and he would be able to drive the BMW for a drive every day in the future.

In fact, I am a person who is easily satisfied, and I don’t have so many thoughts and worries, as long as I am happy, I enjoy the tranquility brought by life and everything around me now.

But the tree wants to be quiet but the wind keeps blowing. I have carried too many burdens on my body. From the day my second uncle taught me how to do it, my shoulders are destined to bear a burden that others cannot bear...

After dinner, I was reluctant to send Shiqi back home. At the door, she deliberately opened the car window as if to show off. I suddenly felt very uncomfortable.

I used to be happy when I didn’t have a BMW, I was something she could show off, but now it’s just a BMW, it has nothing to do with me...

I secretly made up my mind to own a BMW of my own, and then come to pick her up every day!No matter what others think, there is only the purest feeling between us, let this feeling continue forever!

"Sanming, remember to think of me."

"Well! Don't worry, it's all right!"

Seeing Shiqi walk in, and seeing her back, I suddenly felt very emotional, it felt like she had walked into another world, a world that had nothing to do with me at all...

"Let's go, we should go back to our world." I said with emotion.

"It's actually pretty good, at least I can have something to worry about."

I don't know why Su Yurong's words touched me a lot. Maybe he sees emotions more thoroughly than I do, maybe it's because I really have low EQ.

The cool night wind blowing through the car windows calmed my mind.

Su Yurong drove aimlessly through the streets of Shencheng, and all he could see through the window were high-rise buildings and flashing neon lights. I felt that I enjoyed the night very much, because darkness can always hide people in it.

The darkness seems to have a special magical power, which can make people do things that they dare not do during the day, and it can also let people release the pressure accumulated in their hearts during the day. Finally, I decided to go to Seoul Entertainment City.

I know it's Liu Ye's place, but I just go for a stroll, I don't even know where to go other than the casino during the long night.

I used to go to Internet cafes at night, but now I go to casinos at night. Maybe this is the change of people's hearts.

When I came to the entertainment city, I went in with Su Yurong. Although my body has recovered a lot now, my movements are not particularly soft. Some injuries will not disappear in a short time. If it is not because of the swelling on my face, I really dare not come out to see people. What a shame!

The level of the entertainment city of Mr. Liu is nothing to say. I wandered around the casino lobby on the second floor and punched. I didn't exchange for chips. I just wanted to relax and see how others played.

This is the first time I came here at night, and I found that there are a lot more people here, especially there are a lot more beautiful women. I can always spot the existence of beautiful women in the crowd.

The beauties are basically wearing long skirts or cheongsams, and they behave elegantly and gracefully, shuttling through the casino like ladies and gentlemen. The people who talk with them seem to be successful people, and their shirts and ties are meticulous. The gambler strikes up a conversation.

I look very different in the casino. It seems that not many young people will come to this kind of place to play. After looking at the big white legs for a while, I feel boring. When I was about to leave, I suddenly found that Su Yurong was gone!

I searched all the places in the casino but couldn't find him. At first I thought he might have gone to the bathroom, but after waiting for a while, I still didn't see anyone, so I couldn't help feeling a little panicked.

I took out a cigarette and lit it. The waiting gap always makes people feel uncertain. Could it be that Su Yurong went to the hospital to see his little sister and left me here alone?
I don't think so?He doesn't look like someone who is unreliable in his work.

But I didn't see him after waiting for nearly half an hour, and I didn't answer my phone. I felt unspeakably nervous. Could something really happen?

Feeling worried, I left the second floor and started searching. First I went to the bathroom to see if there was no one there, and then went for a stroll on the first floor and there was no one there. Fortunately, the BMW car at the door was still there, but where could he go?

Leaning next to the BMW car, I feel a little uneasy, but I think Su Yurong must still be in the casino, but I don't know what to do, he can't go upstairs to open a room, right?

According to my previous understanding of him, he not only ignores money, but also doesn't like women very much. He only heard that he was in love with Xiao Shiwu, but he didn't ask about the specific situation.

Could it be that honest people hide a restless heart in their hearts?As the saying goes, the more honest a person is, the crazier he is. When there is no madness, it is only because of the lack of a chance...

After waiting for almost an hour, Su Yurong finally appeared!

His face was calm without any disturbance, he came from outside the casino, I couldn't help but want to ask what happened, but I held back when I got to my lips.

Originally, he was my brother, not my follower, and he had the freedom to do whatever he wanted, just like I would not ask for his permission to do anything.

"Let's go, take me back to sleep, you still have to go to the hospital to take care of your little sister, go early." After I finished speaking, he gave me a meaningful look, with indescribable complexity in his eyes.

In fact, I also ignored this matter. I would not ask him to come out together at night before. This is really my negligence.

After he sent me back to the hotel, he left in a hurry. I always felt that something was wrong with him but I couldn't tell the details. Maybe it was because I was in a hurry to go back to take care of my little sister.

I can’t sleep alone during the long night, maybe it’s because I’ve slept too much in the past few days, I can’t help itching in my hands, and I still have some messy thoughts in my heart. The addiction to gambling is like a big hand that keeps scratching my heart .

At this moment, I am even eager to go back to the gambling game, to the disgusting casino, only there my heart is at peace. I know this is a manifestation of gambling addiction, but it is too boring to be alone.

After thinking about it, I put on a human skin mask and pretended to be 30 years old. Although my second uncle said that I would not let me go out casually, no one knows who I am now.

Looking at myself in the mirror as a completely different person, my heart became more and more excited, and I even felt an urge to wait.

I took a taxi back to the casino in Seoul, went straight to the casino lobby on the second floor, and exchanged 1000 yuan in chips at the door. I didn't have much money these days.

But fortunately, after returning the money to Sixteenth Sister, I feel more at ease. I don’t have much money to spend, so I don’t think about making money. But now there are no other external factors, but I just want to make money in my heart.

I kept persuading myself in my heart to tell myself that it was because I wanted to make money to retaliate against Feiqiang, but I couldn't fool myself, and no one could fool me.

I think I really blended into the world in the dark, and really fell in love with life in the dark...

(End of this chapter)