my old life

Chapter 2618 A Toast to the Past

I look very calm on the surface, even though I am very angry now, even if I am about to explode... But I still have to endure it!

If a person can't even control his emotions, how can he talk about controlling his life?

I took a deep breath and took a few deep breaths. I really wanted to kill that scarred face. I have to say that his stimulation of me worked!
"I understand what you mean, I will help you get rid of him." Brother Yu muttered, the implication was to get rid of Scarface.

"Forget it, I was too ruthless before, and I couldn't afford to lose..." I stretched my head up and looked at the deep night sky through the skylight.

In fact, everyone in this world will lose. There is no general who wins forever, whether it is love or life.

"Sanming, this is not like your character!"

"People will change, it's not a big deal..." I took a deep breath of a cigarette to relax myself and adjust my mentality.

I used to be able to afford it but not let it go, I couldn’t afford to lose and I didn’t admit defeat, but now I look back at the past and realize that I have done so many wrong things.

I don't regret anything I have done, I just look at the past from the present perspective, and I don't have a good feeling in my heart.

I never regret staying away from Seventeen, because I know my choice is right!

It's not that I can't let go of Seventeen now, and I don't regret my choice, it's just that everyone can hardly forget their first love.

First love is a wonderful feeling, everyone will have it, but each is different...

Even if this feeling is very humble, even if it has never been announced, it will take root and sprout deeply in people's hearts, which is the feeling of youthfulness and ignorance.

"Sanming, where are we going now?"

"Peace Road crayfish."

"it is good."

The car was speeding all the way on the street, looking at the bustling city at night through the car window, the neon lights were rushing to open, as if telling the prosperity of the city.

But for the first time, I had a strange feeling. This feeling was the same as when I saw night scenes in different cities, without the slightest sense of belonging.

I thought that my hometown would be different, I thought that where there is a home, there is sustenance, even if you are wandering all over the world, you will be concerned...

At this moment, I suddenly discovered that my hometown is not what I imagined... Only a place with friends and feelings can be regarded as a hometown.

I have alienated this city, I no longer belong to this city, and the destination before me is only non-stop wandering...

When I came to the crayfish shop soon, there was already a long queue at the stalls at the entrance. Many people were eating lobsters and drinking beer here. They looked so happy!
"Let's go, I'll take you to taste the most authentic crayfish!" I beckoned Shadow to get off the car, and he suddenly patted me on the shoulder.

This sudden comfort made me feel sore, but I quickly pressed all my emotions into the bottom of my heart, chasing down the bottomless abyss.

"Boss, three pots of lobsters and five boxes of snowflakes!"

"alright, please wait!"

I took out a cigarette and lit it, and I quietly stared at the lighter on the table, quietly waiting for the crayfish to be served.

At this moment, I just want to be quiet, and I just want to drive all the pictures out of my mind. Even though I know that the scarred face deliberately stimulated me, I still get angry.

Soon three pots of steaming crayfish were served, Brother Yu opened the beer, I couldn't wait...

"Come on! Snow Beer, bravely venture into the world! Gudu Gudu..."

The cold beer instantly extinguished the uneasiness in his heart, and the boiling blood instantly cooled down, until it reached the bottom of his heart.

"Ha, cool! One pot per person, ask for more after eating!" I greeted Ying and Brother Yu to eat, for some reason, the beer tonight was particularly delicious.

"Gudu Gudu Gudu..." After drinking a bottle of cold beer, this kind of coldness can really cool down to the bone!

"Sanming, when did you drink beer so hard? You really inherited it from your second uncle!"

"Is there? Hahaha, life is more than the mere mess in front of you, there are also snowflakes and crayfish! Do it!"

"Goooooooooooooooooo..."

The hot and spicy crayfish paired with cold beer is like ice and fire, and it is also like my mood at the moment.

Those pictures and clips in the past kept flashing in the eyes, there were ignorance and ignorance, and there were choices of suffering and struggle, but everything turned into a passing cloud.

"Come! Toast the past with a glass of wine, no matter how much you love, you will never look back!" I raised a bottle of wine, clinked glasses and drank it down!

Shadow accompanied me to drink without saying a word, and he drank no less than me. This feeling of drinking with someone is very warm.

"Sanming, you are a good brother, you can drink so much!"

"His name is Shadow." I said in a low voice. Having a first and last name is the greatest respect for a person.

"Shadow, let's drink for the first time, let's go."

"Goooooooooooo..."

Brother Yu and Ying Ying blew on the bottle, and in the blink of an eye, they drank three boxes of beer.

I don't know why my eyes are burning, maybe it's alcohol, maybe it's hot from crayfish...

Brother Yu took off his T-shirt when the drink was in full swing, his muscular muscles were very eye-catching, especially the black totem tattoo on his arm.

"Cool!" Brother Yu said with a smile, and I unbuttoned the collar of my shirt to expose my chest to the air.

"Brother, open the door and drink!" Brother Yu greeted, but Shadow didn't take off his clothes.

"Sanming, is that your phone?" Brother Yu pointed to my trouser pocket, revealing the lights flickering.

"Don't worry about it, keep eating the crayfish and keep drinking!"

At this moment, with the sky as the curtain and the ground as the mat, I seem to be lying in the night, with insects singing in the distance and dogs barking beside me.

The people eating at the next table seemed to have been beaten with chicken blood. They punched after eating a crayfish, and the sound of yelling and drinking was very annoying.

All of them were shirtless with tattoos, and their mouths seemed to be equipped with a megaphone, for fear that others would not notice them.

"Hey, hey, can you keep your voice down?" A guy wearing a big gold chain at the next table stood up, with two flowery arms, he looked like a quack.

"It's none of your business! What are you looking at?" Several young people immediately shouted like chicken blood, and their momentum instantly gained the upper hand.

"Fuck, the hairy boys are so crazy nowadays." Da Jinlianzi muttered, and sat down to pretend that nothing happened.

There were only a few people at their table, and there were more than a dozen young people at the table. The gap in the number of people made them even more unrestrained.

"Sanming, do you also feel uncomfortable?" Brother Yu asked with a smile, and at the same time he squeezed his fist.

"Very good." I didn't show disgust, I knew that if Brother Yu did something here, the young people at the table would suffer immediately.

"I think your eyes are dangerous now. I'll go over and shout." Brother Yu stood up after speaking, holding a beer bottle cap in his hand.

"Hey, guys at that table, please keep your voice down, we still have quite a few people here."

Brother Yu threw the bottle cap over before he could speak, and a dozen or so young people immediately blew their beards and stared, but after seeing Brother Yu clearly, their momentum suddenly disappeared.

"Okay brother, brothers give you face!"

When I heard this, I didn't think it was a big deal. The big gold chain stared at me just now. This is not a treat at all.

The voice from the next table instantly became quieter, but it was only a little bit quieter, and it was still disturbing to hear.

"Brother Yu, you have a lot of face, but why do you think it's not easy to use?"

"Young people nowadays don't know the heights of the heavens and the depths of the earth." Brother Yu waved his hands helplessly, after all, he had already given face just now.

Sometimes I say what I say on the scene, even if it affects others, I won’t say anything, but I don’t like this.

"That's because you threw beer caps, see if I can do this..." I stood up with a smile, and took two bottles of beer.

"Sanming, what are you doing?" Brother Yu stopped me, and I smiled and swayed the beer.

"Don't do anything. If you drink too much, you are friends. Just go and have a drink."

I shook the two bottles of beer vigorously in my hand. The beer was like Coke, and there was a surprise after shaking it.

"Hey! Keep your voice down! Let's have a drink!" I yelled, and knocked two bottles of beer together, and it exploded in an instant!
"Boom!" There was a muffled beer splashing everywhere, everyone at the table was dumbfounded, their bodies were covered in beer.

"If you drink too much, you are all friends. This cup is a toast to you." I looked at them with a smile, and all the people at the table were blown up!
(End of this chapter)