my old life

Chapter 2878 Unique qualifications

As the saying goes, there are advantages and disadvantages in everything. I know that advantages are also disadvantages, but I never thought that one day my disadvantages will become advantages.

I have been wandering around the rivers and lakes for several years, and I can't remember how many times I have touched my hands, and I can't remember how many crimes I have been stained with...

But one thing is certain now, as long as I am willing to break into the inside of the drug lord, all crimes will become my 'merit'!
Things that are disgraceful in the normal world will become 'seniority' in the world!
It's like a young man showing off how much money he has lost, like a gambler showing off how much money he has lost, like an addict showing off how many times he has played... These are the qualifications in a specific circle!
This time is different from me being forced into the Downey family. Today, my level and vision are different, and the experience and city I have are also different!
As the saying goes, I have to pay back sooner or later. If I'm lucky enough, maybe I can really use this to clear my name!

Whitewashing is the biggest temptation for people in the Jianghu, just like a young prodigal son turning back, like a gambler getting back everything he lost, like an addict quitting drug addiction... Who doesn't want to start all over again?
Even if I can't be whitewashed, then I have an advantage that others don't have, that is the gray dove!

In a narrow sense, Lao Hui is equivalent to my nail, he can provide me with countless information and convenience!

As the saying goes, what others don’t have, what others have, what others have, what others have, what others have, what others have, and what others have, what they have!

I can have one more relationship on the white road than other Jianghu people, and it is still an organization like Gray Pigeon!I have what others don't have, this is the advantage!
In a short period of time, I figured out my own advantages and value, and I also figured out how to go in the future...

I took out my phone and took a look, and found that there were more than 20 missed calls on the phone. When I opened it, all of them were from Brother Yu.

I guess he noticed that I was missing, and I turned my phone to silent, so I hurried back by taxi.

After I returned to the community, I took out my phone and called back. I wanted to find a reasonable reason, so that no one could find out my secret, nor could people feel that I was wary.

"Hello, Brother Yu."

"Sanming, where have you been!" Brother Yu's frantic voice came from the other end of the phone, with eagerness and tension in his voice.

"It's okay, I'll take a walk downstairs and relax." I said something calmly, and walked around the community while talking.

"I'm scared to death! Your phone doesn't work, I'll go down and find you immediately!"

"it is good."

Soon I saw Brother Yu at the door of the corridor, his face softened a lot when I met him, but his cheeks were slightly red.

It can be seen that he is really worried about me, I know he is really good to me, some things cannot be pretended...

"Brother Yu, I'm sorry, I put the phone on silent, so I didn't hear the call." I said something apologetic, and there must be some explanations.

"It's fine, I don't think you can go far, but I'm still worried..."

"Come with me for another stroll?"

"it is good!"

Brother Yu and I were wandering aimlessly in the community. It was already past one o'clock in the morning, and some lights were still on in the entire community.

Compared with the daytime, it is very quiet at this moment, as if even the air has become a lot fresher, allowing people to breathe freely.

I like being in the dark, because darkness can bring me a sense of security, and I also like being in the dark, because the night is always so quiet.

This world has always been black and white, just like some people live in the daytime and some people live in the night, two completely different lives.

"Brother Yu, smoke a cigarette." I took out a cigarette and handed it over, and found a place beside me to sit down.

The quiet night is very quiet, surrounded by tall buildings, and you can see the lights when you look up.

"Sanming, Xiaobo and Yayun, what are you going to do?" Brother Yu asked in a low voice, I knew he would definitely ask this.

"Where are they now?" I asked casually. I knew they wouldn't be held for long because their backgrounds were clean.

Strictly speaking, Xiaobo and Yayun are still victims, at most they are drug addicts.

"It's not clear where exactly, but they will definitely be sent to rehab. Both of these people have addictions."

"Do you think this is a good thing or a bad thing?" I asked rhetorically, but I had already planned to give up these two people.

"From our point of view, it's a good thing, but from their point of view, it's not necessarily a good thing."

Brother Yu's words are very tactful, but as long as there is a good reason, then I can give up on them!

"As long as it's a good thing, quitting may not be a good thing, otherwise it will be ruined sooner or later."

I took a puff of cigarette slowly. Gambling and drugs are both ways of no return, but there is still a clear difference.

People who like to gamble will not affect their health even if they lose everything, but poison is different, and it is more difficult to turn back.

"I think so too, but I don't know if it's right or wrong."

"Children are the only ones who can distinguish between right and wrong. Adults have no right or wrong, only pros and cons. It's good for them to live in it for a few days."

I smiled and said, I didn't expect them to quit. If they could quit, would there still be so many addicts in the world?
I often say that once a drug is addicted, the meaning of this statement lies in the heart addiction, because people always have an overestimation of self-control.

The strongest thing in this world is willpower, and the weakest thing is also willpower.

"Sanming, when you insisted on keeping Yayun by your side as your girlfriend, you already made up your mind, right?"

"To be honest, I didn't think it was going to be like this either... but it's looking pretty good right now."

I don't mean to admit it, I will not reveal my heart to anyone, let alone make people think that I am a person with too much scheming.

Some people will try their best to show their scheming and brains, which is precisely the expression of lack, because the more people lack something, the more they like to show off.

"Sanming, you are not like Brother Dong in this respect, he is not as cruel as you."

"Hey, in fact, sometimes it's not good to be too cruel..." I said helplessly, in fact, I would regret some things.

You can never make mistakes in this world, but you only live once, and you rarely have the opportunity to start over.

Especially for those who have lost their lives in Huangquan, they will die forever after death, and there is no way to save them.

"Sanming, at first you said that you would come to Zhongcheng to cash out the goods in your hands, but now you let Xiaoyong and the others go out to buy goods, I can't see through you..."

"Huh? Is there any?"

"In the past, I could see through you, because I knew that your mind was getting stronger, and you could take care of some things for Brother Dong on your own."

"Brother Yu, you said, why do you hesitate when you know it's right? Why do you insist on what you know is wrong?"

"As long as you think it's right, I'm afraid you'll go astray."

"Brother Yu, remember, I didn't do this for money. If it was for money, I could rely on thousands of skills, really."

"I know this, but that's what I don't understand the most."

"People are in the rivers and lakes!" I said with a smile, but there was too much involuntary behind the smile.

Why don't I want to live a peaceful life?Why don't I want to get together with so many friends?Why don't I want to hug the fox?Why don't I want to guard Xiong Xiaomi?
My second uncle used to say that chewing pain is the only way for a man to mature, some things are destined to be endured alone, silent and silent...

Apart from shadow and loneliness, the only thing that can be with you all the time is cigarettes.

Everyone knows that smoking is harmful to health. It is not that many people cannot quit cigarettes, but they cannot quit the only company when they are alone!

"Sanming, it's late at night, let's go back."

"Well, let's go."

I threw away the cigarette and got up to leave, looking back at the stars in the distance, maybe only they understand my heart...

As soon as I got back to the rented room, I saw Bai Xingchen. This kid approached me with a mysterious expression on his face, and I curled my lips slightly.

"What are you doing so close?"

"Sanming, I went back to get some things tonight, and happened to come across some interesting things."

Bai Xingchen blinked while talking, I don't know where he went to get something, but looking at his expression, he seems to have found something.

"Huh? What's the matter?"

"Your upstairs landlady is sitting in our drawing room as if waiting for you."

"wait for me?"

"That's right! She's wearing a transparent silk nightgown, it's so beautiful! Tsk tsk!"

When I heard this, I smiled helplessly. Da Qiao must have been skating, and after walking, I wanted to find a man to relieve my loneliness...

(End of this chapter)