my old life

Chapter 3107 Inner Confession

The change in the oil bottle surprised me, but it also made me understand. I only regret that I easily handed over her fate to others.

If I had given away the oil bottle myself, everything would have been different, really different!
I gently stirred the coffee to calm my heart, and I read the book with my chin resting on the oil bottle, as if treating me as an ordinary guest.

Time passed by every minute and every second, but I couldn't say a word. This kind of peace made me more uncomfortable than beating me and scolding me...

Tuoyouping kept looking down at the book. I don't know what she was reading, but she never turned the page.

This small detail caught my attention. Her mind is not on the book now, maybe she is deliberately keeping a distance from me, maybe she is not sincere now.

I came tonight with a stomach full of doubts, and now instead of solving my doubts, it has given me more doubts.

"You were faced with a choice at the time, and I wondered why you didn't tell me? Why did you leave Xiaomi?"

"Your coffee is getting cold." The oil bottle pointed to the coffee I kept stirring, and I shrugged helplessly.

"Can I drink here?"

"of course."

"Charlene, can I ask you one question that you must tell me the answer to? Just one." I looked at her anxiously, afraid that she would refuse.

Although I know it's impolite for me to ask like this, and it's a little bit of a force, but I really need this question.

"Okay, as long as I know, you can ask."

"This question is very simple. Who are you working for now?" I looked at her straight, even though I had already guessed it in my heart, but I needed her own confession!
"It doesn't matter who I do things for, the important thing is that I finally waited for you."

"Wait for me? Wait for me here? How did you know I would come here?" I asked in surprise, logically speaking, it shouldn't be!
"This is the second question!" Tuoyouping didn't answer, but she didn't answer the first question clearly either.

"You know my current identity and what I'm doing, right?" I asked cautiously, not daring to reveal my identity rashly.

"I know." Tuo Youping answered very simply, but her answer made me confused.

I don't know if she is talking about my identity as a drug dealer or my identity as a hooker. Logically speaking, my identity as a hooker should be kept absolutely secret, but just in case!
"Why didn't you respond at all? Are you still angry with me?"

"I don't, no matter what you do... I believe you are a good person." Tuo Youping smiled at me, and I felt warm in my heart instantly!
Perhaps her answer has clearly told me that she knows my identity as the Hawk, otherwise, who would believe that a drug dealer is a good person?

"Why do you believe that I'm a good person? In fact, people change." I intentionally set off a smoke bomb to make sure she knew I was a hooker.

"Because in my heart, you will always be the courageous and responsible brother Sanming, and you will never leave me as a fool."

When I heard this, I felt hot in my heart, as if the time had returned to the time when we met for the first time, she was holding on to the corner of my clothes tightly and wouldn't let go...

At that time, she followed me wherever I went, that's why I nicknamed her Tuoyou bottle, but she still remembered it.

All the barriers and suspicions in her heart were broken just because of this sentence, and she is still the old oil bottle!

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked someone to send you away, I'm sorry..." I bowed my head deeply, at this moment I felt ashamed.

"You don't need to apologize. I know you are doing it for my own good. I also know that your situation was very dangerous at that time. You didn't want to hurt me."

"How do you know? Did my second uncle tell you?"

"No, I don't need anyone to tell me. I can see everything clearly. I know who is good to me."

Tuoyouping's generosity makes me ashamed, I owe her too much, I hate the past, I hate myself!
"I'm sorry anyway, I made the same mistake twice, but today I will never do it a third time! Believe me!"

I raised my head and said word by word very firmly, I will never entrust the oil bottle to anyone again!
"I know it, I've always known it in my heart, even if you don't tell me, I know it, I will always be your favorite oil bottle."

Tuoyouping's eyes were red, and the barrier of time was completely shattered at this moment!

I raised my head and took a deep breath. I was glad that I had a chance to redeem myself, and I was glad that she could wait for me all the time.

But I don't know who she is working for now, I don't know what she has experienced, or even what she is thinking at the moment.

The world of rivers and lakes has already changed me. I know that I have become cunning and suspicious, and I also know that I have become ruthless...just because I have endured too much!

I am burdened with heavy shackles, family, friendship and love. The tight shackles make it impossible for me to break free, and I do not want to break free.

At this moment, I want to open my heart but I dare not, I want to reveal my heart but I dare not, because at this moment, I am burdened not only by myself, but also by so many friends who trust me!
I dare not bet on the past with the present, I dare not bet with so many lives, even though I know I can win the bet, but I dare not bet...

In the past, my second uncle used to say that there is no sure-win game in this world. If you believe in a sure-win game, then you have already lost...

This moment is doomed to only be carried by myself, no one can replace it, no one can understand it!
"What time does the coffee shop open?" I asked calmly, trying to suppress all the emotions in the deepest part of my heart.

"Twelve o'clock."

"Now I have to say something, it is very important to you and me! Fu Wannian is not my friend!"

"I know, it's the same as before, isn't it?"

"It's good that you can understand, by the way, how long have you been here?" I asked abruptly, it was a very sudden question.

"It's been a long time, I can't remember the exact time, it should be more than a year."

"Are you happy? Is this your intention? Or is it not your intention?" My series of inquiries, this is another way of asking me.

"I'm fine here. My dream is to open a coffee shop where I can read books quietly every day."

When Tuoyouping spoke, her eyes were erratic, which is a sign of lying. I know these words are not her original intention.

"You have really changed a lot than before, and you are much more talkative. What changed you?"

"Maybe it's your second uncle."

"My second uncle? Did he instill some false ideas in you with his foolish appearance? Don't take it seriously!"

I quickly explained, others don't know but I know very well the character of Second Uncle, you must not believe his flirtatious words!
"No, how can you say that about the second uncle? In fact, he is a very responsible person, and he is also a person I admire. "

"Why do you say that? He lied to you, right?" I asked abruptly, looking for clues as much as possible.

"Hurry up and drink your coffee, it won't taste good when it's cold."

"Charlene, if I leave here, will you leave with me?" I asked solemnly, without any intention of half-joking.

"Life and peace here, why should I leave?"

"This one……"

I was speechless for a while, and I didn't know what to say. In fact, leaving with me was not the best choice.

But my original intention was to keep him away from this place and let her find peace in the ordinary world, not here!

"I can open a coffee shop for you, ten of them, but not here, do you know what I mean?"

"I like it here, don't you?"

"This..." I was at a loss for words again, unable to answer her question.

In fact, after a little thought, it became clear that since she could appear here, how could she leave so easily?
I have already understood her current identity and guessed who she works for, but I can't figure out why Second Uncle would do this...

"Ding dong." Suddenly the wall clock on the wall rang, and the sound was very crisp.

At this moment, it was half an hour beyond the scheduled time, and I did not notify Lao Hui to change the plan, because I needed absolute confidentiality.

The current situation makes me unable to trust anyone. The current situation is more complicated than any gamble, but who can understand me?
(End of this chapter)