my old life

Chapter 3214
Putting the same thing in another way has different results. The second uncle's words enlightened me, and I understood everything!
The second uncle has been in the world all these years, and he has never heard of who his backer is, but he has a way to settle everything.

In fact, I should have thought of this a long time ago. If there is no strong relationship to back it up, how can I survive in this intrigue?
"Second Uncle, Lao Hui said before that he could cleanse me, but now my identity and everything, is it the greatest level of cleansing?"

"Yes, it can only go so far! If you want to be like ordinary people, it is impossible in this life." The second uncle gave me a clear answer, and my heart was instantly relieved!

Once I considered Lao Hui's promise, and felt that whitewashing was wishful thinking, but now looking at it from another angle, this is already the best whitewashing.

After all, not everyone in this world has the opportunity to commit crimes and make meritorious deeds, and not everyone has the opportunity to make up for their mistakes... This will be a brand new life!
"Sanming, in fact, life is only a few decades, what kind of identity you have is not important, what is important is how to spend this life time."

"I see, thank you Second Uncle!"

I used to think that I would bear this identity, bear everything and bear everything without everyone's knowledge...

But with the help of my second uncle, I don't have to face the situation of betrayal, and I don't have to face the situation of being desperate... It's just that my second uncle and I both have to lose something.

The second uncle is used to wandering in the rivers and lakes, but he needs to run the casino business in Xiaomengla. In fact, he is like a hostage to put it bluntly.

If one day I am not under the control of the gray pigeon, my second uncle and everything will be reduced to ashes.

And I have to wander outside all the time, nominally doing things for the gray pigeons, but actually it is a means of protecting myself.

A person who is used to wandering needs to be chained to one place, while a person who yearns for ordinaryness and tranquility needs to keep wandering. They complement each other and are indispensable!

The identities of each other cannot be changed, cannot be changed, maybe this is the fate of the Jianghu people, maybe this is our fate...

While gaining something that others cannot get, it is doomed to lose what others will not lose, and to bear the helplessness that others will not bear.

In this world, as the saying goes, if there is a loss, there will be a gain, and if there is a gain, there will be a loss. Nothing is absolute...

"By the way, Sanming, there is something I need to tell you. You'd better be mentally prepared."

The second uncle changed the subject, what he said made me curious, what should I be mentally prepared for?
"Second uncle, tell me, I'm listening."

"In the past few days, you should prepare and go to Vladivostok, and I will go there then."

"What to do in Vladivostok?"

"Let's go to see King Bei and untie Liangzi before. This relationship can't be broken, it can only be reconciled temporarily."

"Ah? Second Uncle, did I hear you right? It's not like you don't know the relationship between me and the King of the North. It's definitely not a grievance that can be resolved by a buddha. If the grievances between each other are so deep, I'm afraid there will be no return!"

As soon as I said this, I regretted it. Since the second uncle can say that, then he must have thought carefully.

"This relationship must be reconciled. There is nothing that interests cannot do. Give the other party enough benefits before you can get close to Zhongcheng Whale Shark and Hexi Long Lifei. Can you understand what I mean?"

"Second Uncle, is this what Gray Dove means?" I asked tentatively, thinking that Second Uncle might have some difficulties.

"That's right, it's also the result I tried my best to strive for."

"Strive for the best result? Do you mean to let me follow the vine and kill all of them?"

"I don't want you to kill them, but I just need you to cooperate with them and get a better relationship, so as to find out all their details."

"Find out their details? Don't you know their details now?"

"It's easy to kill them, but some things lack evidence, just like black sharks and whale sharks, no one knows where they are, but they have been controlling the business in Midtown!"

As soon as I heard this, I understood, it is easy to kill those small fish and shrimps, but there are as many horses and powders as there are, and there will be endless troubles if you don’t cut the weeds!
"Okay, second uncle, give me some time and let me think about it."

"Sanming, sometimes you can't be too casual. If a person is not controlled by anyone, he will easily go astray, understand?"

The second uncle's words were a pun, he meant to remind me that even if I didn't go to Bei Wang Lao Hui would let me do this, this is a choice without choice.

In fact, there is a lot of helplessness in this world, and every choice will be faced with losing something or having to bear something. Every choice is a challenge for me.

"Second uncle, I know, let's hang up first, I'm a little sleepy."

"Have you made friends in Silla, kid? Find a few friends who are stronger, and don't find those messy people. They won't help you at all."

"Don't worry, Second Uncle, I know this well."

"If you have a number, help me to do something. Remember to bring a few friends with you, and I will send you the address later."

"Working? What are you doing?"

"The child of an old friend is studying there. I heard that it is not very good. Please help me to go and see if there is anything I need."

"It's okay, leave it to me."

After I hung up the phone, I returned the phone to Fox, she had a smile on her face, and I didn't avoid anything, and she could hear everything on the phone clearly.

"It seems that you have a good chat, wash up and go to rest, I will accompany you."

"it is good."

After a simple wash, I went to bed, my mind was in a turmoil, besides emotion, I was more grateful that I had a second uncle.

In the half-asleep and half-awake state, gentle fingers gently brushed my hair, feeling very comfortable, but I opened my eyes in an instant!
I subconsciously backed away to keep a safe distance, and the fox smiled softly.

"It's okay, you go to sleep, I'm here to see you, don't worry, don't be too nervous!" The fox stroked my hair, and I realized that it was just a short-term palpitation.

It was just for a moment, but I didn't have any sense of security. I don't know if I can return to normal life in the future, and I don't know if I will always have such vigilance.

But as long as one day is in the rivers and lakes, it will make people unable to sleep peacefully...

"Sleep, sleep, I'm not going anywhere, I'll stay here with you." The fox kept stroking my hair with his fingers, trying to make me relax little by little.

As the saying goes, a man's head is a woman's waist, this is the most sensitive place, most people can't touch it.

It has been a long, long time since no one has comforted me to sleep like this, and the tense nerves slowly eased. I know that the fox is not a threat to me. This is a kind of peace of mind that I have not seen for a long time.

At this moment, I can sleep with peace of mind, without worrying about being strangled in my sleep, and without worrying about being shot in the head...

This is the world of rivers and lakes I once dreamed of, but now it makes me tremble like walking on thin ice.

Many young people think that the world of rivers and lakes is very exciting. What they see is only the surface. They think it is a very prestigious thing to form gangs in groups, and they think that health care, bathing and massage in clubs are very enjoyable.

I even thought that a fight was a heroic act, but I didn't know that Jianghu is never a place for children, and if you are not careful, you will be doomed!

In fact, when people are young, they all want to use different ways to highlight their own uniqueness, or whether bullying is majestic or alternative, in fact, this is a manifestation of human inner instinct.

Everyone wants to be different and avoid homogenization. Only when they really mature and grow up can they find a route that suits them and a way that is different.

Don't try to change this otherness before then, because you can't change human nature, in other words, you can't find other ways to make yourself look different.

A pair of gentle hands let me fall asleep peacefully, and the tip of my nose can smell the familiar smell, which is the unique smell of a fox, and her unique gentleness...

It's like a warm current soothes my heart, the friendship in the world of rivers and lakes, and the inseparable mutual acquaintance...

(End of this chapter)